Expecting the results - manifestations

[dreamland]

Recently I have experienced some really accurate and fast manifestations (usually it took me some time to manifest something) and I was constantly thinking: wow, this is just crazy... how come it was so fast, incredible!

But now I have this strange confidence (maybe it's the opposite, not sure) that I can manifest anything I want.
That's not the problem (maybe there is no problem at all, I hope to get responses from you dear people ), the thing is.... my mindset now is in constant search for evidence of manifestation.

For example, I go to college, or with friends, and all I am thinking is: is this the day when sth incredible will happen?
Is this the event when my manifestation will occur?
Is this person the one who will connect me with people I want to meet?

Is this bad? All this anticipation and questioning? Is this me dealing too much with the how? Or is it ok?
What say you?

Should I relax more and how or is this mindset just fine?
It's like I am excited at the same time and curious. I am not nervous and I am patient, it's not like it HAS to happen tomorrow, I don't care how long some stuff will take, but I keep guessing all the time....