A miracle happened last night

[nicbrahms]

I just realised that this what I know is exceptional in itself, but how do I continue playing the game knowing all the while its a game.

The game is no longer authentic.

I just got the downside to this revelation, or is it?

What happens now?

I feel like I wanna stop interacting with it and I am wondering what would happen.

Gotta think.

[SunnyDays]

Nic,

maybe you want to bear in mind that you are also just a creation in their Holograms ..

No matter where I am I don't think I will treat anyone less than I want to be treated

Good luck with your choice

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by SunnyDays

Nic,

maybe you want to bear in mind that you are also just a creation in their Holograms ..

No matter where I am I don't think I will treat anyone less than I want to be treated

Good luck with your choice

Yeh but thats not it, they are consciousness creations but they are not the reality creator in my reality. They have no power like I do as the creator of this reality.

I thought you had read busting loose that explains it quite well.

Only difference is that I saw it in my mind, the creation so now I know it for sure.

Certainly is a dilemma.

[Angela]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I am now at a crossroads and would appreciate your opinion.

I find I am between accepting I am God and showing only a passing interest in the hologram, i.e my attitude to others has changed, as I now know they are only creations of mine and have no conscious power other than within the hologram as I have given it to them. Feel less need to help or be of assistance or in fact to care. I appreciate their creation though.

Or do I continue lying to myself and pretending the hologram matters inc everything in it?

What would you do?

And what happens to me when I choose.

Essentially how do you keep playing the game when you know its a game?

Why would you ask "us" for "our" opinion? That would be empty and pointless, since you created us and there is no one to ask and there never was -- we're all an illusion created by you! Who wants an illusion's advice? That would be as stupid as giving or helping "others"!

Except: with all of your infinite power to create, you created us -- and the other things that occur in the hologram. Why not ask yourself WHY you create the particular creations you create? Is it just to create them they way Mick Jagger strews babies around the planet, or is there something that you create them to reflect for yourself and/or play with?

I have far more than a passing interest in the hologram of the human game. I'm here to play it! Not just to put it aside and say, okay, I see it's an illusion, I'm done now, we can all go home now. But as a fun, inspiring, infinite framework within which I can play any game I want, packed with meaning, feeling wonderful, all of my favorite reasons for being here in the first place: love, being moved, inspiration, sex, partnership, joy, play, etc. -- call for the presence of other avatars. And it is so much fun to interact with the avatars --- I love you avatars! Making a positive difference for other avatars is a very, very fun and inspiring Phase II game.

It's not the only game in town; "other people don't matter" is another game, although one that doesn't inspire or move me very much, mostly because it tends to be a very small game, and I prefer to play BIG! Bigger and bigger. Because it's fun! Not that you should. Just piping up from a tiny corner of your consciousness here.

[st33med]

I agree completely with Angela. What's the point of creating an illusion when you just don't want it?

What's wrong with this illusion? You can create whatever you want right now!

[nicbrahms]

I have chosen a state of beingness, observing for some time.

I have quite a day, up an down today, emotions, feelings, ideas etc.

I am calm and centered now.

I choose the path the that feels right and it involves love, light and God.

Peace perfect world.

Angela why are you so angry, you come accross as angry.

St33med thats the whole point, there is no point.

[Angela]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Angela why are you so angry, you come accross as angry..

Angry?!? Quite the contrary! I was being a playfully provocative aspect of YOUR consciousness, Nic, I thought you would get that. (maybe it was using the word "stupid" that had you thinking I'm angry? I don't really think it's stupid at all - that was just irony that failed. )

I feel quite loving and supportive of your game, Nic, and of everything you create. I'm so sorry if you felt otherwise -- can you feel the love and support now?

[st33med]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

St33med thats the whole point, there is no point.

I think there is a point and that is to enjoy it lots!

I have a blast creating scenarios for myself that challenge me! Even if it means there are moments that create sadness or other negative moments for me. I would not have traded my past experiences for anything, not even a Ferrari!

[rei]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I just realised that this what I know is exceptional in itself, but how do I continue playing the game knowing all the while its a game.

The game is no longer authentic.

I just got the downside to this revelation, or is it?

What happens now?

I feel like I wanna stop interacting with it and I am wondering what would happen.

Gotta think.

Hiya... ask and you shall receive

themaster, yes I know you were joking and whatever way you choose to be is perfectly fine with me.

