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Hey everyone, I just wanted to let all of you know that ever since I started asking the angels and the archangels to clear out all my blocks, negative beliefs, cut cords to fear and doubt, cleaning out my chakras, etc. The one thing I now feel is tremendous POWER! In a lot of my angel readings I have done for myself Athena keeps coming up and I know why. For many, many years now I constantly kept giving away my power: I have settled for work that I am not happy in. I have accepted lack and limitation into my life. I did not feel like I had the power change my life for the better. I did not feel in control of my life - my life controlled me! I have accepted crappy love and friend relationships that were not satisfying to me on all levels, etc. I feel like I have completely taken back my power and I am now creating what I want. I am also seeing tons of signs from my angels that change and transformation are on the way. As a matter of fact the main dominating clock sign numbers that keep coming up keep referring to the need for me to remain positive and that that is the determining factor influencing the outcome of everything. I also feel a lot more joyful as a result of getting more insight (honestly, all you really need to work with your angels and archangels if you really want to get ahead in life and manifest what you want), answers and guidance about everything. Before I felt suicidal, depressed and very, very despondant. To be honest with all of you I was so massively depressed that at the end of last year I was going to kill myself and get out. To say that I understand where all of you are coming from is an understatement. But, I want all of you to know that no matter how dark it seems - there is light at the end of the tunnel. I think part of my depression and despair of course was stemming from the fact that I did not see a way to resolve my issues that have be unresolved for over a decade now. I am glad that I put off killing myself and started working with the angels and archangels to get things resolved. Suicide really is not the answer. TAKING BACK YOUR POWER AND KNOWING THAT YOU DESERVE TO HAVE WHAT YOU WANT - THAT IS THE ANSWER! I really hesitated telling all of you that I was very suicidal but I think my saying this is needed. I really think I was going thru what is known as the dark night of the soul and I have emerged back into the light - much more powerful and strong. I know I will get exactly what I have been wanting for over a decade now which is either a lotto win or something even better is going to happen for me. I am NOT accepting any compromise and neither should any of you! Part of being powerful is knowing EXACTLY what you want, clearing out ALL of the blocks and negative beliefs to what you want and knowing you deserve to receive it and are worthy of receiving it! So many of you I see on these threads keep giving away your power which leads to depression and that leads to lack of energy and you just spiral downward. When you clear out all the blocks to your good and your intuition - not only is everything clearer but you will know how to manifest what you want. I, truly cannot emphasize how important it is to not only work with God, and your angels and archangels - but also open up all your psychic abilities so you can hear what they are saying to you. I closed everything down because I was so depressed and did not want to be down here anymore. I am a sagittarius and if you know anything about this sign you will know that this sign tends to get VERY despondent if we are trapped or stuck in anything. This sign of all signs needs complete and total freedom to really truly be happy. So stop giving away your power and know that you do have the ability to get what you want. You just have to have faith and belief in yourself and faith and belief in God and the angels to bring you what you want or something even better at the right and perfect time. You also have to remain positive - this is something that was very challenging to me due to all the depression I was feeling. I am NOT giving away my power anymore! It was just leading me to depression and despair and then that in turn was changing my vibration to the negative and it was NOT at all congruent with manifesting what I want. I am also going to hire a theta healer and really clear out whatever remaining blocks there are. I know that within the next 6 months big, happy, rich changes are going to take place in my life - all the signs are pointing in that direction and I know the angels are sending me lots of hopeful signs. Trust me when you have been as suicidal as I was - the angels know I need signs of hope! Last edited by mallie; 08-25-2011 at 05:41 AM. |
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That was a very powerful testimony to not giving up! I'm sure many here can identify with it, so thanks so much for posting! I see many things in you that I too struggle with, so you spoke for me in more ways than one. Making friends with those that live in the higher realms can certainly be a lifesaver, the angels are right there for us.....thanks again mallie for all you're doing! |
