Chakra and Psychic Development trouble-shooting.

[HiImJeremy]

Hi there!

Most of you know me. I'm really into my psychic and spiritual development and im keen to hear other peoples experiences and learn new things. Just this past week, i've read just about every article and Q&A on her site. She's a fascinating person to read about. Anyway, this isn't about kiss-assing.

My problem is this - and ironically, i've just recieved a thought download about this lol. Whoever it was said -" When you stop percieving it as a problem then it no longer is a problem, it just is" - lol.

But here is my problem, and i think others might have it too. Im looking to those with the experience and the know how *CoughRoysterCough* *CoughMatoKinzeCough* hahaha

I have been really into my development since April 2010, just before i turned 17. After many experiences, it kinda became a sort of passion and for the good half of the last year i've been really passionate about being the very best i can. Not only in this way, but many others.

This is how i've been doing things. I ground, i protect, i open my chakras and ask for the assistance of my Spirit mates. I go to a weekly development group with one of the absolute best psychics i know. She told my mum i have huge potential and had asked me to be her apprentice. She never told me directly which is for the best. We don't need the ego boost, and im sure to keep my head in check all the time. Things is i really dont feel like i've developed in this area at all. Worst of all, i know what the problem is, i have a deep desire to fix it. I lack determination to do certain things i know will help.

For example meditation. I know regular meditation will REALLY improve myself in this are as well as spiritually. Thing is i love meditation when i can convince myself to do it, but i really lack the motivation to do it. If that makes sence. It's like im getting in my own way, which i don't want, but it still happens. In meditation i know i can significantly raise my vibration and make a good relationship with my guides, i know all the benefits i just lack the motivation to sit and get going with it. Im letting myself down and im not sure how to correct the problem. Also i open my chakras and clean them up sometimes just quickally when i go for a shower, or when i do get the chance to finally meditate, i open them. I feel better and clearer, but still not much happening psychically lol.

What's going on with me and why am i getting in my own way? I know i desire to improve myself in this field, yet im sabotaging my own success? Does this normally happen to people or have i got a reallypersistent and whinging bit*h ego? lol

Thanks for the help.

Cheers
Jeremy.

[royster]

Hi, Jeremy!

I hope I can offer some assistance. I think you have the right idea, about getting in your way, and maybe your focus is too hard for right now. To nurture these things along they need to take their own time. There may well be some other bilogical development that needs to occrur first...our bodies are always developing and evolving.

You sure seem very eager for these gifts, but I offer to let them come to you in their own time. Work with them, but don't make them work. No rose ever bloomed faster because someone watched it closely and urged it on.

I'm very honored you perceive me as something of a 'pro', but I really am not. I don't do much except keep in contact with the God of my understanding and feel what's going on in life. You have the gifts, just let them unfold, encourage them on, and very importantly, acknowledge even small miracles...it's important.

I'm confident others will give you good advice. You are invited to play with us on the Remote Viewing Game...all are welcome...and playing is one way to explore, discover and learn.

Many blessings, Jeremy. There are some real good psychics and intuitives on the forum, and I've come to have strong respect for them. If they don't reply to this thread after a time, give them a PM. I'm sure they'll be happy to help and share.

[HiImJeremy]

G'day Royster and thanks very much!

Yes, i believe im getting way to far ahead of myself. I've always been told that i have the eagerness, but whatever it is that was gifted to me will come naturally. Lol! im a teenager, it's in my nature to be impatient haha. But i know on a soul level it's for the best. I need more life experience to learn and use what i have with integrity, which is huge for me.

I will check out the Remote viewing thread. Im very interested, but i will read through it to get the basic idea of it. Im not sure how to do it lol, i'm sure it's on the thread somewhere.

Thanks for the advice again! i agree with you of course.

Jeremy.

[royster]

Nimue, rei and Summerbreeze are some of the reliable intuits I really have confidence in. there are others, too, and yet more on the way. In fact, it won't surprise me that the one you need has yet to join the forum.

When I was a teenager...back when it was legal to OWN a dinosaur...I had these gifts. I had no way to validate them, and as I've said in another post: teenage males have a lot going against them, their energy is always being highjacked in one way or another.

DO concentrate on your successes so far, this helps reinforce the perimeters of your gifts. Lucky you, you were born in the time of the internet, when such information is so readily available. POOR YOU, you were born in the time of the internet, and can get too many messages!!!

