Rockchick thread and.. "nothing works for me"!

[themaster]

Rockchick, has been practicing some "new age" ideas for quite a while and she's had moderate success.. I met rockchick (virtually ) on a post on one of the upper forums emotion or the other one

Anyway.. it sounded when I talked to her that her life was going well.. and then she posted this..

When literally every area of your life sucks, where do you start!?

And I gave her some of the best advice I've ever written.. all in her honor.. well, you know most of it went in 1 ear and out the other

That's okay.. I don't give up easily!

Anyway.. as part of my checking up on the people I'm helping.. I pm'd her and the conversation to be posted here is those pm's..

These pm's are being presented to help other people, rockchick and even myself.. and in case rockchick continues to need information that helps

As part of this conversation.. I've agreed to be rockchick's workout buddy/sponsor and thus a thread will be created for that specific subject.. if your in dire need of having someone encourage you to try things.. that'll be the place to go

New Age "workout buddy" thread.. :)

[themaster]

Originally Posted by themaster

rockchick, I invested a lot of time and energy in you.. it's time for me to check up on my investment..

how are you doing??? are you good?? Are you feeling better??

Also in your honor I started this thread today in reviewing my posts to you..

Co-creation experiment.. let's go!

Hello! Thank you for thinking of me, that was nice!! I've been trying to avoid this forum because I almost got banned last time I posted and people here think all my posts are pity parties so I just figured I better stay away. I've been trying to sort out my life in other ways now but honestly nothing helped as much as this place did. But I am afraid to post again with my problems, I'm pretty sure most people haven't missed me. (Glad you did, though!)

The last time I was on here I was having a really hard time because it seemed like every part of my life was going downhill. Nothing has changed since then, although I wouldn't call myself depressed anymore, now it's more like I don't care and whatever happens happens. I still haven't been able to find a job, or new friends, so I pretty much just spend my time job hunting and sitting online and occasionally going to the same few friends' houses but we just sit around and watch movies. I am still having money issues & vehicle problems so that pretty much keeps me home or in the same town at least, so I really haven't done anything at all since I was last on here.

Regarding that Spirit Matters ebook you sent me, I printed out all the exercises that I wanted to try and I have tried a few of them but my mind is just so cluttered and active that I haven't been able to get anything out of them yet. I thought for sure the Grounding Line would have worked but I honestly didn't feel any different after doing it.

Someone mentioned a Paul McKenna book, he is a hypnotist, well I ordered the book but it was sent to the wrong address so it never came and then I figured it was probably better because I was just adding to my massive credit card debt anyway. But I did download for free his hypnotic trance mp3 which I listen to every night in bed but honestly I haven't noticed any bit of difference in my life since listening to that (for about a week and a half now). This is how it always goes for me though so i'm used to trying something as best as I can and not getting anything out of it.

Sorry this is so long, I get long-winded especially when I haven't had a good way to vent-I am afraid to post online anywhere for fear of ending up in arguments with people. So, I guess to sum it up, nothing much has changed!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Hello! Thank you for thinking of me, that was nice!!

I know I'm crazy like that

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I've been trying to avoid this forum because I almost got banned last time I posted and people here think all my posts are pity parties so I just figured I better stay away. I've been trying to sort out my life in other ways now but honestly nothing helped as much as this place did. But I am afraid to post again with my problems, I'm pretty sure most people haven't missed me. (Glad you did, though!)

It's not say I missed you.. It's to say I was concerned about you.. and wanted to see how you're doing?

You see I do care.. that you have a happy life!

(don't make me teary.. it's not nice! )

Didn't we talk about the fear of banning??

You can come back.. hell, I'm a technical expert.. if giving up your username doesn't make you a FEAR monger than.. understand you will not lose this as a support system.. nor me if you want me..

But understand that I don't want a clingy kind of help relationship.. I want to empower you.. to be more you..

So why I gave you a stern lecture is I wanted you to focus more on you and less on creating a "poor me" thread.. doesn't mean you don't deserve one.. it just means I was trying to help you "focus"

You know I don't normally meet forums members in person.. but maybe in your case.. it would be a exception

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

The last time I was on here I was having a really hard time because it seemed like every part of my life was going downhill. Nothing has changed since then, although I wouldn't call myself depressed anymore

that's change!!!

You have changed! Validate it!... Please??? Please? pretty please with icing cake on top???

Did you try asking for help every day?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

now it's more like I don't care and whatever happens happens.

Again this is change.. please validate it

You have released and let go.. by your own description..

You stopped focusing on the problems and the problems became void.. I know you want a happier life.. why do you think I offer my help in this?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I still haven't been able to find a job

That's not a big deal.. my sister quit her stillwater job in december.. and she still hasn't found one either..

It's funny my friend levi when I left in december also quit his job.. and I talked to him recently and he's been re-hired by the company he quit.. lol

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

or new friends

Alright, it's time we changed that! That's it I'm your new friend..

And now as friends we'll have to meet if you want too?

Just a word of warning about me.. I'm real quiet, real cute and coming to Minnesota in about 14 days or less

(I HOPE YOUR NOT camera shy.. I take lots of pictures!)

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

so I pretty much just spend my time job hunting and sitting online and occasionally going to the same few friends' houses but we just sit around and watch movies. I am still having money issues & vehicle problems so that pretty much keeps me home or in the same town at least, so I really haven't done anything at all since I was last on here.

That's not nothing.. that is something.. keep on keeping on rockchick you are a beautiful person we all our! Feel the love and power in that.. okay?

(you have a habit of making me teary.. bad rockchick! )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Regarding that Spirit Matters ebook you sent me, I printed out all the exercises that I wanted to try and I have tried a few of them but my mind is just so cluttered and active that I haven't been able to get anything out of them yet. I thought for sure the Grounding Line would have worked but I honestly didn't feel any different after doing it.

Perhaps you should meet my teacher.. that's why I'm coming to town.. he also wrote that book?

You could also meet a whole lot of people even in MN that like his work

I'd still tell you to keep trying.. these effects take time.. you never know maybe we can talk my teacher into giving you a copy of his DVD's for free?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Someone mentioned a Paul McKenna book, he is a hypnotist, well I ordered the book but it was sent to the wrong address so it never came and then I figured it was probably better because I was just adding to my massive credit card debt anyway. But I did download for free his hypnotic trance mp3 which I listen to every night in bed but honestly I haven't noticed any bit of difference in my life since listening to that (for about a week and a half now). This is how it always goes for me though so i'm used to trying something as best as I can and not getting anything out of it.

I take it you didn't try the Bashar idea I mentioned.. like I said I don't know what he does in the sleep period.. but it's something..

Have you listened to bashar on youtube.. do you like it/resonate with it/him??

Because I'd be glad to give you all the material I have on him or abraham.. or jim self..?? whichever

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Sorry this is so long, I get long-winded especially when I haven't had a good way to vent-I am afraid to post online anywhere for fear of ending up in arguments with people. So, I guess to sum it up, nothing much has changed!

Don't apologize unless you complain 50 times to me.. then apologize

I think your absolutely wrong.. you have changed.. your always changing.. you are in a much better/relaxed place than you where.. trust me I have psychic abilities.. I know this!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I just typed up a whole bunch of replies and my window closed on me and I lost everything!!

Yah, I just dealt with some serious phone frustration myself.. my phone can't call 1800 for some reason and here people hear me.

A lot of this is stuff I don't want to necessarily do.. so maybe that is negatively manifesting dunno

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Yes you are right, there was change, but I don't see it as progress. I am not any closer to solving my problems, that's for sure. My problems are still there no matter how much I ignore them. Or perhaps it's that my problems ARE being answered in a way I can't see yet, which is fine, it just doesn't help my current state of feeling stuck.

As I said.. you need to validate and validate again.. push on and forget about stuck.. I'd say you’re doing fine.. but that's my opinion.. no need to believe me?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I am not against meeting in person but I just wonder what you would say to me then that you can't say to me in here?

Not much.. I don't do much personal advice.. (but that's more or less about opportunity than not) this would be more about being a friend.. or feeling what should be my positive vibration.. and just having some fun.. not complicated.. not guaranteed to be perfect.. it's just a option.. consider it or don't..

Probably going to make "steak kabobs" with my sister.. so you’re invited for a bbq at my sisters place or my friends house (most likely)

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I am a much better typer than a talker!

So am I.. massive "analytical' skills don't you think.. or maybe massive heart these days

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

It's so much easier for me to open up and be honest online. I know that's a bad way to be, but I can't help it.

You be whatever way you want to be.. There's no bad way to be

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Regarding Bashar, yes I have watched some of his videos on Youtube and I checked out his website! He reminds me a lot of Abraham/Hicks (I'm really into them, I have 2 of their books). It isn't that this information isn't good and helpful, it's probably that I lack something necessary to implement this information into my life. I've tried most of the exercises in the Abraham/Hicks books though, but nothing ever happened so I just naturally lost interest in it. I admit I like to see results rather quickly, and you have to admit something is hard to keep up if you can't see results!

You lack of nothing!

Let's see how my experiment goes and if it goes well.. we'll try using it on you!

Until then.. let me ask you to try listening to these free audios and see if it helps..

