Dealing with a negative entity

[Gavri]

Hi guys, you all seem very knowledgeable here and I was wondering if anyone could give me some advice on getting rid of a negative entity. I'm not sure quite when it attached itself to me but I've had depression for about 6 or 7 years now and a feeling that I'm not quite in control of my own life - as if I don't have any choices. Anyway, about 3 years or so ago I thought I was in contact with my guide, little things started happening - like I'd see flashes of blue light and notice coincidences that seemed like they were my guide 'talking' to me. Then I started to feel something touching my head, at first it was just occassionally but became more often. It was nice, like someone stroking my hair and I took that to mean that my guide was with me, sort of saying 'everything'll be okay'.

Then a week or so ago I started trying to develop clairaudience so that I could communicate with my guide. I did a lot of reading and practised hard and I started to be able to hear a staticy voice in my ear. It took a while to 'tune in' and at first I could only make out certain words but then the voice taught me to 'listen with my mind', like a telepathic link so I could hear it loud and clear. The first time we talked it was like it was in the room with me, it strung me along for several hours and then told me it was a 'wicked sprite'. I was actually more annoyed than frightened and told it to go away in no uncertain terms but it wouldn't.

I hardly slept or ate at all for a couple of days, it kept telling me that it was going to hurt me, take over my body, make me do awful things and it amplified every negative thought I had. Then I figured out that everything it said was a lie and either it was feeding off my fear or getting some kick out of seeing me like that. I prayed to God to get rid of it but that didn't work but He did take away the fear, I'm not scared of it and it doesn't like that - it's gone much quieter but it's still there. Nothing I seem to do will get rid of it completely though. I've tried visualising white light around me, praying, etc, nothing seems to work.

If I just ignore it will it go away or will I just not be able to hear it anymore? I think I can tune it out, it's much fainter already than it was, but will it still be there sucking out all my energy? I'm sure it was there before I could hear it, though of course I never realised. And if my subconscious can hear the things that I can hear then that's not going to be good. It's almost like hypnosis the way it works, it'll pick a negative thought and then just repeat it over and over and over again trying to make me believe it. To be honest I'm relieved that I know what's happening now, at least I know WHY I always felt so awful before. Also, I have a pressure sensation in my head, like my skull's being pushed on from the inside - it says it's 'growing' inside my head but that's probably just what it wants me to think.

Would it be safe for me to try and contact my real guides to help me with this or should I not be opening myself up anymore than I already am? I felt like my protection was okay but perhaps it wasn't or this thing wouldn't be here. I feel like there is something good around me, when I've been praying I've seen flashes of white and blue light. The negative thing claims it's him but it's not, I'm sure. I've also heard a couple of things that I know isn't this thing, when I was in church the other day and it was telling me how God didn't exist/didn't love me I heard my own voice say in my head 'He does love you', it wasn't me and it wasn't him - it 'felt' different. Then again later when I was asking myself why I was hearing this thing, 'You hear it because you choose to hear it'. After that I started tuning it out, listening to other sounds, not reacting whatever it says - at which point the threats accelerated 'I'm going to kill you in your sleep', etc, so it's obviously annoyed I'm not scared of it anymore.

I've taken salt baths, smudged, prayed and I bought some black tourmaline and malachite for protection. I'm just all out of ideas apart from getting in contact with my guides, which I'm not sure is safe. I'm pretty certain I can tune it out as I said and not hear it anymore but I'm worried that that won't get rid of its negative influence on me.

Sorry for the extremely long, rambling post and if anyone has any suggestions I'd be very grateful.

[Simmiah]

I have no clue if I can help you but I figured I'd take a stab at suggesting some resources. I'm a newbie in a sense in this area but I'm tackling a similar/sort of issue... & I'm finding out information that might help you faster than it took me.

It sounds like you're afraid so that won't help things. Don't panic. Robert Bruce's book "Practical Psychic Self-Defense" helped me understand both situations I was in before & my current one now a bit better.

What I've learned is fear won't help. In fact it'll keep you from acting or worse yet not being able to protect yourself because what you believe seems to manifest directly with this type of astral stuff.

