Abuse in Telepathy Channel

[Nimue]

I agree with JSB, it's great you are posting all your story in public, it's very educative! Keep it up!!!
I'm off to work now, I'll be around later!

[Irisha]

Originally Posted by JSB

Your whole story serves as a good lesson to people wanting to play around with spirituality and energy without understanding it. If you don't know what you're doing, you can get hurt, either by accident or by parasitic people feeding off of you.

Yes, I agree with you, JSB.
But how to know if you follow the right way, or not?
You may say that all those playings around with spirituality and energy are dangerous unless it is God that you are trying to connect to. And this is exactly what Lobanov was talking to the students at his lessons, the only subject of which was God, Spirit, Spirituality. Any attempt to say a single word about magic, or about the developmant of psychic abilities was immediately stopped and prohibited. "We don't do it here, -he said, - we only speak about Creator, God, and Spirit. Our aim is to become stronger in Spirit, to develop Spirituaity."
I thought I knew what I was doing at his lessons. I attended his lessons to join the community of people whose aim was to grow spiritually, and that was my aim as well.
How could I know that even listening lectures about God will turn out to be a subconscious hypnotic suggestion made secretly by another person (not Lobanov, the lecturer) who was among listeners, but pursued his own aims, and who used Lobanov as his assistant??!!

[Irisha]

After the meditation with my friends I tried to use the Magnet several times.
My aunt suffered with high blood presure, and I decided to make an experiment. I asked her to call me when she was having hypertension. She did, and I immediately started meditating to make it lower. The Magnet was working like crazy. I felt its waves were making a storm above my head. My aunt called me again in five minutes, and said that the strong headache she was having had stopped, and she was feeling fine! She was so glad, me too. But I was surprised very much as I had never thought I could do that. I felt that something was wrong about it, I knew that I wasn't a psychic healer - otherwise I could be the one long ago, I would have got it somehow.
When my aunt called next time I did it again. The result was the same, again she felt fine,and she said that I should do it to other people as I had a special gift. At that time my mother learned about my experiment. As she was strongly against my going in for psychics and ESP, she prohibited my aunt to ask me about treatment again, and she insisted so much, that my aunt agreed because she didn't want to spoil her relations with my mother...
I used the Magnet two or three times more, then I stopped doing that - just because I was made to forget about this 'gift' of mine. It was done in the same way like after 'Kundalini meditation' - when MG made me forget about his predictions, about the Channel I would have later - till the time had come. "Now I'll go to do something to be sure about the result", - he said after that meeting, and left for his office. I went home. When I came home I started cooking, and I was thinking about the meditation, and his predictions, and I remember that suddenly my thoughts started disappear, - I couldn't do anything about that!.. the thoughts were flying apart, and then nothing was left... (It was like with my friend Nurzhan, when he wasn't able to talk, like with those people during real time TV shows... )
Many other events took place soon.

[veloci]

Hi Irisha,

I have received nudges to show you this particular website that I found. Click me!!!

Apparently you will be able to remove these implants and whatnot. Bless your soul!

[Irisha]

I remember that awful day.
I was at home reading Dm.Maxin's book, looking through the Signs. They were almost vivid for me. They were living their life, changing their colours, the energy was moving inside, and their meaning was different every moment transforming the energy, and the look they had. The Magnet was working too. I didn't know at that time that MG had already been there, with me, 'looking' at the Signs with my eyes, and making me see the pictures of fantasy, not the real ones. I had already been under his hypnotic suggestion.

I started to take on my clothes to be ready for going out in the evening for a lecture of the astrologist who came to our city from Moscow, just for several days, - I couldn't miss that event. I put Maxin's book into the bag - wanted to read it in the tram.