Information Sharing.. :)

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

It's easy for someone else to say I'm doing fine if they aren't living my life , I mean you aren't going to be the one who has to deal with my problems. I honestly don't know how to "push on and forget about being stuck" when my life has gone practically in reverse for the last 14 months.

But see.. it's as I told you before in the defining and labeling this as "problems" is where the trouble starts.. how about we try a new word today..?? "unique challenges"

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Listening to someone talk or taking in information doesn't solve problems, it's doing things about it.

Actually, your wrong about this! (and I rarely say wrong ) Action doesn't solve problems..

You see this is your EGO again.. telling you how to fix yourself.. it's not your EGO you want to listen too.. it's your heart? It's your spiritual self?? okay?

Start "thinking" your way to a solution.. stop shooting down everything that comes along as "no good".. part of your problem is you do "invalidate everything" I mean everything.. whether it's a belief or it's just your EGO.. Start "thinking" your way to a solution.. stop shooting down everything that comes along as "no good".. part of your problem is you do "invalidate everything" I mean everything.. whether it's a belief or it's just your EGO.. (when you use a method.. doesn't matter the method.. VALIDATE it.. say this worked for me a little.. it may not work anymore.. but VALIDATE you tried it.. helped or your feel about the same.. even validate.. but don't criticize a method when you do that.. it's like TAKING a step backwards.. if you were on the road to recovery and to recover.. all you had to do was step forward.. would you choose to step backwards saying.. "no I'm not getting better" try and validate everything if you can.. please try )

It's like your EGO wants you to stay miserable?

Take your EGO which is likely running as you READ this and say "I love you" 50 times.. say "were a team, I need you to work with me to improve" just say it 50 times.. listen to the words as you say them "out loud" or inside and try and feel some love and excitement in there..

If you were to listen to Abraham or Bashar or Jim Self or me (doesn't matter) each day, every day.. there good advice would rub off on you.. you may not think those recordings have "vibrational" enhancement.. but they do.. your just so busy the "woe is me" to keep up.. on keeping up.. (meaning you keep "trying")

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

it's doing things about it. I am like this with everything in my life, I can read, listen, plan, organize, analyze

Those are all EGO things.. you are making this into a PROCESS.. and that's why it's not fun..

Really, imagine practicing self improvement..?? when it's not fun

Do you know what makes it not fun..?? It's the EGO

You can practice self improvement by the lake, at a bookstore, at the bus stop.. on the toilet.. it don't matter.. you just take a moment and in that moment.. you say I'm going to think about me.. and what's best for me right in this moment..

You are also just not happy cause your still haven't let go of your dad's happiness over yours.. have you?

Alright.. I'm going to give you another exercise to try and see if it helps..

Have you heard abraham talk about Segment Intending.. abraham says.. recognize a segment.. whether you're on the phone, getting yelled at by our dad, watching the TV, eating, whatever it is.. recognize it's a moment in time.. and right in that moment..

Take a pause.. and Declare what you want!

Just say.. in this moment I intend to be happy, to get this guy off the phone, to be alone.. whatever it is you want

(that's one exercise you can try right now.. in real life all through your day.. all you have to do is remind yourself.. and ask/intend..)

Okay exercise #2

I would like you to practice this very simply.. in that do this about 3 times at least in 1 day to see if helps but what you want to do is.. when you think of someone who has your energy.. start with easy people.. don't go after the "worst" person right away.. and just give this is a try

Practical Tools for Making Separations - Part 1 > Jim Self

http://www.masteringalchemy.com/pdfs...ngseps_pt2.pdf

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I am lazy. I need to learn how to fix THAT.

Well, that's part of the problem isn't it.. your defining lazy as BAD and part of the problem..

I'm incredibly lazy.. you can ask my sister if you want she'll back me up.. I never put up the tent.. or erect the camping stove or move anything physically if I can help it..

You see I embrace who I am.. I know what I want to do.. and what I don't..

Laziness is not a problem, till you make it one.. I'm not telling you that yes, you shouldn't be taking time for you.. and practicing trying to improve yourself.. but you can't get anywhere if your calling yourself "bad" or not worthy.. you need to find the process's that excite you and that don't feel bad..

Let's go over check list again okay??

Tell me everything you tried.. and what excited you about it.. what made you feel good???

- Abraham
- Bashar
- Jim Self?
- NLP
- Wicca?

What else is there??

What resonated with you.. when you read it.. listened to it???

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I feel like a really souped up car that has all the best parts but it just has no gas in it.

That's a good analogy.. now I'm going to tell you truth and be blunt about it.. why I think you have "no gas"..

In part.. part of that is the thing with your DAD

Because you are holding yourself back.. (unless you changed that?) and thinking of his happiness first.. is 1 reason why it's hard for you to be motivated or happy about anything..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

And it always comes down to not having enough money, why I am unable to DO things.

Money's just a excuse.. sorry but it is..

If you think these economy and job problems on the planet are over.. think again.. this is just the beginning.. it's not going to get "great depression" worse.. but it is going to take a turn for the FEARFUL.. for anyone who puts there power in the outside reality.. rather than trusting in themselves..

I want to remind of you of something rockchick.. you can read this good advice.. and then go thread hopping.. or go make some popcorn.. or after reading this.. you can go take 5-30 minutes and do some self improvement exercises.. if your are serious about change.. I wouldn't wait.. I wouldn't stall.. I'd just go do it right now.. and then come back to make popcorn or "thread surf"

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Yes, of course, I forgot...but even if I word it different, "they" are still there.

Okay, I'm going to agree with you for once.. they are still there.. but there only there as long as you remember/make them there..

If you would drop the idea of "no labels" it would really help you..

I want to offer you my goals page.. this goals page came about as I was sitting down on the porch last year and I asked myself "what our my goals?" right?? and I thought I was going to write down normal stuff.. (make money, go to the park etc.) and this just poured out of me (note however this is the 3rd revision) I put more in

What are my goals? Part 3: Revenge of the monkey ninja! :)

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well now i'm confused, because that's all i've been doing is thinking! That's my prob...er, unique challenge is that I can't get past the thinking stage. And that has me running in circles. I've thought about everything so much that now I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life. I had 5 pretty good options narrowed down and now I just feel no motivation to go after any of them.

It's awesome to hear you.. change the label on your "Unique Challenges" (I gave you this same advice before.. I think you missed it last time )

Yah, I don't blame you about motivation I have that problem all the time.. watch me ♥♥♥♥♥ about it?

I'm supposed to be in the Philippines right?? but where am I?

I'm in Memphis, tn staying a hotel for $.01 And today's my last $.01 day.. (promotion ended yesterday)

I wanted to go to Europe after my teachers conference.. but now I'm back to "no plan" it's weird because.. it's become a problem for me to PLAN anything any more.. (you probably) don't have this problem) but I do!! lol, Big time

If I try to plan anything it turns into a major headache and I just can't do it.. I recently asked my sister to plan a Hawaii trip for us.. she tried it turned into a headache for her.. and boom it's off! (I wasn't that into it anyway)

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I've thought about this. But I can't imagine why anyone would want to be miserable. People might say I just love to complain to get attention, but I would much rather get attention in the form of friendly conversations about our shared hobbies and interests. And I do have those conversations with people, so I don't know why my ego wants me to be miserable because obviously I don't get the right attention that way and I've even lost friends because of it. And people tell me I frustrate them so they don't even want to help me anymore. Why would my (or anyone's) ego like that?

Did you spend time.. telling your EGO you love it.. that it needs to help you out?

That's what I want to know?

lol.. funny question.. everyone's EGO is making them miserable.. that's just the truth! It's true design was to be a FOCUS.. but hardly any of us use it as a FOCUS.. it ends up thinking it has to "do everything" "think of everything"

And according to my teachers "thinking" is not our job The idea is.. there's another part of you a GPS, a higher person of yourself sitting on a mountain.. guiding you down the trail.. and as you walk the trail they "RADIO" in instructions.. "turn left" "go right" "jump over that pitfall"

And it's that listening to those instructions that gets you more and more steps down the road.. okay?

But many EGO's think they're running the show.. don't look for that advice.. and fall right into that pit.. even when you RADIO'd yourself.. it was coming!

Put some faith and trust into your higher self.. know that you're not alone.. and know that you DON'T have to do everything by yourself!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

But, (and this is a big but!)...my circumstances have still not reflected what's going on inside. My inside has changed, why hasn't my outside?

It could be the action step.. but it sounds like you've taken some of that..

It could be you have a belief that you still haven't cleared yet.. a tough one.. let's see if I can imagine it.. ohh that's right I know it for you lol

"I've tried all this stuff and it works for a while and then it doesn't!" that's a belief you've created there.. if you ask me

Have you been experimenting with LOA during your day and life (that's part of what segment intention is about)?

Have you asked for simple and weird things.. "I'd like to see a Vikings jacket" "Send me a banana" "Send me a hallmark greeting card"

Have you experimented.. can you see that your creating your reality? That your thoughts and askings have a effect?

Please keep validating your INSIDE has change.. cause I believe it has.. the outside reality will peak through as changed soon.. you just have to clear a few more stumbling blocks!

The universe sent me to you didn't it??

