So many questions

[help4me]

I need advice... help... answers... anything to guide me on my way. I am lost in the world of psychic ability. I have no idea where to begin.

I can see things. I have visions. Sometimes of the near future... other times of the past... sometimes I don't know the "when". Most of my ability centers around sight. Although a precursor is a feeling... perhaps a feeling of dread or panic... sometimes joy or peace... followed by a vision. If the vision requires my immediate attention.. it persists until I figure out what it means or take action of some sort. Sometimes I see people... LOL.. no quotes from the movie Sixth Sense please ... some are ominous.. others are helpful.. most are just curious or unaware. I have been attacked by lower entities before. Fortunately I had help to fight them off. It was then that I was taught how to block / shield myself with light from within. But I don't know if I am doing things right. I am getting to where I can stop visions from coming until I have time to deal with them. The more urgent ones tend to persist though. And regardless of importance... I am still left with a headache afterward.

Recently I think I met one of my guides. I'm not sure. But I had a dream in which I was at an airport walking down one of the corridors. Coming toward me was a young man pushing an old woman in a wheel chair. I stopped and watched them pass. The old woman made a fuss to get her grandson to turn around. Finally he did and wheeled her back to me. I knelt down before her and she passed her hands through my aura... as if she was feeling it. She said that I was a healer. I said that I wasn't a healer. She said, " Oh but you are my dear. You heal the hardest to mend.. the broken heart and spirit. You are very powerful. Keep your heart pure and you will do well" And then she motioned for her grandson to continue on and they were gone. I am not sure what to think of that.

I suppose I have taken the long way to ask for help and guidance. For that I apologize.

I need help learning how to protect myself and my children. I have been told how to do the circle/dome of light. But I don't know if it's really there. I don't know what to learn next. I feel the need to learn to see auras. I have researched it.. but have yet to accomplish anything. I am so new to this realm of things that I don't know exactly where to begin or how to properly do things.

Please help.

Thank you in advance, Bonnie