Reaching "love" level of awareness

[run_fly]

Hello everyone,

I've been working on increasing my level of awareness for about a year or 2 now and I've had glimpses of "love" awareness before going to sleep a couple of months ago... a month ago I had it come for almost a full day... and now it's back and it feels like it's going to stay longer this time around...

I have no one really to turn to talk about this awareness around me... you could say I'm surrounded by a lot of "bears" at the moment (how Steve puts it) Which is fine for now. I know I have to meet more "eagles". I'm planning to move to a new city once I graduate from flightschool and I am really looking forward to meet up with some "eagles".

Anyways.. It's an intense feeling!!! it's almost too much "love" emotion you could say... everything is fresh,alive, and your in lock in the present moment but it's so much to take in..My intuition is starting to get much stronger too at this level of awareness. it's hard to focus on my work.. I try to calm down but the feeling is so new to me...

Has anyone out there experience the same thing when they raise there level of awareness??? How did you manage it for the first few weeks?? I've been making the best of the situation just really enjoying everything around me and taking my time when walking around just enjoying the moment.

[Maguru]

I believe your awareness is opening you up to new experiences and this is one of them. Awareness is the channel. Although the feelings are wonderful, the other side can be difficult and you so have to take it one step at a time. I think you already get that and are using your intuition to 'go with the flow'.
Weird and wonderful but normal. One might say that you are waking up.
Most others have a crisis before experiencing the level you are experiencing and I wonder if you had some painful experiences preceding this one?

Originally Posted by run_fly

Hello everyone,

I've been working on increasing my level of awareness for about a year or 2 now and I've had glimpses of "love" awareness before going to sleep a couple of months ago... a month ago I had it come for almost a full day... and now it's back and it feels like it's going to stay longer this time around...

I have no one really to turn to talk about this awareness around me... you could say I'm surrounded by a lot of "bears" at the moment (how Steve puts it) Which is fine for now. I know I have to meet more "eagles". I'm planning to move to a new city once I graduate from flightschool and I am really looking forward to meet up with some "eagles".

Anyways.. It's an intense feeling!!! it's almost too much "love" emotion you could say... everything is fresh,alive, and your in lock in the present moment but it's so much to take in..My intuition is starting to get much stronger too at this level of awareness. it's hard to focus on my work.. I try to calm down but the feeling is so new to me...

Has anyone out there experience the same thing when they raise there level of awareness??? How did you manage it for the first few weeks?? I've been making the best of the situation just really enjoying everything around me and taking my time when walking around just enjoying the moment.

[run_fly]

Thanks for the reply!

I remember feeling a slight crisis when my level of awareness went up before this one and at this present moment I am feeling a different type of crisis feeling... It's an emotion almost like the feeling you get when you break up with someone but not as negative but still very strong.

There is literally no one around to talk to around my friends and family about this situation. I'm considering going to talk to a Priest althought I haven't been to Church in awhile but I figure they would listen and I'm guessing they would have a higher awareness.

[Maguru]

Ask yourself what are you seeking from higher awareness? What is it that you really want to know? This may seem airy-fairy but include your heart as well as the mind when you ask these questions. No one knows you as well as you know yourself. You are the first and last authority on you. This is you (or god) creating you anew. Warmest wishes to you.

Originally Posted by run_fly

Thanks for the reply!

I remember feeling a slight crisis when my level of awareness went up before this one and at this present moment I am feeling a different type of crisis feeling... It's an emotion almost like the feeling you get when you break up with someone but not as negative but still very strong.

There is literally no one around to talk to around my friends and family about this situation. I'm considering going to talk to a Priest althought I haven't been to Church in awhile but I figure they would listen and I'm guessing they would have a higher awareness.

[run_fly]

it seems like my heart is going to be playing a big role now in what I want to do in my life. it's almost like a shock because I've been living a certain way for awhile and all of a sudden it's a "whole new ball game" with this new awareness something I've never experience before.

Thanks for listening and replying Maguru that's what I really needed. I've kept quiet too long with what I've been feeling and even if I'm talking to people on a forum about this it's better then keeping it completely to myself.

[Maguru]

Thankyou for listening to me and making me feel useful. Isn't this percisely the purpose of spiritual relationships? Wonderful.
I am so glad to hear what you have to say. You are a whole person and your feelings are so important to your well being. Unfortuneately, not everyone can acknowledge your feelings but you always can. Bon voyage.

Originally Posted by run_fly

it seems like my heart is going to be playing a big role now in what I want to do in my life. it's almost like a shock because I've been living a certain way for awhile and all of a sudden it's a "whole new ball game" with this new awareness something I've never experience before.

Thanks for listening and replying Maguru that's what I really needed. I've kept quiet too long with what I've been feeling and even if I'm talking to people on a forum about this it's better then keeping it completely to myself.

[Sunnybayes]

Ahh.. you get used to it. If you feel like things are just getting tooo unreal, make sure you don't isolate yourself and be sure to be around your friends, and be sure to give it a break for a day or two if it becomes too overwhelming.