Something is trying to kick me out of my body.

[Elfwing]

I've posted about this here a year before: Feeling of being invaded.

For those who don't want to click the link: Just before I fall asleep, I will feel like something has rushed into me and is booting my soul out, like I'm about to fade away and disappear into nothingness.

Last time, I got a mental image of an older man causing it, and when I finally tried to confront him he never came, and all was well again.

This time instead of a mental image of a man I felt like something cat-sized with abnormally long arms was trying to cuddle me. It felt nice, but whether it was positive, I wasn't so sure. It didn't feel divine and didn't feel like a ghost either. I felt as if it was trying to move my soul around in my body (my thumb, to be precise - I had my hand in a loose fist and I felt it stretch out my thumb and straighten it, even though my physical thumb was still curled, which scared me because of how jarring it was) and kicked it out of my room.

Then I tried to go to sleep. Soon as I was about to drop off the edge - you guessed it. WHOOSH. Something rushed into me and tried to punt me out, and I jerked wide awake.

This time it wasn't just limited to when I was on the border of sleep. Even when I was trying to get back to sleep after that when I was about ten minutes away from dropping off, I kept feeling like my soul was about to float away. It's almost like an OBE. Except, I never felt any vibrations, never felt paralysed, and it felt like something was trying to kick me out and I really felt afraid I'd be unable to get back if I let it. I'm not going to let it. Unfortunately, that means it's now, once again, five in the morning, and I'm dead tired. I feel so ungrounded. I've been scratching up my arms because it's the only way to feel grounded.

Like last time, my angels don't seem to be around.

What the hell do I do? Obviously it's not a one off occasion and I'm really stressed out right now and so annoyed it's happening again. I feel really freaked out by this.

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Originally Posted by Elfwing

I've posted about this here a year before: Feeling of being invaded.

For those who don't want to click the link: Just before I fall asleep, I will feel like something has rushed into me and is booting my soul out, like I'm about to fade away and disappear into nothingness.

Last time, I got a mental image of an older man causing it, and when I finally tried to confront him he never came, and all was well again.

This time instead of a mental image of a man I felt like something cat-sized with abnormally long arms was trying to cuddle me. It felt nice, but whether it was positive, I wasn't so sure. It didn't feel divine and didn't feel like a ghost either. I felt as if it was trying to move my soul around in my body (my thumb, to be precise - I had my hand in a loose fist and I felt it stretch out my thumb and straighten it, even though my physical thumb was still curled, which scared me because of how jarring it was) and kicked it out of my room.

Then I tried to go to sleep. Soon as I was about to drop off the edge - you guessed it. WHOOSH. Something rushed into me and tried to punt me out, and I jerked wide awake.

This time it wasn't just limited to when I was on the border of sleep. Even when I was trying to get back to sleep after that when I was about ten minutes away from dropping off, I kept feeling like my soul was about to float away. It's almost like an OBE. Except, I never felt any vibrations, never felt paralysed, and it felt like something was trying to kick me out and I really felt afraid I'd be unable to get back if I let it. I'm not going to let it. Unfortunately, that means it's now, once again, five in the morning, and I'm dead tired. I feel so ungrounded. I've been scratching up my arms because it's the only way to feel grounded.

Like last time, my angels don't seem to be around.

What the hell do I do? Obviously it's not a one off occasion and I'm really stressed out right now and so annoyed it's happening again. I feel really freaked out by this.

I too hear voices, I see visions, I am assured by me and sometimes people surrounding me - operate, doing me it is bad! To my body too there are strange things - there are stains, veins etc. bulk up. Possibly you too became a victim of telepathic activity!

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[Richful]

Hi there Elfwing.
Here is a link to people who might be able to help.
Australian Institute of Parapsychological Research, Inc
I see you're from Sydney, there is a Sydney number in the link, Rob Tilley might be the best place to start. I've not spoken with them, I came across this when looking at courses offered in parapsychology.
I've had similar experiences to what u describe but sporadically and not in a long while. Good luck, I hope u find some guidance