Possession of spirits in me and Sleep paralysis: HELP ME...

[freshmilkzone]

Hi Erich,

I'm an Asian male 26 living in Singapore. I have read your article on sleep paralysis and I think this is a very bold and new take on this subject.

I've been having sleep paralysis every night to the extent that I feel so tired and I do not look forward to sleeping every night.
My ex girlfriend had an abortion before. Being Asians, we put altars for the spirit. As this baby is not born yet, I went to the temple to make a donation for the baby. Thus the baby followed my back home and caused me sleepless nights.

One week later I went to a psychologcal course in Taiwan, that course was to help a person by touching into their subconsious. The person is a teacher. Halfway thgouthout the course, the baby came out and manistested in me I started losing control of my body and I speak and reacted like a baby. I cannot sleep every night. That ordeal was suppressed by sleeping pills. During my sleep, I woke up to send these spirits off to heaven. They were like using me as a vessel to get what they want. I had a Thailand amulet which my friend passed to me. It possessed me too. This incident happened a year ago.

When I came back to Singapore, My girlfriend brought me to a psychtrist but I still can't sleep. I went to a psychic for help. Throughout a 5 hour session, the psychic summoned alot of spirits into me and tried to bring it back to where they come from. It came to the point where there were uncountable spirits around me. How do I know it? I can feel it as different spirits got in and out of my body.

Next I went to a medium that purged all the spirits out of me. From then onward, I've been very weak in my body and also my mind.

I used to be very sucessful but I've grown to be very weak. The sleep problems continued. That was 2 months ago. Until a friend of mine told me that I had an incident that happened to me which my subconcious choosed to bury it, thus my character. He kept asking me to look into my subconsious. He told me our subconsious have a devil and an angel. I managed to communicated to both of them in my dream. One night when I was sleeping, I heard a voice telling me that I've been sexually abused when I was a boy.

I remembered when I was 6, I got lost near my home and I forgot what happened after that. My friend came and pick me up and my subconsious took over me. The angel and the devil started their "debate" in my friend's car. It was horrible, me reaccounting the facts that my subconsious sought to bury for 20 years. I was brought to a staircase and the man took his finger to poke into my *******, causing me to bleed, gave me a blowjob and nearly sodomised me till a woman came down and saved me. I can reaccount these but I do not remember this. Then my teacher came into my subconsious mind to help me. I can feel my teacher is sleeping and she is able to talk to me using her mind and I can listen to her instructions. She took over my mind with the angel, the devil, the hurt me and her are inside me.

She got out of my mind after I stabilised. After this incident I felt better. I am able to see the world more clearly. The problem is I still can't sleep peacefully. My head is going crazy with werid dreams going on in me 15 minutes after I fell asleep, I will always wake up in fear.

In the morning, I will be too weak to wake up. It feels that there is something pressing me down. I feel that during the time when I was asleep, my brain is like a radio with all the scrambled signals and I also wake up in dreams not realizing that it's a dream. Which means that I will dream of a dream which I think is reality and I will live, sleep and do things in that dream. I will also hear a loud buzzing noise or sometimes a screech in my ears just before I wake up

Can you please help me?

Thank you

[HADESDESTROYEROFALL]

I understand you have issued forth this email sometime ago, I dunno why I have come on here to post a reply but something told me i should - (seeing as everyone just leaves it) let me know if you get this and i would like to offer up some instruction. No matter what if you keep positive and maintain a positive attitude you are going to benefit from this 10000000000% if you make it out the other end of this dark tunnel you will keep the strength acquired during the battle (you are only weakened from the constant turmoil) furthermore - KEEP POSITIVE and stop seeing those weird people they just make it worse - you all have no idea what your doing hahaha

Furthermore - its obvious you are telling the truth - there is so much truth within your story - maybe you have been hit with this too much too quick - nevertheless remember about the light at the end of the tunnel

Stay Strong!