My self analysis

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Im no professional in the matter, but yesterday i thought of all my weaknesses and it sort of came together, i thought i would let you guys know what i came up with . If you read my past posts, i tend to belittle people, its a natural/automatic reaction of mine, I do this when i believe people will judge me, so before i let them, in my mind i belittle them, so I can feel better , i know pathetic ey, so here is my theory as to why i belittle people, what i think of myself, shows thru my actions , in my mind people are judging me , they way i think of myself</b>, if that makes any sense lol, just some thought and reflection i was thinking yesterday, what is your guys opinion, do you think its accurate?, Ideally i would like to not care what people thought of me, buts its been ingrained in my brain for so long its a bad habit i struggle to kick............