What you think our conversation is random?.. I talk with I notice you've changed.. I think that's awesome.. you say you haven't.. but if you validate my opinion (your choice) you'd note I can see changes in you..

Perhaps if you'd like your ego to notice..?? go back and RE-READ our entire part of that thread together.. and notice where I asked you to label your problems differently..? maybe you can see now that you choose the better label this time.. rather than getting confused and going into EGO..

Really, re-read that conversation.. compared to now.. the 1st or 2nd time you responded to me here and now.. you were being/doing the same things "woe is me" "but you don't understand" now look at this conversation right here.. I can see it.. it's very open/very neutral.. your listening.. it's excellent maybe if you compare what you said in this one PM to all the statements you said to me 2 months ago.. you will see the change (EGO'cilly )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well isn't changing yourself and your life a process? It doesn't happen overnight (but 3 years is a bit long ). I admit part of my problem is I'm a planner/organizer. I could sit and plan/research/organize for MONTHS on something that will only take an hour. I am a perfectionist too, so those are not a good combination for getting things done!

It can happen overnight!

It happens as fast as you let it.. for understanding this see my teachers lecture "permission slips" happy to send the audio to you.. if you want it..? you can also find that I typed it up about 3 minutes of it here on the forum..

I used to be a perfectionist and a Organizer/EGO maniac.. look at me.. I demonstrate to you I can change.. I'm not joking when I say that this is the truth

I also used to have a part of me I called pessimist too.. I think you can tell from my text these days.. It never, ever comes out.. (think I got rid of that friend years and years ago )

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

It isn't just my dad anymore, it's the whole idea of being away from my family and friends, which, ironically, is the same thing I want to get away from! I have this weird love/hate thing with spending time with them. I can only do it in small increments. But yet when I imagine being off on my own, hundreds of miles away, I get this sick feeling inside me and I start to think ok that isn't a good choice, obviously! I trust the body's reaction to things, so I am pretty sure I couldn't handle being that far from my family and friends. That's where the struggle lies because as much as I need everyone, I also need LOTS of time away from them. I have this problem with my mom too, I just saw her twice this week and now tomorrow she wants me to go shopping with her and I feel bad saying no but I really don't want to go. I don't understand myself, why I have such conflicting desires. I want move away from my family and friends yet 90% of the time I want to be alone.

First off, I think you should get away from them.. yes.. and learn how to visit them and in your own time.. come see them and then say bye-bye (because you want to limit your exposure to negative people until you have full control of yourself/are in a good place.. now I'm not trying to call your family BAD alright)

I consistently.. visit the negative people in my family.. (though earlier this year.. I didn't want to be around my sister tina.. she was placing all her blame on my sister jessie for her happiness.. terrible way to be!)

But I found a double standard in there.. while she was thrashing hate at jessie.. she was okay or slightly positive with me around.. so I surprised myself and she surprised me with not turning our relationship into a big deal.. even if her thing with jessie I was slightly dragged into..

Anyway.. when I come to Minnesota what do you think I'm going to do there besides see my teacher..?? I will see my mom and now 2 sisters in the area (maybe 3 if I get there soon enough!) (it's a rarity to have all 4 of us kids in Minnesota) but for the time I'm not rushing to get there.. my sister tina is going to be there for a short period of time and do to her needing to work things out she's not a joy to be around.. she's staying with my mom so maybe I should sweep in and try and rescue her.. but maybe not!

Most of the people in my family are doing well.. jessie used to be a bigger problem.. but she should be well on her way soon.. and tina.. tina just needs SPACE to figure herself out.. and what she wants.. and she's got it now!

And last I checked Angie was doing well.. I'm not sure what the influence is of college bound party/drinker people is doing to her.. but I hope she's maintaining who she is and not adopting bad habits..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

But yet when I imagine being off on my own, hundreds of miles away, I get this sick feeling inside me and I start to think ok that isn't a good choice, obviously! I trust the body's reaction to things

Your body's reaction.. may actually just be FEAR.. not telling you.. "not to leave"..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

so I am pretty sure I couldn't handle being that far from my family and friends. That's where the struggle lies because as much as I need everyone, I also need LOTS of time away from them. I have this problem with my mom too, I just saw her twice this week and now tomorrow she wants me to go shopping with her and I feel bad saying no but I really don't want to go. I don't understand myself, why I have such conflicting desires. I want move away from my family and friends yet 90% of the time I want to be alone.

I don't think you like there negative energy this is what I assume.. and they maybe don't make you feel good..

When your alone.. you can feel better because.. you're not having to pretend or prop yourself up.. your just you.. doing your thing, by your rules

Sounds a lot more empowering that way doesn't it?

We need to help you separate your ENERGY from others.. and so.. I think this is where you need to learn "to do the rose" because the rose declares your SPACE.. it's yours no one can violate it.. the ROSE can actually defend you.. it can by my understanding stop you from being stabbed, charged, whatever.. if you can gain that ability.. no one could hurt you.. physically even if they tried!

And safety according to my teacher is a huge issue.. here many of us our afraid.. and you can't get away from that fear until you have something to stop it

These are my teachers Essential TOOLS!

I would like you to experiment today.. for about 60 minutes and try them all please..

Mastering Alchemy | Tele-Class Archive June 2007

Focus on this section..

Stabilizing the Energy Flow (this is the 60 minutes of tools)

Focus specifically on the part too "Being in the Center of your Head" and practicing the rose in your life.. what I mean is.. practice these when it doesn't matter and doesn't count.. that will really help you!

So please, try these for me?

(anything in listening to these audios you don't like.. just don't do.. if you feel like participating/doing then fine )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Yes, I tried that too. I can't say that I got much success from it though otherwise I would have continued. I guess I was looking for it to work like magic, more like I was telling the universe what I want to happen and then having it happen exactly like that. And when it didn't, I felt like what was the point.

Yah, I never had it not happen.. but I did have to wait longer than normal.. I had a guy on the phone once.. talking my "ear" off and I wanted him off.. so I segment intended it.. it still took like "10 minutes" or something lol..

I would never give up on a tool.. just cause it fails once.. my motto is "keep trying and when it fails.. try some more!"

You may just be invalidating the hardest things to create at the moment like.. "I want a pizza man at my door with free pizza in 10 minutes"

I mean if were being real here.. none of us would expect that.. not even me! (well, maybe)

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ahh, the white rose trick! I can't say I have tried this, mostly because I haven't had any arguments with my dad lately and I haven't really had any reason to do this. I guess I could do it with my mom regarding our shopping trip...then maybe she will magically go by herself and not care that I didn't go!

Ohh, indeed you can make that happen.. rose or no rose.. you could segment intend it.. suddenly she could be delayed or have car trouble or "who knows"

Don't figure out HOW the universe will do it.. just ask and let the universe take care of it for you!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I wish I could see being lazy as a good thing! But it's a sign of a problem when you find yourself doing nothing all day but sitting on the internet. Literally for 16 hours sometimes. I don't get anything else done, usually. I only clean my apartment maybe once every 2 or 3 months. I'm so lazy sometimes that I get really super hungry yet I can't get off the couch to eat because I can't tear myself away from the computer.

I don't know what the hell you're talking about??

I sit on the internet all day 24/7 sometimes and do absolutely 0 things in the real world.. am I lazy or bad?

Nope, not that I think so..

Yesterday.. what did I do all day you ask?

I believe I talked with you and others.. offered advice a lot on this forum.. ate some lunch, ate some dinner.. played a few games and watched some "squidbillies" and went to sleep.. so in all I spent 12+ hours in front of the computer minimum (and I do this same stuff everyday.. even when I'm in denver and working! )

And I didn't even shower! Which I planned to do

BTW! Eating's over-rated

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I couldn't even remember everything myself, there have probably been at least a hundred. Counting books/dvd's/websites/forums/methods/ideas/...I'll try to name as many as I can.

Lucid dreaming
meditation
self hypnosis
Abraham/Hicks
Eckart Tolle's books
Wayne Dyer (Excuses Begone)
Deepak Chopra
Ayurveda
EFT
Byron Katie's The Work
The Silva Mind Control Method
The Emotion Code (book)
Silvia Hartmann's Project Sanctuary
Seat of the Soul by Gary Zukov
chakra opening
crystals
aromatherapy/essential oils
Live The Life You Were Born To Live-Dan Millman
Refuse To Choose-Barbara Sher
books about angels
tarot cards
Wicca/Paganism
The Four Agreements-Don Miquel Ruiz
Awakening to the Natural State-John Wheeler
How To Talk To Anyone (forget the author)
How To Win Friends & Influence People
Dark Side of Light Chasers-Debbie Ford
Cari Kindl(http://www.youtube.com/user/cekmusic)
The Realization System (just started it)
Sungazing (haven't been able to start yet)
In Tune With the Infinite
No Time For Karma (http://www.notimeforkarma.com/No_Time_for_Karma.pdf)
Morty Lefkoe's Change Your Beliefs system
Tynan's Life Nomadic (book)
Anthony Robbins "Personal Power" system
Christine Kane (About)
Steve Pavlina (can't forget him! )
Yoga
Healthy Eating (this counts a little, i'm sure!)