[HiImJeremy]

Lol You're funny! I will definitley take this pointers into account. And i wouldn't be surprised if that right person hasn't come on yet. We'll see with time i guess!

Also have you read ' Way of the Peaceful Warrior' ? You feel like a warrior hahaha. In fact i think i would consider you an Indigo, and im not even sure what an Indigo is. You have a similar feeling to Andrew Gubb. Not that labels matter of course. Just a way to categorise and explain the feeling i recieve.

[royster]

[Summerbreeze]

Hey Jeremy,

I know your feeling, it is similar to me.
I'm sure you have a potential, that just wants to be awakened, but there is a reason why we can't have everything just by focusing enough. Certain factors need to fall into place before your desired outcome can come to the surface.

I think the message is for you at the moment to hold on your belief and trust, for every thing you do you will need self reliance, i think one of your tasks is to discover your own potential within you.
I think this feeling is pushing you sometimes and let you dive in these things.

The other side is we are with our thinking between two worlds, we have to concentrate on the physical aspect, since you are now in the university.
It may be tough to bring the physical and the spiritual into one nice paradigm, but this is the time of self reliance, where you need to get things to know on your own.

As the time passes by anyway you will develop your abilities for certain.
You have to remember that you are in your physical body relying on energy (which is difficult for our higher spiritual part to understand) and it would be inefficient (economically speaking) to put most of your energy into this, did you hear of the Pareto-principle? It says 80% of the progress in a specific task we do can be accomplished with 20% of the effort you would need to fulfill the task fully. At first it may sound paradox, but with experience it is true, there are more facets in total.

It is sometimes frustrating, here is a personal example: I consider myself as a starseed, i wanted someone of my people to visit me, the pulled me out of the body during a dream, and i was so excited i just saw an arm and woke up. I was sooo close to see someone and to try to reconnect my fractal memory and gain more clarity of myself.

Since then passed weeks and nothing in this direction happened anymore.
I consider myself to be a open person that wants to be independent, strong and all young men want to be, but if it comes to a situation where we face very weird things i recognized, we are not stable/"mature" enough, we are easily shakened/confused.

We tend to look to lose ourselves in stuff, just to be distracted, it is a strategy of the subconscious to avoid confrontation with the things that are more important at the moment.

I think our guides and so on understand the big picture better than we.
I recommend you to try to grow in your "physical" reality as much as you try to grow as a spirit. we need a lot of balance and grounding and especially to finish your degree Jeremy Go out make plans, and see the spirit stuff as a gift developing itself with you.
The weekends might be a nice time to concentrate more on it.
Everything is in perfect order, maybe it sometimes doesn't feel this way. But on a deep level we know it.


@royster:
Thanks, i see you avatar as a syncro, i was thinking while walking home, how beautiful the asphalt looks when at sunset it is reflecting the light.


~sb

[rei]

Hi Jeremy!

I think your experience is perfectly fine and completely normal.

Personally, I am not even very good at sticking to meditation. I find I can and have developed intuitively in other ways, so it's had less incentive for me. Other than helping you be relaxed, which is generally important for intuitive work.

I wonder, are you results-oriented? It is harder to see instant results with something like chakra maintenance or regular meditation. So I think if that is something you wish to achieve, maybe you can shift how you look at it. Maybe do it for the way it helps you feel after one session instead of doing it for something that could come from regular practice.

Maybe you are also like me in not having the most patience in the world when it comes to a goal that you're not seeing results for yet.

I dunno.... I am not sure you need to push yourself. I love your passion, it's very clear. Even just doing something to tap into your abilities on a daily basis can reap benefits for you whether or not it is the same something each day.

I honestly don't know if it would help you but sometimes it helps to just enjoy the journey instead of putting all our focus on a specific destination or outcome. The simple fact that you are so passionate about this tells me you're heading for some positive results. (It is also occurring in linear time, which can be an annoying roadblock sometimes ) Sometimes, ya know, it seems like our desired outcome gets farther away the more we try to make it come to us too. KWIM?

I guess my point is I think you're already doing this stuff perfectly.

[HiImJeremy]

Thanks for the Advice Summber Breeze and Rei!