Suddenly I felt something. It was an unpleasant feeling of somebody's presence though I was alone in my appartment. But it was not a human. It was some thing. It was a dark colour object right above my head, on the left side. I could 'see' it. It was of the irregular geometric form with a big triangle and smaller details. It wasn't supposed to be like this, but it was. I couldn't get rid of it. It tried to be attached even heavier when I thought that I'd rather not have it. It was like magnetized to my head, being above it, in the air. I felt panic. It was sucking my energy.

I can imagine what you are thinking right now: that it seems to be the example how a person started to get crazy, that it's clear that she is mentally ill, etc. Sure, to make a person look crazy with the help of such a hypnotic suggestion is very easy. When a person doesn't know that they are being worked on like this they start behaving even crazier.

But read what happened after that.

Being in panic, in a very bad mood, that this 'thing' is sucking my energy, I left home for the lecture in astrology. I thought that the Teacher could help me. This 'thing' was pulling my energy with some magnetized force. It was felt like a magnetic 'wind' between the 'thing' and my head. And I hoped the Teacher knew what it was.

At the same time I started remembering something. I had recollected what I was said one day at Lobanov's private meditation, in his office. Gofman told me that when 'it' was started I should be strong, should accept it, and mustn't go to the Teacher for help. It was one of the terms to be able to have "It" . It was said with these very words, at 'Kundalini meditation'. "Don't go, don't call the Teacher, otherwise he won't have time to get ready".(!..?)

So, I wasn't supposed to ask the Teacher for help.
I was supposed to be strong. OK. But I wasn't!

I came to the place.
The lecture hadn't begun yet. People were waiting. There were steps like an amphitheatre around the scene. I was sitting and feeling panic. (It was MG who was making this panic so strong... But I didn't know about that...)

The 'thing' was there, over my head.
Several times I wanted to go to the hall to call the Teacher from the public phone.I was scared so much. I was scared to make a call as well. They said I mustn't. But something terrible was about to happen! - Then I felt such a strong panic attack that I decided to call him.

I went to the hall and dialed Lobanov's number.
He was at home. He had answered my call.
I started telling him of what had happened. He said that he coud 'see' that dark coloured 'thing' above my head. He even 'saw' it that it was on the left hand side. He said that it was of the UFO origin. He said that he would destroy it.
He did it.

With a great relief I came back to my seat. The lecture had already begun. No more dark object above my head, no more energy sucking. Only the bright-coloured Magnet was shining with its strong astral light as usual, - it was clear, transparent, always changing in its intensity, - always indifferent. My favourite.

And suddenly like a string was torn off in my heart chakra.

The Magnet was cut off.

It disappeared!..

[Simmiah]

I don't know if you're still having problems with MG Irisha but I wanted to share what I've been learning myself in regards to protection etc...

I definitely share this belief with some others here from what I've learned through spiritual development & I'm now here in the psychic forum because I guess due to trying to ignore this realm due to fear I now had an issue I didn't understand how to ignore away & was affecting my health.

Similarly I felt powerless & confused by it. I didn't do as much as I guess as you in dabbling in the occult. I've read some books, had a curiosity when I was younger but most of my study was focused on buddhist texts & hindu texts for growing & connecting with God.

However like you I've felt an invasive sort of thing. I think mine is minor to be honest but I lacked the know-how or what to do about it. I'm now learning it is possible to do things to others but we all at the core are the same essence.

Yes there are innate talents but I wonder if this sort of ability is a human right of all. Such as breathing, eating, etc... or that it is a natural side-effect of having a physical body & an astral etheric double ... that it is a natural ability of that double. These are just hunches of mine from reading/thinking about it while researching how to fix my problem this past month.

What I learned is my own fear is greatly contributing to my lack of a solution & my own personal inability to stop my problem. I don't know how severe your problem is but I can say that you have a choice & there is a reason for it.

For me I am now reaching a fairly sure conclusion that my experience was a deep lesson in facing this fear of the astral (I've been seeing negative entities since I was little & since my family had chosen to ignore it due to fear themselves) I didn't have any clue how to fend for myself. & my mom's negative emotions attracted some fairly powerful negative entities that I remember ... I have some very negatively charged memories. My own fear has come to fruition as an experience teaching me critical lessons about my own fear ..