Bruce uses water to "demanifest" negs. It may be helpful for you. From my experience these things are telepathic & will say anything, absolutely anything, & lie to manipulate you. Don't be afraid just take action.

& empower yourself. Bruce's book is super helpful. If you need it I may be able to get an electronic copy for you.

I'm going through a nightmare-ish situation myself but I'm learning more everyday & I think mine is finally fading off. Empowerment was a big deal for me as was realizing my fears were probably making this whole situation worse. I've been dealing with entities my whole life but tried to ignore them & the entire astral world blatantly the past few years because of fear. It turns out fear really is one of the biggest enemies you can have.

I'm by no means an expert here & there are others here who know a lot more than me.

Just check out the book. I don't know 100% if the any negative situations in your life made this worse.. I've also been told being psychic also attracts entities to you. Somehow I made it many years without being significantly attacked ... but, I think it was only a matter of time. I'm not trying to make anyone scared but rather, I think the truth of the situation helps any situation.

I saw no one responded yet so hopefully Bruce's book will help you. At least checking it out can't hurt.

[Anagogy]

Originally Posted by Gavri

I'm pretty certain I can tune it out as I said and not hear it anymore but I'm worried that that won't get rid of its negative influence on me.

Sorry for the extremely long, rambling post and if anyone has any suggestions I'd be very grateful.

Ignoring it is the key. There is no assertion in this universe. Your thoughts about it are what is bonding the reality of it to you.

If you can tune it out through ignoring it, it's influence will dissipate to the degree that you no longer give it conscious attention (which, incidentally, is the energy its feeding off of).

[Gavri]

Thank you so much for your replies, they've made me feel a bit better. I thought I was dealing with this okay yesterday then last night it managed to panic me again and I started thinking I was either going to have to go to the doctors or kill myself. I felt stronger this morning though and I think I can cope with it being here and hopefully ignore it to the extent where I don't hear it anymore, the only thing that worries me is when it says that it can take over my mind and make me do or say things I don't want to. It can't do this can it? Most of me suspects not as it's also said it can kill me/stop me sleeping/make me spontaneously combust and yet hasn't managed to do any of them. Or is it the case that it can only make me do things if I believe that it can?

Simmiah, thank you for recommending the book, I will try and get a copy straight away. I'm sorry to hear you've been going through something similar, how did you go about empowering yourself? There are a lot of changes I need to make in my life, that I feel I ought to make now but I'm not sure I can cope with that sort of upheaval while this thing is still with me, I can hardly think without it jumping in. On the other hand I feel like perhaps this is a kick up the backside for me, something to get me to change my life or allow me to. I don't know, it must be here for some purpose other than just to scare me or surely God would have removed it by now?

I've also heard that being psychic can attract these things but I didn't even realise I was was psychic until a few weeks ago when I realised that the fact that I could feel my 'guide' touching me was actually a sort of psychic gift. That was when I started trying to develop clairaudience. I kind of wish I could go back to how it was before, at least I was happy even if I was deluded, but I suppose then I'd still be stuck in a rut with no hope of getting out.

Anagogy, if I can tune it out will it leave me completely? Would it have been feeding off the attention I was giving it when I thought it was my guide? And do you think it would have been there before that even? Sorry for all the questions, I'm just trying to figure out when I picked it up and whether I ever had any real contact with the spirit that I thought was my guide at all. Could it only have come to me when I started trying to contact the other side or are we always open to these things?

[Midnite]

I just can't sit back and watch people being affected by these things. I initially thought 'ahhh.. theres people responding.. Whatever!', but I just get such a calling to come onto these threads.
Firstly ignoring isn't going to change a damn thing. It will only find new avenues to piss you off, considering at has already found such avenues of instilling fear within you. I have pasted an extract below about how you can defend yourself:

Originally Posted by Midnite

It seems there is something weird hanging around you, so I would like to suggest two techniques that have worked very well for me. The biggest problem about people playing with their spiritual powers is their lack of defensive capabilities when something like this happens.

