A miracle happened last night

[nicbrahms]

Okay last night I was practicing Rob Scheinfields claiming back power as some gunk came my way, in fact I did it all day on the gunk. (So as I experienced something I take back my criticism of it).

Anyway I was at work when I started reading his phrasing for claiming back power and I added his phrase 'it is a creation of conscioiusness.' My head started to really throb as energy returned via pineal and I felt sort of dizzy as I continued with it.

I was staring at my computer screen when the outside world or reflection dissappeared and I saw the creation in my mind, I saw that everything was mind or more I sensed it. Very difficult to explain, but it really is all mind, I got that last night first hand. I was inside my own head watching the reality play out from the inside, watching the illusions being created and reflected. Very hard to put accross. I was ecstatic, I finally got it, the saying that all is consciousness.

I have been smiling ever since, I truly get it, that its all mind, its all going on inside this focus of mine, and its all projected out into the larger mind that is also me.

Oh my God, everything appears real until you see this perspective, now I understand that anything can happen in the moment you decide it should.

What a breakthrough, since then I have done little things like instruct the creations in my hologram to do certain things and they do it. Like I imagined my bloke scratching my back for no reason yesterday, 3 mins later he scratced my back in the right spot without me asking. Little things like that.

So I have been looking a the illusion in mind and asking how do I influence it for instant results, I get that its all in mind and what we witness in the expanded mind is what reinforces it.

I am so ecstatic about this latest devlopment, and it is true there is nothing that can harm you, nothing, there is nothing not even money out there, not even abundance as we see it.

There is power to change and create in the illusion, thats our truth, we are abundant in power to create anything within the illusion, we own the illusion and everything in it.

I am writing this so that I don't forget the experience and also cause I am already losing the memory of what it felt like.

Its like say you owe someone money and they are bugging you or you expect them to bug you so you are anxious about it. Well when you reclam the power back from it, its like you wrote it down for a film script and as you claim the power back from it, it starts to get deleted from script. In you mind you see the thing and it hits a wall, the wall being the miror and the mirrror has gone opaque so it can no longer be reflected out. And you see the end of it, its shallow and not in depth as we think.

Errrm, okay its like in mind we create things, but we don't explain how they come about we don't have to, that comes later as the story develops around it. So all you have to do in mind is delete the thing, not the reasons its there or how it got there, just the thing. The explanations and reasons for it exist only in the outside world, or expanded mind.

Okay so our mind creates whatever it wants, it then gets projected to expanded mind from our focus and the logistics and linear aspect are taken care of. Know what I mean, we only create and we only need to do that part. Expanded mind takes care of the rest, different divisions of mind.

There is abundance of power to control and change and create in the hologram, in that there is an abundance of consciousness to create. There is no supply, that is down the line as explantion in expanded mind.

Oh I wish I could stay in that outlook but then I wouldn't be interacting with the illusion, why do these breakthroughs so short. Teasers I think.

Has anyone else experienced this?

[themaster]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Has anyone else experienced this?

Don't you ironically always find the answer to be no??

Nic, sounds like you had a nice experience.. but I always have a question.. did you see how the unconscious is creating..??

And do you know why your being given these insights?

I mean are you being prepared to activate them consciously all the time or.. what's your plan? What's the game plan?

See I have loads of questions

I'm very curious to know what you think about the unconscious creating.. and how it's being neutralized for you.. if you know what I mean

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by themaster

Don't you ironically always find the answer to be no??

Nic, sounds like you had a nice experience.. but I always have a question.. did you see how the unconscious is creating..??

And do you know why your being given these insights?

I mean are you being prepared to activate them consciously all the time or.. what's your plan? What's the game plan?

See I have loads of questions

I'm very curious to know what you think about the unconscious creating.. and how it's being neutralized for you.. if you know what I mean

I have been jumping round like a loony today, I can't believe I took this mind creation serioiusly, I can't beleive I want to pull the plug over this, its so stupid and inconsequential, it is just mind, so completely mind, its ridiculous. Oh my God I am bubbling over with excitement, I am so f***ing happy.