That's about all I can think of for now, I know I'm missing some though. But, I will say, probably 90% of those things resonated with me to some degree, otherwise I wouldn't have bought it/remembered to include it on my list. I can't pick one thing that worked perfectly and I can't pick any that completely changed my life, but I'm sure they have all helped in some ways, they just haven't helped me much regarding my unique challenges! (I'm getting good at calling them that!)

Let's make me your "new age" workout buddy.. okay?

They have workout buddy's for gym's, yes?

They have running buddy's for.. running, yes?

They have alcohol anonymous sponsors for.. alcoholic's yes?

I'd be honored to be your "new age" virtual (or not?) work out buddy/sponser.. the idea being.. I ask you.. have you worked out..? or we work out together?

If it's okay with you.. I'd like to share your list in the forum and see if we can gather some other advice from members about what the "diagnosis" is?

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I think it can be to an extent, but I have tried that thing where you ask yourself "Why is that?" after every problem and most of them come down to not having enough money. For example I asked myself, "Maybe I really want to stay living in MN, why can't I buy a house here?...not enough money" or "Maybe I should just dive into my hobbies and see where it takes me, why can't I start doing photography right now?...I don't have money for a decent camera". or "Why can't I go to the place where all the Pagans in MN meet?...because it's 40 miles away and I dont have money to fix my car and put gas in it to drive up there all the time." I am really trying here to see how these could be anything but lack of money but that's what my answer is almost all the time!"

This is your EGO talking okay..?? The ego "only knows what it knows.. and it doesn't know what it doesn't know" very simple statement.. but the idea is it tells you these things because it's trying to help you stay safe in the world and it has a MODEL of the world in its head.. and this is where TRUST in the universe and your spiritual side can pay OFF.. if you'd just invest in it..

When your EGO says.. "I can't get there no gas" "I can't do that no money" you validate it's thought and then say "It's not my job to figure out how it comes.. I'll ask for it" "Ohh, your right but I'm going to ask my inner self/universe to take care of that"

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

There's that word I don't like, "do"! And you say action doesn't solve problems! A lazy person has a hard time DOING things, especially if they don't get results!

Alright, I got it.. you don't like DO

Part of the problem is your invalidating the results.. every time you DO something it has a EFFECT.. you may not see it right this very SECOND.. but it does help you.. as long as you validate it.. again my teachers lecture on "permission slips" might help..

I can as your workout buddy? (assuming you want me ) just give you loads and loads of information to study.. or I can "do" things for you/with you.. but you'll have to choose if you can remove the stigma of that label..

I'm telling you straight-to-your-face (virtual face ) that every time you do a METHOD/Tool it has effect.. it's just you been invalidating that effect..

Do you remember in "the secret" they have one of the guys talking about.. "keep on, keeping on?" and he's talking about how.. your just about to "break through" the surface of your "unique challenges " but then you give up and all that works goes away..

That's you.. rockchick.. you are just about as a seed to GROW right onto the surface of a beautiful shining sun and flowers all around you.. but you can't make that step until.. you keep on keeping on..

Know that anything you do to help yourself.. helps you.. EVEN if you can't SEE IT!!

Even if every single day for the next 10 years.. you leave your house, still have love/hate relationship with your family, still hang on the computer 10 hours a day.. still your mom forces you to shop with her!!

Does NOT MATTER!

The truth is your reality has changed.. and the OUTSIDE will reflect the INSIDE when you let it, in its own good timing!

Until that time you get to see that you are a powerful/beautiful creator capable of doing anything! You keep on keeping on

(and thus ends my teary words for you ) have a nice day! And you owe me 1 Kleenex!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

So you're saying I can just "forget" that I'm about to lose my unemployment money and "forget" that I have to find a new place to live? Those are the kind of things that if you ignore, you will find yourself evicted and homeless before you know what hit you. If you "forget" about persuing your dreams, you will never persue them.

One of the things you got to remember.. is I say something positive/helpful.. you put your EGO into it.. and then say..

What about this limitation?

What about this?

Ohh, absolutely I'm telling you to forget about your unemployment and a "new place to live"

I think you did forget about pursuing your dreams.. too focused on "unemployment" and a "new place to live"

Didn't you right out dreams to me.. and about 0 of them accomplished..

Put your EGO aside workout buddy..

That's 1 hail mary! I mean that 1 time you should "spend working on getting into the center of your head"

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Wow! Your goals page looks so different from mine. I have written goals down before, when I was actively using the Tony Robbins program. Here I'll show you what my list was:

-Live where it's warm at least during winter time
-Have a job I love that pays enough
-Become part of a community of friends
-Become perfectly healthy
-Explore all of my interests (photography, music, video/film, stormchasing, cooking, natural health, writing)
-Become more active in Wicca
-See all of the United States
-Take classes for my interests
-Be able to travel wherever I want, whenever I want
-Own a beach house (or at least have anytime access to one)
-Make documentaries/movies
-Publish at least one book
-Get rid of my nervousness & insecurity
-Be respected & admired
-Not make excuses anymore
-Attract & impress others
-Have a romantic relationship
-Change/help the world
-Stop procrastinating
-Be able to talk better (on the phone especially but also in person)
-Go on a nature retreat
-Buy an RV/motor home

It makes me sad that I haven't accomplished any of these! :-( And I made this list like 6 or 7 months ago!

Yep, I wouldn't say you haven't accomplished anything but I would say.. your probably about 3-5% along.. after all these goals are mostly action based (not all) but I think you need to find away to remove that which is disabling you..

Have you practiced grounding today.. workout buddy?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

lol.. funny question.. everyone's EGO is making them miserable.. that's just the truth! It's true design was to be a FOCUS.. but hardly any of us use it as a FOCUS.. it ends up thinking it has to "do everything" "think of everything"

I'm a bit confused. I always thought the ego was the part of you that liked attention and compliments and basically anything that made it feel good? I don't see what that has to do with focusing, or doing or thinking.
[/QUOTE]The EGO is every part of you that thinks (this is my definition) so yes in these statements your using it now.. (were not designed to be thinkers much.. so you can see how thinking a lot is the EGO or also called "mental self")

Is detrimental.. I told you before the EGO is a limitation.. it can't figure out when you ask for a "banana" how it will come.. it just can't figure out the HOW..

And so the EGO not knowing how it will come.. means that in a way your BLOCKING your own manifestation powers.. so in that way.. that's what I'm talking about when I ask you to say to your EGO (shutdown)

Or say you "love it" and "not call it a problem" but at the same time tell it you need it and to not RULE the roost.. because there's other parts of you that can help you.. namely the "spiritual self" the "emotional self" and "the inner self"

Rockchick I'm not trying to call you bad or anything.. okay?

But there are process's and things going on.. in the inside that are the holdup to your happiness??

Do you understand this explanation??

(I think you do..)

And then do you understand we don't want to call these problems but as I said before "unique challenges"

But this is the thing.. you have to look at these "unique challenges"

Imagine it this way.. you're a scientist.. and your goal is to understand yourself..?

Would you agree with me there's a lot you don't understand about you?

(there's still a some stuff about myself I don't understand.. so that would make us in the same boat)

So try and be a observer of your behavior and its reactions.. including here.. even when your talking to me.. watch what sentences and responses you want go give me.. use your EGO when it's fun or comfortable to re-review conversations you've had with me.. but don't look at what I said (unless you want too) look at what you said to me in response

(this is in part how you figure yourself out.. and what your doing! )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I START, (sometimes), but I rarely follow through or complete any of my actions.

We've got to get you completing these actions

And I know you want this.. we just have to find what is a match/what will work..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I don't remember saying it works for a while...I just try this stuff and wait for it to work but it doesn't. Maybe I meant that while i'm reading about it, it resonates with me and I understand it and like it, but it doesn't change my physical life.

Stop waiting!!!

No that it'll work and it will! Okay???

AND EVEN if it doesn't work.. don't invalidate.. don't say.. another method.. the keep trying is important to understand.. and I know your there.. but I need you to meet me half way.. please to the best of your ability do everything I ask..

And report back on what you tried.. cause in so far all I know is every suggestion I give you.. sounds like you take 0 action to do and there's your problem right there..

If you just want me to feed you good advice and helpful suggestions.. fine I can do that!

But you need to tell me so I don't type things for you to actually do.. and know that you will just ignore it!

Every time I ask you to do a step.. tell me if you tried it (in your response) or that you decided not too..

Otherwise, I don't see us getting anywhere.. I need a answer to everything you try.. or don't..

You've already ignored my suggestions seems like 2 times now.. I need to know that your doing the work??

"Workout buddy!"

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I've tried asking for small things like that, but never got anything. So no, that doesn't work for me. I tried the blue feather one, I tried asking for a dollar bill, I've even tried asking for seeing a certain size stick laying on the sidewalk.

We need to find you a activity you can do.. where you can manifest easily?

People say change/coins works well..

Can you take a walk (there's no snow right now, yes?) and ask to manifest change/coins??

Just pennies, quarters, dimes, nickels it don't matter..

Can you take a walk outside your house/place for 10-30 minutes and see what you can find?

While you're at it.. ask to see something related to vikings, ask to see some nice birds.. ask to see a certain color jacket on a child.. (don't make it bad if you don't see it.. but just be playful.. okay?) listen for your favorite song on the radio.. or in your head?