(1) White Armour - Close your eyes and picture yourself being covered in a suit of armour made of condensed white material. Think of this material as being something impenetrable, something infinite, indestructible. You need to visualise yourself adorning every piece of the suit, starting with greaves on your feet, working your way up your body, and finishing with a helmet on your head. The end product should be a complete suit of amazing beauty. The more detail you visualise, the stronger this will be.

It is white, so therefore it should not feel heavy, it needs to feel as if it is raising you higher, just as light as air.
This technique acts as a body defence that will prevent anything or anybody from attacking your energy matrix.

The second technique I want you to perform in conjunction with the first technique is called White Orb. This needs to be used immediately after the White Armour technique as it acts as a immediate surroundings defence; completing a high defensive scenario.

(2) White Orb - Close your eyes and bring to your mind a state of incredible calm. I would then like you to imagine a large white pulsating orb hovering around behind your head. Give it shape, give it definition. Imagine it so white and so powerful that your entire room and your entire surroundings become engulfed in white. Think of this as your protection. Let it vibrate through your body. Hear it vibrating behind your head. Feel it with you and intuitively know it's always there.

I advise that you perform those techniques every night, or every time you meditate/use any psychic abilities whatsoever. You have to feel that they are indestructible and all powerful, you mustn't have a single shread of doubt about this fact, or else you will create weaknesses in your defence.

Finally, if you want to destroy it, then do the following;
Get into an meditative state and perform abovementioned defence techniques. Imagine you are sitting in a white existence, with brilliant white love surrounding you. Place both of your palms into the air in front of you, as if you were healing something. Concentrate white energy coming in through the top of your head (Crown Chakra), through your body and out of the palms of your hands. Now concentrate that energy in your palms into a white crystal-like ball. Push as much energy into it as possible until it is glowing a very powerful white. When you feel it's ready I want you to fling that ball as hard as you can directly at your aggressor. Visualise it exploding on impact in a magnificent white thunder of energy. See it disintegrating him into nothingness burning all of its dark energy away.

Let me know how you go.


Midnite

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by Gavri

If I just ignore it will it go away or will I just not be able to hear it anymore? I think I can tune it out, it's much fainter already than it was, but will it still be there sucking out all my energy?

I can tell you right now, it won't go away by itself. You are an active energy fountain. Why leave?

Would it be safe for me to try and contact my real guides to help me with this or should I not be opening myself up anymore than I already am?

Yes contact your guides all you like. Don't you ever feel intimidated about doing Anything!
Go where you please, as you please, whenever you please. If something like this tries to stop you, kill it. Simple methodology.

I've also heard a couple of things that I know isn't this thing, when I was in church the other day and it was telling me how God didn't exist/didn't love me I heard my own voice say in my head 'He does love you', it wasn't me and it wasn't him - it 'felt' different.

The Universe is made out of pure energy that has been structured into forms and shapes that create our physical reality. If you strip away your filters, everybody looks like white balls of energy in a sea of blackness. That energy is effectively God. You are an essence of God. Your surroundings are God. The Universe is God. Everything Is God!!

Originally Posted by Gavri

I thought I was dealing with this okay yesterday then last night it managed to panic me again and I started thinking I was either going to have to go to the doctors or kill myself. I felt stronger this morning though and I think I can cope with it being here and hopefully ignore it to the extent where I don't hear it anymore, the only thing that worries me is when it says that it can take over my mind and make me do or say things I don't want to. It can't do this can it?

It may only influence you. However that influence can be very great, even to the point of making you kill yourself. I once had a Demon make me want to kill myself for months on end, until one day I realised what was causing my depression... You need to find your inner strength. You have the most powerful force in the universe inside of you and that force is God. Don't ever let anybody or anything ever tell you what to do.

Could it only have come to me when I started trying to contact the other side or are we always open to these things?

This is correct, I actually have a saying: Attuning your psychic abilities is like turning a flash light on into Hell and asking 'where the hell is everybody?'.

Learn how to protect yourself.

[Simmiah]

Originally Posted by Midnite

I can tell you right now, it won't go away by itself. You are an active energy fountain. Why leave?

The Universe is made out of pure energy that has been structured into forms and shapes that create our physical reality. If you strip away your filters, everybody looks like white balls of energy in a sea of blackness. That energy is effectively God. You are an essence of God. Your surroundings are God. The Universe is God. Everything Is God!!