Its true that you have to conquer mind, that he who has control over their mind is King.

I don't have a game plan, I always affirmed that I was the enlightened one, that I would change the world, that I envisioned seeing myself walking through worn torn lands glowing white light and creating harmoney and peace wherever I went.

I really think that I must have agreed to a fast awakening when I came here, cause all my life I have known stuff, I don't know to what end though.

I knew sunday morning something was happening though, I felt excited.

I don't know what you mean about unconscious creating and neutralising.

I wish I could explain it better, I wish I could describe it better and the good thing is its not gone, I can feel it hovering and if I push my mind I can get the feeling back.

STOP LOOKING OUTSIDE FOR ANSWERS EVERYONE, EVERY ANSWER LIES WITHIN, AND I MEAN EVERY. THERE IS NOTHING OUTSIDE OF CONSEQUENCE.

To do it, turn your vision inside your head and focus on places where you want to reclaim your power. Turn your eyes inward.

Oh my God going berserk here, this is defo best breakthrough yet.

[nicbrahms]

No, since yesterday I have been asking my mind how do I create something in the illusion.

I get that I think of things and they happen a short while later, I get that I imagine things and they happen.

The movie playing in my mind is the same as the movie playing out side, just not as in depth. Sort of surfacey.

I am still trying to get to that bit where I can instantly create something out here just by deciding it or seeing it.

As soon as I get a realisation I will post as I am relentless when it comes to knowing stuff and my mind eventually gives me these insights and so I will not quit.

The secret to grow spiritually and I believe this, cause I have done all this in a year, is to not stop, never let up on your mind, whip it into submission, be relentless. Eventually you get what you want, as I have had many insights but this is by far the best one. This is the crux of it.

Oh what a joy to know I could jsut shut shop and runaway with all my takings and never look back and not even tell anyone where I am.

Oh joy, I am freeing myself of the illusion.

[nicbrahms]

Oh yes then I theorised that you can reclaim power back from illusions so why can't you give power to illusions just by the saying and commanding.

I have tried that and energy shifts around my head and the creation seems to be at my pineal gland hovering I don't know how much time or power I am supposed to give yet, I will continue to try. Its almost like if I give it enough power it will pop through pineal and out into expanded mind, yes perhaps thats it. I am gonna try.

In theory I should be able to do it with visualisations cause if I change the mind movie and it is for long enough it must reflect into the world as the mind movie is the same as the exterior movie as poss. I haven't visualised for a while and so will try that.

I got a feeling its got something to do with heart mind, you create the illusion in mind and then as you give it power it starts to activate travel down to heart mind, I have felt this. I will continue experimenting.

It appears it is easy to make existing illusions do stuff as in influencing my partner.

And another thing, children are the best mirrors, listen to what children say as they will tell you stuff that is true. My niece does it all the time, she will say something that is contrary to indications, she will inevitably be right.

They mirror you very well, have experienced this numerous times. Test it yourself.

Now I will continue harranguing my expanded self me for more answers.

By the end of the day I plan on having created something not there before.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

By the end of the day I plan on having created something not there before.

You go girl.. just had a small insight myself

[Ufaq]

Hi ..
I know its an awesome experience . Something similar happened with me once . It happened when i was explaining quantum physics to my cousin sister and when the topic became complicated and we started arguing. She told me that you cant step through the wall which made me furious cause i knew that it is absolutely possible only if i had the belief. Hence after some time it made me emotional and something strange happened with me. For some time it felt like i skipped this reality and was seeing it knowing that its an illusion out these nothing else. I was so sure that i will step through the wall i felt so strange and showed no interest in this world or reality knowing that its an illusion.

[elucidate]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I have been jumping round like a loony today, I can't believe I took this mind creation serioiusly, I can't beleive I want to pull the plug over this, its so stupid and inconsequential, it is just mind, so completely mind, its ridiculous. Oh my God I am bubbling over with excitement, I am so f***ing happy.

Its true that you have to conquer mind, that he who has control over their mind is King.

I don't have a game plan, I always affirmed that I was the enlightened one, that I would change the world, that I envisioned seeing myself walking through worn torn lands glowing white light and creating harmoney and peace wherever I went.

