Negative entity attachment / Psychic Attack

[Ramant]

I am really terrified and paranoid by all this, I hope someone can shed some light on this subject / give me some advice.

I read about the possibility of some kind of 'negative entity attachment' while reading a book on meditation which mentioned that people who have taken certain drugs (which I have taken) are more susceptible due to the holes it creates in the aura.

Then I started reading more on it and getting REALLY fearful about this whole idea, that the suffering and negativity that I have endured for all these years could be caused by some sort of negative spirit attached to my energy field. I feel like two people a lot of the time - one is fairly well adjusted, while the other just feels BROKEN, DARK and LOST. All the meditation, therapy ect in the world does not seem to make it budge, and often makes me feel super resistant and feeling 'worse!' I feel more helpless every day because of this.

I know my childhood has much to do with all this pain, but I just don't know. This whole thing has got me really scared and feeling helpless, with no power.

How does someone know if they have a spirit attachment?

Any advice?
Would it be worthwhile seeing a psychic to rule anything out? Any recommendations?

Much appreciated.

[Merrick1]

Hi Ramant, I have sent you a PM. If you wish, I can help you. This is something we deal quite often with .

Merrick

[Fellforit]

Negativity feeds on fear. I've found it helpful to tell yourself that you are in control and nothing can hurt you without your permission. If you take in the negativity as your own, you are feeding it.

Sometimes, when I'm in empath mode, I experience negativity. I find it works to take your hands and make the push away motion and say out loud or in your head "I reject all negativity that does not belong to me" over and over again. If you're still feeling negative, you know that it is from within and you need to find the source of it inside yourself. Strength comes from the conviction that you can handle anything and you can make your own life better - do not hand your power over to anyone or anything else. You don't have to be helpless and without power if you choose not to be.

And if you need extra assistance - call on Archangel Michael to protect you. Good luck!

[desertrat]

Fill your self with white light , do the circulation of white light do a smudging . I can post more info if asked . desert rat

[Ramant]

Thank you for the responses. This seems like a very supportive place.

Merrick, I have sent you a private message.

Yes dessert rat, I would appreciate more info.

[elucidate]

I had this experience when I was in my early twenties, and fell into a very deep depression. I was aware that I had an entity attached to me, but no one around me knew how to deal with it, and even one person said there was nothing I could do , that I was stuck with it forever...which I took to heart and it made me even more depressed.

This went on for 10 long years, and there were some reasons for me being so depressed, but sometimes it felt like there was no real reason, but I was still this way.

I would be open to hearing from you Merrick1 about how I can deal with things like this in the future if it happens to happen again...if you'd be willing to share with me what you know in PM? I'd be very grateful if you did.

Originally Posted by Ramant

I am really terrified and paranoid by all this, I hope someone can shed some light on this subject / give me some advice.

I read about the possibility of some kind of 'negative entity attachment' while reading a book on meditation which mentioned that people who have taken certain drugs (which I have taken) are more susceptible due to the holes it creates in the aura.

Then I started reading more on it and getting REALLY fearful about this whole idea, that the suffering and negativity that I have endured for all these years could be caused by some sort of negative spirit attached to my energy field. I feel like two people a lot of the time - one is fairly well adjusted, while the other just feels BROKEN, DARK and LOST. All the meditation, therapy ect in the world does not seem to make it budge, and often makes me feel super resistant and feeling 'worse!' I feel more helpless every day because of this.

I know my childhood has much to do with all this pain, but I just don't know. This whole thing has got me really scared and feeling helpless, with no power.

How does someone know if they have a spirit attachment?

Any advice?
Would it be worthwhile seeing a psychic to rule anything out? Any recommendations?

Much appreciated.

[Ramant]

Elucidate, how were you aware you had the attachment?

How did it fall away?

[elucidate]

I am a very aware person, and I could sense that there was something attached to my energy field, when I was 20.

I was also meditating a lot and having quite regular experiences of a psychic nature...i.e knowing who was on the phone when it rung, before even answering it, and what they wanted...knowing when a friend had been involved in a motorbike accident, on the other side of the world...knowing that my nanna had taken a fall and had started developing symptoms of dementia, and that my uncle had cancer...stuff like that. So I was open and my sensitivity to these things was a lot more pronounced than most peoples.

How did it fall off?

I'm not too sure actually? I eventually learned that I could simply ask Archangel Michael to remove it, and I did this...though it was years later and I had been seriously depressed for most of that time.

