Total and utter Surrender is the key

[nicbrahms]

Okay this is quite unbelievable.

Since I have expanded consciousness, I completely and utterly surrendered to myself.

Beginning of this week I decided I would have 10K by the end of the week, guess what just got it.

My staff moaned about her face hurting yesterday, and mentioned slapped face syndrome, I knew it was a message for me and since surrender my partner found out about a conversation I have had with a guy off facebook, and he slapped me pretty hard today. He has moved out.

So looks like I tried to let myself know there was a slap coming my way.

I created all of this, surrender is the key and it must be total and complete surrender with no agenda, no reason, no desire, just love, unconditional love and acceptance.

Once you do this you change pretty fast in your manifestation, hence the above and all in a morning.

I coupled drunvalo melchizedek merkaba meditation with other meditations each night and I am changed. I surrendered everything over last few days, even my breathing, total, complete and utter surrender of myself. Coupled with offering absolutely no resistance to anything.

I knew it was gonna happen with my partner, it is no surprise. I accept it all and love him unconditonally and accept the situation unconditionally and know that I trust and love myself unconditonally and understand it is all in my good. Of which will come clear to me eventually.

I just now pray for his wellbeing and happiness.

This my friends is what total surrender brings you, and this is just the beginning.

[Lionman]

That's brilliant, sounds again like the matrix energies heart-mind state.

I guess it's one of the stages for manifestation to occur?

E.g. You first decided to have 10k, which is a clear agenda/desire.

Then you surrendered and made room for it to mainfest.

[nicbrahms]

Its official my 7 year relationship is over. He says he can't work away thinking that I might do something.

I never would, never have. I just got my jollies I guess.

I have remained calm through the entire blow up, and just trusted I manifest in my good.

I wanted it over I guess, tense when he around, happy when he isn't. Told him over 7 years I didn't wanna be with him etc.

Now he says its over and all I could feel was releif. Complete and utter relief.

Now I am afraid he will find his way back, our living situation has so conspired that he can't come back to me now.

Beautiful really how I manifest this, orchestrated it.

I know he will be happy without me.

I remain completely and totally surrendered.

[StandardDeviate]

I absolutely LOVE the new pic!!

Congratulations on your new found trust in "yourself." I hope you never lose sight of it, and wish you all the best!

[elucidate]

My God Nic. Is that really you? You look soooooo different, I've been staring at your pic for a few minutes now trying to make it out. It's definately you, but I guess the lighting and the make-up is different to what I've been used to seeing on you. Different pose I guess, but Gosh you look really different...and still really gorgeous.

Glad this guy is gone and that makes space for someone better or just you for now. Best wishes.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by elucidate

My God Nic. Is that really you? You look soooooo different, I've been staring at your pic for a few minutes now trying to make it out. It's definately you, but I guess the lighting and the make-up is different to what I've been used to seeing on you. Different pose I guess, but Gosh you look really different...and still really gorgeous.

Glad this guy is gone and that makes space for someone better or just you for now. Best wishes.

Yes its me, on holiday in barcelona. Funny how the new pic sort of coincided with events.

Thank you beautiful elucidate for your support. I don't know if I want anyone in my life, happy on my own.

Now i know the power of surrender, and I head into the unknown in complete surrender and know whatever is is just perfect.

[elucidate]

Ah, Barthelona

Nice

[SethWilliams]

This is amazing Nic, but how do you surrender?

Ive done meditations, ive cast spells.

Ive gone through therapy and hypnosis.

Ive invoked any different number of gods and godesses.

Ive spent the last 10 years re-arranging my mind, but i still cant find freeedom.

So, how do you surrender?

[elucidate]

By letting yourself.

Originally Posted by SethWilliams

This is amazing Nic, but how do you surrender?

Ive done meditations, ive cast spells.

Ive gone through therapy and hypnosis.

Ive invoked any different number of gods and godesses.

Ive spent the last 10 years re-arranging my mind, but i still cant find freeedom.

So, how do you surrender?

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by SethWilliams

This is amazing Nic, but how do you surrender?

Ive done meditations, ive cast spells.

Ive gone through therapy and hypnosis.

Ive invoked any different number of gods and godesses.

