create your own reality

[icutoffheads]

I understand it. It's no longer a struggle, I manifest faster and faster each day. It happens with ease, without any effort. I literally just created the rest of my day today, not by thinking it over and over again and crossing my fingers it will happen. I woke up twenty minutes ago, thought about what I wanted to do today for about umm I don't know, two seconds, and immediately these things were already brought to me (via telephone calls I recieved immediately after these thoughts) including a dinner that is my exact dinner of choice and coming to me for free (I thought of it, and no more than 20 seconds later it was delivered. Truth.) Don't ever buy another LoA book again, you don't need it. You just need yourself. This is the truth.

The biggest thing that will begin to get you results and that will also speed up the entire process (of understanding, experiencing, and create) is examining your perception of reality itself. This is the biggie. This is the core perception on which all the rest of your beliefs reside. If you believe reality to be solid and outside of yourself but still tell yourself you can manifest, you may not get the results you want. It's like you are creating the rules and boundaries to your own experience. How would you like reality to be? Would you like to create your dream life? Begin with your perception on reality, examining you current perception of reality, and take the leap of faith to bend that perception into one that better fits your ideal version of reality. This is the biggest most important aspect of creating your own life. To me, this was the dam, holding back the flood. There was a crack in the dam before and a little bit of water was coming through but not much.

It's scary changing your perceptions on reality itself because we are conditioned from child birth to believe it is one way, when it is truly not. Letting go of the perception of reality is frightening. It's basically taking something that's always been solid and real to you and flipping it inside out and upside down. Trust yourself. Bend your perception of reality and your reality will bend with it, I promise you. It will mold itself to however you see it, it will interact with you however you allow it to. Then you realize that you didn't even really do anything and reality has been this way ALL along, you're just now allowing yourself to see and experience it that way, and exert more control over it.

Find the non-physical part of yourself that exists beyond and throughout the reality in front of your eyes as well as deep inside you. This is you. It's nothing, and it's what "letting go" is all about. Once you find this dimension of yourself, you will understand, you will feel that tension "let go". It's quite amazing. You truly create from this place.

EXISTENCE is a spectrum! There are a spectrum of "states of being" that you can chose to experience RIGHT NOW. Everything is existence has it's own gradient scale, it's own spectrum, why would reality itself be any different?
Skeptics are like people looking at a color spectrum wheel, saying only red exists. Yes the experience of reality being solid and outside of you exists, but it's arrogant to think this is the only experience of reality available, especially once you see life expressed in all of it's many infinite number of ways. It's beautiful and divine.

I am not trying to sell you people anything. I don't care if you listen to me or not. I don't want to be a guru or any of that ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. I want to help. I have struggled with these concepts of LoA and everything for so damn long and everything makes sense, is working for me effortlessly and amazingly, and increases each and everyday...exponentially to. I want people to have what I have, especially those of you who have been at this for as long as I was and was getting frustrated with no results. Those of you who get it already, I salute you with excitement and look forward to our eternal journey together.

I apologize for the randomness of this post, I just woke up about 20 minutes ago and I am rushing as I have to meet some musicians at the beach in a few moments to work out some musical arrangements.

Skeptics I urge you to reconsider you stance, to give it a shot. Not for me. Not because I'm making a church and I'm recruiting members. No. This isn't about congregations or pews or preachers or whatever. This is about YOUR life and LIVING and EXPERIENCING IT TO IT'S FULLEST. I'm not trying to convert anybody. I'm trying to explain that I've changed my life and discovered truth in this complete OUT THERE concept. What you choose to do will not effect me in the slightest, I have no need or desire for people to believe the same things I do, and I'm not asking that at all. I'm saying if the opportunity is there for you to live YOUR ABSOLUTE DREAM LIFE, why not take it? I am proof. I took it and I am telling you it works, not because I manifested a drawing of a blue feather or anything like that, but because I manifest constantly, without effort or work or worry. This is not something I can see anybody wanting to pass up. It's a difficult thing as first to wrap your head around because it so goes against everything you've been taught and learned to be true since birth. Simple first step is just to example your current beliefs on reality and how you experience reality. I guarantee they are the same. You probably believe that you hold these beliefs about reality because that's how reality is. The truth is that's how reality is because you hold these beliefs about it. Try changing your perceptions. Who wouldn't want an easy, effortless, worry free life that hand delivers you everything you want and is shaping itself to be exactly what you wish to experience in your life. It's scary taking 100% full responsibility for everything in your life. I know. You see the "bad" things and say there's no way you would ever create that for yourself. But please, don't believe me. Don't take my word for it. Truly try it out and experience it for yourself. Or don't. It won't change my life a single bit. I will continue this struggle free, worry free existence that I mold to my will regardless of what any of you choose. I want everyone who truly wants to, to be able to achieve what I have. And you can. Because it's easy. And once you start understanding the pieces, the rest of the puzzle begins to make more and more sense and the process speeds up.

