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09-28-2011, 10:06 AM
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Why unfortunately? I mean manipulating the subconscious of oneself, that is if I could learn how to manipulate my subconscious, in order to change my wishes as they belong to the realm of the subconscious, not conscious. I cannot consciously change them. This is my problem. MG uses it. He has caught me by that. It's impossible to say " I don't like it". - and stop liking. If you like red, and don't like blue, - how to change that?
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09-28-2011, 01:19 PM
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We all manipulate the subconscious every day. It is often called "being in the zone", athletes, performers do this daily. It is called self-hypnosis. You could try to do that but I am no expert. It is a lot of self-study, determination and doing before you sleep and after you wake. Tell yourself that "you are on your own" and "that you are strong as he is" and mean it. There is a book titled Self-Suggestion-Huna-Theory-Mesmerism-Hypnosis I think is very good, the author Max Freedom Long was a teacher/mystic and trained psychologist who studied the Kahuna shamanism in Hawaii. Cheers Quote:
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09-28-2011, 05:17 PM
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Self-hypnosis doesn't help me because MrG is present always, and when I try to say something to myself he also says something that destroys concentration and self-suggestion. Even if I go on, and he stops saying being bored of it, he comes back a few minutes later. For this method to take an effect I need to be permanently in the state of concentration and self-hypnosis. So, there are no other methods, I guess... |
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09-29-2011, 02:04 AM
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There are certain hermetic banishing rituals that maybe someone else can perform for you but I think you have to participate and I am unsure if this would work completely done by a third party. You have to do it somehow. I am sorry. Quote:
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09-29-2011, 07:33 AM
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Thank you, Andras. It's interesting that MrG wanted me to present him Aleister Crowley's book "777" several years ago. I bought the book for me, - he knew about that as he was always on the Channel, - but he wanted to have it so much that he started asking me /telepathically/ to go to his house, and to give that book to him as a present. I haven't read the book yet, but he insisted very much on my immediate delivering the book to him. I went to his house. This time he didn't tell me to leave immediately as he used to, but was very polite, was smiling, expressed his gratitude, grabbed the book, and looked very happy. Now you've recommended the banishing ritual, and I read about it in Wikipedia. It doesn't say a lot about the ritual, - actually nothing about how to do it, - but it says that Aleister Crowley was a specialist in the field. |
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09-29-2011, 05:17 PM
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It was in Russia. In Russia it is not so easy to buy what you want. After I had presented that book to MrG I still wanted to read it. I went to the store to buy one more, but they didn't have, I bought the last copy they had. I bought the book later, but it was only in a month or two, and it was also the last copy they had, or maybe the only one. I had to check it every day if the book was available in the store. MrG wanted the book so much because he felt there was something between Crowley and him. I mean he had some special interest in this author as if he felt him to be his soul-mate. He also didn't want me to have a copy of this book, I don't know why. |
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09-30-2011, 06:37 AM
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Is the book named "Liber 777"? If you know your way around google, it's easily findable. I checked it, but as someone who's totally uninterested in magic and Crowley, I couldn't find anything interesting in there. I thought that maybe the book has some kind of a ritual to break yourself free from him, but that doesn't seem to be the case.