Ive spent the last 10 years re-arranging my mind, but i still cant find freeedom.

So, how do you surrender?

You know its not easy, not complete surrender, its the truth, it took me 11 months to get here.


I use pronouns and things that are illusion of seperation as all is one, but this is just to get my point accross.

I got to being my expanded self and understanding there is an entity, consciousness that has you within it, your personality, your ideas, your thinking all of it.

When I saw her, as she is me, I understood the greater part of me is not something alien, untouchable, I understood it is me. I just forgot.

As I will tell you now Seth you are infinite and I can see you, in your most beautiful expanded self, it is you as you are now but with infinite more knowledge and power. And the greater seth wants what you want my dear, trust me i know this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

True surrender became easy for me cause I felt and saw me in my greatness. Then I understood, and I got it, she was there all along trying to do it all for me without any efforting on my part whatsoever. She has patiently waited and loved me and watched me and she has been wanting to help me every step of the way and then she waited patiently and then waited some more and revelled at my doings and resilience, esp when I railed at her and cursed her and hated her. She continued to love me through it all and when she could and when I would allow her, exhausted from the battle of life, she would step in and save me.

Do you understand how magnificient you are, do you have it in you to trust what I am saying?

I see in my expanded self, you in your expanded self, and expanded seth is waiting and loving you unconditionally and he is waiting patiently for you to let him do it for you, oh how he waits and watches and loves you infinitely unconditonally and with complete acceptance.

All you have to do Seth is let him, thats all any of you have to do.

Just lie down on your bed and bring to mind all the things you have dreamed of happening, all you want, all you are afraid of and then slowly let them fall away. Say the words, I let go, I surrender a hundred times if you have to.

Let you tension fall away, let yourself let it all go.

Take the slightest effort you are making for anything including mental and just let it fall away.

Say the following.

I surrender, I surrender totally and utterly all that I am.
I surrender my mind, body and spirit now.
I surrender every thought in my head and all my ways now.
I surrender in complete and total abandon now.
I trust in God and I love unconditionally and in total acceptance of all that is.
I let everything go now, even the breathe I take and trust it to God.
I surrender.
I am ready to walk toward the unknown, and know that I am the wholeness of being, the truth and I am fulfilled.
Thy will be done.

Let your tension, and thoughts fall away, essentially become empty a blank state.

I know it feels like 'if I surrender this and that, or take my mind of that, it won't happen.' Thats what I thought, but its complete bollocks. Your expanded self knows you better than you, it is you, understand this. It will provide everything and anything beyond your wildest dreams. It will fulfill you like you have never known. You just got to let it.

And yet no matter what I say to describe my experience words do it no justice as i know cause until now I was convinced I could do a better job of my life than God, or my expanded self. Go figure.

Now I know better, know better everyone.

Peace and love.

[AlmostGodess]

Thanks, Nicolette, I needed this today. I will print this out and read it as a reminder.

I wish you a happy surrender!

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by AlmostGodess

Thanks, Nicolette, I needed this today. I will print this out and read it as a reminder.

I wish you a happy surrender!

Thank you and a happy surrender to you to.

Thats gonna be my new thing to say to people.

Happy surrender.

Peace and love.

[Arboretor]

Thanks for your post, Nic. It's one of those which I saved to my hard disk.

[James81]

Utter surrender? Is that like when a cow surrenders it's boobies to provide milk for people?

[James81]

No wait that's "udder" surrender. LOL

[SethWilliams]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

You know its not easy, not complete surrender, its the truth, it took me 11 months to get here.


I use pronouns and things that are illusion of seperation as all is one, but this is just to get my point accross.

I got to being my expanded self and understanding there is an entity, consciousness that has you within it, your personality, your ideas, your thinking all of it.

When I saw her, as she is me, I understood the greater part of me is not something alien, untouchable, I understood it is me. I just forgot.