I've come to the conclusion that I must face this fear & rid myself of these old childhood fears & come to reclaim that power that I am aware of deep inside through meditation. & come to learn about this other world that does exist...

I read some of your postings & found that you seem to believe very strongly that others have more ability so you cannot do anything. I'm not so sure. I think we all have innate talents (I'm musically talented for example) but I have thought about it & I believe the reason I have more "aptitude" is due to having learned this at some point in the past & I believe all true expertise comes from learning the truth & practice practice & brutal honesty.

It is the same with spiritual growth & seeing the truth of what is. I can't imagine it isn't the same with everything else. When I seek to learn a difficult piece I go line by line & am brutally honest with myself about where I'm at with it at that moment... I hope this makes sense. I just hope you might relate to me as I seem to relate to you.

[Irisha]

Originally Posted by Simmiah

I read some of your postings & found that you seem to believe very strongly that others have more ability so you cannot do anything. I'm not so sure. I think we all have innate talents (I'm musically talented for example) but I have thought about it & I believe the reason I have more "aptitude" is due to having learned this at some point in the past & I believe all true expertise comes from learning the truth & practice practice & brutal honesty.

It is the same with spiritual growth & seeing the truth of what is. I can't imagine it isn't the same with everything else. When I seek to learn a difficult piece I go line by line & am brutally honest with myself about where I'm at with it at that moment... I hope this makes sense. I just hope you might relate to me as I seem to relate to you.

I don't think it's true that I can be so strong as to do something against MG, something that will bring some good result. (Like in music. There are individuals who are more talented and less talanted in the field. Practising doesn't help to achieve the level one may want. And there are those who don't have the ear for music at all.) I know that I don't have psychic abilities of the kind MG has. I cannot hypnotize, for ex. I may have some other types of psychic abilities but they don't help me against him.
I agree with you that this kind of abilities he has is not a human right. I don't see the way the society can control such people and their abilities. Only by means of limitating their rights. This is one of the reasons he hides what he can do. He said to me about some negative experience of his with kgb people.
I hope you can find the solution to your problem. Have you tried psychotherapy? What do your gurus (if you have ones) say about the intrusions you have and the metods against them?

[Irisha]

Thank you, Veloci, it's a good website, very interesting, thank you a lot for your praying. I hope God will do something. I really hope so.

[Irisha]

After the Magnet had disappeared I suffered very much. The Signs in the book had stopped 'talking' to me. I felt emptiness in my heart, there was no more connection to the Universe, as I thought, - and that could mean only one thing: I hadn't passed the test MG said to me about at the meditation, I was not brave enough: I should not have phoned the Teacher! - that's why the Magnet had been cut.

I had other 'tests' like that one. All of them of the same kind: to check my ability to overcome the fear. To be able to keep it secret from others that I was taking those tests. So, I was suddenly frightened, by means of the hypnotic suggestion about something horrible that would take place soon, that something was threatenning my life, that I would die. (Sure, I didn't know that it had been a suggestion, otherwise no test could have been made). And I didn't ask myself questions: why? why do I think that I should do that, that I should keep silence about it? or what makes me think that I would die? That was how he did it: the fear he made me feel was without any reason, and any thought about analysing what was going on with me, was immediately deleted from my mind. I hadn't had the Channel with MG talking to me yet, but he had already made the connection to control me and to make remote hypnotic suggestions . I didn't know about that , and I didn't remember of his predictions about the tests. (Only sometimes, just for a moment I might remember, and then forgot again!) At Kundalini meditation he said that if I had passed the tests I could have some awesome Channel and the life full of wonders, I could enter his family, and be connected to everybody on the Channel - to him, to the Teacher, to other people of their society. And to God.

I had passed some of the tests.