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Thanks AP - I always appreciate your compliments! I do see a lot of depression, despair and frustration on this forum in regards to manifesting things - so I know what everyone is going thru. I have probably gone a lot deeper into the abyss than most people because I think some people think about suicide - but I was going to kill myself and then God told me to get a computer. Can you believe that? I was going to kill myself and our creator tells me to get a computer and yes, people I finally got a computer for the very first time in Jan 2011. The reason I kept putting off getting one is because I am an information junkie, I love reading everything I can get my hands on! It's like I cannot get enough info about everything. Honestly, I can go to any party and talk to just about anyone (and boy do I loooove to party - what sagittarius doesn't! In fact I would never go meditate in a cave unless there was a party in that cave!! lol! So the reason I put off getting a computer - well all of you know how much incredible information is on the web - I just did not want to get information overload! Well, anyway the computer opened up my mind to a lot of reasons why loa was not working for me and led me to healers, etc. I never would have found this had I continued to read magazines and books so the computer was a godsend. God, definetly can send you some practical advice and I told God "fine, I will put off killing myself and get a stupid computer - but if this does not lead to me getting out of my old life - I am done with this lifetime!" I am not going to kill myself to reassure all of you - I am going on to live the life that I have been wanting so desperately for well over a decade now. And once again, my clock sign appeared when I edited this....11:11pm - well now it doesn't say that because I am editing this right now so the time will be different. But I swear I see 11:11 and 1:11 and 2:22 constantly it isn't even funny - I think the angels know I can be prone to thinking negative and they are constantly warning me to stay positive - which I am because I want out of this old life and I want to manifest my hearts desires and I will do whatever it takes to make this happen. Oh, and a bonus for thinking positive - it is EASIER to hear angels guidance when you are positive and joyful! Last edited by mallie; 08-25-2011 at 06:16 AM. |
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You bring up a very good point here mallie, that many people are only beginning to realize and that's how a simple computer, can actually be one of the most important spiritual steps a person takes. I had a hard time with this myself, and didn't believe it at first, but if I were to observe myself, let's say, over the last 10 years, I would have to say that my computer has been such an incredible catylist for me, especially in a spiritual way, as to be completely almost unbelieveable. One other important point that I also think is very subtle but can also be attributed to computers is that, without realizing it, in a round-about way, it can also link you telepathically to other people. Who knows, maybe you were so depressed last year only because you longed for this telepathic link.... and didn't know it, wouldn't that be something? I think in the near future telepathy will play a very important role in our lives, even if right now, we can't imagine it, since our views of this skill, are still somewhat limited. These are just some thoughts to ponder, but it does bring up some interesting things about computers. |
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I was where you are, went through what you describe. I sincerely hope you do better than I did, because it didn't work out for me. I ended up going from extreme peace and well being and trust back to struggling to push back thoughts of suicide.
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I hope you don't mind me jumping in here, but I've come to know mallie a little bit and she's doing so well with her MBO's (most benevolent outcomes) that she's only going to go foreward by leaps and bounds, and I'm sure of this! MBO's are amazingly powerful and life changing, not to mention lifesaving too. I see only success for mallie and great things in her future. I only say this since when a person who incorporates powerful techniques into their lives, .... well then things only get better. So there's always a way.... we just have to find it. | |
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An MBO is a most benevolent outcome you ask of your guardian angel, it's sort of like asking your angels for help, in this case your main angel. This might seem trivial at first, but once you get into it, you'll be amazed at the changes taking place in your life. There is a thread about about this topic which is already going on another forum, here's the link....it's a bit long this thread, but if you take the time to read through it you'll have all your answers. Also the book by Tom Moore "A Gentle way", explains the whole simple process of requesting most benevolent outcomes. If you have more questions about this, it be best to post them in the MBO link I'm going to give you now: The Gentle Way: requesting most benevolent outcomes |