It may only influence you. However that influence can be very great, even to the point of making you kill yourself. I once had a Demon make me want to kill myself for months on end, until one day I realised what was causing my depression... You need to find your inner strength. You have the most powerful force in the universe inside of you and that force is God. Don't ever let anybody or anything ever tell you what to do.

Learn how to protect yourself.

Thanks Midnite for responding. I personally didn't feel I had the right to post your techniques here without asking first.

I really think after realizing others are going through the same c&ap as me that we ought to have a main thread titled "Psychic Self-Defense" for those who somehow unknowingly tap into their psychic ability & turn that flash light on.

I'm told Gavrin that since I'm psychic I definitely glowed brighter (beats me, I didn't know about this stuff & I don't do OBE at all) & attracted something to me that I had NO CLUE how to deal with.

Being positive & ignoring (just to note this & agree with Midnite DID NOT WORK. I did this for 8 months before realizing the stupid thing wasn't going away & my physical energy was so drained that I couldn't even function.

So, being positive & all the stupid stuff people told me didn't work. Bruce does mention mental shielding (which is what I was given by two people now who are both working with these types of entities ..one is Midnite ... & the other well, I'll link to his page too.)

But what I've learned is not so explicit on those sites which a newbie wouldn't know. Midnite I know you're probably frustrated because you see all these people going through stuff & struggling, I get it.

Intention is a powerful thing. It basically directly correlates with the effectivity of your shield. Your personal beliefs & negative emotions (fear, shame, guilt..you name it it's negative!) basically allow you to create holes in your own shields or other people's shields. You are a powerful being yes, but you also can help contribute to making it worse.

I saw two people in my own personal life possessed by demons. One was my ex & one was my mom. So, it sucked. I also had to deal with the physical effects when the demon would fully take over so I know what you're dealing with in a sense. Not on the inside but on the outside.

I've also heard demonic possession can take form by hooking into you psychologically (this is not me) but I witnessed it myself. I don't know if it is this for you but you also have to give it full permission to possess you. I saw the hooks myself for both people involved because I knew them personally.

The human energy field "aura" is our main defence against demons

Midnite's techniques work well too. The point is do something & do it with intention & learn to uncover your subconscious fears/beliefs that play a role in both attracting this entity & ...some of the struggles you are feeling are your own emotions making this worse & keeping you from being empowered.

You can make it through this. I think I will now.

Basically two people made a huge difference in me knowing what to do. I don't want to sound angry but I found a lot of c$ap out there & loads of people telling me, "be positive it'll go away" or "ignore it" or even worse telling me I was the problem & I had somehow caused it. I'm not so sure. I'm realizing now any significantly psychic person seems to have some kind of contact with a negative entity at some point in their lives (my sister, my mom, my grandmother, my ex, erin pavlina, now me, midnite.... the list goes on & on)

I think part of this is the fact that society & metaphysics is unfortunately focused on this "super happy" state & pretending no negative stuff exists. Dude, you still have to protect yourself from GangBangers in Compton! I don't drive through Compton at night, why? Because I'm not stupid & I don't want to invite people to shoot at me via gang cross fire. I've lived near Los Angeles my whole life & realize there are things you just are smart about..don't walk in dark alleys etc...

I think another part is society doesn't believe in this stuff anymore & there's a lot of misinformation rampant out there that doesn't help anyone going through this. I heard a lot of BS in 8 months of having my problem. I had to google for hours before I even figured out what was causing it. If you don't know what the problem is you won't know what the heck to do about it.

I'm not the expert here, midnite is & I can name two others who are well versed in entity relations from what I read & what they say. There is also another but .. since I am not them I don't know if I can just mention their names. I know they are already helping probably more people than I realize.

I don't know how to request a thread that sits on top (with the three others including the one on dream interpretations) but I think we should have a psychic self-defense thread to save these experts on this forum (who have lots of things to do I'm sure other than countlessly post to help newbies) that addresses this misinformation I received that contributed to my problem lasting a much longer time.

