|11-13-2010, 04:21 PM||#1 (permalink)|
Join Date: Nov 2007
Location: A cute little town in Sweden :)
LoA--> is this thing working for me yet?!
Hello again...from a long-time failure in the manipulation of the LoA
I'm not sure what context to put this summary of information in, but I feel like I want to record it somewhere so I can look back at this stage in the future and see where I was on this path and determine if what I am doing now worked for me.
This is a summary of what I have done:
Some time ago, I determined that I was living in a perpetual nightmare due to ... well, my whole life, starting with my birth, and that was why I could not get the LoA to work for me, no matter how much I listened to and attempted all of the skin-deep advice given on this website. Nothing worked. So I determined I had to abandon everything and dedicate myself only to healing myself and have no other goals in my life at all; for I knew, as long as I had not grappled with and rid myself of my emotional problems, I would continue to perpetuate my living nightmare.
So, I quit my despised job and now it has been 2½ years since I set out on this path to heal myself and I am feeling better than I ever have in my whole life. I have a new direction and I am intending the following things and, even though it seems premature, I dare say that I seem to be getting what I am deliberately intending.
I am intending what I want specifically by following Steve's "Creating Abundance" video YouTube - Creating Abundance (Part 1 of 4).
I am intending to move to Sweden, where I thought I would settle. Everything I am intending is really for when I am in Sweden, but even though I am not in Sweden yet, I have noticed things that I am intending for my life in Sweden have actually begun to occur now, while I am still stuck in NYC.
What have I been intending for my life in Sweden that has already manifested?
1. I am intending to have INDOOR HEATING in my apartment in Sweden! It seems that people in NYC think it's a waste of money to heat their homes, so I have been freezing my butt off every winter for 2 years, living in apartments owned or controlled by penny-pinching skinflints. Well, the skinflint where I currently live felt bad for me walking around all bundled up and showed me where the thermostat is and said I could turn it up. We have "thermostat wars" now, but suffice it to say, I can get heat in my room now fairly often, at least.
2. I am intending a lot of freelance translation work when I'm in Sweden so that I can have more than enough to pay rent for a 2-bedroom apartment, and so that someone will rent me an apartment (since I haven't a proper, steady job, only freelance, I can't report having a steady income, which renters want before they rent to you). Well, for the past 3 weeks, I have been getting inundated with translation work.
3. After the first week of inundation, I recalled how I despised translating. I did some thoughtful consideration and realized that if every translation I got were easy for me, I might quite like it, so this past week I began to intend only easy jobs for myself. It's a bit early to say yet, but at least the one translation that I got since then has been easy, such that it was even enjoyable. Normally, the amount of easy and well-written texts I get to translate could be said to be 5 or less in a whole year.
4. I am intending to have a lot of free time in my life in Sweden, during which I can work on other projects that I would much rather be doing and that can lead to an income. For the 2nd day this week (despite being really busy with translations and last-minute classes I am taking), I find myself with a free day to do just that .
I am doing this by following Steve's instruction in those 4 videos. 20 minutes every day I am visualizing the life I want to have in Sweden.
I am intending many more things, but the ones I have written here are some very key ones that already seem to be manifesting in my life without me even having arrived in Sweden yet. My flight to Sweden leaves on Nov. 26. I'm feeling really optimistic and happy about it. I am sooooooooo looking forward to getting my own apartment and moving all my stuff out of storage and into my apartment!! I miss my couch, I miss my washing machine, I miss my vacuum cleaner! I miss my winter clothes!! I miss my down comforter, I miss my knitting and my boxes of yarn! I miss my iron and my plates! I miss everything!
Now I'm off to work on one of my projects .
[And we can add all of these things to the happy relationship I found with my new bf - here How did I attract this good guy into my life?]
So, am I doing it right yet?
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