Feeling Building™ - The Path

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Starting some kind of journal. Don't expect clarity here too often.

It can't be clearly explained or understood because it's not a material thing neither something that you DO by following some steps. It's just something you ARE. Could you explain for example how to think a thought, how to hear something in your head or how to imagine an orange? I think you "could" only if you're a stubborn, skeptical, logical guy that wants everything explained. How do you think, how do you imagine? You just do, don't you?

What I call Feeling is something... you feel. It's not an emotion. It's a state, a vibration, some kind of energy. For me it's exactly the same thing that creates or shapes a dream. For example when I want to levitate in a dream, I focus on it, I visualize it, I think about it, but it happens when I FEEL it, when I feel that I am lifting up, that's when it happens. It's exactly the same in what we call reality. No, I'm not levitating in reality but I do occasionally manifest some "improbable" things in a matter of minutes, from time to time.

I've always been aware of this Feeling inside that creates or affects reality but I was never fully conscious about it. I've noticed that even when I play some basketball, I have a clear feeling, I feel that it will go in before it does. Last time when I played, it's been a few years since I touched a basketball and I sucked hard at it. Then some guy gave me advice how to shoot and I got all logical about it and I sucked even more. Then pride kicked in and I wanted to prove that I'm better and I started to score: 4 out of 5 on average, one after another. I then noticed that what changed was this: instead of controlling my movement, my hands, instead of focusing on the ball or that ring where the ball goes in (don't know how it's called in english, hoop?), I focused on getting the feeling of the ball going in. I created that feeling like the ball already went in. When the feeling was clear, I just threw the ball and it went in. It worked Every time. Feeling of ball going in - score! Doubting, feeling I might not score, ball bouncing off. This made me think about my whole life and I noticed that everything works that way for me. I get what I feel. Everybody does. Some are aware of the feeling I'm talking about, some are not. Those that are not aware say it isn't true. No problem.

I've decided a long time ago to change my whole way of life, whole way of thinking and doing. I'm already deep in that process but now it's the time that I feel I'm ready to document it in some way. It will probably be vague most of the times because I focus on the inside, not the outside so if logic is your thing, you won't like it. You will be able to Feel what I'm talking about. Empathy will be needed. Otherwise what I will write will be useless to you.

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To be continued...