Really perfect. The funny thing is, on one level what you guys have said, i already know in my mind somewhere, and i've denied myself of it!

Summerbreeze - Thanks a bunch for your reply. I have recently been accepted into University in a Bachelor of Social Science (psychology) I will start in 2012 because i believe i require more life experience to eneter into psychology. personally for me anyway. More people drop out earlier if they have no understanding of people first. at least a little anyway. So in fact, this year is all about my personal development. To observe people and myself and like you said, to discover my own potential within me. This is going to be a fun year

Rei - Thanks very much for your reply. You sound very much like my teacher! Enjoy your journey is one thing she says to me ALL THE TIME! so you're words definitley resonate with me. I loved what you said about tapping in everyday and I'll tell you one thing that is always in the way for me. Even though i desire it, i fear faliure, so i don't try often. How unbenifitting is that? I fear actually having nothing come to me at all and prove i have no talent or gift what so ever. So im going to change this i think. It's when you begin to write about it that you realise what you're doing. When it's in your head you dont often have the chance to evaluate the effectiveness of that thought. And it seems i've desired my passion so much that it's drifted further apart. My teacher explains to me when she reads people, all she does is sit there, and effortlessly she'll tell them whats going on. Now THAT! i s what i wanna work towards. But lets enjoy the journey in the mean time

Thanks again guys, You're very inspiring to me! And i will keep you all updated on my progress!

Love, Blessings, Light

Me!

[AngelPsychic444]

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Lapis Lazuli Mala Prayer Beads

I've been using one for the longest time, it works great to boost your psychic abilities (the ancient Egyptians used this stone all the time to increase their psychic abilities). Also, lapis helps you to quiet the mind and focus it for meditation... so you'll get 2 great things at once... help with meditation and also be able to increase your psychic abilities. Just in case anyone is wondering I never use these to pray with, I'm not into the religious side of this, I use them strickly for the energies coming from the lapis beads. A string of lapis beads really packs a punch, rather than say using a lapis pendant.

[rei]

Originally Posted by HiImJeremy

Thanks for the Advice Summber Breeze and Rei!

Really perfect. The funny thing is, on one level what you guys have said, i already know in my mind somewhere, and i've denied myself of it!

Summerbreeze - Thanks a bunch for your reply. I have recently been accepted into University in a Bachelor of Social Science (psychology) I will start in 2012 because i believe i require more life experience to eneter into psychology. personally for me anyway. More people drop out earlier if they have no understanding of people first. at least a little anyway. So in fact, this year is all about my personal development. To observe people and myself and like you said, to discover my own potential within me. This is going to be a fun year

Rei - Thanks very much for your reply. You sound very much like my teacher! Enjoy your journey is one thing she says to me ALL THE TIME! so you're words definitley resonate with me. I loved what you said about tapping in everyday and I'll tell you one thing that is always in the way for me. Even though i desire it, i fear faliure, so i don't try often. How unbenifitting is that? I fear actually having nothing come to me at all and prove i have no talent or gift what so ever. So im going to change this i think. It's when you begin to write about it that you realise what you're doing. When it's in your head you dont often have the chance to evaluate the effectiveness of that thought. And it seems i've desired my passion so much that it's drifted further apart. My teacher explains to me when she reads people, all she does is sit there, and effortlessly she'll tell them whats going on. Now THAT! i s what i wanna work towards. But lets enjoy the journey in the mean time

Thanks again guys, You're very inspiring to me! And i will keep you all updated on my progress!

Love, Blessings, Light

Me!

Well, one thing that can help, is to use an attitude of play.

Guess what word is going to be said on the tv show, or just try and guess what word someone near you is going to say in the next five minutes. It is developing a skill and people start at different levels and there's no wrong/right about that. It isn't possible to fail. It's only possible to learn what sort of state helps you tune in better and what sort of state doesn't. Feeling playful about it can help things because it can put you in a flow state.

Another thing that can help is to view it as something you're just getting closer to working with on purpose instead of something you are *creating* from nothing. Rather than look at it as developing something that isn't there already, you can view it as learning how to work more consciously with what is already there. That kind of perspective can make it seem ... more accessible.

Keep us posted on your progress!

[Summerbreeze]

Cool, i thought i was too severe again

IF you really think you need more time just take it.

I have a really good feeling about your future.

~sb