Doing the exact opposite to start a new life

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I would like to start a thread discussing a "feeling" I've been having recently. Please keep in mind that this is purely theoretical, but I have strong proof in my own SR of its existence. I am excited because this is the first time I've ever spoken of this:

Sometimes I imagine decisions to be made or my life in general as a shape, or a rainbow, or something tangible. All the aspects of my life boiled down into a shape or something tanglible that I can manipulate. I stand outside in space, and the shape is in front of me. Inside and outside of the shape I see images of my life. I am the artist, and I mold it as I want.

Sometimes, I stand next to this shape and feel like the shape is stagnant, and I want to change its overall makeup. What keeps me back at times is the comfort zone that I feel in the shape that I've already created and how it has served me in the past. Right now, I have the strong feeling that what is stuck inside of the shape in the background, I want in the forefront, on the outside of the cocoon, which means to push things that have been present in my life recently on the inside. This does not mean I am unhappy, but it means I want to start focusing on the rearrangement of my life.

The thing I want to change with this shape are to create a more disciplined, organized, and productive life.

What I want to push inside are superfluous interests that do not serve my present reality. All that extra baggage I want to store away, not wanted to destroy it because life has a way of going in circles, and one day it will be of great use to me.

I want my shape to become aligned with focused dedication to my pre-written goals, and all the extra dead branches to fall away. Call it pruning the hedges. So I take my hand, and with one motion I push all the extras that do not serve my orderliness and productivity inside the orb to hibernate. With another motion of my hands, I pull out all that has been brewing inside since I have dedicated my life to my definite major purpse to take a forefront on the outside.

The outside of the shape is shimmering and not full of dust like before. It is completely smooth, clear, and clean and ready to be molded more specifically. My superfluous interests lie inside with a tired smile, as they have recieved much attention and need rest from the forefront, but know that they are a part of me, they will always exist, and I will never forget them with all the love in the world.

Now I float in the universe with my newly modified shape, and already things feel more aligned. It is the exact opposite, but from the same subjective reality. It is, therefore, true beyond all doubt. Nothing has been more real to me than this right now.