It never goes faster than you allow it to. It will never be too much for you to handle. It is you.

You are free to do whatever you want, but then again you don't need some jerk like me telling you that, do you? I'm just trying to share my joy with you.

It's time to wake up, everybody. Let's do this.

this was just an honest, passionate statement brought to you all from a state of joy and love.

[nicbrahms]

Hear, hear!

[icutoffheads]

i wish you all the best. much love. thank you all. peace.

[EireChick]

Awesome post, thank you! I TOTALLY agree with you, it's all about your perception of reality. It IS hard to grasp the concept that you completely create your own reality and nothing exists outside of yourself, but the people who do definitely can manifest anything they want.

I, myself, think I'm there, with a regression every now and then. Know what I mean? And it's hilarious to me, because every time I am back in it and fully aware that I'm creating everything in my life and around me, BAM I start manifesting like crazy! So why would I even have the occasional regression? I don't know. I guess it's just the last part of my old self hanging on. But it happens less and less frequently now, so I know I'm there.

And I also think you just have to surround yourself with people (or manifest them!) who vibrate at your level and will keep you there, not drag you down. I really only regress when I'm around people who vibrate at a lower level than me. And whenever I find a person like that, it's like "ok, now I know" and I stay away from them on if I can. You must live consciously and make decisions to have people in your life who will only HELP you manifest your reality.

Thanks again! I loved the positivity of this post.

[MacFly]

Sounds like true knowledge. Wish all the best!

I'd like to learn from you. So you mean, I can manifest everything I want if I give up the old, limiting (but safe) belief, that I can't control my reality?

[Lisa McGregor]

Amazing post. One of the best for a long time. So glad you've seen the light.

Lots of love

Lisa

[Wax Frog]

icutoffheads - have you found a 'trick' to experiencing the external as other than solid and unchanging, even in the face of the typical endless parade of events that stubbornly insist otherwise? To reuse a metaphor I developed previously, I need to see how to take the universe's Lego bricks apart. I know you've covered this in your OP, but I would greatly appreciate elaboration on the point, as much as you can stand

[shasah]

Thanks Truly inspiring.

[jota]

Even though i like this thread i yet struggle a bit to understand it, its a bit vague to me, you can provide some example please?

[Chapter V]

Originally Posted by icutoffheads

I understand it. It's no longer a struggle, I manifest faster and faster each day. It happens with ease, without any effort. I literally just created the rest of my day today, not by thinking it over and over again and crossing my fingers it will happen. I woke up twenty minutes ago, thought about what I wanted to do today for about umm I don't know, two seconds, and immediately these things were already brought to me (via telephone calls I recieved immediately after these thoughts) including a dinner that is my exact dinner of choice and coming to me for free (I thought of it, and no more than 20 seconds later it was delivered. Truth.) Don't ever buy another LoA book again, you don't need it. You just need yourself. This is the truth.

The biggest thing that will begin to get you results and that will also speed up the entire process (of understanding, experiencing, and create) is examining your perception of reality itself. This is the biggie. This is the core perception on which all the rest of your beliefs reside. If you believe reality to be solid and outside of yourself but still tell yourself you can manifest, you may not get the results you want. It's like you are creating the rules and boundaries to your own experience. How would you like reality to be? Would you like to create your dream life? Begin with your perception on reality, examining you current perception of reality, and take the leap of faith to bend that perception into one that better fits your ideal version of reality. This is the biggest most important aspect of creating your own life. To me, this was the dam, holding back the flood. There was a crack in the dam before and a little bit of water was coming through but not much.

