I need some advice...or motivation

[Adam11]

I will get right to it. I am an eighteen year old freshman at college. I have been going out with a girl for almost two years now. She is two years younger than me. The entire time we have gone out I have felt like there was something missing. I feel like I am not in love with her. I care about her and all but I do not feel like the ultimate connection is there. I wish it were though because she would do anything for me and I do not want to hurt her. She always talks about how I am all that she has...and that seeing me is all she looks forward to. Our maturity level is very different but I always tell myself things will get better...and I do that with every other problem in our relationship. We do not fight...but we do not talk that much...which is my fault for the most part because I do not call her enough. I do not want to hurt her...but I do not want to let it keep going on knowing that im not happy...I just need some options...but I doubt there is an easy way around this.