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09-30-2011, 07:19 AM
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The title of the book is "777 and other Qabalistic Writings", I read it , it is full of symbolic interpretations of numbers, I could understand nothing in it. I think he needed it for some information. I googled more, and found a lot about the banishing ritual, the description, all the details, and everything. But I cannot do it, it's not clear for me how it works. Last edited by Irisha; 09-30-2011 at 07:14 PM. |
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10-01-2011, 05:21 AM
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Not to disrespect Crowley, if you are seeking direction, I would look into Franz Bardon. He is for real, quite understandable (practical) and in my humble opinion, very, very effective. His books are IIH (Initiation into Hermetics, THE PRACTICE OF MAGICAL EVOCATION, and his book and understanding of the Kabala. All of these books are available online. In his book of evocations are the banishing rituals. I think your problems exist because you have dabbled into kundalini before you were ready. Read about Bardon and the knowledge you gain, maybe your key to release from your current situation. Knowledge is power. Quote:
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10-01-2011, 06:37 AM
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I've read a passage from the book. I am supposed to become a magician first! So, if I take a magic wand I am immediately connected. LOL. I don't believe in that! But I like books about Kabbalah. Actually I haven't dabbled into Kundalini. Why do you think like this? Maybe because of the name "Kundalini Meditation" which I mentioned several times. No, it was just a name MrG gave to one of the special meetings with him where he told me about my past and future. I don't know why he called it like that. I had some unusual experience which, as I later thought, could be a Kundalini rising. But I am not sure. Maybe it was Astral Projecting which I stopped. The symptoms of both turn out to be the same. I think books about rituals cannot teach magic. It's impossible to learn how to become a psychic. Maybe just a little bit. Otherwise everybody interested in those things could have been already. But I don't see so many psychics who can really do the things. Not something insignificant, that can be the result of self-suggestion, or just coincidence, but something really important. Many of those who learned and then call themselves psychics are good psycho-therapists, or good psychologists, but not psychics. Do you agree, or you have a different opinion? |
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10-01-2011, 07:23 AM
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No special reason...I was just guessing...Bardon is not a magic wand - it readies your physical and otherworldly bodies to do extraordinary things. It is an initiation, thus perhaps the key for your own path and freedom. We all have the inner ability to do this - no special talent needed only introspection and following the steps and exercises. I must warn you thou Bardon expects you 100-percent to be committed and the path is nothing but easy. His book about invocation might offer some hint how to free yourself even if you do not go through the initiation. Quote:
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10-09-2011, 06:40 AM
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I have read some books about rituals before, but I don't believe this method works for me. I don't think it's good, and I haven't found how it can be used in my circumstances. MrG can hear every thought of mine, to say nothing of words. He takes measures before I myself know what I am going to do. He tells me sometimes that I'll be planning to do this or that soon, and it will or it won't happen. Those predictions of his are mainly about the every day things, but sometimes they are about the most important events in my life. If I tried some ritual he would spoil everything about it even before I started it. I know about that for sure because I've tried already many times to do something to get rid of him. I am also afraid of his starting making me feel pains in order to punish me - as he did about a year ago. Now he doesn't do that, but who knows... Now he just makes psychic attacks, so that I always feel mad, frustrated, full of doubts. He doesn't let me sleep enough, and he has changed my schedule completely. When I try to do something about it, he makes me sleep till 3 pm, and I cannot wake up even with the alarm-clock. I don't hear the ring. All these are not important things, but they damage the life though. I've got accustomed to this type of life which is not mine actually. MY life has been stolen by him. This IS important. |
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10-09-2011, 05:17 PM
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The rituals you are discucing are form the golden dawn. The middle pillar , circulation of white and l.b.r.p. ect. The one i use is a varation of these , I dont say the names of God in Hebrew , I never quite say them rite . The one I use is in this book Amazon.com: 0875421830 I will post it as a seprate thread later, with a title like the circulation of white light. Circulation of the Light www.PleiadianTalk.com: LBRP, Middle Pillar Ritual & Circulation of Body of Light Middle Pillar Ritual (including circulation of body light) - The Fool Speaks: Magick, Mayhem, Goetia, and the Occult Forums The Middle Pillar Exercise - By Israel Regardie Middle Pillar Ritual Llewellyn Worldwide - Encyclopedia: Term: middle pillar A Beginner's Guide to Ceremonial Magick: The Ritual of the Middle Pillar chakras desert rat
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10-10-2011, 02:59 PM
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The circulation of white will work with yoga and tau chi. Do them separately . It will build the energy in the chakras and your whole body. I must re read the method used in the book creative visualization , and then I will post this method as a thread with a title like the circulation of white light . If done rite you will feel its effects. As another forum member once posted " get ready for a hell of a ride " desert rat
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10-16-2011, 08:09 AM
