Perspectives of light polarity

[eskimo]

So I'm curious - for those who've already polarized in light, how do you relate with each other? If being polarized in light means you're all interconnected and part of the collective, that's great but I'm sure not everyone's on the same level of consciousness.

So in your world, do you notice a hierarchy based on levels of consciousness, gender, race, age, etc.? How do you relate with those others who have already polarized in love and how does the energy flow work for you? Is it direct current always in one direction or alternating current wherever there's a void?

I'd appreciate your COMPLETELY HONEST individual perspectives on this.

Steve

[eskimo]

Does no one wanna touch this one? A bit too taboo perhaps.

You don't have to go into details about your world's hierarchy if you're not comfortable.

After teetering back and forth between polarities, I'm trying to decide if I'm even able to polarize in love as a lightworker. I could use your insights and experiences on practical ways you share your energy with others.

Thx.

[Angela]

How can there be a hierarchy, when we're all one?

It would be like rating your heart vs. your lungs; your skin vs. your blood. We're all in this together.

[eskimo]

okay...

Then, how do you relate to others in your interconnected world? If those working for the dark side always try to dominate and control others, how do you relate to others in your world? Always serving? Always giving? ALways...

[Angela]

I don't have to do anything to be related. I'm already related. Regardless of what they do, and regardless of what I do.

[eskimo]

Angela, I love your tight-lippedness and I'd want you to be my secret agent on any clandestine operation but give me a lil' sumthin' sumthin' here

If you don't, I'm going over to the dark side for good and your lives will never be the same again... muahahahahaha!!!

[Angela]

Originally Posted by eskimo

Angela, I love your tight-lippedness and I'd want you to be my secret agent on any clandestine operation but give me a lil' sumthin' sumthin' here

If you don't, I'm going over to the dark side for good and your lives will never be the same again... muahahahahaha!!!

Well, I do worry sometimes that I talk too much....

What more do you want? I'm not sure what more there is to say about that. But I'm willing to talk about it.

Love,
Secret Agentela

[eskimo]

uhmmmm... for some reason I can't think of anything to say right now.

Will get back to this line of questioning when I'm a bit more coherent

[eskimo]

So I do need some tips on how I can relate with the rest of humanity if I choose the path of light. Angela, I'll tell you my situation and perhaps I can have you, and perhaps others, give me some suggestions.

I'm an alpha male. I'm stronger than the guys who are really smart and smarter than the guys who are really strong. And I'm both stronger and smarter than the vast majority of men out there. It's not difficult for me to dominate any social situation I'm in. Add to this the fact that I have a high level of consciousness and I'm in a position to effect good or bad on many many others.

So as I'm at a point where I feel I must choose between one polarity or the other, my natural inclination is to veer toward the dark path because it's so easy and effortless.

For about the past 12 months, I've been attending a local church and it was good for me. It helped me get my life back on track and re-laid a solid spiritual foundation for me to build my new life on.

In addition to a powerful mind, God has also blessed me with a great heart and while I was attending this church I was able to apply it to good use and touch and inspire a lot of others in the process.

In the early period, I felt it was a good trade-off - I shared my heart with the church in exchange for it helping me rebuild my life. But now that I've learned and gained everything I need I don't feel the same desire to share my heart anymore.

In fact, because I was moving and attending to some personal matters recently, I had missed the past four weeks of church. I returned to Sunday service for the first time today and I could sense my spirit working its magic again, although to a lesser extent than before.

After service, however, I felt empty inside. Although I felt light, I didn't like the almost lifeless feeling I had and questioned whether I should return to the church ever again.

I mean, I guess I feel more comfortable and natural when I feel powerful and strong, and although I can see that I'm doing godly work sharing my heart and spirit with a room full of "sinners", I'm not getting anything from it anymore.

You may suggest I move on to different pastures and different people, but I'm not so sure things will be different anywhere else. I just kinda KNOW.

Ideally, I'd like to be able to relate with others in light but I'm not sure how someone like me even can when I already know the others' mannerisms, their predispositions, even what they're going to say in a given situation. I can't feign interest and I can't do something I don't believe in.

Any suggestions would be appreciated - practical or otherwise.

[Dharma]

Originally Posted by eskimo

So I do need some tips on how I can relate with the rest of humanity if I choose the path of light.

Be who you are. If you start playing a role in order to relate, you force everyone else into your game of unconsciousness. Be who you are in that moment. From there you may relate to others or you may not. It does not matter. Just be present with them and open some space inside. You have to be comfortable not knowing what will happen next.

Originally Posted by eskimo

But now that I've learned and gained everything I need I don't feel the same desire to share my heart anymore.

Maybe it's time to move on.

Originally Posted by eskimo

You may suggest I move on to different pastures and different people, but I'm not so sure things will be different anywhere else. I just kinda KNOW.

Maybe the moving on is something on the inside... You're very right that the situations and feelings you face will be the same just with new surroundings. Change yourself, you change the world. You don't have to know what inside you is looking to move next, just be more present during your day and the change will come naturally.

[eskimo]

Thanks Dharma - I appreciate the wisdom.

[eskimo]

Also if anyone else wants to give me their suggestions or thoughts, I'd welcome receiving it.