Hearing God's voice ???????

[renew]

Okay, so for the last two and a half years on and off I have been hearing a voice. The voice is not audible or outside of me, but it's more like a voice from within. The first time I heard this voice it asked me if I wanted to marry a certain gentleman, whom I barely knew at the time, and so I said yes not really because I believed it was God or anything. Well, the voice replied back stating that I would marry this gentleman, it also told me that an ex-boyfriend would be made white as snow which at that time I didn't get, but three days later my ex-boyfriend was killed. I really did not think anything of it, thought it was very weird but I didn't give it much thought. But since that day two years ago, on and off I have been hearing this same inner voice. This particular gentleman that I am supposedly suppose to marry we've continued to see one another on and off within the last two and a half years, but nothing too serious, oh, well other than the fact that I just had my first child by him six months ago, but still no wedding bells. So, I began seeing this new guy in hopes to get my mind off of this crazy notion that I will marry the other guy. But one day while I was meditating, the voice came again telling me that I would never see the new guy again because he is still in love with his ex and that I would be marrying the other gentleman any ways, well, needless to say, three weeks later the new guy stop seeing me and got back with his ex-girlfriend.

I started to give up hope that this inner voice could be God, higher self, or whatever, so I chalked it up to the fact that I was/am going crazy or it may just be my own desire to marry this man. Though, I never ask him to marry me and I would never mention to him what this inner voice told me, about us getting married. I just waited around patiently to see what was going to happen, and here I am over two years later ready to give up on this relationship and move on. He has told me that he cares about me deeply and he has thought about marriage with me, but he really does not want to get married again. So, I declared I would never pursue this relationship again and that I would move on with my life for good.

But, No, again, just recently, the other day while meditating, I had an out of body experience for the first time and that same inner voice began talking to me, telling me that I would marry this gentleman very soon and not to give up hope. I wrestle internally with the voice wishing it would go away, but I felt it deep in my gut, an overwhelming feeling telling me that it is my destiny, that we together would have to accomplish something. I really don't know what that could be, but now I am even more confused and disappointed. I really love this guy and he is a great man, but he is very emotionally distant from me and I just want to move on, but it seems that I can't. Last week he told me that we have this crazy bond that he, too, cannot seem to understand. HELP!!! I just want that voice and these gut instincts to go away! Its almost as if I am becoming psychic.

Has anyone else ever experience such? The inner voices? What advice would you give me? I am so confused? Is this similar to how one feels before having a mental breakdown? Could it even be God's voice or is it my own?

Thanks for not judging me. And thank you for any beneficial insights.

[Luciddd]

I honestly dont know what to say. Why dont you simply ask the voice what is it? And also bring him up the free will issue "If I am forced to marry this guy, where is my free will?". Ask him how destiny can be changed.

[renew]

Thanks Lucid. I will do just that. Its not that I do not want to marry this man, but what has kept me seeing this guy for over two years, I believe is that voice telling me he will be my husband or else I would have moved on long ago, but now we have a child together, so I guess we are bonded for life. I just wished I knew what God's voice sound like, so I would know if I am indeed going crazy.

[ChristsLight]

It is the voice of Truth, perhaps the voice of your intuition. If it is not harmful or negative, then it is probably fine. Just watch what it says and how it feels.

[Keiju]

Originally Posted by renew

Okay, so for the last two and a half years on and off I have been hearing a voice. The voice is not audible or outside of me, but it's more like a voice from within. The first time I heard this voice it asked me if I wanted to marry a certain gentleman, whom I barely knew at the time, and so I said yes not really because I believed it was God or anything. Well, the voice replied back stating that I would marry this gentleman, it also told me that an ex-boyfriend would be made white as snow which at that time I didn't get, but three days later my ex-boyfriend was killed. I really did not think anything of it, thought it was very weird but I didn't give it much thought. But since that day two years ago, on and off I have been hearing this same inner voice. This particular gentleman that I am supposedly suppose to marry we've continued to see one another on and off within the last two and a half years, but nothing too serious, oh, well other than the fact that I just had my first child by him six months ago, but still no wedding bells. So, I began seeing this new guy in hopes to get my mind off of this crazy notion that I will marry the other guy. But one day while I was meditating, the voice came again telling me that I would never see the new guy again because he is still in love with his ex and that I would be marrying the other gentleman any ways, well, needless to say, three weeks later the new guy stop seeing me and got back with his ex-girlfriend.