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When I am practicing yoga I have much more energy, and feel great, but it has absolutely nothing to do with changing at least a bit regarding that connection with MrG and the Channel he is making. During those already 19 years that I have been with the Channel I haven't noticed a slightest change in the intensity of how it is made, and I can say that it remains absolutely the same as it was at the very beginning. It has never been different with only one or two exceptions: when I was having those awful pains made by MrG, BluBlossom started messaging me, and the pains suddenly stopped hurting so much, for some time, for several hours, and it was such a relief. Then MysteryX also did something later, and I felt that the connection became weaker, and MrG's voice became lower. I am not sure it wasn't MrG's playing his games with me, though. Because he is still talking, and doing all his stuff again, as if nothing had happened. If I am trying meditating, visualizing the white light, he is like taking part in it, doing it with me, - so again nothing changes regarding this connection, or cord, or the Channel. Yes, I feel physically and emotionally better when I am practicing it, but it doesn't influence at least a bit the Channel itself, MrG's presence, and all those negative things which he can demonstrate immediately or at any time later if he wants. For ex., he likes to tell me immediately (when he can see that I am feeling good) about something that lowers my vibes, - and if it doesn't help, he uses a stronger, or a more effective method. It's OK, I try not to pay attention to it, I can easily see it as if I were watching at myself from the outside. I am watching at ups and downs as if it were not me, and I am glad that I don't have pains which I certainly cannot observe from the outside, and this is what I am afraid of most of all. Actually I always practiced this method of watching at myself like from the outside, and it always made him mad, but this method didn't work in case of pains. I hope he won't make them again. If he does, I really don't know what to do.
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10-16-2011, 06:37 PM
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There may be some think that keeps you linked to Mr G . Try this , Go in to deep relaxation , visualize your higher self as a point of white light in deep space . Ask your higher self what that link is . When you know what repressed material is keeping you linked to mr. G ask for it to be filled with white light and erassed . Do slow deep breathing untill all the pain is gone. desert rat
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10-18-2011, 07:45 AM
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You know, I was reading the thread about Ormus, and suddenly I started feeling some changes in me. It was so weird. I felt the change of taste in my mouth with every word about Ormus. As if I were trying the" taste " of every word. And I also felt the Zero point, I mean I suddenly felt what it was. I think it was because MrG showed it to me. I think his abilities is the work of Ormus, they are of the same origin. Like Circulation of the White Light.
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10-29-2011, 02:22 AM
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MG started again. At the same time as the last year. Not so much pain, but horrible nausea. It is changing all the time, is stronger, weaker every minute. It spreads itself to different parts inside me. Sometimes it stops, then suddenly starts again. Then it may become so strong I am almost vomiting,-but he stops at the peak of it, - and the cycles repeat over and over.It's awful. I were not able to go to work today because he had been doing it till 4 pm. Then he stopped, but it was too late to go to work. Now I understand why he starts it at this time. It's autumn, and he has been finished with the garden works. He has a lot of free time, and he is bored.About two weeks ago he asked me to continue writing the book about him, just because he wanted to be mad with me more, he needed it. He can better do those things when there are emotions, when he is angry. I didn't resume writing. But yesterday I went to the Mayan Crystal Skulls Ceremony, though he was against my going there. And I found out that there is a shamanic group there, and I have the schedule and a phone number. That's why he started, I think. Actually I don't think those people are strong enough. If they were as strong as him, they could use the same methods he uses to have more clients.They don't use any methods. Though they sure need money. They were selling books, they advertised themselves, they were doing it in the same manner as the majority of others who conduct classes in psychic, in OBE, in yoga, etc. No special methods. The ones which make people immediately feel. Feel that they are really experts. I know those classes are interesting, they teach you, they give you a lot of important information. But I didn't feel anything really special. Because they don't show it to everybody? But they need more people to come . Why not to use psychic methods for that? They tried to advertise, to convince to come for learning, but they could also have shown something to everybody, for those people interested in psychic to FEEL that they themselves can do things. In order to have more clients who come to learn, or for healing. They didn't. Maybe I'll go there to ask what they think about my experience. At least now I know about the place. Last edited by Irisha; 10-29-2011 at 02:27 AM. |
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10-30-2011, 12:28 AM
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Yesterday at night when I was trying to sleep I was thinking of how to put my hair better in order not to pull it because it is long. And MG started telling me that when I am sleeping I should be relaxed and not be thinking but just having a rest. And I became furious because this f***ing bastard doesn't let me sleep normally for so many years, and a good night for me is when he wakes me up 10-15 times, and a bad night is when he does it 30-40 times (I counted!). And I dialed his number in Ekaterinburg just to make him crazy because he is afraid of my talking to the woman he lives with. It was she who answered, but I didn't say anything, because she and he usually talk to me like mad dogs. I hung up, and then I thought: Why not to tell her about this site, so that she could read the whole story as she has never known it , - and THIS is what he is afraid of most of all (he hides the truth about his abilities even from her). I dialed the number again, - but he has done something! The number of his home phone didn't exist any more!- This is what I've heard! I dialed many times but it kept repeating it. He told me before that he can do that. That he also can do it in the way that the letters won't be received, - and that really happened to me many times. Now I didn't have the opportunity to call him any more. I hope it works like this only when I am calling from NY, because, sure, it is not possible to change the number, or to do something about it so quickly, in a minute. So, I called my mom, and asked her to call from her phone. She promised. I hope he will have what he is so afraid of, and his woman will be able to read this thread.
