I Want To Ask My Guides WTF?

[Rezzy7]

If I could speak to my guides I'd be asking wtf?! right about now.

Backstory:
After planning to move in with me, the girl I love inexplicably started acting increasingly rude and selfish and won't even talk to me now saying she's too busy. WTF?!

One of my 3 other long-time friends just did something madly abusive to me, and took advantage of me in a way only an enemy ever would. WTF?!

I've been unemployed for 3 years and haven't found anything promising on the horizon. Prior to that I was out of the regular workforce for 8 years so I guess I have to "make my own job" or something. Most of the people I know never talk to me, incl. family. If only AT&T had an even lower-minutes plan than the one I'm on, because I rarely use my phone. WTF?

My landlord just told me he can't afford to make some major repairs and may want to give the home I'm in to his son. I've lived here for more than 20 years.

Yesterday morning I had to check myself into ER with some kind of extreme chest pain that I've never had before. It was not a heart attack, all labs were clean, but I left in the same pain as arriving and the doctor was stumped as to what it was.

I'm sorry if I'm whining too much. I was positive and very grateful daily for a couple of years but now it's difficult to be happy at all. (I still make jokes with people because I can't help that.) Something is going on and I want to know why.

Do those of you who are able to ever ask your guides what is up when things are like this, and what do they say about it?

Also, I am wondering if it's ok to attempt communicating with them when I am upset and depressed and low vibe? I heard that is not good when working with a psychic, so maybe it's also bad when personally attempting contact. Is there potential danger? Is it something to be worried about?

[Weena]

So, you want to ask them "Why the face?" uh? (just joking ).

Originally Posted by Rezzy7

Also, I am wondering if it's ok to attempt communicating with them when I am upset and depressed and low vibe? I heard that is not good when working with a psychic, so maybe it's also bad when personally attempting contact. Is there potential danger? Is it something to be worried about?

This is the thing. If you are in a low vibe they may try to communicate but you may not hear them at all, or notice signs that they send.

About the worry/danger part: i don't reckon. So long as you specify who you want to speak with so that you don't contact some random low level entity.

Sorry to hear of your situation, but you know, the wheel turns around, so if you're low, the next stage is being high.

[Rezzy7]

Originally Posted by Weena

Sorry to hear of your situation, but you know, the wheel turns around, so if you're low, the next stage is being high.

Thanks. I try to look at it as a rollercoaster. My last dip lasted 9 years before it turned up and I had more purpose and direction than now, so I'm a bit worried.

[katmd]

I'm sorry I can't offer you any advice, but I definitely sympathize. I've had a run of bad stuff lately in my immediate family, including death of a parent and a cancer diagnosis. A few weeks ago I had a car accident -- no major injuries, thank goodness -- but I remember sitting in my mangled car thinking,
"Seriously spirit guides, WTF!" (Later, I realized how grateful I was that no one was killed in the accident, which was my fault ...) It sure would be nice to have a sit-down with our guides and ask them why they do what they do.

[Midwinter Mist]

I know the feeling, buddy. My life is such a constant trial. Worse so, I called upon my guide in a dream last night and I get this unknown dog appear, which also feels the need to bite at my hands and cause me lifelike pain. Thanks for the advice, guide.

Honestly, though, I do experience my own hell and I just can't help but wonder whether I'm cursed because the unwanted activities come about like something that's been mass produced - again and again and again. I just want to smash the machine or force that's allowing this madness to go on, even if it's something within myself that I just can't seem to see.

Anyway, give it a shot - talk to those guides. Considering how daunting it all is right now, it's worth a try. I just hope you have an easier time talking to them than me. If anything, my negative energy just clutters my head so much so that I can't reach out enough to establish the connection with them that I desire. With any luck, you won't get a small dog trying to bite you (if you take the dream route).

[Servina]

Vent it dude! Scream, shout. Show you're fed up. It's ok. You've had a rough ride. Get those emotions out. Try it. You'll feel better, then you can process and move on. Honestly. Sometimes it helps to indulge yourself in a bit of negative emotion, so you can replace it with some positive. Say to them "WTF?" "Am I supposed to be learning something from this?!?!"