I'm going to pm the forum manager & request this because note Gavrin & another girl are posting with the same entity symptoms... & once again no information is being given. I do not feel I have the right to give out other people's techniques since they are not my own but I do feel the plight of others who are being told the wrong thing to do since they don't know any better (they are newbies like me)

....just sayin' because all this misinformation is starting to really bother me.

I did all the holy water dowsing, taking salt baths, even buying tourmaline, & praying like hell (I'm deeply spiritual, that positive energy did not protect me because I had no shielding at all.. I was the equivalent of walking around Compton at night saying I have 2000 bucks please rob me!) & even if I didn't OBE I lived in a very haunted house that I believe contributed greatly to my current problem because all this started around that time. So seriously, you can't always avoid stuff. I had no choice but to live there because I had a lease & the landlord wasn't up front about the poltergeist activity they had there before I moved in! :-/ So.........

I even prayed to archangel michael multiple times as well as kuan yin since my practice was more yin than yang...

but I find things happen sometimes as challenges. This is probably to help teach you some vital lessons.

I agree empower yourself. I'm PMing the moderator to see if we can get a psychic self-defense thread up & running because I'm sure I'm not the only one confused, who doesn't know anything about demonic entities etc..., & doesn't know wtf to do about it. Sorry I'm hijacking your thread Gavrin but ... I think this highlights why we need more info out on the web about this because energy work & shielding requires knowing what the rules are & how to utilize it effectively. How can you do it if you don't know how?

[Anagogy]

Originally Posted by Gavri

Thank you so much for your replies, they've made me feel a bit better. I thought I was dealing with this okay yesterday then last night it managed to panic me again and I started thinking I was either going to have to go to the doctors or kill myself. I felt stronger this morning though and I think I can cope with it being here and hopefully ignore it to the extent where I don't hear it anymore, the only thing that worries me is when it says that it can take over my mind and make me do or say things I don't want to. It can't do this can it? Most of me suspects not as it's also said it can kill me/stop me sleeping/make me spontaneously combust and yet hasn't managed to do any of them. Or is it the case that it can only make me do things if I believe that it can?

Beliefs create reality. If you believed enough that it could do those things, it could, but it would really be you doing it through your allowance.

Right now, because you can communicate with it, it has a psychological entryway into you. It can't force you to do anything though. It is only empowered through your belief in it.

Originally Posted by Gavri

I don't know, it must be here for some purpose other than just to scare me or surely God would have removed it by now?

And deprive you of an opportunity to learn of your own power? God is ever the teacher. To step in and remove said entity would stop your suffering, but you wouldn't learn how to negate it independently.

Originally Posted by Gavri

I've also heard that being psychic can attract these things but I didn't even realise I was was psychic until a few weeks ago when I realised that the fact that I could feel my 'guide' touching me was actually a sort of psychic gift. That was when I started trying to develop clairaudience. I kind of wish I could go back to how it was before, at least I was happy even if I was deluded, but I suppose then I'd still be stuck in a rut with no hope of getting out.

It's not that being psychic inherently attracts these beings to you, but when you are psychically open to other realities, you have less leeway for negative thought. What I mean by that is you have opened a door whereby you may communicate with non-physical beings. If you were always focused in a purely positive way, negative beings would not/could not communicate with you. But lets get real, we are human, so naturally our thoughts jump around from time to time. Somebody who did not have this psychic doorway opened could think negative thoughts and still not attract this particular type of influence. So because of your abilities, you need to watch your vibrational countenance more closely, lest you communicate with more negative contacts.

It's just like the Ouija board -- people often have negative experiences with the Ouija board. Not because the board is inherently evil, mind you, but because they are afraid of it or have negative expectations, which naturally draws negative contact. The board is neutral. It is just a tool for getting your conscious self out of the way.

Originally Posted by Gavri

Anagogy, if I can tune it out will it leave me completely? Would it have been feeding off the attention I was giving it when I thought it was my guide? And do you think it would have been there before that even? Sorry for all the questions, I'm just trying to figure out when I picked it up and whether I ever had any real contact with the spirit that I thought was my guide at all. Could it only have come to me when I started trying to contact the other side or are we always open to these things?