Manifestation and creation isn't half as hard as you make it out to be

I'm seriously considering you moving our discussions into LOA forums as a lot of this stuff can help people.. just besides yourself..

And I guarantee you.. you won't be banned in there.. the mods like me (sorta )

And if for some reason you are.. I promise to keep on being your workout buddy! by email!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Yes, I'll validate that the universe sent you to me! And I do validate INSIDE change. But i've also seen moments where the universe clearly isn't delivering, for example I did a spell to receive money, well...our local radio station did this contest where if they announce your birthday, you win $1000. And they said the day AFTER my birthday!! You could imagine my anger. I was so let down. I was SO sure they were going to call my birthday. Why would the universe taunt me like that by having it be one day off?!

The universe is you okay?

Do you really think.. you hate yourself enough to just dangle the carrot and then pull it away.. right then..

You've got to ease of a bit.. okay??

I've asked for a million dollars via lottery.. do you see me going "I hate you universe!" "your evil" "you taunted that damn carrot and like brer rabbit now I'm stuck in the briar patch"

The universe is not into judgment.. it loves you unconditionally.. but it's rule is.. I give you what you "focus" upon.. and I know your focusing on this contest.. but any number of factors could have stopped you.. if you want my #1 biggest manifesting block you have right now is Beliefs and EGO together the two inside are not letting you live the life you want..

We need to clear those by trying things.. and staying positive?

You know that.. the question is can you do the work.. workout buddy??

Or are you just going to listen to this "coach" and sit your ass back down on the bench? Rather then give it your best?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I think that is just a result of talking, I mean even on my threads I started about my problems, there were many posts where I listened and responded accordingly rather than the "woe is me" thing. I think because at first, I have to explain my situation. And after everyone understands and tries to help, then I can start talking from a different frame of mind. But it can revert back to the "woe is me" thing very quickly!

I'm glad you at least see that

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I haven't read anything from the forum except for the links you have been giving me so no I don't remember hearing about this permission slip thing. It sounds interesting though!

And how would you like that.. I can give you the link to the small part transcribed or I can help you get the audio files for the full effect?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I can do that right here, really, and I already do. I only call my dad about once a week (even though he wants me to call and visit more often). I also only visit my mom 2 nights a week at the most (except this week is different, we're celebrating her birthday and we also have another relative's birthday). So I am not seeing my family any more than I want to (99% of the time). My desire to leave is more about seeing the country and other parts of the world, and being where it's warm, and meeting people from all over. It's not about escaping my family. I would LOVE it if my family would leave with me. So I know it isn't about them.

As I recall you have a lot of limitations and ways in which you want to do this.. so you can't obviously do it as a "bum/homeless" person.. right?

Because if you can.. I'd go for it.. it's something you can do now!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ahh...that very well could be true. How do you know if what you are feeling is fear or if it's your soul telling you it's a wrong choice?

Great way of phrasing that question.. you see there is no "wrong" choice..

You get to choose in all circumstances in all ways..

Your soul supports you no matter what you do.. period!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Yes you're right, I should try the rose thing, in regards to getting the space I need. Actually it's really not that bad, I have the privacy and space I need right NOW, it's just that when I run out of money and have to move back home, THAT'S when I won't have it anymore. But I'll try it now and see if I can notice anything!

Even if you were back at home.. this tool could still help you regardless of how bad or not it is..

I see that as usual you have some kind of deadline before your life changes.. I remember you saying that in our thread.. "2 months ago"

I would use that deadline to keep you motivated on "spiritual" success not on anything the EGO/action world has to offer you

If you can master the "spiritual" then the ego/action world has to fall into line..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I clicked on that page and started listening to the first track but it's too hard to listen and type at the same time I will listen to those though, and I do mean to work on those energy tools more, I have them all printed out on paper. In fact I did a spell to get me to do stuff like this every day, but it failed because since I've done the spell I've barely done any of them. I thought it would be a magic pill and it would miraculously make me do them.

There's no way we can get you to "magic pill" status.. but I'm working on it..

Check out how the co-creation threads are going.. again started in your honor

Experiment in co-creation

This is the one with most success.. so far

I wouldn't bother with magic pill ideas right now rockchick.. the idea isn't that it couldn't work (cause it could) it's that you've tried so much and you see it as a lot of failures that is not helping you.. that's why we have to build success for you one step/Stairmaster at a time

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Oh, wanna hear something strange? I didn't even have to do anything about this and my mom told me she was going shopping today with a friend of hers instead! So does that mean the universe made that happen before I even asked for it, or do you think it was going to happen anyway, regardless of my feelings about it?

I would validate it as a creation.. all things are.. wether me helping you focus attention on it and how to remove that problem helped.. who can say?

Validate it as creation, say "Thank you" and no the next time you want to do it you can..

It's not strange.. all things are creations.. but next time "try and ask before it happens" this way it's even more your creation and you can validate that

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ok you win But, some of my goals are to work out and get healthy and accomplish all this stuff, and sitting on the internet all day doesn't help any of my goals. It would be ok for someone to be lazy if they already had a job and didn't really have anything else to do.

That's your judgment not mine!

I make no such distinction..

I tell you, you could create that job, get healthy by sitting on the internet all day.. yes, anything is possible.. anything!

If there's anything you can do better with your time.. it's focusing on you and using spiritual tools!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ok! New Age workout buddies it is!

Hello, buddy..

What you have done to workout today?

What have you tried for the day of 04/16 (or friday as it's known around these parts? )?

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

That's pretty much what I've done since Day 1 in here, and all I got was frustrated replies and people telling me i'm throwing a pity party. But you have my permission to show people my list, go right ahead, I just know someone is going to say something like, "If you tried all that and nothing is working, the problem is YOU". I already know it is, but I can't stop believing that there is a magic overnight cure for me out there somewhere.

There is a magic a cure

It's just I don't know it that well and I don't know if we could make it work for you right now..

So for now our simple approach is a step by step approach okay?

Every day you and me will take steps together as workout buddy's.. and when things are in the right place.. we will try a magic cure..

I think we should go ahead and start you up 1 or 2 threads in the loa forum.. one with these conversations in PM (to help people) not for them to criticize or judge

(and ignore them if you do)

And then we'll create one like "new age workout buddy" where you can post your questions and tell me what you've tried today

[themaster]

And I can also tell you what I've tried.. in fact even though I haven't done it right now.. I'll do my teachers 4 steps..

1. Power of the Rose
2. Be in the Higher Mind
3. Active Capable, Certain and Commanding
4. Re-attach the grounding line

All done!

(I prefer public conversations.. cause I can help more people then just you rockchick.. there may be a few other hard cases like yourself out there and we should give them all the help they can get! )

I absolutely promise you.. that if you work out with me and study with me.. were going to make you into a easy case!

Also rockchick, I know you said above.. that you were trying to type and use the tools.. please, don't!

When using the tools focus on them.. don't type.. I above didn't type.. I just wrote you a account of what I did

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well you can, yes, but how is more information going to help me when all that I listed didn't? I have a feeling the thing that is going to help me isn't more information. Well maybe it is, I don't know. I just feel really frustrated right now.

Right, I absolutely agree with you..

Methods and try things/experimenting is the #1 thing for you.. so workout buddy is the plan!

(you don't need to respond to any questions above that address this.. obviously )

(sorry, but you'll note I write my posts one statement at at time )

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

But they always say that to whoever quits! They'd say that to someone who tried something for a month and they'd say that to someone who tried something for 3 years. I think it's a copout. What are the odds that every time they say that, at THAT exact moment was when they were just about to get results if only they had kept at it for another day? I've practiced the Law of Attraction many different occasions, for different lengths of time, at different intensities. No matter how differently I did it, I got the same results; None. (Or not what I wanted).

Well, lets be honest.. you've tried a lot of things.. in a way you've quit each of those.. okay?

Now, I ain't saying you did it "wrong".. cause there's no wrong way to do it!

I'm not here to assign blame.. k?

I'm here to help you become a powerful manifester capable of getting anything and everything.. eventually you want!

If that sounds good to you let's continue..??

Ignore what anyone else has said.. only what you think matters.. and only what you want matters.. that includes me!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

If I am still in this same position 10 years from now, please shoot me! I would really give up on all this stuff then. And I don't get the "if you let it" part, I am doing everything I know to let it happen, it isn't like there is a switch inside that says "Let it happen"...ugh I'm really tired and have to get to bed, and i'm frustrated and don't really know how to word what I wanted to say so I'm just gonna go to bed now.

Talk soon, new age workout buddy!

There is a switch inside.. that says "let it happen"

In fact any time you think you're not pushing this switch.. open up your imagination put that switch right in front of you.. (in fact pretend you're in the center of your head)

And hit that damn, switch! (every time!)

My teacher has a saying for the first "6 months of class" that I'm now doing

"Were working from the OUTSIDE to IN"

That changes after this 6 month class.. but what I'm saying.. I think that you too.. your still on the Outside of you "who you are" and your body.. and your pounding on the door saying "Let me in!"