I hadn't passed that last one. No connection to God because of that. Sure, if I hadn't been under MG's control that absurd thought would have never come to my mind. God is connected to and loves all of us. No Mr.G. could disconnect anybody from God. But he had erased my thoughts, and there were only his suggestions instead. But I had no idea that something like that was possible, that I was under control of that amiable person, Mr.G., that my Teacher was just his assistant, not the main figure, and that they were using me for their unethical experiments! I had no ideas of mine at all at that time. Only his. And I was punished for violating his rules by asking the Teacher about help - I remembered only that part of predictions at Kundalini meditation: I won't have the Channel because I haven't passed the test as I called the Teacher.

This is how he made me wish the Channel so much!

[shimmeryf]

Dear Irisha

Stay strong !Your life story is worth reading.A lesson to many .I wish you get stronger to an extent that this channel gets broken.

For many many years almost 10 years ,I had an entity attached to my crown chakra .My third eye /wisdom was completely blocked .Another entity remained attached at the back of navel chakra.This attachment was done by somebody who wished me deprived of my relationships.

I was impulsive,suffered severe hormonal problems ,had an unstable temperament .
I knew i was making wrong moves ,hurting people around me but i was helpless.i prayed to God to show me light and i could come out of this but it happened only two years back .Many people helped me on my path and here i am ,a better person indeed ,progressive and still on my way to get better.

I have now learnt that it only happened when i was determined to protect myself and get my wisdom back.
Yes connecting to source and calling upon angles did help.A kundalini master helped me too.

Blessings on your way
HIna

[Irisha]

Thank you, Shimmeryf! Your story makes me say O.M.G. It's increadible what sometimes may happen!

Sorry if I sometimes post my replies not in a proper way, make wrong choice of words. MG tries to interfere with my writing, my thoughts, erases my memory, so I don't do it in the way I could and wanted to do as compared to how I would if I were free of him. Especially if he takes efforts to make things even worse. Then I have just like a white spot with no thoughts at all in my head.
He is an expert in doing that to people.
Not always I can edit the text, because this function is active only during one day.

I remember how difficult it was to focus when he had started the Channel. It's like doing several things simultaneously , - you could do them much better separately - not together. Now it's easier for me to overcome that, and to follow MY thoughts, to ignore HIS. He does it not always, from time to time, but it's enough to make doing things harder.

After I had lost the Magnet I had been suffering for three days without it. I wanted to correct what I had done, and told the Teacher that I was wrong asking for help, that I remembered that prediction from the Kundalini meditation ("Oh, you've remembered?!" - he said. Yes, I've remembered some part of that session with MG about the lost Channel because of my asking for help.) "What can I do now, - I asked L. - to restore it?" "Wait, - he said, - only wait".

This is how it was done. I asked about the Channel myself, they made me want it to be implanted!

[Midnite]

Irisha I want you to try something out for me.

I hope your visualisation skills are up to scratch.

I firstly want you to visualise yourself placing a glowing white helmet over your head. It needs to made of a very thick a solid white material that you need to mentally affirm is indestructable and impenetrable.

Here is a picture for guidance.




I then want you to imagine your entire mind and head becoming brighter. Think of your brain and your skull beginning to shine white. Concentrate a really heavy amount of Light inside your head. More and More and just burst it in your mind until your whole body is shaking with the torrent of energy being charged in your mind. Swirl it harder and faster like a hydro dam creating electricity. Super charge it.

I then want you to think of your aggressor, bring an image of him into your mind, or feel his energy. Place both the palms of your hands in the air in front of you.
I then want you to visualise him/it being surrounded by a large black sphere of jet black material. That material needs to be shinny almost metalic black.

Here is an example:




Now visualise him being covered in a very tormenting gulf of black flames that starts to burn his body inside that black sphere. Concentrate harder. Bring up an image of his chakra system and start burning their very threads of energy, rip them apart, focus hard on his chakras and cover them in smaller black spheres to completely cut them off. Focus on his nervous system and start visualising black flames travelling up his nerves and blood system. Finally finish with his mind and do exactly what you did with the white energy with your mind, and instead use black flames.