I really think that I must have agreed to a fast awakening when I came here, cause all my life I have known stuff, I don't know to what end though.

I knew sunday morning something was happening though, I felt excited.

I don't know what you mean about unconscious creating and neutralising.

I wish I could explain it better, I wish I could describe it better and the good thing is its not gone, I can feel it hovering and if I push my mind I can get the feeling back.

STOP LOOKING OUTSIDE FOR ANSWERS EVERYONE, EVERY ANSWER LIES WITHIN, AND I MEAN EVERY. THERE IS NOTHING OUTSIDE OF CONSEQUENCE.

To do it, turn your vision inside your head and focus on places where you want to reclaim your power. Turn your eyes inward.

Oh my God going berserk here, this is defo best breakthrough yet.

Oh Brilliant! Yes, I've had this realisation before. Sometimes I forget and slip back into maia, but it's totally true. We are all taught to look externally for the answers, to not trust out own abilities and our own counsel, which is what keeps people enslaved and locked out of the Kingdom within.

This is why when someone asks me for advice, I will do my best to steer them back to asking themselves what they would do. It frustrates me something to hear people always asking other people what they 'should' do, instead of giving themselves the credit to be able to work it out themselves. It's partially laziness and partially just conditioning I think...but we all have all the answers within us...that's the truth.

[Boldnut]

Originally Posted by Ufaq

Hi ..
I know its an awesome experience . Something similar happened with me once . It happened when i was explaining quantum physics to my cousin sister and when the topic became complicated and we started arguing. She told me that you cant step through the wall which made me furious cause i knew that it is absolutely possible only if i had the belief. Hence after some time it made me emotional and something strange happened with me. For some time it felt like i skipped this reality and was seeing it knowing that its an illusion out these nothing else. I was so sure that i will step through the wall i felt so strange and showed no interest in this world or reality knowing that its an illusion.

May I politely ask how do you know that ?

[moonrambler]

Nic, I'm curious now what your thoughts are on free will after this experience.

[James81]

I'm more curious if this miracle happened in or around 34th street.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by moonrambler

Nic, I'm curious now what your thoughts are on free will after this experience.

Unsure, I still think its an illusion of the illusion. I guess I just don't care now that I know what I know.

I took off from work at 3 and went to the park and laid on the grass and let my pooch wander about it was beautiful. I just stared at the sky and marvelled at all of my creation and nothing and no one even held the illusion of seperation anymore, it was all me, all orchestrated perfectly and I could see it in everything.

The space in my focus is where all the power is, right behind my eyes but thats an illusion too so now I am breaking down the barrier between me and and the expanded consciousness. But the perception is so different now its amazing, I can see behind the illusion.

I can't believe how its changed me, even my customers have said my eyes are sparkling and I look different. How the truth can effect you.

I have sat quizzing myself on how to change things in the illusion, how to alter the experience.

Its so amazing, I'm giddy with excitement and happiness I can't express it.

Now I wait for things to happen to claim more power back, its quite addictive.

I'm stil me behind my eyes but so much more, so much more its quite incredible.

I am gonna defo create something by the end of today.

rocking this is bloody rocking.

Also telling people has lost its impetus cause you realise they have no power in your illusion, everything has changed meaning, however old habits die hard so here I am.


How amazing the entire illusion is in convincing me. Its perfect.

Its all mind, all my mind.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by James81

I'm more curious if this miracle happened in or around 34th street.

Quite frankly it did.

[Kishka]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I have sat quizzing myself on how to change things in the illusion, how to alter the experience.

Nic, the point is, if All That Is, is created by your expanded Self, it's all yours...ALREADY. There's nothing to change. Your expanded Self already KNOWS everything you could ever need or want.

Accept this. SURRENDER to your expanded Self and simply ALLOW whatever pops into your hologram. No need to 'control', 'create' or 'change'. No harm can ever come to you or your loved ones, so TRUST and SURRENDER.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Kishka

Nic, the point is, if All That Is, is created by your expanded Self, it's all yours...ALREADY. There's nothing to change. Your expanded Self already KNOWS everything you could ever need or want.

