Was this my spirit guide?

[JimmyJam87]

Hey everybody!

Earlier this afternoon I was performing a recommended meditation from a book I was reading about spirit communication and how to contact your spirit guides.

The meditation was for me to see in my mind's eye a beatiful garden and wait for my guide to arrive and have a chat to him/her.

Heres what I journalled:

I definitely sensed a female energy much like an older sister. From what I could see [Very limited Sad] she had beautiful auburn hair but I struggled to make her out in great detail. Her cultural heritage and appearance was similar to my own and it felt like I was speaking to an old friend that I have not seen in ages! She seemed very happy to be in my company and I felt that she was very affectionate towards me. Also what struck me was a figure of a tall man standing at the gate to the garden I mentioned earlier in the post that I could see watching over our meeting and he was with her when I could see her arriving. I could not make out who he was precisely but I sensed he was an austere, powerful gentleman wearing Edwardian or Victorian clothes. I got a real sense of assertiveness when I tried to suss out who he was and not to mess lol Wink

She was very close when we sat together, not like a lover but like an older sister or a good female friend. She did not say very much but what she did say was brief and to the point! She said I'm a lovely young man and could not understand why I was worrying so much about this topic.
Shortly after that I said good bye and the man at the gate who I mentioned walked off with her.

Now I felt absolutely alive after that! Smiley It felt like I saw an old friend and I felt a real sense of love and happiness which to be honest I've not felt in a long time!

Questions in my mind now are:

1) Who was this lovely lady? Was she my spirit guide or was she just a product of my often very vivid imagination?

2) Who was the assertive looking man at the gate? Why did he not talk like she did?

3) How can I truelly validate that she was a spirit guide?

I look forward to reading your replies Smiley

Love

J x