Black flames




Tell him if he ever contacts you again, you will instruct somebody to drag his soul into Hell.

Let me know how you go.

[bluestar]

The things MG has done with you are brainwashing techniques. It makes me quite angry that a person feels they have a right to behave this way to another Soul. That they have become untouchable.
I am quite amazed as well, that he has no concept of his own state of Being as his own creation, which he will have to face and experience fully himself.

Midnite's suggestion is a very powerful visualization.
I definitely think that it is time for this evil MG has sent upon you to be put to death.

[Irisha]

Thank you, Midnite, it's a really impressive visualization. I've tried it, but MG was laughing at me. I think, Bluestar, he is sure to feel himself untouchable.
I am to admit, that I've had so much energy recently! I cannot but notice that! I am not walking, but flying. Either some psychics give me this energy (Thank you A LOT!), or MG ( he sometimes does it to me, when he wants it for this or that reason). I feel embarrassed about the origin of this energy. It's not in the interests of MG to supply me with it now, but he behaves very often in a paradoxical way according to his own plans and goals. That's why I cannot help taking that into account.
I think MG has known beforehand about the visualization. Because he is always some steps ahead of me, of what is going to take place with me. When I had that private session with him and L., he said that after he had given me the Channel, "People tried to get rid of me, they sent arrows against me, even poisoned arrows!"- he started laughing at that moment. And I really sent him back that Channel, and arrows, and was making a mirrow around me, and the wall of fire, - and then remembered how he was saying about that and was laughing, - he knew how to make my efforts helpless, how to destroy what hadn't been created against him yet. Just by forseeing it, and saying about it long before it had happened.

This is how he made it impossible for me to use any methods of psychic defence.

It is known that we see the reality and the outer world using sensor (conscious) and sub-sensor (unconscious) methods. 97% of our psychological activity is subsensor (unconscious). Only 3% is conscious. (Sorry about terminology). MG works on my subconscious level. It is thousands times more effective to achieve the results he needs. He had implanted the things on my subconscious level that are 97% stronger than those I have to use against him consciously.
That is why I say: to fight against him using conscious level methods is useless.

BE VERY CAREFUL, GUYS, about these 97% SUBCONSCIOUS LEVEL METHODS!!!
Having been implanted like this you don't have your way back!.. Only by means of a MORE POWERFUL SUBconscious level method you may find your way to your former "I". ( I F you find it... How to find it? Consciously? 3% against 97%? ). I have been doing it for 19 years, - and haven't found.

[MysteryX]

Midnite, it's really interesting how you come up with advanced discoveries of Alchemy on your own.

You are using the shiny black flame (physical plane energy) and shiny white flame (soul energy) in very interesting ways.

Unfortunately, the techniques you gave Irisha and the techniques I gave him don't seem to work for him.

I also came onto an interesting care with a girl here. She is unable to visualize a teal flame (or any other alchemic flame) within her. She locked up a part within herself to avoid pain from the past. It's locked in a safe near her heart. She wasn't ready to open it yet, and since she was only able to use the teal flame around her, I had to do all the work. She'll need to open that box in order to be able to start using the teal flame... and who knows what's locked in there! (can of worms...) We'll need to work on that next time I see her...

What would be required in order for Irisha to be able to start using these techniques?

[veloci]

Uh oh... Mr. MG is going to be in for a big surprise with Midnite...

[Irisha]

MysteryX,
Actually I know how to use these techniques, I had studied yoga before I met MG, and I met him due to my yoga practicing, I feel it.
So, I'd practiced visualization methods before. The problem is how to use them now, when he is always present in my consciousness - call it a telepathy, or a distant hypnotic suggestion, - doesn't matter. I call it telepathy, because the communication with him is always so up to date, his interference is always concerning the events that are taking place right now, concerning the thoughts I am having at the moment, - so everything is happening as in the real time TV program when you can take part in it, can ask your questions by phone, and immediately receive the answers.
So, when I try visualization, - he is present here, - and he certainly starts interfering, makes blocks, - or he even doesn't need to make these blocks, because his very presence neutralises any effect of a visualization.