I'm still not totally sure it is gone, but I have been paying a lot more attention to auric hygiene ever since and do regular things like smudging, reinforcing my auric shield and cleansing with Apple cider vinegar and sandalwood oil etc. Also, routinely filling in the cracks and holes created by drug use, with white light is a way of repairing the auric field and strengthening it.

I also went on anti-depressants at one stage to get back all the lost seretonin, and paid more attention to eating clean food. I'm no longer depressed so I'm assuming the entity has since departed?

[suspence]

The main thing you have to do is decide you don't want to be a victim. If you don't like an energy tell it to get the #### away. It doesn't matter if the energy is in physical form or not. Only you can create your life experience, so stop listening to people who tell you you're doomed. Someone telling you you're being attacked because of drug use is their belief. Do you want to make it yours?

If I listened to everyone who told me all the things wrong with me, I'd have been dead a long time ago. Stop letting them suck your energy. You're stronger than that!

[elucidate]

Originally Posted by suspence

The main thing you have to do is decide you don't want to be a victim. If you don't like an energy tell it to get the #### away. It doesn't matter if the energy is in physical form or not. Only you can create your life experience, so stop listening to people who tell you you're doomed. Someone telling you you're being attacked because of drug use is their belief. Do you want to make it yours?

If I listened to everyone who told me all the things wrong with me, I'd have been dead a long time ago. Stop letting them suck your energy. You're stronger than that!

It's true that it is just someone elses belief about drugs causing these holes...but how do we know there isn't any truth to it? Drugs do have many effects on a persons brain and body so who's to say that it doesn't cause damage to the energy field as well? It's possible that it does create holes and cracks which make it easy for entities to find their way in? Can you prove that it isn't true?

Even if it isn't true, it doesn't hurt to maintain auric hygeine.

[suspence]

Yea, I believe in maintaining auric hygiene. I also believe we have the power to heal anything, but the first thing we have to do is stop buying into other people's beliefs. We can go on and on discussing what's wrong and why, but what we think about we attract. So why not think about perfect health and leave the discussions to people who want to remain victims.

[elucidate]

I think also understanding that many of these things we call entities are like bugs and insects and rodents which we just can't see. It's fear we have about not being able to see them, and that they may be crawling around on us that is where it might benefit looking at and remaining calm about rather then freaking out.

If you look at it logically, these things are not being malicious, they just want to eat...and our energy happens to be a food source for them. They aren't trying to hurt us, but in the process of them trying to survive, it can drain us, which is up to us to not allow.

[sorter]

No being or spirit can manipulate you without tricking you.

Become as aware as you can of what it feels like when a spirit is trying to influence you.

Anchor that feeling to being clear about your current situation.
Then always do what is best for you in that situation.

The spirits will soon get frustrated and leave you alone.

[desertrat]

Hear are links to sites on the circulation of white light Middle Pillar Ritual (including circulation of body light) - The Fool Speaks: Magick, Mayhem, Goetia, and the Occult Forums Circulating the Light The Middle Pillar Exercise this is from a ritual of the golden dawn . I do mine laying down , without the words in Hebrew . I draw down white light to each chakra 3 times with an in breath chakras here is a good search site Startpage Search Engine desert rat

[modernthing]

Drugs are really good at making us weary, I have been addicted for quite some years, and there came a time, after accumulating for a while, where I could feel I was very vulnerable, and the reason I have quit was because I was afraid of what I was becoming : I would react in ways which were totally not my usual responses to situations and people, I became manipulative to get what I wanted etc. I guess I was too out of it at the time to realize I had stuff hanging strongly on to me.

After I quit, I had a reading done by a specialist (hello Rose of Cairo ), she told me what she found and removed some entities that had attached themselves to my energy, she also repaired some energy field that had been damaged in the process.
What she explained made a lot of sense though (how the entities got attached), and that sometimes, we feed those entities in voluntary manners through behaviours and choices, though it is also true that these entities can have an effect on our thinking, but it is up to us whether we decide to feed them or stop.

I have changed the fashion in which I lived since that very day, and have empowered myself in many ways. The best thing that helped me get rid of those negative feelings was clearly to cut myself away from fear.
It took a lot of hard work to get away from there, but using drugs really put me down into a world of paranoia and fear, it got to a point where I was even afraid of staying home alone, and you know how it works, creating bad vibes, you attract stuff etc etc, you see the vicious circle forming... Once I quit, I had to face my fears to break my circle, and only then, I felt much freer, better

You should also know you are a strong child filled with love from your Creator, and your strength can withstand many many things, you only need the will to be strong and if you survived so far all the ordeals, you can go much further, tell yourself that, it is what has kept me going, and in faith with my own persona in times of strong doubts and fears !