Subjective reality /inspiration trial

[Sponge]

Originally Posted by Arcanum

Well, I wasn't suggesting you try to find yourself, just wondering were you are when you're not thinking about yourself and believing the stories.

Asleep?

No, I don't know. I don't know where I am.

[Arcanum]

Originally Posted by ChrisGinsburg

I like to think my imaginary self is off enjoying carnival rides when I'm not thinking about it.

Problem with that is you're still thinking about it. Hehe.

[cheesedip1]

Originally Posted by VinceG

God doesn't judge, your spirit guides do their best not to judge, but everything else does, including angels, archangels, and the ascended masters. At least, the way in which they act can be perceived as judgmental.

Could you give an example of an angel, archangel or master doing something which could be percieved as judgemental?

[ChrisGinsburg]

Originally Posted by Arcanum

Problem with that is you're still thinking about it. Hehe.

Noooo!

[Arcanum]

Originally Posted by Sponge

Asleep?

No, I don't know. I don't know where I am.

You're off enjoying carnival rides, maybe? And you're just sitting around waiting for your return?

You're still right here, yes? Can you make yourself go away?

You don't have to know anything but that which you cannot avoid knowing. You do not have to find something that has not gone missing. Could it be that simple?

[VinceG]

Originally Posted by cheesedip1

Could you give an example of an angel, archangel or master doing something which could be percieved as judgemental?

You may ask them for a certain technique and they won't give it to you because they don't think you're ready.

[cheesedip1]

------Day 4: I thought about the line "Take the red pill." Later on, someone mentioned "Take the red pill," I swear.



------Day 5 (monday): I went to a vending machine. I tried to get a Kit Kat, so I put in a dollar and pressed D5. Nothing. I put in another dollar. Still nothing. I put in $3 and ended up getting 3 Kit Kats, but I only wanted one.
(This monday and tuesday I've felt pretty good. I felt good on Wednesday, but I had some sadness near the end of the day.)I choose my response two times during the day. Instead of being sad that I was alone and didn't want to be, I chose to be happy and enjoy myself. I met someone who was a twin and she liked Garfield also.



------Day 7, wed, dec 14th:------ Some of the time, when I think about someone I want to meet , that person somehow ends up crossing my path. I got someone who was nice to me a bag of Pretzel M&M's. (The Mars company really need to bring back the Crispy ones!) Also, I got a friend of mine a candy bar (wrapped in christmas paper of course!) and it turned out to be her favorite. I had no idea. Honestly, i just chose what first popped into my mind. She ended up getting me something as well. Later on, I wanted to talk with some people and I did but they were busy with finals (college) so I didn't get our conversations to go exactly how I wanted.





------Day 8 -thurs dec 15— It was my last day at this college. I decided to transfer to somewhere else for next semester. I felt kind of sad because i liked some people here and there were some opprotunities here but I knew that a bigger city was just what i needed. I offered 3 people that I hung out with some hugs, but they said they weren't really huggers. (aka No hugs for me) I even said please, twice , but to no avail. It did, however, remind me of when I was younger and wasn't so into hugging. I did manage to get one of them a self-made card though. =)



------Day 9 fri dec 16th, I saw someone's online profile named "skipper", and I thought about Skippy peanut butter. Three seconds later, i check my facebook and someones's status is "yippy skippy". Later in the day, I ended up buying groceries. When i walked out of the store, I noticed the licensce plates of 4 cars in a row- The words were "shy" "spi" "sky" and "she" (the order might of been the other way around. I'm not sure) .






------Day 10 Saturday Dec 17th,--- I saw the 2nd Sherlock Holmes movie. At one point I was thinking about developing my intuition more and then a scene came on where Holmes does a tarot card reading for the fortune- teller (Instead of the other way around.)

Also, I tried the new Facebook timeline. I don't really like it that much; it's too much stuff jammed into a smaller area. I know it will probably be mandatory soon, but even now, I haven't found a way to switch back to the old way, so for now, I'm stuck with timeline. This is probably what I wanted to happen tho, considering I've been thinking about spending less time on facebook anyways.

(PS. I deleted most of my fb wall because I'm tired of being distracted and living in the past. Yes, I do keep some old stuff that is important, like emails, but the past is too distracting sometimes.)