Next chapter of my life (continuation from my old thread)

[Rockchick26]

TheMaster suggested I start a new thread, as a continuation of the old one (Rockchick thread and.. "nothing works for me"!)

So here we go! I'm copying and pasting posts from the other thread I haven't replied to yet...

First of all, I have to say about that link you posted about how to travel for free...I clicked on one of those links on that page for a Travel Writing/Photography course, online, and it only takes 3 months and it's only $700 total for both of them!! I would love to do that.

Then I lost my oomph when I realized this is exactly how I felt 2 months ago about my personal chef plan. I had the schools picked out and everything. Then I lost the desire and I'm sure I'll lose it with this too, but it sure sounds exciting right now!

Ok back to the old posts...

TheMaster said:

But what does that say about you?

Sounds like another "theme" in this thread.. about your EGO always unrelaxed.. always in alert mode! Looking for omg predators..

I am not always looking for predators, that isn't the reason for my stress and inability to relax, it's because I'm worried about money! When you have bills and rent coming up and aren't sure if you'll have enough for them, it causes a constant state of unrest.

Yes, you can..

But can you love yourself without that "cellphone"?

Different question isn't it..

Of course I could, my phone has nothing to do with my feelings about myself. My phone is only so I can call someone if I have to.

Rockchick has a job that doesn't support her lifestyle.. (I believe) now she wants a job that will support it!

But maybe she should just lower her lifestyle and expenses.. rather than rent a apartment.. she should rent a room in a shared house for $300-400 a month..

Well, I dunno rockchick..?? but here's some ideas for you..

Well the caretaker position is pretty much that, the rent would be $400 a month, with free internet, cable, water, electric & garbage. I'm just wondering if I could swing that $400, because when things get slow there I won't be getting as many hours. That's why I was trying to find something else part time so I can have money for my own bills besides covering the rent.

[Rockchick26]

Mounds said:

Ah, so RC does have a job! Now you have a repeatable, low-risk, scalable source of income Time to milk it for all it's worth and use it as a springboard to the next opportunity.
Like TM says, time to lower your lifestyle and expenses. Check out the Business subforum for lots of tips.

My job is very part time, it pays less than my last 2 jobs and it's only a guaranteed 10 hours a week or so. And this is our busy time! It will get slower over the winter. This is NOT enough, that's why I need either a full time job or another part time one.

[Angela]

So it's gonna be a new thread, but more of the same, huh?

[Rockchick26]

AaronB said:

Hey I'm 34 and sleep at my parents house at the moment. (I heard my name mentioned.) I've often experienced a sense of overwhelm while doing common everyday tasks. The feeling would be of needing a break and this feeling would show up before I even get started. This started when I was about 6 years old and gradually intensified over time until the thought of doing almost anything started feeling very stressful. I haven't worked for 2 years since this constant sense of fighting myself through everything made working any job feel almost impossible.

Today I'm finally starting to see how this pattern works. It's amazing to me that I can feel overwhelmed whether I'm fully energized or not. It's a feeling I can conjure up at any moment when anything gives me the slightest excuse to see myself as being pressured. I just about have this pattern unraveled. I hope to be clear of it by the end of the day. If not by the end of the day it will at least be resolved by Thursday at the latest. Imagine being able to take on any activity and not ever feeling overwhelmed ever again? I'll be there shortly and let you know how it all turns out.

By the end of the day? Wow I need to know how you're doing this. You're reversing an almost lifelong pattern in one night, or at least by Thursday...(I have to admit I almost laughed thinking you were joking), you have to keep us updated on this!!

[Rockchick26]

Lauxa said:

Hi there Rockchick, it's nice to see you again. Sorry you are having a hard time again. No advice from me, but I'll send a virtual hug your way, sounds like you could use one -- {{{ HUG }}}

Thank you so much!!

[MagicalRealist]

Originally Posted by Angela

So it's gonna be a new thread, but more of the same, huh?

Hi there, braintwin! But you're a much nicer person than me; my reaction was, "Same bulls***, different thread."

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by Angela

So it's gonna be a new thread, but more of the same, huh?