He said right now, that , sure, my visualization takes an effect on him, - but it's just like a mosquito bite for him.

[Irisha]

So, the information MG has implanted into the subconscious mind is thousands times more effective than the information received by the conscious mind because according to the scientific investigations 97% of the psychic activity takes place in the subconscious mind, and only 3% - in the conscious mind.

When 3 days later after I had lost the Magnet I suddenly felt it was started again (it was different, not of the same type), - what was it? An implant which started to work because it had been made before in my subconscious mind, or was it MG's direct distant working with me?

Then I heard his voice. He was shouting like from the distance, and his voice sounded younger than it was: "It's me, your Teacher" (as if he, not L. were my Teacher.) Why younger? Because he wanted me to like him more as he started sexually abuse me later. So, what was it? Again a hypnotic suggestion - made before? or, distantly, at that moment?
I felt and feel it like a telepathy contact.

When I felt the Magnet again, when I heard him talking to me, answering my questions, showing me various pictures (he showed me himself, how he looked like when he was 30) - can you imagine how happy I was that this is taking place? I had the Magnet again, I had the Channel - how he called it now, - MG was talking a lot , -and about the things which interested me very much, and I could not only hear his voice, but could 'see' him. He said that L. is also on the Channel, and I can talk to him as well. He made it in the way that for short periods of time I saw L, and heard his voice when he wanted to say something.

How did he do that? I don't know. Maybe these 97% were working, because of his implant, and he had made me a clairvoyant and a claircognisant? I still think it was made telepathically, because I am not a clairvoyant by myself, - only when he wants, and only within the limits he imposes. What I mean by 'my' clairvoyance, or claircognisance is that he often tells me (or the implant works like this?) about the events that will take place in my life (sometimes in the life of other people) in various periods of time - in a month, in a day, in an hour.

If it was an implant it was working in a very specific way, I would say.

Again there were his rules.
For ex., I was supposed to get up very early, and as I am not and always have not been an early riser, it was hard for me.
I was supposed to change my food habits.
I was supposed to stop drawing my pictures(!). I will never forgive him for that.
I was supposed to stop writing (I am a writing person, and he forbade it because he didn't want me to keep writing about all the events in a chronological way).
I was supposed to keep silence about the Channel, and about everything connected with it, and with L., and MG.

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by MysteryX

Midnite, it's really interesting how you come up with advanced discoveries of Alchemy on your own.

You are using the shiny black flame (physical plane energy) and shiny white flame (soul energy) in very interesting ways.

Unfortunately, the techniques you gave Irisha and the techniques I gave him don't seem to work for him.

I also came onto an interesting care with a girl here. She is unable to visualize a teal flame (or any other alchemic flame) within her. She locked up a part within herself to avoid pain from the past. It's locked in a safe near her heart. She wasn't ready to open it yet, and since she was only able to use the teal flame around her, I had to do all the work. She'll need to open that box in order to be able to start using the teal flame... and who knows what's locked in there! (can of worms...) We'll need to work on that next time I see her...

What would be required in order for Irisha to be able to start using these techniques?

I have learnt everything I know from 2-3 Higher Beings. All of whom break every law in the book. More importantly, I do not feel Irisha truly wants MG gone, this feeling may be directed as a psychic deterrent from MG, but for whatever reason he has, nothing is going to save him from what I'm about to do.

Originally Posted by veloci

Uh oh... Mr. MG is going to be in for a big surprise with Midnite...

Irisha I would normally ask your permission, but in the scheme of things I don't even need it... I have a technique up my sleeve that I have been wanting to test out on someone/something. Extremely forbidden in every possible way.

