Where do you all perceive the power lies?

[nicbrahms]

Okay I have noticed of myself that I have been thinking the power of reality creation lies in me sometimes, in my expanded self mostly and sometimes with God.

Yes Yes I know it is all me, or all one. However, are any of you finding it hard to reconcile the notion that the power is all yours especially when you don't have the awareness of your expanded self or God?

Don't you get sick of being told you are creating your reality, however, it never comes when you want or how you want and there always seems to be some process involved?

I want to say it as it is, I am here in this body with this limited awareness and I have to defer to my expanded me to make things happen and leave timing to expanded me also.

I am tired of trying to be more than I am, claiming powers that I don't have awareness of.

So when the shite hits I would always think expanded me obviously knows what it is doing to do this. So I would always defer to my expanded self or God.

This to me seemed to be a cop out and or giving my power away.

So the other morning I awoke feeling different and I suddenly started claiming power back from various things and for the first time I felt entitled to call all of reality creation as being under my control. This feeling has persisted and it is different to the way I was feeling before.

I actually feel better, more bolshie, more 'I call the flippin shots'.

I wanted to glean everyone else's thoughts on this subject. So post away.