Well TheMaster thinks that by starting a new thread, it will infuse some new energy and help bring about change. It wasn't MY idea. In fact that thread wasn't my idea either, you can blame TheMaster for all of this!!

[Mounds]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

that's why I need either a full time job or another part time one.

What are you telling me for? Tell those employers! It would make my day if you posted back and said you handed out ten resumes.

-Tim

[ssandra]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well TheMaster thinks that by starting a new thread, it wil infuse some new energy and help bring about change. It wasn't MY idea. In fact that thread wasn't my idea either, you can blame TheMaster for all of this!!

Of course none of this is any of your doing. It is all The Masters, and all the other posters that do all this. That make you incapable of changing anything in your life.

You know what... your life would start to improve tremendously if you would start to take responsibility for your own thoughts, your own actions and your own feelings instead of blaming someone else...

Don't bother responding, cause I'm out of this thread again. If you truly want to ask me a follow up question or something, you are free to PM me.

But I'm not getting sucked into this black hole again....

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by Mounds

What are you telling me for? Tell those employers! It would make my day if you posted back and said you handed out ten resumes.

-Tim

Well, how about 5?

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by ssandra

Of course none of this is any of your doing. It is all The Masters, and all the other posters that do all this. That make you incapable of changing anything in your life.

You know what... your life would start to improve tremendously if you would start to take responsibility for your own thoughts, your own actions and your own feelings instead of blaming someone else...

Don't bother responding, cause I'm out of this thread again. If you truly want to ask me a follow up question or something, you are free to PM me.

But I'm not getting sucked into this black hole again....

That's fine, but I DIDN'T think of starting this thread, you can even go back and look, he pleaded with me to start a new one or he'd do it for me.

[James81]

Do you feel a new burst of energy? A renewed sense of zeal at the freshness of the thread?

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by James81

Do you feel a new burst of energy? A renewed sense of zeal at the freshness of the thread?

I'm not sure...I really only did it because he begged me to I do feel a lot better today though but probably because I didn't have to work, I went for a walk, and i've been doing a lot of yoga and light working out, which I haven't done in months.

I'm also starting to naturally feel (as opposed to forcing myself to feel) like I should just say screw everything and move out of here and just keep my job at the B&B, live at my mom's, and save up for all the things I've been wanting to do. That includes going on an Ayurvedic retreat, taking classes at the local community college, taking those online classes (personal chef & that travel writing/photography class I found from Themaster's link), going on a local personal retreat, working on an organic farm in the spring, go to Glastonbury, England, and maybe some other things I can't remember right now. But the reason why this is sounding good to me now is because I realize I won't get to do those things if I get a full time job. Normally it takes about a year to just get a week's vacation, and if I lived with my mom now and worked part time, saving everything, I could do something different like every other month! I would be able to save about $500 a month for whatever I want to do next. The more I think about this, the more it brings up excitement inside me. But, I'm also afraid I'll lose the spark again. Normally things are only exciting to me for the first moments. But, we'll see. I have a few weeks to decide. Well actually I can decide even after that, unless I get a full time job first. And in that case, I'll be happy that I won't have to move out, and then I can truly relax and work on a career I want to do, if that is possible But maybe it won't be so hard if I'm not pressed for time like I have been. Maybe I'll be more interested in following up with my plan once I would be choosing to do it rather than being forced to do it for money.

[ssandra]

I really really really should not reply... yet I am. Is that your fault?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

That's fine, but I DIDN'T think of starting this thread, you can even go back and look, he pleaded with me to start a new one or he'd do it for me.

And he also held a gun against your head? You were so completely helpless that you couldn't do anything else except obey?

Why not take responsibility and say: He begged me to start a new thread and I CHOOSE to do so? Nobody makes you do anything. You CHOOSE to do something or not...

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by ssandra

I really really really should not reply... yet I am. Is that your fault?

No because I didnt beg you to!

And he also held a gun against your head? You were so completely helpless that you couldn't do anything else except obey?