I started to give up hope that this inner voice could be God, higher self, or whatever, so I chalked it up to the fact that I was/am going crazy or it may just be my own desire to marry this man. Though, I never ask him to marry me and I would never mention to him what this inner voice told me, about us getting married. I just waited around patiently to see what was going to happen, and here I am over two years later ready to give up on this relationship and move on. He has told me that he cares about me deeply and he has thought about marriage with me, but he really does not want to get married again. So, I declared I would never pursue this relationship again and that I would move on with my life for good.

But, No, again, just recently, the other day while meditating, I had an out of body experience for the first time and that same inner voice began talking to me, telling me that I would marry this gentleman very soon and not to give up hope. I wrestle internally with the voice wishing it would go away, but I felt it deep in my gut, an overwhelming feeling telling me that it is my destiny, that we together would have to accomplish something. I really don't know what that could be, but now I am even more confused and disappointed. I really love this guy and he is a great man, but he is very emotionally distant from me and I just want to move on, but it seems that I can't. Last week he told me that we have this crazy bond that he, too, cannot seem to understand. HELP!!! I just want that voice and these gut instincts to go away! Its almost as if I am becoming psychic.

Has anyone else ever experience such? The inner voices? What advice would you give me? I am so confused? Is this similar to how one feels before having a mental breakdown? Could it even be God's voice or is it my own?

Thanks for not judging me. And thank you for any beneficial insights.

The voice knows everything about you.

The voice knows what you want.

The voice is not God. At least I would strongly advise against considering it to be God.

The voice is a test/training of your mental fortitude

The voice can be pleasant and entertaining if you dont let it hold power/influence over you

The voice is not going to tell you what you should do, if it does, it does not really think that is what you should do, but is trying to get you to think.

Pay attention to what it is you really want, the voice knows what you want and takes a very direct route to getting you to throw away any falsities in your personality, it will do this by bringing up any inconsistencies within your reasoning process

Do not use the voice as a source of information. Until you understand its personality.

It is NOT the voice of truth, as ChrisLight says. Do not under any circumstance, take the voice to be "truth", it is a source of entertainment. If you consider this voice to be that of "truth" YOU WILL get hurt, I assure you. Try not to fight it, do not reason with it.

It picks up on everything about you, your thoughts, your feelings, as quick as you pick up on it, possibly even quicker. Why are you reasoning with that? If you dont understand it, just leave it. Dont do what it says, especially if you dont understand why it says what it says.


I can go on and on, as I have much experience on this matter. Ask me questions, if you so desire.


Most importantly. Do not let people know you are hearing voices. They will indeed think you are insane, if they see you conversing with a voice from within, and it can end up with a visit from the mental institution. I kid you not. Be very careful what you let people around you know about this voice, and showing any behaviour that will let them onto the fact you are hearing something.

The voice has no concern as to whether you get hurt in the short run, it does seem to care, but only for the long run. You have to understand the personality of the voice and adjust accordingly.

The voice will not go away, unless you want to go "backwards". Actions should always, ideally, come from a place of understanding.

[VinceG]

Okay, you should not think of this voice as you or as God. It's a dirty little secret in the spiritual world that God doesn't say much, unless you've got very good reason to talk to Him as opposed to an archangel or Jesus. It's a non-physical entity that's telling you stuff that you don't have access to, using its own perception. It could be anything. A spirit guide, a dead ancestor, an angel, even an archangel. It could also be a negative being screwing with you, which is why I advise caution.

Also, now you know you're clairaudient. This means that if you train it, you can learn to channel pretty easily. What this means is initiating conversations with other entities, not just waiting for them to come talk to you. I would recommend getting in touch with at least one of the archangels, and Jesus. These connections you make will be very valuable in the future. In the short term they can verify the identity of whatever's talking to you now.

The quickest and easiest way for you, a natural clairaudient, to do so would be through prayer. Through prayer you raise your vibration, which makes you much more likely to actually get in touch with the archangel you're trying to contact, or Jesus. If you don't pray regularly, now's a good time to start. You need to bring your best self to the divine.

[Luciddd]

I too ve had experiences with a voice.

[renew]

Thanks Christlight and everyone for their response.

Christlights, yes, it never tells me to do anything negative. It has said to be obedient and pray daily and have faith and trust in God. I never thought of it to be an evil spirit because it is always sending me positive messages and up lifting affirmations. And it is not that I do not like what it is telling me, my only concern is that if it isn't God then I would be very disappointed that I waited so long and have been so very patient with this gentleman (though I have not been totally obedient). I would like to be for certain if I am doing the right thing and this is actually the holy spirit guiding me and not my own wants. What exhortation would you give to someone whom is still unsure how to decphier between the holy spirit and your own egocentricities?

[renew]

Originally Posted by Luciddd

I too ve had experiences with a voice.

Interesting Luciddd. What are your experiences, have the inner voices directed you properly?