[Irisha]

OMG, I don't want to make any harm to anybody.
If it's forbidden, it means it's really harmful.
I can't give my permission.
Sorry.
I am very grateful for your wish to help me.
But let God punish him. Please, Midnite, don't make harm to your own karma.
I am not authorized to judge anybody.
I am here just to inform people about my experience, so that everybody were aware about the things.
Let Mr.Gofman talk to you if he does.

[MysteryX]

Indeed, Irisha, you're holding onto it subconsciously.

Which is a bit tricky since your own will and Mr.G's will are blended together.

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by MysteryX

Indeed, Irisha, you're holding onto it subconsciously.

Which is a bit tricky since your own will and Mr.G's will are blended together.

This is precisely correct. Irisha does not truly want Mr.G gone, she therefore only half-heartedly performed any techniques given to her. There is in fact an incredible blend of two entities here. I also saw how her chakras were basically externally linked to his own in a very complex manner.

@Irisha

I am afraid all that's left of 'Mr.G' are thought-forms and what ever else is remnant in your mental subconscious acting against you. I will work to now remove these as well. Thought forms were developed over years of consistent recognition. You yourself may just blow these up with white energy. I feel that I personally may not be 100% sucessful if the victim does not want to be helped in the first place.

Originally Posted by Irisha

If it's forbidden, it means it's really harmful.

This is correct.

I can't give my permission.

I don't need it.

I am not authorized to judge anybody.

I know beings that are...

[JSB]

Remind me never to piss you off.

Originally Posted by Midnite

This is precisely correct. Irisha does not truly want Mr.G gone, she therefore only half-heartedly performed any techniques given to her. There is in fact an incredible blend of two entities here. I also saw how her chakras were basically externally linked to his own in a very complex manner.

@Irisha

I am afraid all that's left of 'Mr.G' are thought-forms and what ever else is remnant in your mental subconscious acting against you. I will work to now remove these as well. Thought forms were developed over years of consistent recognition. You yourself may just blow these up with white energy. I feel that I personally may not be 100% sucessful if the victim does not want to be helped in the first place.


This is correct.


I didn't need it.


I know beings that are...

[Irisha]

I want to get rid of him.
Sometimes I don't want when he makes me think about that good time I had with him on the Channel (Sometimes he took care of me.)
I don't know what to do about it.
I try to want as much as possible to get rid of him. I try to want. I try to want.
But I would lie if I said that I could make me want it completely.
How to make one want something? It's a subconscious side of things.
I want him to be a better person, to make him stop doing that nasty stuff, do only good things using his abilities.
But he doesn't want, and never will.
I know it's so stupid of me. He will never change himself for the better. God has created him like this: a sadist.
I have to admit that. Though I am not a mazochist.
Maybe it's he who makes me think like this, want like this. Who knows what else he has implanted in my subconscious mind.
The only thing I am sure about is : God knows everything. God makes him do that kind of things. God makes me do this kind of things.
No free will.
Sorry if you don't like it.

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by Irisha

I want to get rid of him.
Sometimes I don't want when he makes me think about that good time I had with him on the Channel (Sometimes he took care of me.)
I don't know what to do about it.
I try to want as much as possible to get rid of him. I try to want. I try to want.
But I would lie if I said that I could make me want it completely.
How to make one want something? It's a subconscious side of things.
I want him to be a better person, to make him stop doing that nasty stuff, do only good things using his abilities.
But he doesn't want, and never will.
I know it's so stupid of me. He will never change himself for the better. God has created him like this: a sadist.
I have to admit that. Though I am not a mazochist.
Maybe it's he who makes me think like this, want like this. Who knows what else he has implanted in my subconscious mind.
The only thing I am sure about is : God knows everything. God makes him do that kind of things. God makes me do this kind of things.
No free will.
Sorry if you don't like it.

