help demanded-Ultra electromagnetic negative energies hunting my consciousness

[Omerta]

Some of you might have read my previous posts on this section so you might know a little bit what I will share on this tread. I believe I am having a Kundalini psychosis, due to my opening of the third eye, which I will regret forever. It all started about 3 weeks ago when I was lying on my bed and suddenly I was having these visions of spirits flying all around the room and they were pulling my head and trying to scare me, which worked . Nothing too painful though, just a little pain. Then, I jump out of the bed and decided to investigate on the internet. The answers were lying on what I had thinking;evil entities or demons.

Then boom, my crown chakra or pineal gland (I don't really know if it is the same) was activated. I started feeling this horrible pressure on the top of my head and it got me crazy. A couple of days after I shifted to a higher consciousness, which I'm in right now. I even thought about ending my life because of the suffering caused by this. I ran to the hospital, but you can't talk of things like that when pychiatrists's unconscious minds have no clue what you are talking about. They can't understand the metaphysical side of the consciousness. So my pychiatrist said I was having a pre-psychotic anxiety episode. Yeah sure, the thing he doesn't know it that it is in the consciousness, the source, the energy. I tried to explain him but he didn't want to hear me and refused any further analysis.

Anyway, he prescribed me a very strong antipsychotic medication to calm the anxiety. By the way my anxiety level is very pumped up. I prayed the lord, jesus, angels, guides anyone, even my decided grandmother. I commanded these evil entities to vanishe. Nothing worked. The candle light, the desperate prayers, the non-attachement to the ego, nothing. Actually it gets worse when I start yelling at them to go away. But, something very disconcerting has entered the process. I discovered that the law of attraction IS the consciousness. It responds almost instantly to your thoughts and words. I tried many times and it works, for example I told "I am the consciousness" to it to calm the pain and the pressure got very bad, it started accelerating and immediatly I was in an another consciousness. I am stuck. And believe me if this is enlightenment, it is not happiness. It is hell. I have all the symptoms; huge headaches, hallucinations, dizzyness, back pain, bothered sleep, sudden waves of energy, depression, sickness, I see all the energy of the earth; sparkles of light, humans and objects vibrations. We are all connected I can surely tell you that. Every thought affect the universal consciousness. I can witness it right away.


What will follow may offense a little bit fragile souls. This morning I was my kundalini raised like a rocketlauncher and I thought my head was gonna explose. There was this light striking me like a lightning like 10 times in a row. It really looked like a lightning, I was terrified. I swear. Then, at the same time my penis started to erect and I felt the energy/consciousness give it pleasure and masturbate it(sorry I know this is really weird). The kundalini was not awakened I blocked it the pain was way too strong. Whoa that was not expected at all. I said stop and started to run around my house like crazy. It stopped but the pressure was still there and still is. There is obviously a very very evil demon in my consciousness. I am exhausted of this consciousness, I want the enlightenment to end and I want the kundalini to leave me alone and the demons to go away. It is attached to me, electromagnetic and omnipresent. I am going crazy and I must watch every thought that comes to my mind because the universe heards it. I NEED SERIOUS HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

[Albalida]

First, that it's a painful pressure rather than something that feels like a breath of wind or the flowing of water tells me that you haven't opened your third eye and crown. They're trying to open, but there is a major blockage. And no wonder-- you spoke of no activity at all in the lower chakras. For all chakras to be open, is a must for balance and health.

In order to master the Kundalini state, you must open all of the chakras. Energy flows through the body like a river, and the pools are the chakras. If you lived in a vacuum, this river would flow pure and clear. However, life is messy, and things tend to fall in the river. The river becomes blocked, and then it cannot flow. If you open the paths between the pools, the energy flows. There are seven chakras that go up the body. Each pool of energy has a purpose, and can be blocked by a specific kind of emotional muck.

The most neglected appears to be your Earth chakra, located at the base of the spine. It deals with survival and is blocked by fear. What are you most afraid of? Let your fears become clear to you, allow yourself to be concerned for your survival, but ultimately surrender those fears. Let the fear flow down the river.

If you can manage that, in your state, then...

Next is the water chakra. This chakra deals with pleasure, and is blocked by guilt. Now, look at all the guilt which burdens you so. What do you blame yourself for? Accept the reality that these things happened, but do not let them cloud and poison your energy. If you are to be a positive influence on the world, you need to forgive yourself.

Third is the Fire chakra, located in the stomach. This chakra deals with will power and is blocked by shame. What are you ashamed of? What are your biggest disappointments in yourself? You will never find balance if you deny this part of your life.

The fourth chakra is located in the heart. It deals with love, and is blocked by grief. Lay all your grief out in front of you. You have indeed felt a great loss. But love is a form of energy, and it swirls all around us. It does not leave this world. It is still inside of your heart, and is reborn in the form of new love. Let the pain flow away.

The fifth in the chain is the Sound chakra, located in the throat. It deals with truth, and is blocked by lies. The ones we tell ourselves. The truths we don't tell at all. And the ones we tell that are just a little rephrased from popular cartoons.


Anyway, let me know how that works out for you! But I wouldn't discount what the psychiatrists say, either. They might not know what you're talking about, but after all that education they usually have an idea about what they are talking about-- and the body is a part of the spirit, why else do you think so many spiritualists advise vegetarianism? What we put into our bodies has a very large effect on our spirit. When I took antidepressants, it dulled my third eye and crown so that I couldn't feel them at all or use them, but it opened my heart chakra.

[desertrat]

Thoes may be demons or astral elementals, thoes are harmless . You might try some deep breathing and some yoga . I read a book , this guy had the kundlini go up the wrong way , it caused him a lot of pain until he got it up the center of his spine . desert rat