Question about manifesting a physical relationship

[Bluerose224]

I'm attempting an intentional manifestation. This is my first time and despite a few implementation mistakes I think it is working!

I'm using Steve's blog entry as a guide:
How Intentions Manifest

My manifestation is for a caring, physical relationship with someone I only see about once a month and I have had some amazing alpha reflections.

I also discovered Steve's version of subjective reality recently and I have been successfully practicing that also. It has really become a part of me.

The "problem" I am having is as follows. My subjective reality efforts have, I believe, made me more desirable to the opposite sex. There are four people who have made it clear that they would like to have a physical relationship with me if I give the signal. My sex drive is now driving me crazy especially with these frequently-seen potential partners basically 'at the ready.'

Steve's blog post says it's important not to sabotage an intentional manifestation during the lull phase which is where I am now. Will having sex with someone else when I'm trying to manifest a caring physical relationship sabotage my efforts?

I won't do anything which may do so but I'm climbing the walls. I'm practicing Steve's suggestion of imagining the energy coming out higher up from the heart and mind which does help. When it gets too intolerable I have a couple of martinis which gives me a partial break from my sex drive for about 4-5 days. This is the only drinking that I do.

Any thoughts or advice is appreciated. Questions, comments and links to related posts are very welcome.

Thank you. I appreciate a supportive environment in which to ask these questions.