Another Spirit Guide Question

[Smokefish]

I posted this question in another thread, but as I really would like some input I decided to start a new thread.

When I was around 3 yrs old, I had the feeling that there were 3 entities that were always watching me and it seemed to me at the time making fun of me. I didn't particularly like the feeling and tried very hard to suppress it. I'm wondering if the presence I felt could have been spirit guides or maybe something more insidious. Also around the same time, I decided that I must handle all my problems on my own and not ask anyone for help. I'm wondering if this could be the reason that my spirit guide(s) are not very helpful or seem non-existant. There is something about the whole concept/idea of spirit guides that I find disturbing/agitating to me and I'm wondering why and what I can do to alleviate that feeling?

[CFPurpose]

Originally Posted by Smokefish

I posted this question in another thread, but as I really would like some input I decided to start a new thread.

When I was around 3 yrs old, I had the feeling that there were 3 entities that were always watching me and it seemed to me at the time making fun of me. ?

Hmmm. Depending on your belief in reincarnation; i'm not sure how much this will make since to you but I'll try. I believe those 3 to have been your guides or your guardian angels. I've been told I have 3 angels that surround me at all times and then there are my guides. I've never been able to talk with my angels but maybe once and I do speak with my guides or at least 1 of them. My thoughts are that sometimes when we come back, we really just want to go back "home', you may have had a feeling of resentment to have to re-learn everything and I'll be the first to tell you that your guides can be quite funny at times. They will pick on you just as a friend would. They are very close to you in spirit so I don't find it wierd that you felt this way.

Originally Posted by Smokefish

Also around the same time, I decided that I must handle all my problems on my own and not ask anyone for help. ?

You simply have an indipendent and strong will.

Originally Posted by Smokefish

I'm wondering if this could be the reason that my spirit guide(s) are not very helpful or seem non-existant. There is something about the whole concept/idea of spirit guides that I find disturbing/agitating to me and I'm wondering why and what I can do to alleviate that feeling?

Oh they are there but they don't tell you what to do or grant wishes like majical geenies living in bottles. They more so walk along with us, putting their 2 cents in every once in a while and we have to learn to actually hear them. I'm as stubborn as an ox and mine has litterally yelled at me. If I could physically feel her shaking me, I'm sure she was doing it.


This may sound crazy to you but it's all real.