Why not take responsibility and say: He begged me to start a new thread and I CHOOSE to do so? Nobody makes you do anything. You CHOOSE to do something or not...

No but he said if I didn't start one, he would have, so either way, it was going to happen.

[Jonathan Browne]

Rockchick.

You gotta realize you'll lose your spark for things sometimes but you just have to spark it up again and try lighting that fire one more time.

Sometimes you try to start a fire and it fails. So you light another match, throw on some more tinder and try again.

Don't give up on finding that one thing your gonna love doing just because you didn't end up becoming a personal chef.

You should read my article entitled How to Find Your Passion in 15 Minutes, it might help you. It's on my blog, which you can find in my signature.

I don't really care enough to be exasperated with you so feel free to not take any of my advice or make any kind of insane excuse you'd like for why your not able to do anything ;-)

Either way it's all good. Keep on rocking.

Life goes on.

Take the challenge of life on, instead of shrinking back from it and blaming your failures on "it just being how you are" and what not.

If you want. But hey if you want to keep doing nothing in particular go ahead.

I've spent years of my life going down insane paths like shoplifting as a hobby, breaking into stores, and using dangerous amounts of drugs. It all lead me to the place i'm at today in my life, which i'm quite happy about.

[Bliss Sage]

om*g
another one.
God, this would all just disappear if everyone would ignore it.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Bliss Sage

om*g
another one.
God, this would all just disappear if everyone would ignore it.

What is with all the judgments?

Jesus! (yes, it's time for blasphemy!)

What is this..??

Rockchick says: I want to change my life

Chorus: She's crying wolf again

Chorus: I wouldn't believe her ever!

Chorus: She's a bad one, she is!

Just let, rockchick be rockhick.. I asked her to start this thread as a intention.. now the best she could come up with is "next chapter of my life" rather than say "my new happy life" but that's still a intention..

Change is brought about through acting.. not just talk!

What kind of personal development forum are we??

I mean really.. I say I channel.. everyone’s like yah right!!!

Rockchick says "Next chapter in my life" and everyone says.. your full of crap!

Shame on you!

We can do better people!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Angela

So it's gonna be a new thread, but more of the same, huh?

What more of the same?

Might want to take a good look in the mirror Angela, cause rockchick brings it out of you too..

You seem to give up on people.. you ever notice I don’t..?? when you think about that.. which one of us has more heart?

Do you believe rockchick deserves help? How about love?

I can understand that some of you feel.. rockchick doesn’t do anything! To make changes in her life.. and I can agree with that assessment.. still that’s not a reason to give up! It’s not a reason to make attacks either..

Judgments!

After all our study of “new age” and being better people.. it might not take much to get the villagers to start building burning pires.. so we can burn a witch!

How exactly does your disbelief and doubt help this situation? Just asking!
Where’s the personal development?

Now if we can move past all the people and there "problems" with rockchick.. back to helping rockchick..

[Bliss Sage]

Originally Posted by themaster

What more of the same?
You seem to give up on people.. you ever notice I don’t..?? when you think about that.. which one of us has more heart?

Do you believe rockchick deserves help? How about love?

I admire your sticktuitive-ness and your heart, but people who seek to help others usually wisely move on when it becomes clear that a particular individual they are trying to help isn't at a place on her path where she can or will be helped at the moment.

In addition to heart, you have to, therefore, also have wisdom to effectively help someone.

This world is full of people who need help, and dwelling on one person who is not having it is unfair to the world of other people who may be chaffing at the bit to get your help, but who will never get it because you are hell-bent on forcing your help on this one, who is not having it.

Even as you are aware that she is not doing anything, you still want to continue. I bet, if you wanted to, you could find someone in this world who would gratefully accept your help and use it in the same amount of time that you are going to spend the next weeks writing to rockchick on this thread.

I'm really more curious about what your stake in "helping" her is, because this sort of insistence is usually only seen when there is some kind of emotional stake involved. Usually we don't give up only on family members or spouses, and that's understandable.

Originally Posted by themaster

Now if we can move past all the people and there "problems" with rockchick.. back to helping rockchick..