Accept this. SURRENDER to your expanded Self and simply ALLOW whatever pops into your hologram. No need to 'control', 'create' or 'change'. No harm can ever come to you or your loved ones, so TRUST and SURRENDER.

Oh surrendering is boring, done that already.

Now I wanna be a billionaire, a MI5 spy, a terrorist, a supermodel, a train driver, a lollipop lady, a quadreplegic, a beggar than can play tamborine for money, and millions of other things

I want the power to change the illusion at will to experience what I want to experience. Done the spiritual work got this far now lets play, if I am stuck in the illusion until death (haven't figured out if I am yet) then I am having it my way.

Simple.

Peace and excitement galore.

[nicbrahms]

Oh and I get that expanded self is already living out all of these lives in myriad forms and ways, however, I want to test the boundaries of what my awarenes will give me. Do I have freewill or not to make my decisions?
Although that could be part of my illusion.

Lets just see what I can create I say.

Peace and jumping for joy.

[Kishka]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Oh and I get that expanded self is already living out all of these lives in myriad forms and ways, however, I want to test the boundaries of what my awarenes will give me. Do I have freewill or not to make my decisions?
Although that could be part of my illusion.

Lets just see what I can create I say.

Peace and jumping for joy.

Oh I thought you had already been there done that with I/M? Enjoy and let us know how your creations are coming along!

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Kishka

Oh I thought you had already been there done that with I/M? Enjoy and let us know how your creations are coming along!

I have but not from this place.

I want the power of instant manifestation.

I am God, and I want to play.

Lets do this.

[Kishka]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

i have but not from this place.

I want the power of instant manifestation.

I am god, and i want to play.

Lets do this.

(what happened to the big grin smilie?)

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Kishka

(what happened to the big grin smilie?)

Dunno, beautiful Kishka, perhaps it flew away in a wave of joy.

Peace and love abounding.

[Lemon Juice]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Oh surrendering is boring, done that already.

Now I wanna be a billionaire, a MI5 spy, a terrorist, a supermodel, a train driver, a lollipop lady, a quadreplegic, a beggar than can play tamborine for money, and millions of other things

That's exactly what I feel as well. Creating seems like a lot of fun! Still more and more fun as we discover more and more of our powers, it seems like an exciting journey! Nic, your post has uplifted me and inspired to do more internal fun work and less external dabbling in nothing - very nice . If you have any new insights about instant manifestation please share - I am very curious to hear any new discoveries on this subject!

[SethWilliams]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Oh surrendering is boring, done that already.

Now I wanna be a billionaire, a MI5 spy, a terrorist, a supermodel, a train driver, a lollipop lady, a quadreplegic, a beggar than can play tamborine for money, and millions of other things

I want the power to change the illusion at will to experience what I want to experience. Done the spiritual work got this far now lets play, if I am stuck in the illusion until death (haven't figured out if I am yet) then I am having it my way.

Simple.

Peace and excitement galore.

This is why i exist, why i have my powers.

This is EXACTLY what I know is right.

Love Seth

[Tanemon]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Its like say you owe someone money and they are bugging you or you expect them to bug you so you are anxious about it. Well when you reclam the power back from it, its like you wrote it down for a film script and as you claim the power back from it, it starts to get deleted from script.

If you're getting anxious because you owe someone money and they are bugging you or you expect them to bug you, what if you scripted that person (within your living hologam) to suddenly receive half-a-million pounds (or dollars)? - then what you owe that person would be a pittance, and that person would be happy and therefore you would feel relief. Two people would thus be happier - you and that person. If you gave that gift within the hologram.

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I always affirmed that I was the enlightened one, that I would change the world, that I envisioned seeing myself walking through worn torn lands glowing white light and creating harmoney and peace wherever I went.

Well, similar... because, you see, you have this vision/desire to bring relief, happiness, peace to people in war-torn lands - to create harmony. By giving this gift (peace/harmony) within the hologram.

Have you thought of this? done this?

[wstein]

She's waking up!!!