[Andrew Gubb]

I got over my hell years and my guides told me that I had to go through this to learn compassion for people who have gone through the same and awaken my desire to help as many people as possible. When I was going through hell, all I knew - and I guess it was an intuition - was that life was worth living, and that there was something supremely meaningful out there which would make every second of hell worth it and more.

It's not easy, I know. There's not much I can say. Live through it (or don't, whatever you choose I think it's fine). Life can get better, can be amazing. And nothing is for no reason. If you want to know the reason maybe you'll find out later or maybe you could even get a channeller to help you.* The reason won't change things but might help you feel stronger.

Maybe if you quieted your mind you would feel your guides, too. Sometimes our biggest obstacle is that we're in a different vibe from them... you may be shouting a tormented, anguished question, but they will reply in love and peace and always -- and you may not be looking for that. You may only be seeing the hell in your world. As for your question, there's nothing to worry about with trying to connect from a depressed state - you're just more likely to fail.

*On that note if you can help me tune into your energy I might be able to get something, I'm not a professional though.

[Rezzy7]

Originally Posted by katmd

-- but I remember sitting in my mangled car thinking, "Seriously spirit guides, WTF!" (Later, I realized how grateful I was that no one was killed in the accident, which was my fault ...) It sure would be nice to have a sit-down with our guides and ask them why they do what they do.

sorry about your parent. Even just asking what I can do would be good because I do not know at this point...things I thought were smart choices lead to a lot of pain. It's good to look at the silver lining but there is an immediate concern I can't ignore, too.

Originally Posted by Midwinter Mist

I just can't help but wonder whether I'm cursed because the unwanted activities come about like something that's been mass produced - again and again and again. I just want to smash the machine or force that's allowing this madness to go on, even if it's something within myself that I just can't seem to see.

Scary about the dog in the dream. Sometimes I felt cursed too, before when thing were going so unfortunately. I know I held a lot of negativity then, which I'm sure perpetuated it all. I finally got out with an enormous amt of effort, and I endeavored to remain positive and hold as high a vibration as possible. I thought that was all behind me. Now I'm feeling as bad as then, the only "advantage" now is it hasn't gone on so long at this point. I'll watch for aggressive Fidos.

Originally Posted by Servina

Vent it dude! Scream, shout. Show you're fed up. It's ok. You've had a rough ride. Get those emotions out. Try it. You'll feel better, then you can process and move on. Honestly. Sometimes it helps to indulge yourself in a bit of negative emotion, so you can replace it with some positive. Say to them "WTF?" "Am I supposed to be learning something from this?!?!"

Thanks. I would love to just learn whatever TF it is and go on to the next lesson, but it appears I have the wrong book or took bad notes or something.

[Tanemon]

Sometimes we need a "restart" of sorts, in life. Anyhow, I've posted about how one of those happened for me. Changed lots of things.

Go to this thread:
Does reiki really work?
Go to page 2, and scroll down to post #45.

This worked for me... Can't guarantee for you, but worth considering.

Best of luck to you, my friend.

[Rezzy7]

Andrew, what help do you need? a photo? maybe I'll see what u can do. I am thinking to budget for a reading from someone as soon as possible.

OK Tanemon, I'll give it a read. Thanks.

[Andrew Gubb]

Originally Posted by Rezzy7

Andrew, what help do you need? a photo? maybe I'll see what u can do. I am thinking to budget for a reading from someone as soon as possible.

OK Tanemon, I'll give it a read. Thanks.

Sure, send me a photo, maybe write a little about yourself (where born, what things you love, what's important to you... don't need to go overboard here, a few sentences will do),

And of course your questions, what you want to know.

My email is andrewgubb at gmail dot com.

[Rezzy7]

Andrew I think I PM'd you, let me know if you got that, and I emailed the address you gave. Thanks for the offer.

[Andrew Gubb]

Originally Posted by Rezzy7

Andrew I think I PM'd you, let me know if you got that, and I emailed the address you gave. Thanks for the offer.

Hey Rezzy, don't know what's up, I haven't received either of the messages. What was the subject line so I can search it in my inbox?

[Dezarae]

Originally Posted by Midwinter Mist

I know the feeling, buddy. My life is such a constant trial. Worse so, I called upon my guide in a dream last night and I get this unknown dog appear, which also feels the need to bite at my hands and cause me lifelike pain. Thanks for the advice, guide.