I don't think this is helping at this point; I think this has become enabling. And I think therein lies most people's tiredness of this whole endeavor.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

What would be the benefit in creating a reality like that? That would suck!

Well, I can see why you don't like it here..

But understand from that perspective again.. this sounded fun and exciting

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I don't think I can be that understanding, to me that's like forgiving a murderer for killing your child just because he's had a rough life and didn't know any better. It's one thing to say this to someone else but it's another thing to be going through it, seeing this person upsetting everyone around them. And I do mean everyone, even his girlfriend. My brother doesnt even hardly talk to him anymore.

Rockchick, we don't forgive other people for them!

We forgive other people for us!

Let me give you a understanding.. when you hate someone imagine.. staining part or your body with "darkness" with "lack" you carry that lack around with you all day.. and it makes you unhappy!

In plain logic.. sending out hate.. gets right back to you! It hurts you! It doesn't hurt them.. live and let live.. balance yourself.. release hate!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

You're being contradictory here...you said he's a great person inside but then why is it ok that he dies because he can't make the shift? Aren't we all great people inside who deserve to make the shift? Does that mean people who are negative and cant change, their souls will be left behind or something? I'm not exactly understanding this whole shift thing, it seems to me it's segregating people.

Rockchick, it's hard maybe for you to see the world as I see it..

Imagine that there's a 1,000 of you right..? (well, there's more than that!)

And your all weighed down again with "I don't like me's" and judgments and different things..

If you don't clear these weights.. these weights will kill you! Why?

Because negativity and "I'm not okay!" moves from your mental space into your physical space.. manifesting as Cancer, Diabetes, whatever..

So what I'm saying is.. some people are so weighed down in limitations and "I'm not okay's" that they can't take in the *new* energy.. coming in.. it's too hard!

It's easier to die or croak then it is to take them from where there "at" and bring them into even some of the ideas we talk about here..

This is why my teacher says "people are dying all over the planet" and they'll be a increase in death too.. and you don't know even know who it is!

Sounds a lot like normal death too doesn't it? Sure it does.. lol

But the point is.. if you see someone so NEGATIVE and there not changing!

There dying.. automatically regardless of the information above.. anyone carrying around that much "weight" and not releasing it is committing a different form of suicide..

It's not wrong or bad to die for them.. it's easier..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I have a different idea of what the Ego is, that's why it's so confusing for me. I've always believed the ego was what made you feel like you were special, like when you get things or people tell you that you are awesome, it helps your ego. I just can't associate ego with things like needing a cellphone or the internet, to me they just don't match up.

The ego is the "mental body" if you go back to that book I gave you.. my teacher describes the different roles inside.. what he may not say is.. the EGO kind off often enough suppresses or is not in BALANCE with the other body's..

What I'm saying is.. it blocks the "physical" it' blocks "emotional" and it blocks "spiritual" because it says.. "I have to do their jobs!"

My teacher released a new EGO packet.. let me see if I can find it for you..

Sent it to you.. maybe it'll help

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well why did I work at the shelter for 7 months and still have panic attacks when talking to people?

I don't know rockchick.. sometimes I'm amazed you make it out your door

Rockchick, you clearly have what the psychologists would call "neurosis’s" and all we really need to do is make you more conscious of you and why you are that way.. to help you release it.. we'll see what we can do..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

All I can guess is that it's inherited

It's not inherited.. it's a CONSCIOUS choice when you recognize your doing it..

Make a conscious choice to "feel the better feeling thought" make a conscious choice "to see the good in people and everything!" make a conscious choice to be positive To love, laugh and play..

(and I know you do this.. you do a great job when people direct "criticism" your way)

[On A Lark]

I guess it IS a judgment on my part, but I had to stop reading the other thread about 13 pages in, and this one about 3 posts in! It just BRINGS ME DOWN, it's so depressing...I accept that I'm creating that, and in response I'm going to turn my attention elsewhere.

The Master...you have helped me personally a great deal on these forums, and I do admire your stick-to-it-iveness with someone who just doesn't seem to want to find the positive in anything. But have you examined your own motives for doing this? Will you somehow be MORE by helping Rock Chick? Will you value yourself more? I'm not judging...just curious. What's the motivation?