Nic, didn't you recently decide you would like to take a break from all the thinking? Does that decision apply in the current unfolding of Now? If so, what does your heart say about these realizations - not the mind, but the space of infinite love within you?

Does your heart say the game is pointless if you know it's a game? Or does your heart say something else?

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by Angela

Angry?!? Quite the contrary! I was being a playfully provocative aspect of YOUR consciousness, Nic, I thought you would get that. (maybe it was using the word "stupid" that had you thinking I'm angry? I don't really think it's stupid at all - that was just irony that failed. )

I feel quite loving and supportive of your game, Nic, and of everything you create. I'm so sorry if you felt otherwise -- can you feel the love and support now?

Yes glorious beautiful Angela is back, the woman that could launch a thousand ships.

I love you.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by st33med

I think there is a point and that is to enjoy it lots!

I have a blast creating scenarios for myself that challenge me! Even if it means there are moments that create sadness or other negative moments for me. I would not have traded my past experiences for anything, not even a Ferrari!

Yes of course you are right, I am gonna have such a blast, can you feel the excitement oozing, I can hardly keep still. I am free as I always was, now I finally get it.

Love you gorgeous.

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by rei

Hiya... ask and you shall receive

themaster, yes I know you were joking and whatever way you choose to be is perfectly fine with me.

Nic, didn't you recently decide you would like to take a break from all the thinking? Does that decision apply in the current unfolding of Now? If so, what does your heart say about these realizations - not the mind, but the space of infinite love within you?

Does your heart say the game is pointless if you know it's a game? Or does your heart say something else?

My beautiful poetic perfect Rei, God I have missed you.

I have sat here wondering where on earth you are, and all along you were right here in my heart.

I feel the love its oozing outta me, its overwhelming expression of it, can you feel it, I wanna squeeze you and hug you all so much.

You don't see how perfect you all are, so perfect, so perfect, so perfect. I can't tell you enough.

Never ever change, you immaculate creations.

I choose love, light and God and the decision is made. I follow this path.

My heart is flowing and I feel terrific.

Love to you you exceptional creation.

[rei]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

My beautiful poetic perfect Rei, God I have missed you.

I have sat here wondering where on earth you are, and all along you were right here in my heart.

I feel the love its oozing outta me, its overwhelming expression of it, can you feel it, I wanna squeeze you and hug you all so much.

You don't see how perfect you all are, so perfect, so perfect, so perfect. I can't tell you enough.

Never ever change, you immaculate creations.

I choose love, light and God and the decision is made. I follow this path.

My heart is flowing and I feel terrific.

Love to you you exceptional creation.

Aww, love this! Love to you golden awesome reflection of the beauty that is the me that is you that is me

Love ya

[SunnyDays]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Yeh but thats not it, they are consciousness creations but they are not the reality creator in my reality. They have no power like I do as the creator of this reality.

But see Nic, I created you as well ...in my Hologram


Whether you ignore people or not, whether you care or not - in the end it's your illusion and your game , so do what pleases you the most as this is the reason you are here for ..Having fun

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by SunnyDays

But see Nic, I created you as well ...in my Hologram


Whether you ignore people or not, whether you care or not - in the end it's your illusion and your game , so do what pleases you the most as this is the reason you are here for ..Having fun

I owe you sunnydays, thanks to you I got the book, used the process and got this far, bless you for that, and bless you for just being you, perfect in every way.

You are so exceptional all of you.

Love as always.

[SunnyDays]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I owe you sunnydays, thanks to you I got the book,

Your creation Nic

[Diandra25]

im happy that you reached where you wanted to Be Now Nic



altough right now im not yet fully aware of what really happened,cause i didnt experienced that too,im glad to see you so full of peacefulness,light and love.

i wish everyone would reach the point to where you are.achieving their highest potencial,their perfect love,family,self-expression and home.

wish that everyone could see beyond the illusion and believing it,cause it is their heart+s voice saying it.

[themaster]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I got news for you The master, you are on the holodeck and its a holodeck extraordinaire.

Yep, I know this.. but still in the holodeck you get to say "arch" "computer end simulation" "computer pause simulation" "computer?"

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Everyone is tied to me

Yes, but remember from my perspective.. everyone's tied to me

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Not yet, I get the buffer of time is still prevalent and that I haven't given it anymore thought. I think I have to integrate the new things into the mind and then they appear, still working on it. Then theres cause and effect of course. Oh and then there is also the idea that you acclimatise in your mind the things you desire and then they appear in the expanded mind. Learning all the while but its coming. I can feel it.

