How to indicate the real purpose?

[kangkung]

Hi gentlemen,
I never think before if one day i will found such this stevepavlina website and return to this forum. I need an advice about how to indicate our Pupose. I had listening steve’s podcast about purpose and how to observe it then doing some test.But, basically, i think i have been found my purpose.

This is my story, i have run a business since 2008 as a contractor for build a private house and the Interior fixtures and i have a side job as a lecture to teach 3Dsmax computer software for Interior design use. For this 2011, i’ve lost many orders from my plan and ain’t got any project to do. This situasion drive me to think about my passion I think my passion is in this kind of business. I like buildings, i like business and also leadership. But honestly, i realised i don’t really create a great job in this business. On the other hand, i think that i can do a better perform in teaching 3dsMax software. 3dsmax software is such a program to build a 3 Dimention of building design and to visualized them very realistic. I still remember this software is my favor activities in college. I really excited creating buildings and space inside this software becasuse it’s drive me a feeling as if i was a really creator of all. From this software i start to design buildings and interiors eventhough my background is industrial designer and i have a experience too as a graphic designer for 2 years and use a graphics vektor base software called Macromedia Flash at that time. Consequently, i come more really excited everytimes i build my own design. For trully, it wasn’t pure my design, i use many reference to create a desing to meet my client needs. But, i don’t really have a adequate knowledge about architecture design and interior design. But i like this business, i like helping people to find their needs to have a house. But, i can really a great perform to do that.

The one think for sure whics is bringme to the excitement of Buildings & Interiors is 3DSMAX software. But, in my country, 3D artist i s just an operator staff level with a low paycheck. For other options to work as a lecture or instructor for this software is also the same low of their can earns.
I can indicate, the most highly skills applied on me is to use this software, yes people looking for me to ask me createing a design for them. On the other side, i don’t really perform good in business.

How can i indicate the real purpose of mine ? Which one ?


Thank you for any advice.

I'm sorry if write a bad English

[kangkung]

Ohh, come on guys..