my sad childhood

[Rosie]

I'm sure you are tired of me telling my sob story, but honestly, thank you very much for reading it. I just wanted one person to read it. As soon as I get one comment, I'm deleting it. - Rosie

[Vasilisa]

Rosie, dear, it's a very sad story.
You are a VERY courageous and strong person to go through this and be able to go further and be sane and try to deal with it.
You know, I also had a rough adolescent years and when I remember about them I tell myself how strong and wonderful I am to go through all this and still become a person I am now.
I just have one question where were your parents all that time? When you were trying to fall asleep for 4 hours every night where have they been?
Havent' you had playdates with other kids?

[Rosie]

Thanks vasilsa for reading it

My parents didn't know that I was awake, whenever they would come in to my room, I would close my eyes and pretend to sleep.


"Havent' you had playdates with other kids?" - no, my parents just kinda accepted that I was different, and never really did anything about it. My mom would often say that she admired me for not needing people to make me happy. I'd want to cry out and tell her that I did need people, I just didn't know how to interact with them.

Anyways, thanks again

[Playlife]

Rosie, I read what you write too.

*big hug*