Interestingly enough.. this is what I'm always interested in

I am a bit of a "repeating me" when I always ask questions about "instant manifestation" even to my teacher..

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I wish you had this viewpoint

Honestly, I'm not sure I want your viewpoint.. I'm interested in staying limited.. all the while going unlimited for the holodeck

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I have a question for you.

I am at a crossroads, I have realized something profound that has changed my entire way of thinking.

I am now at a crossroads and would appreciate your opinion.

I find I am between accepting I am God and showing only a passing interest in the hologram, i.e my attitude to others has changed, as I now know they are only creations of mine and have no conscious power other than within the hologram as I have given it to them. Feel less need to help or be of assistance or in fact to care. I appreciate their creation though.

Or do I continue lying to myself and pretending the hologram matters inc everything in it?

What would you do?

And what happens to me when I choose.

Essentially how do you keep playing the game when you know its a game?

It's very good question.. as I have pulled out of judgment.. I have watched movies and no longer felt there emotional pull.. or great illusion story's..

I dunno.. nic there's really two choices.. integrate energy and ascend in theory (my teacher says doh! that's not gonna happen on 2012) he says it this way.. "If you think 2012 is going to roll around and you're going to turn into a ball of energy and ascend.. keep dreaming "

Or just live for fun and joy.. or I guess get permission to leave if that excites (I've heard a lot of different things about suicide.. but it's my understanding to actually leave one needs permission)

I often get the feeling you want to leave the narrow confines of your piece of england? and get out and explore.. but you hold back do to fear.. I asked you about that earlier..??

Maybe, if you can develop better manifestation skills it will give you the permission to explore the world (if that's what you want to do) under your terms.. I explore the world under my terms and the world's terms

[wstein]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

Or do I continue lying to myself and pretending the hologram matters inc everything in it?
What would you do?
And what happens to me when I choose.
Essentially how do you keep playing the game when you know its a game?

One bit you have overlooked is that you are still tied to the illusion (for now). Sure you are getting some control over it and some clarity as to the nature it. Until you are able to 'step out' you are more or less forced to do something about it. As the part trapped here has some preferences, these are better attended to. There is of course no serious effect of not attending to your incarnation, just a lot of experiences where (the real) you does not get expressed. I try my best to express my true nature in an attempt to reduce the friction of being tied down.

Many in this situation go crazy messing with this that and the other. At some point one tires of that realizing that it's too pointless. A lot of activities do become too banal to bother with. Seek activities that still 'speaks to your soul' and do those.

[wstein]

Originally Posted by st33med

I agree completely with Angela. What's the point of creating an illusion when you just don't want it?

What's wrong with this illusion? You can create whatever you want right now!

What's the point of bothering to create anything more. There is already an infinity of infinites out there. At some point, haven't I created enough. How long is it worth chasing infinity? It's not 'wrong', it's that I am done and wish to stop.

[nicbrahms]

The first thing to show me how illusory it all is happened last night, and I tried to replicate it.


I am buzzing, okay so I get up to go to bed and as I put my laptop on the side, I contemplate taking my phone up and decide I don't need it. I remember this clearly.

I then go out have a fag, play with my dog, potter about marvelling all the while.In my hands I am holding my car keys only. I go back in and check the kitchen and then tell a friend whose there to let the dog in as he's outside, when the dog wants to come in. I go off to bed, I enter the bathroom do my ablutions. I enter bedroom and walk to bed for my pyjamas, I pick top up put it on, and pick bottoms up and underneath lo and behold is my phone.

I froze, looked at like it was a replica, picked it up got in bed and I could not stop smiling. Just then my partner rings me and I tell him in a fit of excitement. Saying even if I had brought it up how would it end up under my pyjamas, besides irrelevant I know I didn't bring it up. I know for a fact I didn't. Cause I never bring it to bed.

I then realised the thought of considering bringing it up was enough to create it upstairs already and obviously for the reason that my partner, who is working away in London, was gonna ring.

HOW COOL IT THAT. I AM STILL BUZZING OVER IT. SO THATS THE FIRST I HAVE BEEN GIVEN A GLIMPSE OF MY POWER.

I tried repeating it with my face cream appearing on my bedside table and then I tried to turn the light off, which scared me cause a huge hand appeared in my mind like it was reaching over to switch the light off but I got rid of the image, and I am sure if I had left the hand the light would have gone off, in mind, in world.

