Feeling it

[masteredfate]

I know I might be in the wrong section of the forums to thank you all, but I needed to do it. I finally feel like I'm amongst kindred spirits.

I am having this feeling like I'm on the verge of something. My dejavu has returned (which means big, huge, monumental change). But I'm doing something I couldn't do my whole life- I am expecting a good change. My whole life my dejavu was a precursor to something awful (my dad dying, life being thrown into disarray over broken friendships, etc) and I created this fear around it and started to expect bad things to happen. This time, I'm expecting the monumental good. Major dreams coming true, positive large sums of money, just mindblowing success.

Now that I have reached this place- I can't sleep. The anticipation of wondering what it's going to be and where it's coming from. I have that anxious-excitement thing- like on a roller coaster. You know you want to go over the edge, but you can't help but feel that feeling regardless. You know what's coming but you still have to feel that feeling, because it's apart of it.

So I had this thought- literally about 10 seconds ago for the first time ever. What if I need to create the big thing? Like the timing is right, the energy is right, the feeling is right. But I just need to say, "A la peanut butter sandwiches!" so that it can happen.

What do you do when you want more than one thing? I see a new house and my son running up to me in the kitchen. I see myself and my teammate in the office with the woman who is the best manager of the bunch telling me that the other two managers are no longer with the company. I see myself getting promoted. I see a $0.00 balance due on my credit card. I see a large positive balance in my checking and savings account. I see myself on the phone with friends who are amazing. I see myself traveling the world. I see myself writing wonderful words that really affect people in a positive way and getting paid to do it.

But this is a one thing thing. It's not like I can't manifest other things.
How do you choose which thing? I know I can manifest millions of things- but I need to focus on just one. Manifested a red car driving down the street at Walgreens in literally 2 minutes tonight. I really believe I have manifestation down pat almost. My visualizations work well. And I am rightthere with the letting it go.

I feel like I have found the place where someone will say the words that will spark an understanding that I have been searching for. I have the key. I've unlocked the door. Need a little help turning the handle.

I KNOW the right person(s) is/are reading this. Thank you sooo much in advance. I am eternally grateful.

[geniegal]

don't look for the big idea. relax, know it will come to you then think of something else.

I read in richard wiseman's 59 seconds book to do a word puzzle before making a big decision as it occupies your conscious mind while the subconscious gets to work on the decision.

this could be parallel to that. in the 'counting money works ' thread in this forum, they advocate doing the viuslisation then intuitively stopping and letting the god force do its work. the opportunity will come to you.

and now its time for me to bath the kids!

[ChannelingMyself]

Originally Posted by geniegal

don't look for the big idea. relax, know it will come to you then think of something else.

I read in richard wiseman's 59 seconds book to do a word puzzle before making a big decision as it occupies your conscious mind while the subconscious gets to work on the decision.

this could be parallel to that. in the 'counting money works ' thread in this forum, they advocate doing the viuslisation then intuitively stopping and letting the god force do its work. the opportunity will come to you.

and now its time for me to bath the kids!

Great advice, things always seem to happen faster when we keep our conscious minds out of the way of the sub-conscious mind.

[karn]

Hi mastered fate,

There is our part and then there is god/universes part. Our part is to keep the faith and believe and expect that what we have asked for is going to manifest. The universe knows what we want but it also knows when the best time is to manifest it so that it is in everyones best interest. Your part is to ask the universe, god, angels, guides (whatever you feel comfortable with) what is your part to do. You will be shown what that is. It could be that there is nothing for you to do right now except be patient and wait (boy, that is easier said than done cuz I think that is what I am supposed to do right now). Sometimes action is not needed and if it is you will be shown what to do.

Like my parents right now have been getting their house fixed up for the past year and they are kinda depressed cuz they want to move to a better city but they don't have the money to do it. I told them I specifically see (clairvoyently) a for sale sign in their front yard and obviously the universe has been getting them to get the house in order cuz they are going to be moving, it's just right now it is hard for them to believe this.

Just get things in order and prepare to receive so that when you do receive your good it doesn't throw you off. Expect the best to come and it will and just keep meditating, praying, visualizing (whatever you do) the best outcome for your situation. I'm sure everything has been set up and is ready to go at just the right and perfect time and you are probably just feeling the energy of the new cycle of new good coming into your life and my guess is that you will start seeing evidence of this coming soon. Keep us posted! Hope this helps!

[masteredfate]

Thank you for all the responses. You all have definitely told me the things I need to hear to accept and receive the good. I really appreciate it.