It's nearly impossible to explain this to anyone. When they experience it, there is no need to explain it.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Tanemon

If you're getting anxious because you owe someone money and they are bugging you or you expect them to bug you, what if you scripted that person (within your living hologam) to suddenly receive half-a-million pounds (or dollars)? - then what you owe that person would be a pittance, and that person would be happy and therefore you would feel relief. Two people would thus be happier - you and that person. If you gave that gift within the hologram.


Well, similar... because, you see, you have this vision/desire to bring relief, happiness, peace to people in war-torn lands - to create harmony. By giving this gift (peace/harmony) within the hologram.

Have you thought of this? done this?

Giving them money does not remove the illusion of my owing them money from my illusion. The money is illusionary, they are illusionary, the situation is a conscious creation and thus can be nullified. I have no interest in affording others money in my hologram, they are not real whats the point. And I prefer to get rid of conscious creations and reclaim power rather than build on them with other illusions. Its an op to reclaim power not bury it deeper in more illusion, now it becomes a place where you deconstruct everything to its basics. Strip the illusions away and see them for what they are.

Also wanting to help others etc has now also become pointless, there is no one to help, there never was, all holograms constructed with my mind and whatever way I have created them is perfect. It truly is a world of light and information, thats it.

You suggestions are based in a 3d world and I no longer have interest in faking it through the hologram, knowing what I know now, I would be lyng to myself in trying to help others. The first thing that changed in me was the desire to help others when I realised they aren't real. Two people have asked me for help and I have agreed to give it but I know already they have no power to claim anything or change anything, but the illusion is perfect and so I can create the illusion of them benefitting from my help, but its shallow inside me now.

One thing that dies hard is posting here, that I almost didn't do either, other than for the reason to document what I had been through so I don't forget it.

The truth no matter how harsh it might seem is that there is no one to help, there is no one whose life you can improve other than on an illusionary level and if thats your bag then play your game that way. But the desire to help has left me now, the experience stripped it away.

And in order to see the entire illusion for what it is, I can't become emmeshed in the illusion anymore than I am, seems to have happened naturally. Just a state of beingness and acceptance is left.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by wstein

She's waking up!!!

It's nearly impossible to explain this to anyone. When they experience it, there is no need to explain it.

Isn't it a strange thing that words can never explain it and then when the experience happens its extraordinary and more than you could have ever imagined.

I awoke this morning at 5am feeling like i had never slept, my mind does not sleep now, I hear my thoughts all night long. Time dilation is going through the roof, it was 5am, then suddenly it was 8am, 2 mins later it was 9.10am. I awoke tired but excited.

I left the house marvelling at all the creation, the room, the bathroom, the dog, knowing its all an illusion. I have a compulsion to be in the open all the time at the moment, yesterday in the park for 2 hours and today walking the dog, I marvelled at the details in the greenery, the dog **** on the ground, the horse that came over for a petting. Knowing it was all created by me. Nothing appears real now, almost like you can see the pixels and light and photons and information there.

I am always ecstatic since it happened, that teeth clenching jumping up and down joy that racks your body.

I saw a car I liked and before I could stop myself my mouth said, 'lets include that in the illusion.' Now I am wondering and it made complete sense that I can just go around and pick and choose the things to include in my life in the illusion. It makes sense.

Everything is part of me and everyone I see I placed them there, the sky, the clouds, the sun all my creations. The details are fantastic.

I have to agree though that I have become lax at the time my store opens, I don't feel the need to rush here to make money, I handle money all the time and it looks and feels alien like cardboard and trinkets and no matter what I can't get my head around why these bits of paper are of any value. Its so weird. I have had this feeling toward money crop up often and now its is overwhelming.

I guess in terms of the breaking loose from the money game I have hit the busting loose point, I get that but there is this weird place where your ego or personality is trying to cling to things and it won't allow me to cross the line. And at this point I don't particularly care, its cool where I am but I am gonna keep pushing for the next step. I want it, and by gum I shall have it.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I saw a car I liked and before I could stop myself my mouth said, 'lets include that in the illusion.' Now I am wondering and it made complete sense that I can just go around and pick and choose the things to include in my life in the illusion. It makes sense.