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Bliss Sage

This world is full of people who need help, and dwelling on one person who is not having it is unfair to the world of other people who may be chaffing at the bit to get your help, but who will never get it because you are hell-bent on forcing your help on this one, who is not having it.

Don't be so quick to write off or judge who's "worthy" of helping..

On a logical perspective your right! Giving resources and attention to ones that can make it is helpful.. but judging who is not "worthy" is not!

Originally Posted by Bliss Sage

I don't think this is helping at this point; I think this has become enabling. And I think therein lies most people's tiredness of this whole endeavor.

I understand your point.. and agree

I've said as much..

But you have to understand.. I'm not intrested in helping rockchick with text.. the idea is switching to Energy..

[themaster]

I guess before I continue my copy and paste spiel.. I will like for Bliss Sage address your early remarks..

Originally Posted by On A Lark

The Master...you have helped me personally a great deal on these forums

Well, thanks for sharing.. your very welcome!

Originally Posted by On A Lark

But have you examined your own motives for doing this? Will you somehow be MORE by helping Rock Chick? Will you value yourself more? I'm not judging...just curious. What's the motivation?

My motives are still the same.. bring the unconscious into conscious..

Explore everything and anything!

Be myself.. (emotional self is active, wohoo! )

Check and balance - check!

Help empower others in my reality! And in there empowerment a reflection back to me..

[Bliss Sage]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I'm not sure...I really only did it because he begged me to

You see this, themaster? There is something seriously amiss if someone you are helping has this attitude towards your help. Why do you ingratiate yourself so dramatically in the name of "helping" someone who doesn't even want your help? Why are you begging someone to help them, or to make them help themself?

I won't harp on it like you do with her, but do you mind if I try to help you a little?

Here's some guidance from Abraham about giving advice and helping. He says that trying to help someone who is not open to it is like pushing a noodle, and this endeavor with rockchick does feel like pushing a noodle to me, and to others I think. (At the end of the video is just a long period of music with no more talking.)

YouTube - Abraham: Teach them only when "they' ask...

"When they're ready, they will come."
"Only try to help someone when you are turned downstream."

Anyone trying to help rockchick is turned upstream, and that is our objection to continuing this.

However, I suspect that you and she together are engaged in some kind of mutual ever-turning circle that each of you are getting some kind of "reward" or "pay-off" from.

[James81]

Originally Posted by themaster

Just let, rockchick be rockhick..

Originally Posted by themaster

..... back to helping rockchick..

Could you reconcile these two statements for me?

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

It sounds like you're trying to tell me I can learn how to act young again

Yes, I am! Make it your mission if you can.. to be childlike

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

But I think I act young enough, in fact some people say I act too young, because it keeps me from being a true adult.

Why do you care what "other" people think?

And what's so great about being a "adult"?

I'm mean tell me.. I'm really asking.. what's so great about it..??

The kids always laughing, bubbling.. has his cheeks flush red!

The adults always.. I have to pay my bills there important!, don't spill that ♥♥♥♥♥ on the floor.. ahh! I need a cigarette!

Just in terms of sheer body language who enjoys themselves more.. adults or kids?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I feel like I have too many problems to fix, that I feel overwhelmed. I feel that some of them are due to exterior circumstances, and even if I were to focus on one at a time, it would probably take many years just to fix one thing, since they're all so deeply rooted. If you go back and read all my threads I've ever started on this board, I probably still have more of them problems still today, and I bet there were probably 20 of them. Where do you even begin? Some affect others and some I can't fix because of others and some by fixing them will create even more, aaaghghgh it's just a neverending cycle of problems!

Rockchick, there is a way to get to the ROOT of your issues.. and that's what we’re going to try to do..

But let's be clear.. I don't think the "talking" approach is working.. the spiritual "workout buddy" didn't work.. feeding you good material didn't work..

Now it's time for the human element.. my new goal for you is to "heal" you.. that's my goal.. I'll see where we can take it..

