weird combined expirence???

[DarkTears]

okay so this was around 12pm - 3pm today, I woke up tired, second time waking up, and I stayed awake for a while till I had the urge to fall back asleep, really strong urge that I wasn't focusing at anything else, so I went to bed. when I was trying to sleep, I couldn't go to sleep because my fear started freaking out as soon as I was falling asleep, so I tried to shrug it off, but my fear kept freaking out every time I was close to sleeping, so I tried to stay awake but my body was insisting I fall asleep. I tried under the blanket and I was able to fall asleep but at the last moment I moved the cover out of my face, cause it was getting hot, and the fear returned, but I was already asleep or in a way, I was stuck in sleep paralysis, forced to see in the darkness of my eyes or mind.......I tried to move, but I was stuck which gave me the conclusion, of the sleep paralysis, but from what Ive heard and experienced before, this was completely different...........

I was stuck, unable to move yet, I kept fighting, not letting whatever was happening win. I started to see a rainbow, but it was forming in a circle...... A rainbow-circle....... after that while I was still fighting, trying to move, I guess I was able to move just a tiny bit, cause I could feel it, then the rainbow-circle formed into a green eye, looking at me. I could still feel the fear I felt from the beginning, and then I was able to move my arms, like rolling from left to right, with my body. as I was moving like that, even thou it was really hard to move, feeling as if stopping now will make me return to how I was, then the green eye that was looking at me, dissipated into the darkness, then I awoke, fear free, no force holding me back......

the strangest thing was this sounds like the third eye everyone talks about but it was combined with a rainbow and sleep paralysis as well, plus the fear I was being hit in the beginning........

[desertrat]

This might of been a subconscious fear of going out of body , we all go out of body during certin parts of sleep and dont remember . There may of been a ghost or something hanging around . desert rat

[DarkTears]

oh yeah, im not sure if its related, but Ive been able to see after images of people and things for about 6 months now......, ya know like the stills from a movie, I can sometimes see the stills of certain things................

[DarkTears]

I searched google and something came up similar, not exact but very similar, but its in the bible and its on something about Revelation 3:4

this is the website I got it from Revelation 4:3 And the one who sat there had the appearance of jasper and carnelian. A rainbow, resembling an emerald, encircled the throne.

i get the feeling i got the wrong thing...............