And you can get inside.. and you have that control and capabilities.. stay focused, stay positive.. I'm here to help and assist for now.. if you want that.. (and I've been here for 3+ years a forum member.. so odds are I'm not going anywhere! )

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I can't say I have. But I have a good excuse...I had to sleep a few extra hours because my sleep was interrupted and I thought I had to work tonight (turns out I didn't), but then I had to meet my mom and my brother for dinner and I was at my moms house for a while after that playing with my nephew and then after I found out I didn't need to work, I went grocery shopping, and now I'm catching up online. After this I have a tv show to watch that I missed earlier and I just got a new book in the mail that I want to get started on. (It's called Creating Your Best Life). This is how I feel every day, I just have too much to do and too much that I never get to.

No excuses workout buddy!

Take some times wherever and whenever hop on the toilet for 5 minutes.. and just activate grounding.. make it a minute if your in a hurry.. but take active steps during the day to enact "spiritual" abilities..

Excuses will not be tolerated.. cause I know and you it's true.. you could have made time for it at any time during the day.. so make the time!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Oh wow...that's totally opposite from what I have always thought the ego was. Even when I was reading my Freud books, I thought he said the ego is the part of you that wants things and is selfish and needs to be fed with compliments. So this isn't right at all? But everybody thinks, and OFTEN, so, how is it even possible to get rid of the ego, or to quit thinking?

It isn't.. recognize that right now concsiously your EGO is activated in this writings..

This is why I told you to talk specifically to your ego.. what did I ask you to say to it..

"I love you" 50 times

"Please, work with me to make my life better" 50 times

"Please, stop ruling the roost.. let my physical, spiritual and emotional self offer advice and help"

Do not your define your EGO as your enemy.. make it your friend.. tell it you want to make changes.. and that it has nothing to be afraid of cause it's not going away.. your just going to make some changes that help it and you

Were not interested in quit thinking.. were interested in you taking control of your body and it's functions.. please return to this page..

Mastering Alchemy | Tele-Class Archive June 2007

And practice that 1st section.. Stabilizing the Energy Flow..

specifically.. getting in the center of your head..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Ok so the ego is whatever takes over after you are observing? Because of course I can tell the difference now, observing is just noticing or looking at something, but, that seems like it should only apply to things that don't require your attention. Like for example if you have to decide what to do about an important decision, you can't just observe that, or you'll just sit there forever going "I have 2 choices! Hey everybody, look, I have 2 choices! I'm gonna spend the rest of my life talking about these 2 choices I have to make!" and then you never get around to thinking about which choice you're going to make! I cannot keep doing this. I hate that I'm so analytical, I wish I could just say, "I want to do this, so I'm going to do it right now, even if something else would be a better choice, I'm just not going to think about it and do this anyway." But then I would feel like I made the wrong choice because I didn't think about it long enough or I jumped in when I wasn't ready, and it will just feel wrong.

This is what were trying to do for you.. get you to place where you can make comfortable decisions.. without too much debate (and if you do debate.. it may be very uncomfortable )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well right now it's after 1 am and I'm not about to go for a walk at this time of night, I wouldn't even see a coin laying on the ground anyway! Next time I go for a walk I'll try the quarter thing, because I actually need quarters or else I can't do laundry.

Okay, but don't make a excuse every time it's 1 a.m. and "I can't go outside"..

Turn on the TV use the internet and say I would like to see flowers, butterfly's and a pink tuutu!

And just click around, change channels a few times and see.. what you see.. again don't make it a big deal

Also watch for numbers (syncronicities and for lights winking on and off.. and certain songs that you just suddennly find on the radio.. ehh) the universe is always sending! Always!

Just choose right now in this moment to "wake up" and listen.. okay?

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

No problem, you can move it, copy and paste anything I said in here, I don't care! I probably would have wanted to do that anyway, I am just trying to avoid the big mess like what happened last time.

Well, we'll do our best to make sure it doesn't happen again..

But we can't have you afraid to be yourself on this forum or talk about your "Unique Challenges "..

The #1 thing were going to do this time.. is help you keep up on making changes and that's why your thread will have the label in it "workout buddy"

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

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Well if it's MY fault I didn't win that contest, that appears to mean that I am really close to achieving what I want, since they called the very next day after mine. That's a good way to think about it.

Oh, by the way, why haven't you manifested your million dollars yet? If an expert like you can't do it, how much hope could I have?

I don't want it that badly (I'm interested in the holodeck.. that might has well be infinite cash )

I do have $60k as I told you.. I've been getting weird hints lately to play the lottery.. but haven't decided that todays the right time

I had a lottery experiment going.. I gave up cause it wasn't fun..

I may be less then 6 months away from the holodeck or 1-3 years away.. so I would say I'm getting closer and closer.. manifesting money and things, even miracles seems easy to me.. holodeck = a little bit harder.. (and I'm not trying to make a difference cause there is none) suffice it to say I'm working on it

Ask me what I can do in 6 months?? cause it might be amazing.. then again.. it could be on the same level as today.. I won't know till, I'm there

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

This IS my best,I think, at least my best for right now, anyway. Ok so, ego, beliefs and staying positive...I have no problem staying positive if I keep getting results, though!

And this is exactly.. what were going to do.. build up your belief in LOA.. if you haven't been.. please read some of the people who post there experiences on the LOA forum.. they post ocassionaly and each one of those is a "permission slip" for you to be yourself.. and be a powerful manifester!

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

If you think the full effect would work, go ahead and send it!

Alright, give me a little time to get it up or find it for you..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

You mean rather than focusing on finding a job or figuring out where I'm going to live, I should focus on the spiritual stuff? To me that sounds like I'm avoiding the issue at hand. I want to be prepared for whatever I have to do, I will need to think about it because it's a huge fork in the road of my life and I don't want to make the wrong choice!

It's your call.. but there is no "wrong" choice never was..

I'm just telling you if we get the spiritual down.. then problems like "job" will be easier to deal with and create..

I'm going to give you a small example alright..? my sister had been looking for a job for several months.. and we came to her one weekend and said.. "were going to yellowstone, like we planned.. your welcome to come"

She said "I got a good chance of getting a job soon.. so no I don't want to come.. let me get back to gaming"

Well, we went to yellowstone and came back.. she still didn't have a job.. and I'm sure it was a few months before she did.. and then later on she would say "I regret not going to yellowstone"

Don't live your life in regrets.. I'm simply telling you the spiritual journey can supercede the job journey.. and I'm telling you the spiritual journey can be more important than the job.. the whole reason you may not have a job yet.. can all be about "the spiritual"

In the spiritual is power.. in the job.. it's just more of the same old.. you've had a job before, yes? What's going to be too much new that you've haven't seen before.. don't call the spiritual the lesser journey here.. the spiritual is you and you are the spiritual!

You see to be honest our higher selfs don't give a damn about our complaining or are abudence.. (they care.. but they don't ) there interested in what grows you as a soul.. in what feeds you as a being.. in what delicous experiences there are to be had here on earth.. and if you want to get that job easier.. better to be aligned with why you came here.. then not..

Some of our other selves.. find it very funny that us "creator gods"/powerful beings.. have such a hard time paying our mortgage check every month.. because to them it's a irony.. how could a god capable of manifesting whole words have trouble with a little thing called 'mortgage' or money??

I know that's not how our universe/reality appears to work.. but take a step and see a bigger picture, if you can

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Hmmm. So if I work on the spiritual stuff, a job will come right away and I won't have to move out? I really hope it's that easy.

Yes, rockchick this is exactly what I'm saying.. (maybe I should read your next comments.. but you wouldn't get to read such nice things above )

But I need you to be clear alright..??

I will do my best and you will do your best.. but it doesn't mean you won't have another "radio" station incident.. okay?

You have to validate the possibility of failure to succeed.. so please don't go say to yourself..

The master has promised me another "magic pill"

Cause I have done no such thing.. validate all options and in the preference of choosing.. you get what you want every time.. but VALIDATE..

Have no expectations.. just know that good things are coming and trust in that!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I can have rock hard abs and get rid of my cellulite by sitting on my computer 16 hours a day?! Come on, you have to admit that sounds crazy!

Crazy, but possible.. keep believing (to the best of your ability) that anything is possible.. it will help you.. but don't get down if the "magic" pill doesn't happen overnight or ever..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

EASY?! I'd say I'm about the most difficult person on the planet, I'll even admit that.

Alright, that's it I'm changing your diagnosis to "moderate"

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I have so much to do all the time that I have to multitask or I'll never get it all done. Every time I'm doing anything I'm also doing something else. Like when I am watching my tv shows, I'm also working out (to some degree). When I read books, I walk around my apartment so I'm not sitting on the couch. When I have audio files to listen to, I listen while I'm catching up on my other internet stuff, then I get done quicker. I will say though, whenever I do the energy tools or anything like that, I DO just do that. It's pretty much impossible to do anything else during those moments.

I agree it is.. (though sometimes before the tools.. get started I get other things done)

Alright, I'm going to create the threads.. consider this the last private/public IM unless you have something personal to say

[ssandra]

and in case rockchick continues to need information that helps

I would suggest a challenge to Rockchick.

1 week of no reading self help or spiritual books.