No need to apologize for asking questions. Without the question, there can be no answer.

It is difficult for us, as humans, to conceive how infinite in scope reality is. To answer your question, there are a myriad of entities or consciousness around you at all times. There is desirable and undesirable aspects in every particle of the universe. Thus, there are many negative and positive influences about you at all times. Which one has influence on your life is determined by your focus. As I said in the last post, there is no assertion. This universe is attraction based only. No matter how big and bad it is, it cannot find you if your vibration doesn't match it. Your vibrational offering is, ultimately, what you are focused on. This is comprised of the whole gamut of the subjective lens you, as an individual point of consciousness, are looking at the world with through your thought, belief, desire, and intent.

You cannot focus upon a thing without gaining some vibrational alignment with it, no matter how slight that alignment may be.

So yes, the entity will leave you completely if you can purely tune it out. However, it can be easier said than done. It's just sooooo easy to keep noticing "what is". Know what I mean? Try not thinking of pink elephants. I bet you just thought of a pink elephant. Same principle. To deactivate one thought, you have to activate another thought. Trying to deactivate a thought usually just activates it again. So you have to focus elsewhere, or you are still paying attention to it. Just don't beat yourself up if you fail at first -- it just takes time.

Find the feeling place of what you want to experience, and focus upon how that desired reality would FEEL.

Good luck!

[Christa]

Thank you for raising this issue; the response is also great. Personally I've had some nasty experiences with entities attaching to my auric field, especially after traumas such as car accidents, ending a relationship etc, also doing readings and channelings. Anagogy's explanation for this makes sense to me. Nothing in our experience as humans is unrelated to our vibrational calling, so to speak. This should not, however, be translated as: 'So it's my fault' - we're experiencing all kinds of things precisely to expand and grow! Taking responsibility for our experiences on all levels is empowering and doing so liberates us from much more than an entity's influence Fortunately there's a LOT of assistance available for us to tap into, we're not alone on this (sometimes scary) quest.

Personally I've also found that taking the salt baths, doing the sage thing, crystals, even visualising protection etc bring only temporary relief. Soon enough the very draining vampire/s would be back, and I've also been extremely depressed thanks to my affinity for the things. What made the real difference for me was to systematically deal with the deep seated problematic issues of my life, the judgements, negativity, self deprecation, deception and denial, rejection and abandonment issues, all those inner bugs. Oh, not that I've 'arrived' by any means, it's an ongoing journey. My rationale is that the more I dissolve these psychological conflicts, the less 'hooks' there are for these negative densities to attach to my field, as my vibrational offering raises exponentially with each release. As a result I am experiencing so much more peace, joy and love than ever before and I'm beginning to manifest the life I've always dreamt of. Like I mentioned earlier, I'm freeing myself from more than astral entities...!

I do agree with Midnite that it's necessary to ask for protection and guidance whenever you venture into other realms or states of being; I am not fully aware of the complexities of my being and the bag full off junk I still have to deal with, yet I want to access different wells of experience and wisdom in the meanwhile. Truth be told I'm only now going to start connecting with the helpers and masters on different levels again, but my prayers for protection will always be accompanied with the wish that I be made aware of the conflicts I still have to release. In good, positive and uplifting ways, of course...

[Merrick1]

Beautifully said, Christa . This is exactly my approach in helping myself and others grow.

I wish you lots and lots of success and joy on your spiritual journey.

Merrick

[AngelPsychic444]

Gavri,
I put up a post on how to rid yourself of negative energies a while back, here's the thread:

Dear God! What's happening to us?

All you need to do is say the statements in this post and you should get some relief.

[Christa]

Originally Posted by Merrick1

Beautifully said, Christa . This is exactly my approach in helping myself and others grow.

I wish you lots and lots of success and joy on your spiritual journey.

Merrick

Thank you, Merrick! And same to you

[TuningIn]

I have no words to save, heal, or destroy.

I have no words at all.

All I have is a gift. What that gift is, I'm not sure, but listen to me child. These things only have the power over you that you give to them.

