Expecting the results - manifestations

[dreamland]

Recently I have experienced some really accurate and fast manifestations (usually it took me some time to manifest something) and I was constantly thinking: wow, this is just crazy... how come it was so fast, incredible!

But now I have this strange confidence (maybe it's the opposite, not sure) that I can manifest anything I want.
That's not the problem (maybe there is no problem at all, I hope to get responses from you dear people ), the thing is.... my mindset now is in constant search for evidence of manifestation.

For example, I go to college, or with friends, and all I am thinking is: is this the day when sth incredible will happen?
Is this the event when my manifestation will occur?
Is this person the one who will connect me with people I want to meet?

Is this bad? All this anticipation and questioning? Is this me dealing too much with the how? Or is it ok?
What say you?

Should I relax more and how or is this mindset just fine?
It's like I am excited at the same time and curious. I am not nervous and I am patient, it's not like it HAS to happen tomorrow, I don't care how long some stuff will take, but I keep guessing all the time....

[Rubns]

My experience:

Just observe how your reality shifts. Don't try to figure out how it's going to happen, just observe. The intend-and-forget method is what really works (at least for me) but if you can't do this, just try to observe your reality from a neutral point of view.

Usually, when you use the latter method, the manifestation tends to be slower but it'll eventually occur. It's very useful to find anything in your life to feel good about and using it as an excuse for staying in that good-feeling/neutral place.