1 week of no visiting internet sites about spirituality or self help

1 week of no watching tv on spirituality or self help

During that week 7 days, it doesn't matter what else you do. Whatever you feel like!! Watching tv, reading fiction, browsing online in the humor section, whatever you want! Just no self help or spiritual advice

I believe that maybe you have an information overload. Things get confusing and you have so many options to do, that picking one and actually doing it, gets impossible.


I have a similar problem as you do. I don't DO stuff. I want to do stuff. I'm enthusiastic to do stuff... and then I don't. So I know what you are going through. If you ever find the answer, let me know

But... tiny little baby steps and working your way up, that is what helps for me.

A tiny little baby step as small as: (regarding my meditation challenge) I closed my eyes and breathed deep for 10 seconds. It's a step. Maybe tomorrow I'll make it 15 minutes. etc.
But celebrate every tiny little baby step without telling you that it is nothing!!

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by themaster

No excuses workout buddy!

Take some times wherever and whenever hop on the toilet for 5 minutes.. and just activate grounding.. make it a minute if your in a hurry.. but take active steps during the day to enact "spiritual" abilities..

Excuses will not be tolerated.. cause I know and you it's true.. you could have made time for it at any time during the day.. so make the time!

Well I have to disagree If somebody is running around here, running there, is late for this, is late for that, how can they relax long enough to clear their mind? I can hardly clear my mind when I'm not busy! When I have 10 things to get done in a day, and I stop moving for a second, I get antsy and frustrated, I can't relax because I'm already behind schedule. My body physically can't switch gears that quickly. I wouldn't make a stupid excuse like "I ended up watching tv for a few hours", that particular day I honestly didn't have a minute to relax.

Okay, but don't make a excuse every time it's 1 a.m. and "I can't go outside"..

Turn on the TV use the internet and say I would like to see flowers, butterfly's and a pink tuutu!

And just click around, change channels a few times and see.. what you see.. again don't make it a big deal

Oh of course I could have done that, I thought you specifically wanted me to go for a walk. I have experienced the syncronicity thing many times, and they are unexpected and come out of nowhere but the thing is they're always stupid little things that don't matter. Like 2 years ago I was so obsessed with this guy I wanted to date, and I would see his name everywhere, and one time I was watching a movie and I told myself, "Someone in the credits will have his exact name", and about 5 seconds later, someone did! (He doesn't have a very common name, so it tripped me out!) And I thought for sure that was a sign that I would be with him. But, it never happened. Then it made me think, ok, so this is how the law of attraction works...you don't get your wish, you just get these silly little syncronicities that don't mean anything. Why are those a big deal when you don't get what you wanted? So I just never get too excited about those when they happen.

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by themaster

But we can't have you afraid to be yourself on this forum or talk about your "Unique Challenges "..

I've never been afraid to be myself in here, this is why I love this place so much because I can let it all out and say whatever is on my mind. This forum has been like a diary for me for the last few years.

I may be less then 6 months away from the holodeck or 1-3 years away.. so I would say I'm getting closer and closer.. manifesting money and things, even miracles seems easy to me.. holodeck = a little bit harder.. (and I'm not trying to make a difference cause there is none) suffice it to say I'm working on it

What is a holodeck, anyway? Oh and if manifesting money seems easy to you, maybe you could try manifesting some for ME? (Only half kidding!)

And this is exactly.. what were going to do.. build up your belief in LOA.. if you haven't been.. please read some of the people who post there experiences on the LOA forum.. they post ocassionaly and each one of those is a "permission slip" for you to be yourself.. and be a powerful manifester!

I've been reading these threads in here for 2 years! I always am filled with awe and happiness every time I read a post about someone having good luck with LOA. And then my faith meter goes up a little. But then it goes back down after it fails to work for me.

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by themaster

It's your call.. but there is no "wrong" choice never was..

Well if there is more than one option for something, and they all have varying degrees of pros and cons, and I choose one that has way more cons than pros, to me that is a wrong choice. I know the whole thing Christine Kane said about "There is no wrong wall" (with the ladders analogy), but I already feel like I'm behind on life, and if I make a choice that is wrong (for me) then I need more time to fix that "mistake" and get to the point where I can make a better choice. Not to mention, certain choices might be costly financially. If I was 18 years old and just graduating high school I would just do whatever I wanted without thinking because I would know I had enough time to do everything. But when you don't even think about those things til you're almost 40, well, you just simply don't have as much time so you have to make better decisions.

I'm just telling you if we get the spiritual down.. then problems like "job" will be easier to deal with and create..

I consider myself pretty balanced spiritually, but I still dread certain situations, and I still don't think being perfect spiritually would help me to like things that I don't like, or not like things that I like. I realize that it's not the situations but how you react to them...but that is so much easier said than done. The only time I don't react negatively to a situation is when I wanted that situation in the first place or if I simply dont care enough. I guess that proves I'm not as spiritually balanced as I thought, but much more so than 99% of the people I know, anyway! I guess I would feel like a neanderthal if I had family and friends like everyone on this forum!

I'm going to give you a small example alright..? my sister had been looking for a job for several months.. and we came to her one weekend and said.. "were going to yellowstone, like we planned.. your welcome to come"

She said "I got a good chance of getting a job soon.. so no I don't want to come.. let me get back to gaming"

Well, we went to yellowstone and came back.. she still didn't have a job.. and I'm sure it was a few months before she did.. and then later on she would say "I regret not going to yellowstone"

Don't live your life in regrets.. I'm simply telling you the spiritual journey can supercede the job journey.. and I'm telling you the spiritual journey can be more important than the job.. the whole reason you may not have a job yet.. can all be about "the spiritual"

That's a bummer about your sister! I don't have any regrets like that though, from this last 14 months that I've been out of a full time job...I cancelled 2 trips I planned because I didn't want to go into further debt with my credit card, and I don't regret that one bit. I can always go on other trips when I have a job and don't have to worry about money.

Some of our other selves.. find it very funny that us "creator gods"/powerful beings.. have such a hard time paying our mortgage check every month.. because to them it's a irony.. how could a god capable of manifesting whole words have trouble with a little thing called 'mortgage' or money??

I know that's not how our universe/reality appears to work.. but take a step and see a bigger picture, if you can

Oh yes I can understand that. I know there's a bigger picture and we care about stupid things. But you almost have to, in this world. Would you think it would be wise to quit your job and quit taking care of your kids (if you had any) and just wander the earth not trying to survive? You couldn't just quit your job and leave everyone behind and just wander around aimlessly, you probably wouldn't make it very far and you'd lose friends in the process We chose to play this game, and we can't quit til the game is over.

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by themaster

I will do my best and you will do your best.. but it doesn't mean you won't have another "radio" station incident.. okay?

You have to validate the possibility of failure to succeed.. so please don't go say to yourself..

The master has promised me another "magic pill"

Cause I have done no such thing.. validate all options and in the preference of choosing.. you get what you want every time.. but VALIDATE..

Have no expectations.. just know that good things are coming and trust in that!

Crazy, but possible.. keep believing (to the best of your ability) that anything is possible.. it will help you.. but don't get down if the "magic" pill doesn't happen overnight or ever..

I am super confused. I'm getting conflicting messages here.

I may have more moments where I ALMOST get what I want...
There is no magic pill...but good things are coming...
Anything is possible, but the things I want might not ever happen...
Have no expectations but know something will happen...

This is probably why I can't get LoA to work because I don't know what to believe! If something good is coming and anything is possible, then that should mean the things I want WILL happen and that there has to be a magic pill. Everything sounds so contradictory to me. And just for the record, I don't know how to not expect things, when they are my intentions and part of that is to act like you already have it. How can you do that if you can't expect that you will get it? How can you not be let down when you don't get something that you told yourself you already had?

[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by ssandra

I would suggest a challenge to Rockchick.

1 week of no reading self help or spiritual books.

1 week of no visiting internet sites about spirituality or self help

1 week of no watching tv on spirituality or self help

During that week 7 days, it doesn't matter what else you do. Whatever you feel like!! Watching tv, reading fiction, browsing online in the humor section, whatever you want! Just no self help or spiritual advice

I believe that maybe you have an information overload. Things get confusing and you have so many options to do, that picking one and actually doing it, gets impossible.


I have a similar problem as you do. I don't DO stuff. I want to do stuff. I'm enthusiastic to do stuff... and then I don't. So I know what you are going through. If you ever find the answer, let me know

But... tiny little baby steps and working your way up, that is what helps for me.

A tiny little baby step as small as: (regarding my meditation challenge) I closed my eyes and breathed deep for 10 seconds. It's a step. Maybe tomorrow I'll make it 15 minutes. etc.
But celebrate every tiny little baby step without telling you that it is nothing!!

I think I could do that challenge! I mean, I did stay away from this place on more than a few occasions!

Does that mean I can't listen to my hypnosis thing every night in bed? I've really come to enjoy that because it almost always puts me to sleep faster than if I wasn't listening to it.

[ssandra]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I think I could do that challenge! I mean, I did stay away from this place on more than a few occasions!

Does that mean I can't listen to my hypnosis thing every night in bed? I've really come to enjoy that because it almost always puts me to sleep faster than if I wasn't listening to it.

Of course you could. It is your trial You can do whatever you want to do!!