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Hey Lycan, The other thing you may want to consider (I am actually working with someone right now) is working with someone who does SRT clearing and theta healing. Lycan, the biggest thing that can cause depression and suicidal tendencies is having earthbound spirits attached to you. Do you know how many times I would be fine one moment and then have this extremely overwhelming feeling to committ suicide right then and there (oh, yaa, the suicidal thoughts and tendencies have been with me for over a decade now. In fact, to be honest I am surprised I am still alive! I think God or my guardian angels or archangels have stepped in many, many times to override this feeling). In SRT, I found out I had hundreds of earthbound spirits attached to me and they can really mess with your mind and emotions. In fact even doreen virtue in her books has found that practically every person suffering from depression has earthbound spirits attached to them. My SRT person said that with the ascension process going on there is a ton of spirits attaching to people and most people are not even aware this is happening. She said this attachment can happen when you go under anesthesia, do drugs, drink a lot, have a lot of depression and/or negativity, etc. I have gone under anesthesia and many years ago I did a lot of drugs and drank a lot and I have been negative so I am not surprised I had spirit attachment. In fact, ANYTHING that lowers your vibration can pull in these entities and literally drain you of energy, vitality and cause all kinds of emotional upheavals - including suicidals thoughts and tendencies. Worse case scenerio, is you actually commit suicide! Lycan, did you want me to pm you the phone # of this person I am working with - it's worth it to give a few sessions a try and see if it will help you. I know what depression is like and it sounds to me like you are not going to get out of this unless you have some help and if you are being influenced by earthbound spirits - try calling on the archangel Michael to help you with clearing out all these earthbound spirits. I also did that and found a lot of the depression lifting as well as suicide thoughts. I am just working with this SRT/Theta healer to clear out ALL my old money beliefs and old money paradigms, etc. So just let me know if you'd like the phone #. What also helped my depression is just calling upon all of the archangels to help clear this out (esp the archangel Raphael). Also Lycan, I got rid of wheat and gluten and that helped CONSIDERABLY with getting rid of some (not all) of the depression and fatigue! I do not have celiac disease and you don't need to have it to be sensitive to gluten and/or wheat. These 2 can absolutely cause depression. The only way to see if this will help you is to eliminate it out of your diet for at least 2 weeks and see if some or all of the depression will clear up. Clearing out depression requires a multi-faceted approach. Also, fasting will sometimes clear out the cobwebs and balance things out as can going for a reiki healing session. Lycan, you can get rid of the depression but until you do what you want to manifest is going to have a difficult time manifesting into your reality. So you need to take some kind of action and I know with depression you can be VERY unmotivated. So why don't you start with the cheapest and easiest solution. Calling on God, Jesus, the angels and archangels and just ask them all for help and assistance in overcoming your depression and guiding you to the next step you need to take to not only overcome this but to manifest your hearts desires. When your hearts desires seem out of reach it can definetly cause a lot of depression. That is why I know exactly what you are going thru so I kinda know how to help you but you need to take the first steps or you will be stuck in this muck for a long time and the depression will just get worse. Last edited by mallie; 08-25-2011 at 09:45 PM. |
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Dude! I do SRT healings with my healer as well! I didn't know you were aware of that! SRT is probably one of THE most powerful energy healing methods I know of, right next to Theta Healing. SRT is actually THE reason why MOST of my blocks have been removed. I say MOST, because if I had won the big lottery jackpot, I wouldn't have anymore blocks to winning. I'm acting as if, UNconsciously, and I'm even telling my CLOSEST friends that I would've NEVER been able to tell otherwise! My DREAM cars, Bentley's, Ferrari's, BMW's (ESPECIALLY that new 7-Series!), Rols Royce's, and Maserati's, and the Benz's I LOVE are showing up in front of me left and right! I turn and there they are! My DREAM Recording Studio Consoles are on HOLD, thanks to my buddy who located them for me and is keeping them for me until I receive my "investment check" (e.g. winning the lottery) and I found my DREAM home! I am literally RIGHT on the edge! Literally! One more session and BAM! I will win! SOOO excited! Sina |
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Hi Mallie, I feel a lot of hesitation while even asking. I mean I know angels are around by the continuous signs I get but still I cannot ask, I feel like a big block to asking. I do not know if it is because of my unconscious disbelief in angels ( what more evidence can i get of them!?!) or its because my EGO,,, Any suggestions?. This may seem weird that I cannot even ASK but that is the case. And Coincidentially By the end of last year I was also moving towards Suicide.. Around 10 december these angels numbers had started showing up and making my life worse, just confusing me more. One day ( about 2 months later) I went to the market to buy three strips of sleeping pills to end my life. Only when I got there did I found out that you cannot buy medicine like you buy food, you need prescriptionfrom a doctor ( LOL! I've never taken medicine my whole life leave aside once or twice, so didn't really know), even then you won't get that much dose... I sat by the roadside for an hour or so, just watching people pass by,, then I came back... I can't believe now that I could have ended my life then.. Hey Mallie, can I PM you..? I want to share some problem of mine I can't really post here? |