Did the car instantly integrate.. or still waiting?

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

One thing that dies hard is posting here, that I almost didn't do either, other than for the reason to document what I had been through so I don't forget it.

Yes, this is exactly what I use this forum for..

I'm pretty sure I attracted you to it too

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

You suggestions are based in a 3d world and I no longer have interest in faking it through the hologram, knowing what I know now, I would be lyng to myself in trying to help others. The first thing that changed in me was the desire to help others when I realised they aren't real. Two people have asked me for help and I have agreed to give it but I know already they have no power to claim anything or change anything, but the illusion is perfect and so I can create the illusion of them benefitting from my help, but its shallow inside me now.

I'm not 100% sure I'm with you.. I know this is what Bashar says.. but I still don't have a viewpoint like yours to compare..

My understanding is that you help the illusion.. you help yourself.. by empowering the reflections, you empower yourself.. to be honest.. I was purposely disempowering many of you on purpose..

But that changed so I could accelerate to the holodeck.. empower others, empower yourself..

We should get rei in here.. to tell you you're a power 5d one.. and your bad (no rei.. I'm just being playful.. no judgment.. it's a joke)

I like to ask questions as you know.. nic.. so I'll ask a few more..

How did you integrate these insights.. was it the ormus?

Bashar says.. that people here are your "version" of them? Would you say from your perspective that's accurate?

I am still clueless actually how you got to where you are nic.. I mean can you talk to mother/father god? The archangels.. separate you's?

Your path doesn't baffle me.. I just wonder what was the building points to get you there.. was it that you been developing your chakra's for years..?? years of crystals..?? ormus was the activation..?? I'm just wondering about your "new age" methodology and journey.. see now you have me going from saying "hello" and observing to now asking questions..

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by themaster

Did the car instantly integrate.. or still waiting?

Yes, this is exactly what I use this forum for..

I'm pretty sure I attracted you to it too

I'm not 100% sure I'm with you.. I know this is what Bashar says.. but I still don't have a viewpoint like yours to compare..

My understanding is that you help the illusion.. you help yourself.. by empowering the reflections, you empower yourself.. to be honest.. I was purposely disempowering many of you on purpose..

But that changed so I could accelerate to the holodeck.. empower others, empower yourself..

We should get rei in here.. to tell you you're a power 5d one.. and your bad (no rei.. I'm just being playful.. no judgment.. it's a joke)

I like to ask questions as you know.. nic.. so I'll ask a few more..

How did you integrate these insights.. was it the ormus?

Bashar says.. that people here are your "version" of them? Would you say from your perspective that's accurate?

I am still clueless actually how you got to where you are nic.. I mean can you talk to mother/father god? The archangels.. separate you's?

Your path doesn't baffle me.. I just wonder what was the building points to get you there.. was it that you been developing your chakra's for years..?? years of crystals..?? ormus was the activation..?? I'm just wondering about your "new age" methodology and journey.. see now you have me going from saying "hello" and observing to now asking questions..

Not yet, I get the buffer of time is still prevalent and that I haven't given it anymore thought. I think I have to integrate the new things into the mind and then they appear, still working on it. Then theres cause and effect of course. Oh and then there is also the idea that you acclimatise in your mind the things you desire and then they appear in the expanded mind. Learning all the while but its coming. I can feel it.

I think you attracted me here, but I am attracted to you, sexy The Master.

I wish you had this viewpoint and you jsut gotta reclaim the power from the illusion, claim via the discomfort if ever you feel it, and you will see too. The illusion is what has the wool pulled over our eyes, you gotta claim the power back from it and then you become more than the illusion and can see the illusion for what it is.

Bless Rei haven't heard from her in a while.

I don't talk to anyone but myself, had that realisation ages ago that there is only one voice, the voice of God, my voice. Hence stopped with all ideas of seperation, spriti guides etc. Integrated them all. I know just talk to myself as expanded self and the answers come into my mind.

I got news for you The master, you are on the holodeck and its a holodeck extraordinaire.

