How to reach my goals or find new ones?

[gene2009]

Hi everybody,
This is my last thread about my problems because I won't return to this stuff more in the future.
I'm looking for new ideas to improve my life. I just want to reach my goals or to find new ones which i'll be able to achieve.
I'm not feeling a depression, no. I just try to re-start myself because i had had so many failures for the last 2 years, when I ever tried my best.

Well, my main problems which aren't allow me to be a success;
1. SPEED - I cannot work fast at my computer with my two working fingers. I spend to 2 hours up on things that take 15-20 minutes to do them. Ok, if you spend 15 minutes to typing a text, i'll do the same work for 2 hours. For example, i launched my website and i ran it during 6 months. I did all I could with it, but then i understood i hadn’t did enough much work for those 6 months. I didn't lose my motivation to run that project. Simple, I understood there's no sense to go on it with my lowest efficiency factor. There's just one example of my action.
2. NO MONEY TO REACH MY GOALS - I have no money enough ever to hire skillful men to help me with my online projects. I make some money online; however, i'm afraid to invest my limited, hard-earned money into somebody to do the work. I already hired cheap guys and got the cheap result of their work. It sounds like i may invest every penny and i'm afraid to this stuff.
3. I always hurry, and am feeling i do all wrong because i'm a limited person without any deep abilities at all. I know tons different things on very different topics. So fu..ing what of this stuff? - a master of everything is the master of nothing. In other words, i'm a single hand dude on a damned wheelchair and who doesn’t have deep skills in something . Ok, I make a cheap living myself without any donation from others. However, that’s not my goal.
4. I live in a poor country where any action for reaching a goal takes so much force.

Well, about my goals/dreams were and probably still are;
1. Move to another country.
2. Own a sailboat.
Oh, yeah, there're very prosaic goals. Anyway, these ones are my dreams. Now, i see achieving of my goals is a delusion. I should find new goals, but i love boats.
Maybe you have some suggestions to me. Or what would you do if you were me?
Thanks.
Gene.

[tomtomtom]

write a book and hope

[gene2009]

Thank you for your advice.

[BillieAnn]

Do not be nervous about the speed. Some people have lived the lives with out having even goals!!
But take an example,I know, I am not the best, but I must turn on from myself I don't have even English class but I now I understand you and I hope that you will understand me too even with my bad English.
That what I want to tell you is that it is not important the speed, the time is so relatively, I mean, what if you are on time and now, imagine that you live your dream. Do you think it will not be anything you need?
Then there's no rush to somewhere or something?
Relax yourself. See what do you have now and what is beautiful here.
Try to enjoy with yourself here and continue to want a boat.

[gene2009]

Originally Posted by BillieAnn

Do not be nervous about the speed. Some people have lived the lives with out having even goals!!
But take an example,I know, I am not the best, but I must turn on from myself I don't have even English class but I now I understand you and I hope that you will understand me too even with my bad English.
That what I want to tell you is that it is not important the speed, the time is so relatively, I mean, what if you are on time and now, imagine that you live your dream. Do you think it will not be anything you need?
Then there's no rush to somewhere or something?
Relax yourself. See what do you have now and what is beautiful here.
Try to enjoy with yourself here and continue to want a boat.

Thank you friend. I've had my plan to reach my dreams/goals. I think i now know what i have to do. I easy arrive little goals. And i think i can reach much more. I won't more see back and asking people what i should do.
Everybody has his/her own way.
Best of the luck to you

[AZen]

If I were you I would set goals to enjoy life now.

When setting up goals you have to consider that what you will decide to reach, it will define how you will live today. The majority of the time it will be spent going through the path of reaching your goals.

Enjoy the moment and appreciate what you have.

[gene2009]

Originally Posted by AZen

If I were you I would set goals to enjoy life now.

When setting up goals you have to consider that what you will decide to reach, it will define how you will live today. The majority of the time it will be spent going through the path of reaching your goals.

Enjoy the moment and appreciate what you have.

Thank you. Very interesting blog.

[BillieAnn]

Originally Posted by gene2009

Thank you friend. I've had my plan to reach my dreams/goals. I think i now know what i have to do. I easy arrive little goals. And i think i can reach much more. I won't more see back and asking people what i should do.
Everybody has his/her own way.
Best of the luck to you

I'm glad!
Keep it up!
With your thoughts! Your will is most important! All others with their weight ..