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Hi Circle, have you checked out Angela's link to the thread on MBOs? Have a read through, it doesn't matter if you think your asking for help from Angels or anything else, I'm also of the opinion that it has something to do with speaking to the subconscious, due to a book I read years ago, so I look at it as a combination of the two. But at the end of the day, call it God or anything it does seem to work. I've only been doing these MBOs a couple of days and had great results, not Every time yet, but some and that's better than none. The way I look at all this PD stuff is, if it makes you feel better even if just for a while and prevents you from taking medication or otherwise, then it can only be a good thing. My husband is a pragmatic type individual he has no real spiritual or religious beliefs, but some things (positive thinking/some beliefs) seem to come easier to him so I don't think he's of any need to delve deeper. I believe some individuals are holistic in nature so believing in Angels etc just comes naturally, but my point is it doesn't matter. So after a couple of good days of feeling better due to my MBOs I felt a bit angry yesterday morning and I wasn't particularly nice to some people which didn't make me feel great so I did some PD MBOs and asked for a release of the negative feelings and listened to some Abraham vids and read Maillie's post about 'giving away your power' and started to feel better. Then by the afternoon I felt great, I don't know why but I just got to this stage where I just 'realised' that I really am great and so is my life, am not going to let other people's actions effect me because it's almost saying 'they are better and have power to make me feel this way'. If I have any negative feelings/doubts/thoughts I am taking a shoot them down approach. I don't have time in my life for all this, it's not getting me anywhere so that's it! From now on, I believe..no I know that I am great and my life is great, and it feels good. And yes it almost IS as simple as just making a decision, but it's been bit by bit behind the scenes am sure. I think you need some of that 'I've had enough attitude'! Well I don't know if this hels you or not but I have done an MBO asking for this feeling to stay with me. You could do an MBO (just write it out) asking for the ability to do MBOs, but you'll read all that on the thread. Good luck Circle, I will keep everyone updated on how this goes, am looking forward to some manifestations but do you know what: if they don't happen that's ok too because I'm ok as I am and look forward to working with my angels.
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@Lycan - I am sending you a pm with some info about SRT and the name and phone # of someone you can work with. I think your biggest block that is getting in the way and causing you a lot of depression, etc - are all the negative beliefs you have about money and my guess is you even have deserving and worth issues (we all have them). SRT and even theta healing (but SRT mainly) helps to clear out blocks and negative beliefs at the core/dna/soul level. Until these beliefs are all cleared out you will continue to struggle. That is why I think loa is sometimes a joke! There is a missing ingredient that even the secret failed to reveal and that is you can visualize, affirm and feel good all you want - but if you have negative beliefs at the core/soul/dna/past life level - you will still experience failure to achieve your goals in life or you will achieve them and then lose them, Like you will win the lottery and then lose all your money in 2-3yrs because deep down inside you DO NOT FEEL WORTHY AND DESERVING OF BEING WEALTHY AND HAPPY! It's kinda hard to explain but a lot of our beliefs we have about ourselves, money, success, power, deserving, worthiness, lack and limitation can come from a MULTITUDE of channels. You can form negative beliefs in the womb during the fetal growth stage, if your birth was traumatic ( like I was pulled out with forceps and obviously FORCED out against my will - talk about trauma!) that can impress negative beliefs into your mind. As a child the vast majority of your beliefs are usually formed by age 6. If your parents were hard on you or critical that can affect your success in life. Also you could have made some negative vows of poverty or the need for self-punishment either in this life or a past life and carried it over into this lifetime, there could be residual guilt (maybe you killed someone in a past life for their money and so now in this lifetime you made a vow to be punished and never get wealth yourself) and the list goes on of the multitude of ways in which we can block our good. You see Lycan this planet is supposed to be a garden of eden but all of us have strayed so far from this with our beliefs about life and just how worthy and deserving we are. Without getting controversial here I do blame the church and religion for A LOT of problems on this planet right now because a lot of religions would have you fearing god and thinking that you are nothing more than a sinner and you are going to go to hell. That God is judgemental (God is NOT judgemental - PEOPLE are!) and you are nothing more than a worm and dirt of the earth. Is it any wonder people fear God and do NOT feel at all worthy of the greater good that God has designed for all of us to have! There is HUGE need for people to change their beliefs about God. Now I know A LOT of religious people