As long as you can "allow" yourself to be healed.. you say "yes" I believe we can try working up some magic on you..

And then maybe a little "talking" will work too..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

No I don't understand I can SEE that it doens't work for me, because I don't have what I want. How is that my ego, that's just my perception.

That's your rational mind.. that's your analytical analysis.. that's your applying FACTS to your reality..

You can't always get to the dream house, the dream boyfriend and the tons of money.. by believing reality???

Do you understand rockchick?

It takes a little imagination.. a well this is reality.. but so??

I am a powerful creator.. I'm just going to trust.. have faith.. let go to another part of me (with no judgment) can deliver.. this is what I'm talking about.. and I don't care if you asked for a million dollars and it's been 10 years.. you still don't turn on that EGO/Analyzer and say.. well, f$#$ this! it just doesn't work! Turn into the irrational.. turn into letting go.. and turn into validating your EGO's analysis as the ultimate truth!

If you validate what the EGO says as.. well this is reality and nothing is happening.. and I'm never gonna get there.. you never will!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Oh I know...but I needed to do it and I didn't want to come back here because I get a negative reaction, people want me to go away, not keep coming back with another problem or the same one. I wanted some fresh advice from people that didn't already know me.

I understand your reasoning.. your right people have a "negative" reaction a bit.. it seems like many have realized.. "I should just stay out of this" and that's excellent

That doesn't have to be negative.. it's knowing that they can't help you.. and there not enabling you to "not help yourself"

I still say and remind you to not "care" what people think.. that's a important mindset

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

If by that you mean I would be applying to literally every single job out there...then no I don't want a job bad enough to do just any job. Like I won't work at Walmart (although I did apply there last year, but that was before I learned how unethical they are). So yeah there are jobs I won't do but I have still applied for enough that I should have gotten more than 2 bites in this entire last year and a half. In a normal economy I probably would have gotten 75% of these jobs.

Don't make the "economy" into a belief.. or a blame game! it doesn't help you..

Can't you imagine that during bad "economic" times businesses are profitable and "always" hiring..??

Can't you imagine that some business's thrive no matter what's going on?

If you think it's bad now.. it's my understanding it's going to get a lot worse.. that's just the information I have.. doesn't make it so.. but it's likely..

[Bliss Sage]

Originally Posted by themaster

I guess before I continue my copy and paste spiel.. I will like for Bliss Sage address your early remarks..Well, thanks for sharing.. your very welcome!
My motives are still the same.. bring the unconscious into conscious..

Explore everything and anything!

Be myself.. (emotional self is active, wohoo! )

Check and balance - check!

Help empower others in my reality! And in there empowerment a reflection back to me..

Good .

I'm not judging who's worthy of being helped or loved, anyway. I'm just saying, about your intentions, wise teachers seek out good and ready students, without spending a lot of time going 'round in circles with one that is clearly not yet ready to be taught.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Give up action and spiritual stuff!? What does that leave? I still don't know what exactly you want me to do, do you want me to even try to get a full time job? Do you want me to completely surrender and let my bills pile up and crawl back home and hide in my room forever, miserable? I need a step by step plan of what you think I should do, real concrete steps, don't just say "let go" or something vague that I have to figure out.

Okay.. simple as you.. say

1. I want you to acknowledge or accept that "spiritual" journey is important for your future welfare in all things, I want you to give it a "fair" shake approach it in balance with the other things your doing

2. I want to see if we can remove your "limitations" through healing and helpful people who "care" enough to drive out to see you.. or talk with you on the phone..

3. I want to see happy!

See step by step plan

So you understand.. I'm not asking you to quit your day job or stop any of the other things you’re doing to get a job.. I'm asking however.. to give some equal time, equal footing to "spiritual progress"

For example if you spent 2 hours searching for jobs.. how about 15 minutes of practicing that grounding cord? If you can tear yourself away from your busy life that is..