For some reason you have accepted this as God's Will. You have accepted his mental abuse against you as just 'fate' or even deeper to the fact that he was in the right, for doing so.

Everything is God. However everything has not realised it is God. Meaning that everything that has already achieved this self-realisation should work on giving such a gift to others too. Sometimes it can be as simple as an inspiring discussion. Sometimes it can extend all the way to what I like to label as 'tough love'. The Realisation will come nonetheless.

Mr.G was abusing his powers instead of helping others realise their God-self and helping them develop towards a state of Oneness and spiritual unity.

I am giving you a chance at emotional/spiritual freedom. Don't you dare try to bring him back and closer to you.

By the way. I forgot to ask you. Can you hear 'him' right now?

[Irisha]

Yes, I can hear him right now.

[Irisha]

He even said that if you tried to do something against him, nothing would happen.
I wanted to post that. He said: no, don't post . Because he doesn't want to be bothered by your trying to use your technique.
Then , when I was typing my previous reply ,he expressed his attitude towards it , was laughing.
Then I was reading somebody's thread about life after death, and he said that he can connect to the dying people, and he knows for sure that there is nothing on the other side. Absolutely nothing. We were discussing that.

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by Irisha

He even said that if you tried to do something against him, nothing would happen.
I wanted to post that. He said: no, don't post . Because he doesn't want to be bothered by your trying to use your technique.
Then , when I was typing my previous reply ,he expressed his attitude towards it , was laughing.
Then I was reading somebody's thread about life after death, and he said that he can connect to the dying people, and he knows for sure that there is nothing on the other side. Absolutely nothing. We were discussing that.

From what you have said here, it sounds like a thought-form.

It has the tinges of a demonic being, however the carry-through is not there.

I have died before. I have personally seen the afterlife.

However your thought-form friend here no longer has the power he originally may of perceived to have. It may be hard to accept, but he is no longer in control of you. It is in fact the other way around.

Would you like to know how I know this?

[Irisha]

Sure, I would like to know about it.
As for the afterlife, he says he can communicate with the dead, - but it doesn't mean there is afterlife. He (and others who can) communicate with the images of their subconscious mind.

[Midnite]

Originally Posted by Irisha

Sure, I would like to know about it.
As for the afterlife, he says he can communicate with the dead, - but it doesn't mean there is afterlife. He (and others who can) communicate with the images of their subconscious mind.

The universe without filters is just a large sea of blackness with white souls bopping up and down. Life is an illusion, not death. Nothing is able to control you if you do not want it to... You are a fragment of God and nothing is allowed to infringe against Free Will, unless it's somewhat demonic. I have personally killed Demonic thought forms - even a fragment of Satan. I have been ambushed left, right and centre. I have dragged into the pits of Hell and was personally trained there by a teacher. All was an illusion for the education of the Soul. It is exactly the same as life itself.

You do not truly want this being gone, because he is your power. Your cause of interest, your method of separation from the masses. He is what defines you.

Last night I crashed in next to you and saw that this being was using a human puppet. That human puppet had his soul snatched out of his body. I then saw the true nature of the being that looked like it was out of our dimension. You had gone through something that angered/depressed you, and this is what attracted it. And you accepted this new found power. There is no Mr.G. For a name would imply that being is other than a mass of energy, which highly directs me to a negatively polarised thought form instead of a multi-dimensional being. Something as powerful as a multi-dimensional being has no use for you. You are too boring for something like that to care.

From what you express, this thought form of yours likes to believe he has powers. I can assure right now, he hasn't even scratched the tip of the ice-berg. More importantly, you want him to have powers. If this being was all he was cracked up to be, I would be hearing him in my mind right now, instructing me to kill myself and stop playing with him. I speak to a great many Higher / Lower beings every single day.

I just performed a simple technique of creating a white hole in 'his' existence, and I heard him swearing at me. It means he is not very powerful at all. I have incarnated from a group of Demonic beings who waged wars against the universe. This thing looks like a puppy in comparison.