will fight me to the death on these issues but intuitively I have always had a problem with what the church is saying and what I really believe God really is. The point was really made for me when I read the 3 part (although I think he came out with book #4 now) series called "Conversations with God" by neale donald walsch. I always knew God was like this but the church will have you thinking otherwise and that is really sad. I think more and more people are waking up now and I believe that a lot of people are going to be leaving the church and religion - NOT abandoning God, but abandoning the old worn-out beliefs about God and who he/she really is! @Circle - Yes, feel free to pm me with any of your questions! @ sponge - That is really great the progress you are making. By the way do you want me to send you a personal message to your inbox with the srt/theta healer name and phone #? I am really glad you are making progress with the mbo's. I also like the 2 books about it and it seems to give me more in-depth info about mbo's and even why they don't seem to work sometimes. Also, about your negativity - I think it could either be due to you absorbing someone else's negativity (this can happen if you are married and your spouse is in a bad mood) and you can just visualize surrounding yourself with white light first thing in the morning and you can even ask your angels to help you do this and to keep the white light energy strong and resistant. Or it could be due to some negativity coming to the surface to be healed and released. It sounds like you are also coming into your power and you are so right that when you have that I HAVE HAD ENOUGH type energy - that is when you become VERY powerful and forceful and things definetely start to shift and change all around you. It's when you are weak that things do NOT change because then you don't have enough energy behind your affirmations/mbo's and visualizations. But when you put your foot down and say "I am thru with this and I am not putting up with this crap anymore! I will not accept this into my life anymore! You really start to change your life for the better. Last edited by mallie; 08-26-2011 at 03:09 AM. |
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Also SRT stands for spiritual response therapy - Here is some more info about it Spiritual Response Therapy | Spiritual Healing | Young Living Essential Oils | DianaEwald.com Last edited by mallie; 08-26-2011 at 05:29 AM. |
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I would also like to guide all of you to my new thread I just started in the para/psychic forum. A lot of things like spirit attachment can cause you to feel drained, powerless, depressed and even suicidal. depression/suicide/rage and spirit attachment |
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Good thread. I'm in the abyss of depression too. I would never commit suicide, but sometimes I wish I were dead. Everything was great a couple of months ago. I haven't felt this bad in ten years. I'll get out of this funk sooner or later. It's inspiring to read about people overcoming their situations.
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Thanks! Yaa, I was pretty depressed and I know some people think about suicide and then some people get so deeply despondant and feel so hopeless that they want to kill themselves. Luckily, God and the angels stepped in and intervened in the situation or I would not be here today. Things are looking so much better today than they were at the end of December and there is no way that I will be killing myself. I have gotten a glimpse of the way out and when it is going to end that I feel A LOT more hopeful and all the darkness is gone! Also, your depression could be due to all this new energy coming to the planet. Have you ever taken a look at ChrisL's thread? Consciousness Shift - What's Going on with Everyone - Questions and Support Last edited by mallie; 09-06-2011 at 09:42 AM. | |
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You do not need "archangels", or anything else of the sort; for hope. HOPE is another quality with which you were created... Truly, it's one of the 1st. Central-qualities, with which God created you. - HOPE is ALWAYS available to you, anytime you choose exercising... | |
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Now I get that these shifts back and forth have to do solely with different belief systems. For me, I began to believe I could create my own reality, but then I would shift to old beliefs (which were built up over decades of varying experiences) that I was powerless and unworthy and basically a victim who could not create my own reality. This nullified any progress I made with the belief that I could create my own reality. So I had to dig into the beliefs that were dragging me down. Most material says not to get into that part, to basically repress or deny or ignore it, but having done that, I can tell you with 100% certainty that you cannot ignore counterproductive beliefs into non-existence unless they were very faint, barely formed with little strength. And most people don't discover this material because they were thriving. They discover it because they were struggling. So those beliefs are very strong and need to be actively addressed. Once you begin that process, all the old energy that was wrapped up in the beliefs I no longer desired was freed. I began to relax more naturally. Resistance just dissipated. Revelations started occurring quite consistently. | |
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