I'm confused...Can you guys help?

[1520SA]

If you can't help, at least I have some peace in knowing that the judgements will be less harsh than the people I have confided in until now! I have been dreaming for the last 3-4 years of crazy things. Mostly random dead people. I don't mean people who died violently and are communicating with me for help in finding their peace or anything remotely hollywoodish or bad sci-fi movies. I mean, old people who are hanging out watching and complaining about the running panty hose their daughter put on them, or making sure that the choir director chose the right people for the program they died to quickly to complete. Sometimes, rarely, it is a violent death, or someone who needs to go somewhere, but doesn't know how. It's not like I'm helping them, or even talking. I'm just watching. So, long story long, a few months ago, I woke up (again) having a nightmare (again) and I just started talking to whoever might hear me, although the existence of such a person is very much debatable, and asked for a reason, or a clearer sign that this is real and not just my screwed up brain selecting the most random and obscure dream material. Now, almost ever time I look at a clock, it is the same numbers. Such as 2:22 or 4:44 or 12:12. It used to surprise me, but now I am somewhat annoyed. It seems like another obscure signal. Something that took me a while to even pick up on. But I have, and over the last few weeks, the occurances are happening more frequently. So now what? What am I suppossed to do with this? With any of this? I feel helpless and somewhat irritated. I know this is long and if anyone even took the time to read it I appreciate you even if you cannot help.
Thanks.