Need LOA Doctor

[jacare]

Need Help...

To make a long story short:
I have manifested a software company, and more recently a premium
Fortune 50 client. I also recently signed a deal with a Euro company for up to 1
Million licenses, and thought I was "made".

Fast forward a bit...My Fortune 50 client suddenly dropped me....My software
sales have dropped to almost zero...and any revenue from Euro looks a long
ways off, and dubious at best.

2 months ago, I was flying high, and now I'm scuffling for anything at all.

WTF!?

Well, I did replace my client with another, but at a 20% rate reduction!
And I did work for almost 2 months non-stop (weekends, nights, days, etc.) on the Euro deal to get it through the process. The deal is still alive, but I'm now convinced that the revenue won't materialize, even though I have no exact idea of their plans, or the actual quantities involved, etc. I did the "massive action" "goal setting" all of that to get it done, and it seemed to make everything else I was doing go to ****. It's caused a real ripple effect, and not in a good way.

Questions:

How do I turn this around (from an LOA point of view)?
Why would this happen? Clearly, this is counter to what I was seeking. I truly don't have a secret wish to disintegrate, counter intentions, or stuff like that, I want to soar higher and I'm not ambiguous or conflicted about it.

Can anyone read into this story something I may be missing?

Thank you,

[nicbrahms]

This is gonna sound so hard to hear, but I learned this lesson by expanding my consciousness.

You have to let go, detach and trust yourself. Cause trust me when I tell you your expanded self is you, you just don't remember.

You also have to remember though words will not do this justice, that you are completely alright no matter how it looks.

I can see your situation so clearly its shocking, and I am telling you that in a few months or even weeks you will understand why you lost the first client and got one at a reduction. You will see and understand and laugh.

No matter what I say it will not salve your concerns, however, do what you can do, lay down and put your hands up in surrender and surrender to your expanded self, it is the best thing you can do. Then everytime your mind wants to play the worry game with you, let the thoughts go. Say it to yourself I let these thoughts go, keep doing it.

I finally understood after going through what you are going through so much that I was constantly getting in my own way, mind is tricksy.

Just let it go, its hard, but if I tell you I can see your expanded self wanting you to trust it and do exactly that would you believe me?

Thank you friend you made my heart warm by letting me see this as what I was doing and now finally I surrendered when I understood.

We are one.

Peace and love.

[SunnyDays]

Jacare, I would suggest to read : Busting loose from the money Game by Robert Scheinfeld . Apart from that just trust that you will be fine again

[jacare]

Nic,

I had this epiphany simultaneously after reading this:


Tao of Prosperity How to Drop Struggle and Embrace Abundance

How to drop struggle and embrace abundance:

"the hardest thing for his students to give up was struggle. It gives meaning, and when you drop it, you have to create your own meaning instead, out of nothing but your being. "

I have been all about the struggle. You don't need the struggle. After I realized this, I became immediately relaxed and free. I can still achieve, but without the struggle.

Thank you so much for your wonderful comment!