Abuse in Telepathy Channel

[Irisha]

I am from Russia, since 2005 I have been living in New York. In Russia I attended The Occult College in Ekaterinburg, and it was there that I got acquainted with a very extraordinary person, a psychic reader,hypnotizer and clairvoyant who made a PERMANENT telepathy contact with me. It was 18 years ago. Since that time I have been under his telepathy control CONSTANTLY, every moment of my life. Yes, I am in a sane mind. I have joined this site because I hope it is possible to discuss here the experience of mine and have advice from those who is able to give it to me. My life in this telepathy channel is not easy, believe me. But I don't know how to get rid of it. What is it like to have such a channel? I could write a book about all that had happened to me in the course of these 18 years! This person (let me call him Mr.G.)has absolutely awesome abilities ! This telepathy contact is performed with visual images, mind reading and " talking " to me (either verbally,with words, or just with thoughts), Mr.G. tells me about things that will happen to me in an hour, a day, a week, he comments upon my thoughts, agrees or disagrees with what i am thinking, sometimes he ... punishes me! With pain. He can do good and bad things to me.He can heal,and he can make me feel pain. He abuses me sexually. Everything I am talking about takes place on the Channel, on the distance, he lives far away in Russia. How does it feel to have pain or to be abused on the Channel? Pain is pain. It hurts. You can hide yourself from the one who abuses you in real life, but you cannot do it if it takes place in the Channel, when it is done by the person who uses his psychic powers. I tried to get rid of him in many ways (visited psychic people, tried to visualize a fire screen around me, and things like that) - nothing helped. I cannot break this telepathy link, I cannot make him stop doing what he is doing to me. And I have no proof about what has happened. Who can prove the fact of telepathy contact?There are no devices for that. I can just inform people.
I repeat again: I am in a sane mind. And I understand that it is probably hard to believe in a permanent telepathy channel, especially when I say that I 've been having it for 18 years. If you don't believe me you can check if it's possible by asking people with psychic powers to demonstrate you how it feels, many of them can do things (at least something very simple) on the distance.( For ex., they can make you feel heat on the distance).
The aim of my being here on this site is to share my experience with people who are interested in paranormal and psychic. Others, who are not interested or don't believe in these things, just think I am mentally ill or I am telling them fairy tales. Those who are psychic themselves sometimes just don't want any competition when I share this information in public. I'd like to tell you everything about how Mr.G. did it with me, what was done and what is going on, - everything about this very extraordinary person who has abilities in telepathy, clairvoynce, hypnosis, psychokinesis. If you like to know about this person and about my experience of communicating with him in real life and on the Channel I can tell you a lot. This is my only method to fight against what he is doing to me violating my privacy by making this telepathy contact - if I start sharing I hope he won't like it and will stop it.