Honored To Be Here & Meditation Question

[Existentialist Mystic]

( I apologize if this is posted in the place. Perhaps it could be moved, Mods ? )


Hello. As the title of this thread states, I TRULY am honored to be here. I don't know any of you ... but I love you all. And I really mean this.

I have something of importance that I'd like to share with all of you ... something that's been bothering me for a couple of weeks now. Perhaps ( it is my hope, anyways ) you can help me. I've never meditated before ... up until a couple of weeks ago. As I was meditating ( not knowing much about it other than listening to the " silence " ) I heard very high pitched noises coming from inside my head. Now, I should state that I hear these noises all the time, but not at this volume. Anyways, about 5 minutes into this meditation the noises are getting louder ... and getting louder. I feel myself being drawn to them as a matter of fact. A couple more minutes pass then I feel vibrations ! This is when I stop and call it a day ! LOL ! Freaked me out !


The second time I meditated ( roughly a few days later ) I felt the same thing ( again, about 5 minutes into it ) accompanied, this time, by a sense of " pulling out of myself ". I felt as if something ( and I feel it now as I'm typing ) is trying to pull out of my head. I've never felt this before. And this is where I am in need of help. Ever since I meditated the 2nd time I've felt ( almost everyday ) extreme pressure on my 3rd eye as well as my crown. Sometimes it feels as if there is ants walking around on my brain, to put it lightly. Again, as I type this I feel it. I also feel very joyous ... very, very happy ( which is somewhat rare for me ... not to say that I am an agree person ). I have felt at times in the last two weeks when in conversation with my co-workers as if I'm not really there ... that I'm looking at them outside of my body. The other day someone had made fun of the fact that I blink so much ( something I've been doing since I was a child ) and I just let it go one ear out the other. Something I've never been able to do ! It's hard to describe ( and I apologize if this post is all over the place ... writing is not one of my talents ) but my mind feels empty almost ... I feel like a child again. I have no judgements whatsoever. I feel completely oblivous as to what's going on around me ... I wish I could put it into words. I saw a psychic once a few years back ( something that was strongly suggested by quite a few people I worked with at the time ) and I'll never forget what he said. He said, " Don't let this go to your head, but in all my years of meeting people I've never met anyone like you before. " Now, I'm not sharing this with you to say, " Wow, I must be special ! " What he said scared me ... what I'm sharing with you right now is scaring me. I don't know what to think as I've never experienced these type of " sensations " before ... I don't know. Do any of you have any ideas ?


And, again, I apologize for the way this was typed ( spelling, grammar, etc. ). I speak much better than I can write ! LOL ! Love you all and have a great rest of the week and weekend.


- James

[Adrienne]

Welcome James!
I wont move your post becuase you are introducing yourself and that is in part what this board is for.

I suggest asking your question in either the physic and paranormal board OR the spirituality, conscientiousness and awareness board. I hope you get some answers. Congrats tho on the steps you are taking in your growth

Adrienne

[Existentialist Mystic]

I thank you and I shall take your advice, Ms. Adrienne.

[Harmonium]

Sounds like OBE or Astral Projection. If you have never heard of these phenomena, research them.

[PerDev]

Welcome James!
I think you might have tune to different Astral frequency at the time of meditation.

I have never experience this, But i have tried meditation and have felt immense pleasure once.

Originally Posted by Existentialist Mystic

( I apologize if this is posted in the place. Perhaps it could be moved, Mods ? )


Hello. As the title of this thread states, I TRULY am honored to be here. I don't know any of you ... but I love you all. And I really mean this.

I have something of importance that I'd like to share with all of you ... something that's been bothering me for a couple of weeks now. Perhaps ( it is my hope, anyways ) you can help me. I've never meditated before ... up until a couple of weeks ago. As I was meditating ( not knowing much about it other than listening to the " silence " ) I heard very high pitched noises coming from inside my head. Now, I should state that I hear these noises all the time, but not at this volume. Anyways, about 5 minutes into this meditation the noises are getting louder ... and getting louder. I feel myself being drawn to them as a matter of fact. A couple more minutes pass then I feel vibrations ! This is when I stop and call it a day ! LOL ! Freaked me out !


The second time I meditated ( roughly a few days later ) I felt the same thing ( again, about 5 minutes into it ) accompanied, this time, by a sense of " pulling out of myself ". I felt as if something ( and I feel it now as I'm typing ) is trying to pull out of my head. I've never felt this before. And this is where I am in need of help. Ever since I meditated the 2nd time I've felt ( almost everyday ) extreme pressure on my 3rd eye as well as my crown. Sometimes it feels as if there is ants walking around on my brain, to put it lightly. Again, as I type this I feel it. I also feel very joyous ... very, very happy ( which is somewhat rare for me ... not to say that I am an agree person ). I have felt at times in the last two weeks when in conversation with my co-workers as if I'm not really there ... that I'm looking at them outside of my body. The other day someone had made fun of the fact that I blink so much ( something I've been doing since I was a child ) and I just let it go one ear out the other. Something I've never been able to do ! It's hard to describe ( and I apologize if this post is all over the place ... writing is not one of my talents ) but my mind feels empty almost ... I feel like a child again. I have no judgements whatsoever. I feel completely oblivous as to what's going on around me ... I wish I could put it into words. I saw a psychic once a few years back ( something that was strongly suggested by quite a few people I worked with at the time ) and I'll never forget what he said. He said, " Don't let this go to your head, but in all my years of meeting people I've never met anyone like you before. " Now, I'm not sharing this with you to say, " Wow, I must be special ! " What he said scared me ... what I'm sharing with you right now is scaring me. I don't know what to think as I've never experienced these type of " sensations " before ... I don't know. Do any of you have any ideas ?


And, again, I apologize for the way this was typed ( spelling, grammar, etc. ). I speak much better than I can write ! LOL ! Love you all and have a great rest of the week and weekend.


- James

[yoopersmith]

Welcome...Love you back! You will get that a lot around here...lots o unconditional love

So, on the "sound" or "vibration" you hear from inside your head...yeah I hear that as well...I don't think it's dangerous at all...then again I feel compelely safe in the universe...nothing real can be threatened is what I recall from "A course in miracles" and I idenitfy with my reality.

I sometimes focus on that sound as if it was the cosmic mind of god giving me a download...or it is the background sound of the universe...

...the more I focus on the sound...it does seem to envelope my entire being...that makes for some interesting dreams if I doze off

On the other points of getting "pulled out" I have had some freaky experiences in my life that scared me before...nothing exacting like what you are desribed, but more on the order of pre-OBEs or several false awakenings...in my experience...although they are frightening...the experiences are not dangerous...again nothing real can be threatened.

On being special...I suggest you consider the possibility that you ARE AN AMAZING conscious being with phenomenal cosmic power...that does not make you special...all conscious beings are amazing in their very nature....

Welcome to earth...have fun...and remember pain won't kill you...it just hurts.

CHEERS!