Room Color Change?

[Dynamist]

Alright, I know my posts have been really panicky but with the stuff that's happening, I'm a little shaky.

I went to sleep last night and the pressure around my head was ridiculous. I usually don't sleep alone anymore because I'm scared. But this time I had to.

When I opened my eyes, the room was a different color than it's original. This time the room turned pink. It could just be nothing and I could just be over thinking but the room was pinkish.

Could this be anything?

[Summerbreeze]

Hi Dynamist,

how's your circulation?
When we get less oxygen in the head some things just turn off.
It's possible that your sight was partially out of tune in such a moment.
Or you looked at something green and it's an afterimage.

It's also possible that you were partially in an Astral Projection, I see the ether often as pinkish orange-gold.

Very unlikely it could been your own aura, but it would be more subtle and you would recognize it as aura.


I feel that you want to tell the world that you currently need some <3

How can we help you, what do you fear?

~sb

[Dynamist]

Originally Posted by Summerbreeze

Hi Dynamist,

how's your circulation?
When we get less oxygen in the head some things just turn off.
It's possible that your sight was partially out of tune in such a moment.
Or you looked at something green and it's an afterimage.

It's also possible that you were partially in an Astral Projection, I see the ether often as pinkish orange-gold.

Very unlikely it could been your own aura, but it would be more subtle and you would recognize it as aura.


I feel that you want to tell the world that you currently need some <3

How can we help you, what do you fear?

~sb

~sb

See, that's what I thought too. But I'm breathing fine. I even slept open mouth thinking that it was just that...little/no air.

I keep getting those increased vibrations. I feel like I'm going to pop out my body and there comes times when I feel that really is going to happen. The room changes looks...

But my biggest fear atm is possession. I'm afraid of being possessed or experiencing "Demonic oppression". It sounds stupid but it is a fear I have; hence, I don't want to AP until I get that under control.

[Summerbreeze]

Yes I understand that fear and I know how it feels.

Many people do Astral Projection, none would do it if there was a chance of being possessed.
Technically the chance would not differ, because your are always outside your body when you are asleep.
On the astral plane there are some fairly powerless beings that like to makes us fear them, but they are ridiculous they don't have more power than an image.
As a child I was dealing very naively with fairly powerful beings, but the irony is that when you are in control you are in control no matter how old you are.

Also there is almost every time light when you project.
Why do we have fear?
It mostly because of the conditioning and the unknown, BUT other showed it's not worthy

if you need time, there's no need to rush.
AA Michael is awesome for helping you in these kind of things, releasing fear, astral projection etc.
The irony is that we are ourselves already powerful.

~sb

[NICE]

Originally Posted by Dynamist

When I opened my eyes, the room was a different color than it's original. This time the room turned pink. It could just be nothing and I could just be over thinking but the room was pinkish.

Could this be anything?

Hi D.

I had sent some absent healing on a family member without Informing them that I had done so .

A few days later I spoke to her face to face and she began to speak of a weird experience she had a few day's ago In that she woke up from an afternoon nap and all she could see was everything In a tinge of blue . It only lasted for 10-20 seconds .

It was indeed the same time that she was saturated In the healing rays .

Perhaps you were In connection with some energy work whilst you were sleeping .

[Dynamist]

Hey NICE!

I think you and Sb were on to something.

I went to write out my stuff and reflect on my blog for a bit. I do have these fears of possession and I'm working through them both consciously and unconsciously. But I think the pink might've been something like healing energy.

I was trying to remember what I was pondering in my heart last night when this color emerged. I was thinking about society and how the masculine energies were so dominant. I was thinking about how it can set people off balance, how it set me so off balance. Living in a world where power and glory and gain is the goal. It can take a toll on energies. I also started thinking that this might be one of the reasons why people see God as this harsh figure full of strength and might and judgment and power and glory etc. But I wanted to feel that connection to His feminine side again and I wanted to have it restored in myself.

I was thinking of all the times I would go out in nature and just let it...communicate with my soul and restore that nurturing, giving, intuitive, loving, compassionate side of me. And I found that I just wanted to let my guard down again. To not have to spend so much time living in such an off balanced kind of world.

When I went to bed, this was on my mind and in my heart and I remember feeling that feminine side emerging in me again as I went to sleep and feeling that connection again. So sb was right, it is that love I was seeking and perhaps that's why the room emerged as pink that night. Trying to restore that side of myself.

[Summerbreeze]

I'm not sure if it goes into the right direction or there is something in it for you.


The following is a common pattern:

You are sensitive and feel alien from other people and somehow rejected, because of not feeling recognized, just when "playing their games" that seem odd and rather meaningless.
Many tend then to withdraw and look for explanations and how to make feel themselves better.
At some point they feel better, but on a subconscious point they are lacking more and more love, without knowing it.

You can experience it as suffering or heaviness in the heart, without being able to address it. Things that follow are often sadness, lethargy and often the desire to help other people, because you can express and receive love without building an integrity with that person, the help legitimates everything. So there is no need to feel bad about superficial/artificial relationships and you can share love at the same time.

Mostly when we have a great potential, in doing things this side in you that knows who you are gets depressed and it often feels like a subtle broken heart.

From that point on we tend to see negative things worse than they are, because it's often enough too hold the balance.

As we know that the inner reflects the outer, something in us had to cause that in the first place, like conditional love/negativity/stubbornness from the parents.
The relationship we have/had to our parents is the base for any other relationship.
When we cut off from others we have the same relationship with ourselves sometimes, and that makes someone feel even more bad, because you think there is something wrong with you.
Helping others can become here some kind of drug and we often can feel that we are not able to meet other persons with critical feedback.