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10-31-2011, 02:38 AM
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I don't know, but it's not a problem nowadays . She didn't believe me when I told her. But if she sees this forum threads, if she sees that many people talk on the subjects of psychic and paranormal, maybe she will be able to be more open to the problem. Can so many people be just crazy, or be wasting their time on this forum? I think she will have to ponder over it. I think she should know who he is. Why does he hide his abilities from her? Why is he afraid that she may know? If she doesn't know English she can use the online translator, or she can ask her friends to help her understand. |
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11-01-2011, 08:32 AM
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I was told that MG is probably a cold reader, but it's absolutely untrue. He never used the cold reading techniques. When he was telling me about my past and my future(!) with NAMES and DETAILS about the future as well(!) he asked me to be keeping silence during the time he would be speaking. He said that if I say a single word "everything will fail". He said that I was allowed to speak only after he had stopped speaking. There was no body language from my part as well, I was sitting motionless , I was in a trance, and even my thoughts went away. He didn't try to guess, didn't say anything vague. He gave the names, the details quickly, without hesitating. I remember that when he was saying about some very intimate things regarding me I didn't feel any emotions as if he were talking not about me, and I were not sitting in front of him with ALL about me known and said, without my consent, and with the third party present ( - Y.L.) He was saying about the events and DETAILS only I knew about. No, it wasn't a cold reading. Absolutely. He just knew. Later he told me and showed it to me on the Channel HOW it looked like. It's like a film with a movie before your eyes. Last edited by Irisha; 11-01-2011 at 08:50 AM. |
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11-02-2011, 05:22 AM
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If you want to see with your own eyes what the will of thought can do watch the videos MysteryX gives links to in his thread: "How to make people feel energy". This is the same MrG can do and does with me, and he does it at any distance, and without learning Qi Gong. Just with the power of thought. |
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11-05-2011, 06:56 AM
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Sure, we don't have contests, me and MG. What I want to say is that he uses the same forces as that Qi Gong Master, and he can make me fall, or drop something, or suddenly move. I cannot control it like those people in the video. Even if I try and concentrate very hard. I would like very much to be explained and taught what I should do to be able to control it, and to stop him. Because other stuff he is doing to me is of the same origin.
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11-05-2011, 11:53 AM
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It is just show set up by the master and his students, a joke basically. I dont know if there is something like Chi energy but those videos are certainly a bad proof to it  | ||
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11-06-2011, 03:29 AM
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Sure, it is just a show. If you think it's a bad proof to Chi, it's because you don't know if there is something like Chi energy. Those who know what Chi is can understand what I mean. But I didn't mean to prove anything. I just see in those videos how Chi is manifested in the same way as MrG uses it sometimes doing his tricks to me. He can do it in spite of my concentration, and I know how it feels when I try to stop him, to avoid what he is doing, but I can't. I'd like to find somebody who could explain it to me, what I am doing in a wrong way, and how he manages to break my concentration. |
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