How awesome is tha?, Gonna try and replicate it.

lololololololololololo

Thank you the master, wstein for your advice I am too busy playing at the mo, but yesterday when I choose love, light and God, it was overwhelming my heart opened right up, and I knew it was a decision that needed to be made. Like I was in limbo for that time.

Peace and love

[nicbrahms]

I thought the excitement might have died off a bit, but its growing, getting so I can't sit still. I have never experienced this level of pure joy at jsut observing the illusion in action. Its incredible.

I am lovign this, bursting at the seems.

lololololololol

I am gonna buy what I want, lol, none of it exists anyway, what fun.

[Easterbunny]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I just realised that this what I know is exceptional in itself, but how do I continue playing the game knowing all the while its a game.

The game is no longer authentic.

I just got the downside to this revelation, or is it?

What happens now?

I feel like I wanna stop interacting with it and I am wondering what would happen.

Gotta think.

but yesterday when I choose love, light and God, it was overwhelming my heart opened right up, and I knew it was a decision that needed to be made.

I once had a psychedelic trip that forced me to release any attachment. First the physical world dissolved, then after I stopped holding on to all the information that was flooding my mind I became one with it all. Time and space stopped existing and I just was The One Consciousness. There was nothing outside of me since I was ever present, the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end. No here and there, no me and not-me... it was eternal bliss.

I guess that's your next stop, if you choose so.

And then at some point I decided to recreate time, space, matter, separation... and as I separated things in me and not-me, I had this joyful realisation that this enabled me to get to know myself in a whole new way, a way that's impossible without the illusion of separation.

Plus, I (you) have the urge to create! It's what we do, it's what we are: A CREATOR!

So I guess you could pull the wool from your eyes and put it back on as you see fit

[nicbrahms]

That was lovely easterbunny, as you are.

I am doing exactly that, and as I have a store, I have been watching money come and go and see it as all coming to me, loving it going, loving it coming back. Its exceptional way to look at things and the more I keep appreciating the more it keeps flowing in. Busy Busy.

I am so happy, I can't describe enough how my heart feels like it wants to burst forth in a fit of such happiness.

I get it so totally, and now I look forward to times of discomfort to claim power from, its amazing.

I love the world, I love you all and Rob, your a darling, my beautiful creations.

[tendou]

If I am in your hologram, can you do anything to me? Or I am not in your hologram or I am in my own hologram?

[nicbrahms]

Originally Posted by tendou

If I am in your hologram, can you do anything to me? Or I am not in your hologram or I am in my own hologram?

Yes I imagine so, never had the inclination to try further afield.

I have influenced my entire hologram in that people are inordinantly happy today and I think its cause I am so happy.

Also people are very kind and sweet to me since I decided to appreciate and love them unconditionally, oh and protective, if I ever have any jip in my shop the amount of protective guys around just astonishes me. Its like my creations are looking out for me, sound weird, its happened too often now and I just expect it. And then I realised I created the jip to show me how my hologram had changed.

Specific ways have been with my partner, dog, nieces and nephews.

Oh also my shop suppliers going above and beyond their duty to me. Oh and three customers walked outta my shop after chit chat and as they left, they said 'love you' as though they had just been chatting to their nearest and dearest. I dunno if they realised they said it.

How cool is that?

I am gonna try for different stuff or intend a general direction for all behaviour in my hologram to be toward me.

lol, this is gonna be fun.

[moonrambler]

Originally Posted by nicbrahms

I then realised the thought of considering bringing it up was enough to create it upstairs already and obviously for the reason that my partner, who is working away in London, was gonna ring.

Awesome stuff. This is what I'm talkin' about!

[Wax Frog]

OK, Miz Nic, what kind of cool stuff are you going to read happened to Waxy 24 hours from now? Hehehehehe....

[nicbrahms]

Waxy for you I would say that you have your own ephiphany and it changes your consciousness in the most fabbest way possible.

I have been thinking about what I went through and I think I have it wrong.

I questioned myself and when I saw what I saw it was in expanded self. So I became expanded self and saw the field where everything is created. Thats why there appeared to be like no depth to the things I was removing power from, also there appeared to be nothing behind them, like a wall but not a wall. It was the field.

So I became expanded and saw the field where the creations are created.

And as I sucked power from them they became smaller.

Then I returned to my focus here.

Yes that makes sense now.

Mmmmm this lends to more deliberation.

Peace y'all.

[st33med]

You are practically leaking happy energy!

I was wondering, can you help me manifest a Ferrari F50? Would be nice to even drive one .