As I will tell you now Seth you are infinite and I can see you, in your most beautiful expanded self, it is you as you are now but with infinite more knowledge and power. And the greater seth wants what you want my dear, trust me i know this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

True surrender became easy for me cause I felt and saw me in my greatness. Then I understood, and I got it, she was there all along trying to do it all for me without any efforting on my part whatsoever. She has patiently waited and loved me and watched me and she has been wanting to help me every step of the way and then she waited patiently and then waited some more and revelled at my doings and resilience, esp when I railed at her and cursed her and hated her. She continued to love me through it all and when she could and when I would allow her, exhausted from the battle of life, she would step in and save me.

Do you understand how magnificient you are, do you have it in you to trust what I am saying?

I see in my expanded self, you in your expanded self, and expanded seth is waiting and loving you unconditionally and he is waiting patiently for you to let him do it for you, oh how he waits and watches and loves you infinitely unconditonally and with complete acceptance.

All you have to do Seth is let him, thats all any of you have to do.

Just lie down on your bed and bring to mind all the things you have dreamed of happening, all you want, all you are afraid of and then slowly let them fall away. Say the words, I let go, I surrender a hundred times if you have to.

Let you tension fall away, let yourself let it all go.

Take the slightest effort you are making for anything including mental and just let it fall away.

Say the following.

I surrender, I surrender totally and utterly all that I am.
I surrender my mind, body and spirit now.
I surrender every thought in my head and all my ways now.
I surrender in complete and total abandon now.
I trust in God and I love unconditionally and in total acceptance of all that is.
I let everything go now, even the breathe I take and trust it to God.
I surrender.
I am ready to walk toward the unknown, and know that I am the wholeness of being, the truth and I am fulfilled.
Thy will be done.

Let your tension, and thoughts fall away, essentially become empty a blank state.

I know it feels like 'if I surrender this and that, or take my mind of that, it won't happen.' Thats what I thought, but its complete bollocks. Your expanded self knows you better than you, it is you, understand this. It will provide everything and anything beyond your wildest dreams. It will fulfill you like you have never known. You just got to let it.

And yet no matter what I say to describe my experience words do it no justice as i know cause until now I was convinced I could do a better job of my life than God, or my expanded self. Go figure.

Now I know better, know better everyone.

Peace and love.

Thank you Nic. Your the best expression of my inner genius ive come across yet

Stop trying. And just surrender.

Love Seth

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Arboretor

Thanks for your post, Nic. It's one of those which I saved to my hard disk.

No problem my wonderful friend.

Love and peace

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by James81

No wait that's "udder" surrender. LOL

I think someone oughta milk you!

Tee hee

Any offers ladies?

[Melchior]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I use pronouns and things that are illusion of seperation as all is one, but this is just to get my point accross.

Here's hoping there's a way to get the point across without the use of confusing pronouns, "I" being the one more confusing ones, but at a level of description on the scale of our everyday lives, where the emergent properties relating to said level the give the illusion of clean cut separation when instead the reality is more of a intricate modularity of connected entities, attempting to bypass the practical yet inaccurate associations ingrained in memory seems hardly trivial, currently at least.

Regarding the topic, if what you consider to be total and complete surrender is what's right for you then all the best, just understand that the meaning I have associated with this description does not match particularly well with what I feel to be right even though what is actually being described in both cases might not be all that dissimilar. That said, going off of what was written above, I feel that maintaining an appropriate balanced dynamic in the interfaces between entities is what would be most conducive on the path toward harmony.

[Plays With Life]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

and since surrender my partner found out about a conversation I have had with a guy off facebook, and he slapped me pretty hard today. He has moved out.

Congratulations on your relationship ending!

[Plays With Life]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I think someone oughta milk you!

Tee hee

Any offers ladies?

God that's a sexy suggestion.

[Arboretor]

Originally Posted by Melchior

Here's hoping there's a way to get the point across without the use of confusing pronouns, "I" being the one more confusing ones, but at a level of description on the scale of our everyday lives, where the emergent properties relating to said level the give the illusion of clean cut separation when instead the reality is more of a intricate modularity of connected entities, attempting to bypass the practical yet inaccurate associations ingrained in memory seems hardly trivial, currently at least.

Ohhhh.... I know I should not drink wine when it's 30 degrees Celsius!

[Wax Frog]

Between the milking comments and Melchior's post, I can only add this:

Arboretor, coordinate!