Everyone is tied to me, there is a place where you see them as seperate, but now everyone and everything has recognition in it. I see the people walking by and know that I put them there and marvel at it cause I am not completely expanded to the part of me that put them there. But the recognition is growing to the point you can influence them, mentally urging them to buy certain things in my store, urging them to say certain things etc. Interesting and fun. Yes they are entirely what I have created in their version of themselves here and now. My talk on suicide just brought me a customer in telling me his mum overdosed last night. It is interesting on the reflections you receive.

I only started this last August and then it was non-stop since, reading, affirming, bending my mind to my will, sometimes through extreme trauma and pain as you well know. I used ormus, ayahuasca which didn't really do anything. I stopped it all as I outgrew it and knew it was all me all along. I talked, lamented, chastised, annoyed my higher self I used leverage of killing myself if I didn't get my way, and I had all the visions, the channelling, the ephiphanies etc.

The energy built in my head and sometimes it was unbearable, I continued and perservered through contrary indications in my reality. I surrendered alot, I used merkaba, I pushed myself through ho'oponopono until it hurt so bad and my brain felt fried. I became moment, and refused the past. I focused on my goals of my experience being what I want.

I essentially went through a lot of hell and knowing what I know now, I don't think it was at all necessary. But then whose to say I would have gotten this far without pushing myself as hard as I did in a short space of time.

Oh the last realisation came about with the busting loose process, by evening my head was pounding with energy I had reclaimed, it was hurting, throbbing, my face, my jaw everything. The last thing I did before I saw the truth about my reality, was I turned my attention inward to the points in my head I could feel pain and too much energy and reclaimed power from inside my own mind. I drained it of power, then I saw the vision, the pictures in my mind, the reflection of the conscious creations into the outside world. I saw that there is no cause, just effect in mind. You decide the effect and the expanded self adds the cause and works on logistics.

So in loa when they say just see what you want and don't question its coming is so true to our creational abilities, we see the image, we desire the thing, we create the mood, environment, situation. It can pop into the hologram, we don't need to see the logistics of it, its not our job.

You just got to give it enough power to pop into your hologram. Thats it, and you do it cause you just know you are abundant in power to control your hologram.


It is truly so simple, it truly is. We see it in mind we give it judgement, power, consequences in mind and it appears in the expanded mind in your reality. Thats it, there is no need to question it as there is no reason to question it other than in 3d world, cause thats part of the illusion to keep the wool over our eyes.

Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhheyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, its so simple, its so yours, its so mine, its so simple.

Oh and just to let you know my reality has started changing , namely its happening to my nearest and dearest, they are ringing up with strange changes and commenting on seeing numbers, synchro's etc. Money is also flowing.

And this is just beginning.

[nicbrahms]

Another thing I just noticed as I ventured out, a sense of smallness. I stood outside and it felt small. Another affirmation I have always said is that there is no time or space. The smallness outside is quite weird, so I questioned myself on what is beyond that I can't perceive, I got nothing, then the matrix came to mind. So there is no images of the reality I am in until I interact with it. The smallness is bizarre, but expected as there isn't space or time.

We create what we perceive as we perceive it.

Interesting.

I am still working on the manifestation side and getting snippets but as of yet no further information and no sense of the expanded me as it was before. I have just realised that the answers are within me as if I didn't know, I got to delve.

Working on body expansion, in that I want to expand my consciousness outta this focus and keep the physical field as a nodal point of where I create.

Exciting and illuminating.

[nicbrahms]

I have a question for you.

I am at a crossroads, I have realised something profound that has changed my entire way of thinking.

I am now at a crossroads and would appreciate your opinion.

I find I am between accepting I am God and showing only a passing interest in the hologram, i.e my attitude to others has changed, as I now know they are only creations of mine and have no conscious power other than within the hologram as I have given it to them. Feel less need to help or be of assistance or in fact to care. I appreciate their creation though.

Or do I continue lying to myself and pretending the hologram matters inc everything in it?

What would you do?

And what happens to me when I choose.

Essentially how do you keep playing the game when you know its a game?