AHA! moment

[curiouslyrandom]

Following several of the links posted throughout the forums here, tonight I'm reading Becoming: The Evolution of Being | A Quantum Manifestation Ebook | What Are You Becoming? and came across this concept:

* When you Dream, you are every aspect revealing itself in your experience of it.

* You are the store, the food you’re buying, the bills you’re paying, the friends you’re having fun with, and the war that seems so far away.

And I thought to myself--wait a minute: if I'm the store, why wouldn't I want to have whatever it is I need? And if I can have anything, there's no need to take it all, just enough will satisfy me. I can do that. I don't have to feel like I can't have things. I CAN have what I need, I just have to accept it. I think this was already beginning to trickle into my mind earlier this evening before I even read the passage, because I bought a LOT of food today. I knew I could afford it, so I stocked up on healthy things. Previously I'd go to the store almost every day and only buy a few things at a time, because I felt like that's all I could afford.

It also made me feel gratitude towards the bills I'm paying. If I'm the bills, then I am compensating myself. If I'm the war, why am I fighting? What am I fighting against if it's just me? Makes no sense to fight if I'm hurting myself. What can I possibly gain?

I'm sure some of you have already passed this phase. What's next?