[renew]

Thanks Vince. I do not believe the inner voice to be an evil spirit but it's rather reaffirming and positive. It has always encouraged. There has been a lot more incidents then what's noted above where the inner voice or maybe I should say intuition has informed me of something that would occur and it would come to pass. It is very weird. I do believe I may be a natural clairaudient; if that is possible. I never really believed in these type of things before. So it is very scary to think I have psychic abilities. I will continue to pray regarding the matter until I get better clarity.

[ChristsLight]

Originally Posted by renew

Thanks Christlight and everyone for their response.

Christlights, yes, it never tells me to do anything negative. It has said to be obedient and pray daily and have faith and trust in God. I never thought of it to be an evil spirit because it is always sending me positive messages and up lifting affirmations. And it is not that I do not like what it is telling me, my only concern is that if it isn't God then I would be very disappointed that I waited so long and have been so very patient with this gentleman (though I have not been totally obedient). I would like to be for certain if I am doing the right thing and this is actually the holy spirit guiding me and not my own wants. What exhortation would you give to someone whom is still unsure how to decphier between the holy spirit and your own egocentricities?

If you feel love when hearing its words, then it may be the Holy Spirit. It is very possible. Has it ever told you anything about others?

Yet, as others have said, I would still exercise caution. That's about all you can do right now.

Have you ever asked it any questions?

[VinceG]

Originally Posted by renew

Thanks Vince. I do not believe the inner voice to be an evil spirit but it's rather reaffirming and positive. It has always encouraged. There has been a lot more incidents then what's noted above where the inner voice or maybe I should say intuition has informed me of something that would occur and it would come to pass. It is very weird. I do believe I may be a natural clairaudient; if that is possible. I never really believed in these type of things before. So it is very scary to think I have psychic abilities. I will continue to pray regarding the matter until I get better clarity.

Hi! Psychic abilities are nothing to be afraid of, you just have to exercise a little judgment and a little restraint and they can greatly accelerate your development and your goals.

If you want to gain clarity, you may want to alter your basic prayer so it more resembles self-inquiry. Self-inquiry is the standard method for a seeker to understand himself and the world. To self-inquire, simply pose a question you want answered, not to God, Jesus, or the Holy Spirit, but to yourself. Then hold your mind open and expect a swift response. Many times, it comes. It works because you are a far more complex and divine creature than you give yourself credit for. I do this all the time and it never fails me.

[The light]

my advice to you is pray and ask god to reveal the truth to you.. but i dont think the voice is of negative energy for marriage is a good thing but pray!!! in jesus christ name and ask him for protection if the voice is not from him.

[Luciddd]

Originally Posted by renew

Interesting Luciddd. What are your experiences, have the inner voices directed you properly?

My experience was a little different, in fact way different becuase the voice was "me" in a sense. The way I describe the voice is that it was the result of a merger of different "natures" of my mind (supposedly we have different minds like consious, subconsious and super-consious) I dont know which ones merged, but it was a mix that produced a "new thing". Though I think it was the merger of subconsious and consious, I wont rule out the possibility of some other mind nature or even the totallity of my mind being merged at least partially.

It was one day, when I was lying on bed, I started to "hear" some noises like the ones we hear when we are going to sleep, suddenly they ceased and changes for a mighty sounding voice, but this voice talked audibly according to my thoughts if I thought "hello" the voice would say "hello". It was not "me" that was controlling the "voice" neither the other way.

Then, from my consious slumber I "rose" out of my bed (it was daytime and in fact around me was my sister and her boyfriend seeing a movie) but as I rose with the eyes opened I retained the same consiousness, I was still like "dozed off" yet totally awake!.

Also in that state I controlled my body but it was more like a remote-control, I was like commanding my body from said state and my body was moving like you would command a remote control. Then with my eyes opened I could see some "beings" they could be ghosts, but they looked more angelic-like of god-like, I dont discard the possibility of being an hallucination of course, some of these beings was shooting a "beam" towards my heart as I remember. And I felt that during that state I could freely change my emotional states and thus my vibrations.

But I couldnt explore the capabilities of said state, since I decided not to proceed and within a few seconds of having that sate I immediatly again dropped into my bed and to sleep and wake up in "normal state" immediatly.

[Luciddd]

Originally Posted by The light

my advice to you is pray and ask god to reveal the truth to you.. but i dont think the voice is of negative energy for marriage is a good thing but pray!!! in jesus christ name and ask him for protection if the voice is not from him.

Is the first time I see you posting what you really think with an open mind, instead of posting answers from a book.

Why cant you always be like this?

[renew]

Thank you Light. I will do just that.