I need to work hard and I'm having trouble

[slumberland]

I need to do work that is very difficult for me on a mental/emotional level.

I mean, project-type work. It is difficult because due to circumstances I feel forced, pressured, and full of fears and ambivalent feelings about doing these projects...

But they are projects that otherwise I would be thrilled to do. I would do them out of love but instead I just feel forced so it's tough.

I know there are lots of threads covering this in depth and I'm not saying much to inspire too much of a response. But I guess I just wanted to say something. I think what I need right now is a "Just work in spite of the pain" kind of a thing. Sometimes that's not the case. Sometimes people are in such vulnerable states that they just need love and support and understanding. I think I need to just face the fact that this is going to be painful but to make myself do it. Thanks.

[Sarah Wilson]

If you wanna be completely at ease of your work, just stay motivated of the possible benefits you will get from it. Everything has a risk, whatever you do there's always be a responsibility to take care of. It's just a part of your work. Learn to face it, you will learn to value things if you work hard on it and see that it works well in the end.