Can any body help?

[Keithd]

On and off for decades I have suffered from something, I'm not sure what. It involves me getting a migraine like headache, feeling sick but not actually being so, which usually is so bad I have to go to bed then within hours of this pain starting I'll hear, or read something and the symptoms disappear. Three or four particlar incidents spring to mind. First, was April 1987 when I had my own business a headache came on at 12midday exactly. It was accompanied by a great need to get home so I went arriving home to be presented with one of my 3month old twins who had stopped breathing in her cot(it's ok we gave her cpr and she survived). The second was a few years later. Unknown to me my wife had found a lump in her armpit and had gone to the doctor who had sent her to the hospital for tests. It was the day that she went to get the results that it happened again. Similar things happened when the cancer came back the 3 times before she died. I have not had an 'episode' until a few years ago when I was in bed after a night shift and was woken by one of these headaches. A few hours later I was phoned by the manager of the hospital where I work to tell me that one of the patients had made a allegation of assault against me & that I was suspended and there would be an enquiry. Eventually it was found there was no case to answer and I went back to work. The latest was only 26th June I was actually on holiday and was feeling rubbish all day warding off a headache so I could pack and travel home when I found out that the internet business I had invested all my money in had in fact gone bust as somebody else was actually doing for free the service I was supposed to sell. Now for the question - Are these just coincidences? If no then why is it only bad/negative news that has this effect? Could I train/be trained to do the same for positive/happy things? Sorry to go on so, Regards, Keith

[codenamesmiley]

This reminds me of the German Proverb ~If one does not want to see, neither light nor glasses will help~

Odds are...that you do have something happen, when there is something positive to come. Problem is, that you only take note of the headache connected to negative things, because it interferes with your day and you notice it better.
Watch for the flutter in your ribcage.
(put the back of your hand against your open eye and blink rapidly...that fluttery tickly feeling...)
Or perhaps...if your head is the place where these things occur physically...you may take note the times where you feel a little lightheaded for no reason..(not a heavy gravity type of dizzy...but the "giddy teen crush" feeling inside your chest and head). Of course this is how it happens for me, and everyone is different.

I cannot recall where I read or heard this, but I am under the understanding that you can meditate and program yourself to receive signals a certain way, so that you know what it is, when you feel it. (or you can get into meditation and ask your body to show you what is the signal for something actually positive that is happening around you. Do it several times, for several nights, so that you can be positively sure and recognize it when it happens.)

Blessings,
Rebecca