It's not all or nothing with me rockhick! It's balance, it's transition.. it's ease and flow..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I wish I could agree with you but I am hurting myself physically and mentally! I am HURTING myself by being lazy! That is never good. This is the kind of stuff that leads to health problems, and I really don't need any more types of problems. At least right now I am physically healthy enough to work, but if I keep damaging my body, something is going to happen where I won't be able to even work and then I'll really be up a **** creek.

Rockchick, if you don't fix the "mental" problems you have.. they’re going to manifest physically.. it's just going to get worse..

Make a point and a step just as you did with a "new thread title" to step into a new energy into a new way of being..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I get them from experience! That's really all it is. If my experience would show me otherwise, I'd believe otherwise.

Experience does not dictate reality! I've been down this road with you before.. (pretty sure)

I mean if it did.. why wake up in the morning?

It's like f#$$?? why even bother?

You waiting to be the 1 random billionth person to win the lottery.. ??

Experience does not dictate reality! You can even look at that hotel your working at..

1 person will come to that hotel and say it's the greatest ever! Another will come and say it's the worst ever! And yet nothing changed.. it was the same experience.. the result was more from the person's perspective.. not anything else..

If you want some mantra's from me to say to yourself..

- I like me! (yes, really say that! )
- I am powerful creator capable of doing anything!
- I command my reality!
- Experience does not dictate reality!

- The master has promised to quick fix all my problems in a single flash!

(no, don't say that one )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ok, it's fine that you think that way, but tell me this...how long, on average, do you think it takes somebody to be spiritually whole/balanced/healthy, whatever? Because I know it doesn't take overnight. It's probably a years-long process. Especially for someone in my shape. Would you agree that it would most likely take me at least 5-10 years before I can knock all my problems away with spirituality? Well, I don't want to be living at my moms house for 10 years. Why not fix the money problem immediately, one less thing to worry about, and then fix my spirituality? Because at least that way, one problem is fixed and the other is in the process, rather than one being in the process for 10 years and THEN the other will finally get fixed.

The problems are together.. there not separate.. do you understand?

Your job situation is as much a reflection of your personal feelings about yourself..

Honestly, rockchick I think with a little dedication, focus and luck we could have you there in a under a year?

And with you actually taking the initiative and stopping the "ignoring" of "law of attraction" doesn't work! And all that.. you could be there even sooner..

I want to be clear.. self-development.. is not a ever done process! It's a constant working, a constant developing.. it's only done when you feel it's done.. but it's never really done.. because all it is.. is exploring who you are!

(and there's so much more there then you realize!)

So what I'm really saying is.. in a year I think we could see a significant attitude shift in you and your personal happiness much better and that may also relate to money/job

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

It isn't that only 1% gets through, it's that we just disagree. I hate when people say stuff to me like, "nevermind, you aren't getting it." No, it isn't that, it's just that I don't agree. I get what you're saying, but I don't see it that way and it just appears I misunderstand.

I know you don't agree.. and that's a big problem.. because these things you don't agree about.. actually are "limitations" your insisting on keeping..

I would if I were you.. always plug your Emotional Guidance System into everything I'm saying..

If I tell you something and you "don't agree" logically.. but you feel positive when you read it.. that may be a sign to you that you have BELIEFS in the way of change..

I'm telling you also that even some of these "don't agrees" if there Negative in nature, there like little roadblocks.. blocking you to happiness..

If we take the analogy of a stream.. how many stones does it take to stop it's trickle or huge of flow of water.. what I'm saying is.. BELIEFS are STONE!

And your water of happiness.. doesn't flow very well.. with so many STONES damning up the river!

The more stones you remove.. the easier the FLOW.. the easier the ease.. the easier the happiness.. the easier the creation..

It's not wrong to disagree.. it just may not be helping you.. that's all!

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Originally Posted by Bliss Sage

I'm really more curious about what your stake in "helping" her is, because this sort of insistence is usually only seen when there is some kind of emotional stake involved. Usually we don't give up only on family members or spouses, and that's understandable.

I wondered about that too. I remember being quite impressed with some stuff he wrote elsewhere a while ago and thinking that I could learn something from him. I attempted to initiate a conversation with him a couple of times. That went nowhere quite quickly. I guess I'm not needy enough.