I mean more to not think and focus on self improvement for a while. To just enjoy things the way they are (however ****ed up they are).

It is not just this place, although that is a large part of it, it is to stay away from everything that has to do with self improvement and spirituality. As much as possible even in your mind.
So, also no book on the subject. Just books for fun (and yes, of course self help or spiritual books can be read for just fun, but you know what I mean )

For me it helped doing this. It gained me clarity on what I actually believe and helped me to let everything I read, really sink in.

Now I do it whenever I read a new thing. For example, after reading Busting Loose from the Money game, I didn't think about it for a week or 2. I didn't read about it here on the forum for a week or 2. It increased my clarity and understanding of the concept and allowed me to think for myself what I believe and what I don't believe....

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well I have to disagree If somebody is running around here, running there, is late for this, is late for that, how can they relax long enough to clear their mind? I can hardly clear my mind when I'm not busy! When I have 10 things to get done in a day, and I stop moving for a second, I get antsy and frustrated, I can't relax because I'm already behind schedule. My body physically can't switch gears that quickly. I wouldn't make a stupid excuse like "I ended up watching tv for a few hours", that particular day I honestly didn't have a minute to relax.

The only reason you can't.. is cause you say you can't..

But I think you could.. so try and keep a open mind about anything.. and remember why your day is buzzing with things going on (even when you have no job ) you can make time.. we all can!

The idea behind "segment intending" or "grounding cord" is these can be activated in less then a minute if your in a hurry or up to 5 if you want to take time.. don't define these ideas as "taking a LONG time" "requiring dedicated thought" etc.

If your going to make a change.. you need to change your daily experience..

Look at this like you’re on the playground all right.. and your life is going from the swing set to the jungle gym and then the "monkey bars"

But take a minute before doing each to "declare what you want" aka "segment intending" and or "grounding cord" because the PRACTICE when these tools don't count.. will make it all the easier when it does..

As your coach I'm telling you straight up.. your still bench warming.. get out there and make a play (and no.. there's nothing wrong with bench warming )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Oh of course I could have done that, I thought you specifically wanted me to go for a walk. I have experienced the syncronicity thing many times, and they are unexpected and come out of nowhere but the thing is they're always stupid little things that don't matter. Like 2 years ago I was so obsessed with this guy I wanted to date, and I would see his name everywhere, and one time I was watching a movie and I told myself, "Someone in the credits will have his exact name", and about 5 seconds later, someone did! (He doesn't have a very common name, so it tripped me out!) And I thought for sure that was a sign that I would be with him. But, it never happened. Then it made me think, ok, so this is how the law of attraction works...you don't get your wish, you just get these silly little syncronicities that don't mean anything. Why are those a big deal when you don't get what you wanted? So I just never get too excited about those when they happen.

Okay, it's good to know you have manifestation experience.. what we want to focus on is things that are NOT important to you right now.. I'm sure you'd rather go for important.. (ask away if you want) but I think focus on things you believe you could have or not have and it "doesn't matter" would be fine for now..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

What is a holodeck, anyway? Oh and if manifesting money seems easy to you, maybe you could try manifesting some for ME? (Only half kidding!)

This is the holodeck

Holodeck

Ohh, indeed we should create you a co-creation thread.. I would like to know that you’re taking time out for spiritual "workouts" study first

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I've been reading these threads in here for 2 years! I always am filled with awe and happiness every time I read a post about someone having good luck with LOA. And then my faith meter goes up a little. But then it goes back down after it fails to work for me.

Well, let's change the dialog on this.. just like "Unique Challenges "

Let's pretend that it always works for you.. even if that isn't true.. adopting the mindset of a positive person.. may mean some people will call you "crazy" Let e'm call you crazy.. after all who cares what they think!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well if there is more than one option for something, and they all have varying degrees of pros and cons, and I choose one that has way more cons than pros, to me that is a wrong choice. I know the whole thing Christine Kane said about "There is no wrong wall" (with the ladders analogy), but I already feel like I'm behind on life, and if I make a choice that is wrong (for me) then I need more time to fix that "mistake" and get to the point where I can make a better choice. Not to mention, certain choices might be costly financially. If I was 18 years old and just graduating high school I would just do whatever I wanted without thinking because I would know I had enough time to do everything. But when you don't even think about those things til you're almost 40, well, you just simply don't have as much time so you have to make better decisions.

You can't get to the place you want to be in life.. if your "beating" yourself up all the time..

Here's another exercise try to read and try to do.. go to the mirror.. and say I like me.. "say it 50 times" do your best to mean it.. because I know deep down.. you do like you! (and I'm not trying to say otherwise )

Stop rationalizing (hint here.. this is EGO) your behavior.. start becoming "spiritual" just say to yourself.. that everything you said above is the old you.. and like a caterpillar your changing into a butterfly..

I mean read the above statements back to yourself.. do you like what your hearing about yourself?

Change is about enacting in the NOW the change.. you can't get to.. I like myself from statements every day of "i don't like me" and that's what your statements above reads like.. change your mind right here in the now and say

"I like me"

"There's nothing wrong with me"

"I'm going to make a change to be a stronger, more capable, more loving me"

[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I consider myself pretty balanced spiritually, but I still dread certain situations, and I still don't think being perfect spiritually would help me to like things that I don't like, or not like things that I like. I realize that it's not the situations but how you react to them...but that is so much easier said than done. The only time I don't react negatively to a situation is when I wanted that situation in the first place or if I simply dont care enough. I guess that proves I'm not as spiritually balanced as I thought, but much more so than 99% of the people I know, anyway! I guess I would feel like a neanderthal if I had family and friends like everyone on this forum!

Remember, rockchick this is your EGO talking..

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Oh yes I can understand that. I know there's a bigger picture and we care about stupid things. But you almost have to, in this world. Would you think it would be wise to quit your job and quit taking care of your kids (if you had any) and just wander the earth not trying to survive? You couldn't just quit your job and leave everyone behind and just wander around aimlessly, you probably wouldn't make it very far and you'd lose friends in the process We chose to play this game, and we can't quit til the game is over.

I differ.. we can absolutely quit and don't feel like you have to play if you don't want too..! Life is choice..

If you have to play do you want to play as "life sucks" "poor me" "this is no fun" or as "I love this" "this is so exciting" "if I could feel this good everyday!" ????

Many of us don't leave our friends/family cause were scarred too.. fear is a huge element here.. and you need to acknowledge like everyone you have great fears of self and others.. releasing those is knowing your power..

Tell me rockchick.. one day will you know your power?

A little more action and a little less talking will get you there

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I am super confused. I'm getting conflicting messages here.

I may have more moments where I ALMOST get what I want...
There is no magic pill...but good things are coming...
Anything is possible, but the things I want might not ever happen...
Have no expectations but know something will happen...

Turn off that EGO of yours.. or just tell it to be "spiritual" and let the spiritual self in..

You've already manifested, yes.. you had close calls?? Seen your potential boyfriends name everywhere..

Even if your EGO can't make sense of why that happened? So you validate that your creating your reality in part.. now let go.. of having to control and understand it all..

I'm one of those people that doesn't want to make "false promises" because many times people in EGO (like yourself ) take that badly/negatively.. say this is a pile of crap and go in a corner to sulk!


So to be clear anything is possible! No expectations in manifestion helps a lot! And your EGO understanding what's going on.. is not required.. tell it to TRUST.. just tell yourself right now.. "I trust myself" say it over and over till you feel you can believe it.. that's your EGO and your other self’s getting along a little more

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

This is probably why I can't get LoA to work because I don't know what to believe! If something good is coming and anything is possible, then that should mean the things I want WILL happen and that there has to be a magic pill. Everything sounds so contradictory to me. And just for the record, I don't know how to not expect things, when they are my intentions and part of that is to act like you already have it. How can you do that if you can't expect that you will get it? How can you not be let down when you don't get something that you told yourself you already had?

Rockchick, I'm going to explain to you again.. how this will work alright..?

Your already a powerful manifestor!

Make no mistake.. you’re not learning something new!

(your re-learning things you forgot)

But here's the thing as we are here in physical reality.. we get told "you’re not a powerful manifestor" "go out and work for a living" "you need to pay bills" else your computer won't work!

The idea is we take on a lot of self imposed limitations.. okay, blocks if you will..

Imagine that you are a Well FLOWING RIVER that is you.. always headed down stream always happy.. as you took on these blocks.. huge BOULDERS started showing up in your stream.. and your stream got narrower.. and NARROWER.. and probably for you it's a tiny trickle now! lol

We are going to use spiritual tools and the "workout buddy" idea to get you to release a bunch of these boulders.. so you can flow more!

So you can be happy more!

So you can manifest in your life more!

Now instead of figuring out or understanding.. join me in the idea of doing something to remove those boulders.. go to the workout thread.. or go through this thread.. and take some time as usual to practice something.. then report it in the workout thread..

I have more to say on this.. so I'll say it here.. you need to take a ACTIVE part in this and I think you be reading these threads at the end of your day! Yes?

Well move that to the middle or beginning of your day.. so you can read something inspiring (preferably ) and go do a workout!

And yes listen to the hypnosis thing or whatever floats your boat.. I’d try falling asleep to some basher too.. it might change your outlook just a bit