Honestly, though, I do experience my own hell and I just can't help but wonder whether I'm cursed because the unwanted activities come about like something that's been mass produced - again and again and again. I just want to smash the machine or force that's allowing this madness to go on, even if it's something within myself that I just can't seem to see.

Anyway, give it a shot - talk to those guides. Considering how daunting it all is right now, it's worth a try. I just hope you have an easier time talking to them than me. If anything, my negative energy just clutters my head so much so that I can't reach out enough to establish the connection with them that I desire. With any luck, you won't get a small dog trying to bite you (if you take the dream route).

man's best friend biting the hand that feeds him?
sounds like symbolism to me. like it's all in your hands, but you're allowing that power to be stolen by someone or something else (yes even within you). i think your spirit guide answered your call.

[Rezzy7]

Originally Posted by Andrew Gubb

Hey Rezzy, don't know what's up, I haven't received either of the messages. What was the subject line so I can search it in my inbox?

Sub was "Rezzy7photo and some info" and I just resent it, too.

Latest craziness:

I had to go to ER for an unexplained EXTREME stomach pain, center just below the breastbone. Since the docs were stumped and labs clear, I had to leave undiagnosed and with the same extreme pain as I had arrived.
They couldn't give me meds while in ER because I'd had to drive myself there and I knew of no one who could give me a lift. If this isn't a convincing argument for having plenty of close friends, I don't know what is. Luckily I was able to pick up a prescription and take it when I got home.

The pain returned with a vengeance this past Monday and I had to call my sister-in-law for a ride. Then I ended up having surgery! A handful of people I know offered to help, like errands, etc. since I can't drive. But for reasons out of their control when it came time that I asked for something they couldn't actually help!! It just works out that way.

My only friend who is still single always flies home to visit his family here for Christmas. Since he has no wife/kids/SO, I usually could at least count on him hanging with me a bit. But this year he just met a girl, so I won't even see much of him, either!! The timing!

Finally, I got myself a pricey, hard to find gift for christmas which just arrived. But it's flawed and has to be returned! Oh, the agony! (I'm exaggerating, but it's really a lot of things that aren't going as desired.)

I'm not saying I haven't had blessings, also. I acknowledge those big time. I'm just wondering about this other crap. I had thought I had gotten past a lot of negativity a while back but stuff like this persists.

[Andrew Gubb]

Cool, got the email.

Will get back to you soon.

[ellesbelle]

Hi Rezzy,
Sounds like you're having a tough time of it and have many challenges right now.
You say you are budgeting for a reading, how about some energy healing, past life regression or something like that. I found one of the turning points in my life was forgivness, for myself and for others, this has had a profound effect on my life thats for sure. It seems your undiagnosed pain could be some energy blockages, I had severe reacurring back pain as did a friend of mine who could hardly walk at times and was in agony, after one session clearing chakras, energy blocks, Karma cleaing etc life is so much better and I have a better understanding of how things work in the universe now and my friend is walking fine and is pain free.

Hope you find what you are looking for.
Just one more thing, our guides (high vibration ones anyway) do not create chaos or pain in our lives just oportunities for us to learn and grow, pointing us in the right direction but at the end of the day we can still choose unwisely through stuborness, ego or just plain stupidity. When we experience pain and loss etc it give us the opportunity to dig deep and find our inner strength or simply choose not to and we can then choose to wither and decay.

All thingss happen for a reason.

Peace and blessings

[Rezzy7]

Originally Posted by ellesbelle

how about some energy healing, past life regression or something like that. I found one of the turning points in my life was forgivness, for myself and for others, this has had a profound effect on my life thats for sure. It seems your undiagnosed pain could be some energy blockages, I had severe reacurring back pain as did a friend of mine who could hardly walk at times and was in agony, after one session clearing chakras, energy blocks, Karma cleaing etc life is so much better and I have a better understanding of how things work in the universe now and my friend is walking fine and is pain free.

Thanks for posting. Those other types of healing are on my list. I have 1 friend who is going to help me energetically soon.

I remember forgiveness was a subject I addressed in depth a very long time ago, and since you mentioned it maybe it's time to have another go with all that. Theoretically the pain I was having has been resolved and it will be a matter of time to confirm. That is not to say I will not benefit from proceeding as planned when it was unknown.