STEVE! Need some clarification!

[GungnirStrike]

Hey Steve..or who ever is reading this. I've got a couple questions regarding the Law of Attraction.

First of all, when you describe it in your podcast and the way you have come to learn and accept your view of your consciousness as being the only one deductively make sense. However what I do have a problem with is how you do not consider the problems of your world model which involves you personally creating everything around you. I understand how the world is sort of like feedback from your thoughts, and what you're getting already but here's the tricky part.

#1. I was born into not such a good situation. Parents fought every day, lots of drinking involved etc. My question is how could I have caused this? ...It's not going to upset me in the leased if I could have possibly been the creator. Or is it that my memories are flawed and I need to change them?

#2. This brings on my second question. How could I have created the world around me as a baby. A baby can hardly function and is always growing mentally. So how could they possibly create their own world from feedback of their own consciousness.

Or is it that my consciousness is what creates the thought that this works and it works differently for other people and their own created "Conscious Universe Bubble" as I like to call it?

#3. This also brings upon the question of was this system already setup by an outside force and our consciousness is just living in this body that enables us to interact with the simulation...THAT WAS CREATED? I am a firm non-believer in god..or any deity for that matter and I was a little ticked off about this natural stream of question that inevitably lead to this.

Sorry I keep editing this but another point came to my mind and that was how you described how consciousness and thinking creates reality. This is a common fundamental finding of the LOA. However how can you explain things like evolution, the reason you are living. As well as society and industry. Think about this for example. You could argue that because your reality involves a computer that you are getting information from that "simulation" which a computer is incorporated into, and therefor it exists. But if your thoughts really created reality how would you have any notion of a computer as being possible. It's like starting in a Matrix-like room with all white walls with nothing in them. If we start with no knowledge how can we create things like computers in our simulation unless they were created by people who are also conscious which completely throws your theory of being the only consciousness out the window. This would once again point me in he directions of either, this world model is faulty and/or I don't have a good grasp of it, or it was setup (by something) to involve all of these things which we couldn't have just created as a product of our thought because this world model would involve us being in a blank area of nothingness. How would we know where to start?

Oh and don't take this as me being negative and not open minded. I'm trying very hard to manifest something now and become a vibrational match for these desires. These things seem "incongruent" to me and would help me to be more successful if I understood them from your point of view. The issues at hand are essential for me to use the LOA to it's full potential. I value all of your blogs and information, your value has helped me extremely. Thanks in advance =D

So if you can address any of these conflicts for me I'd be in your debt.