(PLEASE REPLY HELP)Why can't my family just leave me the ♥♥♥♥ aone

[IamScotti]

I'm tired of this ♥♥♥♥, I dropped out of school. I'm 16 years old and I'm getting sick of my "family" members rushing me to pick a career or a boring job. I'm getting my GED by the way. I don't see why they just can't ♥♥♥♥ing wait and see what happens with my life. And now my 27 year old sister that's visiting for the holidays says I need to study for the GED, I really don't feel like I have to, and now shes making me tomorrow morning. I really wish there was a way for me to manifest or attract them to shut the ♥♥♥♥ up and just leave me alone and let me do what I want to do with my life, in 2 years I'll be 18, If haven't done anything productive, oh well that's me. They don't realize that I don't need money to be happy, they're always worried about my future. LIKE WORRY ABOUT YOUR BORING ASS LIFE, I DON'T WANT TO HEAD DOWN THE SAME BORING PATH AS YOU. And since I'm tall you won't BELIEVE what they keep telling me. They always say I'm a waste of height and that I wasted my time not playing basketball in high-school and that I could of gotten a scholarship. They're like "you could of made us some money" they're so ♥♥♥♥ing selfish, they just want me to be successful because probably just don't want that black sheep of the family. I considered suicide for a split a second to get myself out of this situation, I don't want to just submit to them. THEY'RE HAS TO BE A WAY TO GET THEM TO SHUT UP.