~sb

[Dynamist]

Alot of your post is food for thought here. Alright, I'm going to be really honest with myself. I hope you don't mind if I write it out here.

I often feel very alien from others. I am a softy indeed and it is very easy for me to take on other people's emotions, energies, interests and lose myself in what often feels like a game I'm playing. But with the ball in their court. It can be painful, however, when I express my true nature and others often seem put off by it. So I do withdraw and keep to myself a lot in the hopes of finding other interests to occupy my time. For a long time "spirituality" was it! But then I came to see that I only really care about three things in life.

And for a long time, and even to this day, I feel that heaviness which is a sort of loneliness and "stuck" feeling on my chest. It's like I want to deal with it, but cannot because I don't really know what's wrong. Nothing really stabs the matter at the heart.

Now the desire to help people isn't exactly spot on. I am a nursing student. But many times in this moment it takes a conscious effort to help others. I can become extra cold, selfish and withdraw even more. I try to focus on my strength of will and to work harder to get myself out of the pit. I lose touch with people and no longer want to communicate with them let alone touch them. No hugs, no coddling, no affection. Not even eye contact! Everything seems like neediness when people need to tough it out! And it makes it so that I'm fighting with myself a lot and battling what I often judged as "neediness in myself". I guess that's the part of cutting others off and eventually myself as well.

In the past, when I would go to others to talk about my feelings of loneliness and sadness I would get the words, "Be strong" or "Get over it" and that's not a very healthy way to deal with a child imo. It often felt like emotional neglect. But because I had no one I felt I could turn to with these feelings, I learned to tackle them on my own. So that's where the "masculine" side comes from. "I have to be strong", "I have to fight!", "I will overcome this!", and it's not necessarily a bad mentality, but it can be when it causes you isolate yourself in the hopes of tackling things totally on your own. Or whenever I did get a chance to express myself, my feelings, it became a method in which others would then try to control me. They became more demanding and I often felt like I was being put on a leash. One can begin to lose touch with that side that recognizes the value of others, of loving, giving, nurturing, expression, etc. and begin to feel really...tired from being on guard all the time. It's fighting with no rest. Ever.

Alright, I think I see. Thanks for this post SB. It helped me examine myself even more.

Originally Posted by Summerbreeze

I'm not sure if it goes into the right direction or there is something in it for you.


The following is a common pattern:

You are sensitive and feel alien from other people and somehow rejected, because of not feeling recognized, just when "playing their games" that seem odd and rather meaningless.
Many tend then to withdraw and look for explanations and how to make feel themselves better.
At some point they feel better, but on a subconscious point they are lacking more and more love, without knowing it.

You can experience it as suffering or heaviness in the heart, without being able to address it. Things that follow are often sadness, lethargy and often the desire to help other people, because you can express and receive love without building an integrity with that person, the help legitimates everything. So there is no need to feel bad about superficial/artificial relationships and you can share love at the same time.

Mostly when we have a great potential, in doing things this side in you that knows who you are gets depressed and it often feels like a subtle broken heart.

From that point on we tend to see negative things worse than they are, because it's often enough too hold the balance.

As we know that the inner reflects the outer, something in us had to cause that in the first place, like conditional love/negativity/stubbornness from the parents.
The relationship we have/had to our parents is the base for any other relationship.
When we cut off from others we have the same relationship with ourselves sometimes, and that makes someone feel even more bad, because you think there is something wrong with you.
Helping others can become here some kind of drug and we often can feel that we are not able to meet other persons with critical feedback.

~sb

[Summerbreeze]

I appreciate that you are honest.

We often have the need to be okay and are schizophrenic.

One schizophrenic part is often our parents or another judgmental figure in disguise.
We can take her some growth with us and do certain tasks, but basically we come from a place where we need to do nothing and we return to this place again.
There is no valid judgment possible form outside, no normes. There is just one judgment that has an influence and that is the one you make on yourself.
I can see how it is a challenge to face the love many people express, what is not more than need.
People that are in alignment will help a great deal, it's just difficult when there are only people we know, that are driven by need, and we are too intuitive to not see what is behind.

In fact we should balance male and female energies, we often relate to the one with whom we felt more comfortable with as we grew up with our parents. When your father was an choleric alcoholic, than you suppress most likely your male side or get into some kind of drugs.

I want you to know, that no case is special, we all are more or less the same psyche, there are ways to overcome it, sometimes we need to come to a certain point before to ask and often synchronicities start to appear.

~sb

[Dynamist]

Originally Posted by Summerbreeze

I appreciate that you are honest.

We often have the need to be okay and are schizophrenic.

One schizophrenic part is often our parents or another judgmental figure in disguise.
We can take her some growth with us and do certain tasks, but basically we come from a place where we need to do nothing and we return to this place again.
There is no valid judgment possible form outside, no normes. There is just one judgment that has an influence and that is the one you make on yourself.
I can see how it is a challenge to face the love many people express, what is not more than need.
People that are in alignment will help a great deal, it's just difficult when there are only people we know, that are driven by need, and we are too intuitive to not see what is behind.

In fact we should balance male and female energies, we often relate to the one with whom we felt more comfortable with as we grew up with our parents. When your father was an choleric alcoholic, than you suppress most likely your male side or get into some kind of drugs.

I want you to know, that no case is special, we all are more or less the same psyche, there are ways to overcome it, sometimes we need to come to a certain point before to ask and often synchronicities start to appear.

~sb

I resonate with that.

Thanks sb. As always, you're very insightful.