[P.S. No, I didn't notice until now that the digits 'reduce' to 5 ]

[wstein]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Yes its me, on holiday in barcelona.

Would we all look that good if we surrender and go to Barcelona on holiday?

[XxNatyxX]

surrendering is mos' def' the key. I have been manifesting alot lately. It seems like when you let go of desperation miracles seem to happen. It's such a beautiful thing. I'm still new at all this but it's been such a blessing to find people like you along the way.

[nicbrahms]

Well the **** hit the fan last night. He was coming in and outta my business all day in a mad fume.

I was set for a nice evening in and he came and started smashing the place up, he really lost it. So weirdly enough I thought we could amicably call it a day, but alas was not to be so.

He smashed I decided I may aswell make the most of it and decided to let rip after initially staying calm. And throughout it all, the smashing, the damage I never stopped loving him unconditonally and accepted what he was doing.

He tried to lock me in the back room, he threatened all sorts.

I started resisting what was happening and talked to myself as expanded, and I could feel the greater part of me observing me in my manifestation the entire time, and there was a delight to it, all of it. It sounds quite masochistic and sick but there you go.

Eventually I got home at midnight after 3 hours of it, he then turned up at 4.30am and rang me to let him in, despite not living there now. I left the bedroom and slept in another room, he made my stomach turn.

Still I felt for him and asked for guidance and prayed he find his peace. It was a nightmare.

I didn't sleep, awoke groggy, shattered and he started again. It was relentless.

He followed me to work for which i was now late.

Throughout the morning my astute little neice came in and as I have siad before children are our greatest and clearest manifestation, she said things she couldn't have known, she wouldn't leave the room, ending the torture, my little protector. My mainfest works in wonderful ways.

God anyone would have thought I had actually cheated.

Anyway he has done what he usually does and swept it under the carpet. And he wants to make it work.

He came in this morning and said have you cancelled your account on facebook? I looked at him and said 'have you listened to anything I have said' of which I had said I don't want you, over and over.

He continued in his vein, I remained surrendered. Throughout it all I knew it was happening for a reason, as usually I benefit on some conscious level. I am waiting to see what happens.

Anyway after another two hours he said his life was meaningless and he can't live without me. I said when you can come to me and say 'my life is wonderful, fantastic and I want you in it' then things would be the way they should be.

I spoke about spiritual matters he listened, never having paid any attention to anything I say or do. He said he was an *******, and regretted it.

Basically he will do anything to not let it end. Thank God he works away. I cringed everytime he touched me and I know he knows its over, I know it is.

I won't live by his rules anymore, I am happy in myself and will no longer be subject to anything. I manifest myself a new way of living.

And now I just got why all this happened, I needed to break free of his rules and regulations and he has promised to read 'busting loose' for the description of it all is key in that book.

I feel free now, happier and as usual am still completely surrendered.

Whether it was for the realationship to end or if it was needed for him to change I don't know. All I know it was needed, and now I think on it, I think he has to change his vibration and considering what he has put himself through, I beleive he will now make the change.

Perhaps we work it out who knows. All I know it was a major shift.

[SethWilliams]

Well, ive started the surrending process. I can feel alot of negative energy dispersing already.

I feel so silly now, paying so much attention to the depression and repression in my reality. It was only there because i made it so. Ha, its so hilarious.

Love Seth

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by SethWilliams

Well, ive started the surrending process. I can feel alot of negative energy dispersing already.

I feel so silly now, paying so much attention to the depression and repression in my reality. It was only there because i made it so. Ha, its so hilarious.

Love Seth

Well done my friend. It is the most profound thing you can do.

Stay with it, just flow when you feel yourself at the point where you wanna make effort, let it go, resist making effort unless inspired.

Peace my friend

[SethWilliams]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Well done my friend. It is the most profound thing you can do.

Stay with it, just flow when you feel yourself at the point where you wanna make effort, let it go, resist making effort unless inspired.

Peace my friend

Yes my friend and thank you. Sometimes the answers are on the outside (which is just the inside)

Love! Love! Love!

Seth

[Arboretor]

Uh-oh, Nic. I am feeling with you and pray that everything will go well.
Remember: if necessary you can still hit him over the head, just do it lovingly!