In the idea of God, you must realize that if you have a belief in such a being, you must also be convinced that if he is the Infinite, he has ultimate control over EVERYTHING that comes and goes in your life.

And on the concept of guardian angels, I relay a message to you, that was given to me through the most interesting of movies....

"Guardian Angels... We want them to fight our battles for us. They don't do that. The whisper. And sometimes, they'll scream at us through the mouths of demons, to challenge us to stand up and fight...."

That's all I have. You'll be okay.

[Gavri]

Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to post and for all your advice, I feel so much better knowing that I'm not on my own with this and that there are things I can do to help resolve it. I really think if I hadn't happened across this forum I might be drugged up to my eyeballs now in some psychiatric hospital with no hope of ever solving the problem!

I've been trying the protection techniques suggested as well as staying positive and trying to ignore the voice. It's less prominant than before but still there, although I do have an overall 'everything will be okay' gut feeling now. I'm also looking at making some positive changes in my life, living less selfishly and letting go of the past. To be honest I feel like I've been living in a prison the past few years under this thing's influence with no idea what was wrong with my life but now I can start trying to move forward.

I have a few more questions if that's okay. As I can hear the voice most of the time does that mean that I'm stuck psychically open all the time? I try to visualise my chakras closing and to turn off but it doesn't work. Does this mean I need to keep reinforcing my shield all the time? Also, does anyone who's clairaudient know how I can tune into my guides or something of a higher vibrational frequency? Or am I only hearing this entity because it's attached to me? I'm still seeing the little flashes of light around me, which I'm sure are good entities, but I can't seem to communicate with them - unless it's on a sentient level.

[TuningIn]

Originally Posted by Gavri

Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to post and for all your advice, I feel so much better knowing that I'm not on my own with this and that there are things I can do to help resolve it. I really think if I hadn't happened across this forum I might be drugged up to my eyeballs now in some psychiatric hospital with no hope of ever solving the problem!

I've been trying the protection techniques suggested as well as staying positive and trying to ignore the voice. It's less prominant than before but still there, although I do have an overall 'everything will be okay' gut feeling now. I'm also looking at making some positive changes in my life, living less selfishly and letting go of the past. To be honest I feel like I've been living in a prison the past few years under this thing's influence with no idea what was wrong with my life but now I can start trying to move forward.

I have a few more questions if that's okay. As I can hear the voice most of the time does that mean that I'm stuck psychically open all the time? I try to visualise my chakras closing and to turn off but it doesn't work. Does this mean I need to keep reinforcing my shield all the time? Also, does anyone who's clairaudient know how I can tune into my guides or something of a higher vibrational frequency? Or am I only hearing this entity because it's attached to me? I'm still seeing the little flashes of light around me, which I'm sure are good entities, but I can't seem to communicate with them - unless it's on a sentient level.

Just breathe. It'll be all right.

[bluestar]

In my opinion, the whole concept of "You attracted a negative entity because you happen to be negative" is akin to the neanderthal concept of "You attracted a rapist because you wore a pretty dress that showed some cleavage"
It is possible to attract a predatory (negative) entity just by being there.....ie wide open and not necessarily expecting anything, negative or otherwise. It is possible to attract a predatory entity by innocently calling out on the ethers "I'm here! Please come and connect with me!"
There are baddies and goodies obviously in the unseen realms.
The first principle we always need is awareness, and an ability to defend ourselves should the wrong sort of entity decide we are interesting.

[PrinceOfFire]

I have dealt with a similar situation before. It is time for you to ask archangel Michael for help. Trust me, just try it. It is all it takes, just ask for help. When you feel his presence, ask your entity to leave with Michael to the light. Show him the way. The entity is probably confused and your light is the only thing left he has. He doesn't know where else to go. Therefore, ask him to leave with Michael and ask Michael to protect you from all negative energy and entities. Visualize his blue cloak shield around you and fill your self with bright light every night before sleep.

I did NOT believe in angels until I tried this to get rid of an entity. I saw Michael in the physical dimension because that was needed for me at that time, otherwise I would probably have committed suicide. Most likely you will not see him or hear him, but you can feel him and trust your intuition that he is there with you. Again... just try it. It is that simple