My self Image problem

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My Self-Image Problem
I just want to narrate one incident happened yesterday. Now a day’s big festival called Diwali is going on. On this festival people use to light their houses with lamps, distributes sweets, and a lot of shopping. I was also buying the clothes. While searching cloths and trailing dresses whenever I looked in the mirror I felt like ashamed of me, I don’t know why this feeling came in my mind. I don’t like myself in mirror. I was telling myself that, OMG see how fat are you, you are not at all handsome or good looking person, see how oily your skin is, and I continuously felt ashamed or bad about myself.
Why I felt so? Somewhere deep down in my mind I believed that I am not good looking person, I am not handsome.
How to remove this from my mind? Do I really need to look good? No ..I done need to do it.
What I did?
When these thoughts came in my mind I immediately reassured my mind by saying that, nobody is looking at me and even if somebody is watching me still I don’t need to get worried or feeling less confidence. Hence I said to my mind that I don’t need to be identify this thought with me, so I dropped this thought and amazingly ! Those thoughts were disappeared and I did not felt less confident 