It's scary changing your perceptions on reality itself because we are conditioned from child birth to believe it is one way, when it is truly not. Letting go of the perception of reality is frightening. It's basically taking something that's always been solid and real to you and flipping it inside out and upside down. Trust yourself. Bend your perception of reality and your reality will bend with it, I promise you. It will mold itself to however you see it, it will interact with you however you allow it to. Then you realize that you didn't even really do anything and reality has been this way ALL along, you're just now allowing yourself to see and experience it that way, and exert more control over it.

Find the non-physical part of yourself that exists beyond and throughout the reality in front of your eyes as well as deep inside you. This is you. It's nothing, and it's what "letting go" is all about. Once you find this dimension of yourself, you will understand, you will feel that tension "let go". It's quite amazing. You truly create from this place.

EXISTENCE is a spectrum! There are a spectrum of "states of being" that you can chose to experience RIGHT NOW. Everything is existence has it's own gradient scale, it's own spectrum, why would reality itself be any different?
Skeptics are like people looking at a color spectrum wheel, saying only red exists. Yes the experience of reality being solid and outside of you exists, but it's arrogant to think this is the only experience of reality available, especially once you see life expressed in all of it's many infinite number of ways. It's beautiful and divine.

I am not trying to sell you people anything. I don't care if you listen to me or not. I don't want to be a guru or any of that ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. I want to help. I have struggled with these concepts of LoA and everything for so damn long and everything makes sense, is working for me effortlessly and amazingly, and increases each and everyday...exponentially to. I want people to have what I have, especially those of you who have been at this for as long as I was and was getting frustrated with no results. Those of you who get it already, I salute you with excitement and look forward to our eternal journey together.

I apologize for the randomness of this post, I just woke up about 20 minutes ago and I am rushing as I have to meet some musicians at the beach in a few moments to work out some musical arrangements.

Skeptics I urge you to reconsider you stance, to give it a shot. Not for me. Not because I'm making a church and I'm recruiting members. No. This isn't about congregations or pews or preachers or whatever. This is about YOUR life and LIVING and EXPERIENCING IT TO IT'S FULLEST. I'm not trying to convert anybody. I'm trying to explain that I've changed my life and discovered truth in this complete OUT THERE concept. What you choose to do will not effect me in the slightest, I have no need or desire for people to believe the same things I do, and I'm not asking that at all. I'm saying if the opportunity is there for you to live YOUR ABSOLUTE DREAM LIFE, why not take it? I am proof. I took it and I am telling you it works, not because I manifested a drawing of a blue feather or anything like that, but because I manifest constantly, without effort or work or worry. This is not something I can see anybody wanting to pass up. It's a difficult thing as first to wrap your head around because it so goes against everything you've been taught and learned to be true since birth. Simple first step is just to example your current beliefs on reality and how you experience reality. I guarantee they are the same. You probably believe that you hold these beliefs about reality because that's how reality is. The truth is that's how reality is because you hold these beliefs about it. Try changing your perceptions. Who wouldn't want an easy, effortless, worry free life that hand delivers you everything you want and is shaping itself to be exactly what you wish to experience in your life. It's scary taking 100% full responsibility for everything in your life. I know. You see the "bad" things and say there's no way you would ever create that for yourself. But please, don't believe me. Don't take my word for it. Truly try it out and experience it for yourself. Or don't. It won't change my life a single bit. I will continue this struggle free, worry free existence that I mold to my will regardless of what any of you choose. I want everyone who truly wants to, to be able to achieve what I have. And you can. Because it's easy. And once you start understanding the pieces, the rest of the puzzle begins to make more and more sense and the process speeds up.

It never goes faster than you allow it to. It will never be too much for you to handle. It is you.

You are free to do whatever you want, but then again you don't need some jerk like me telling you that, do you? I'm just trying to share my joy with you.

It's time to wake up, everybody. Let's do this.

this was just an honest, passionate statement brought to you all from a state of joy and love.

Is there a simplified version of this?

[icutoffheads]

Originally Posted by Chapter V

Is there a simplified version of this?

Yes.

Most people believe that only the one reality in front of their eyes exist. They have beliefs about this one reality that appear to be true so they do not question them or it. The plain and simple truth is that an infinite number of realities exist right here and now, as existence and life is the possibility of anything...infinity. You chose which reality you want to exist in. You do this with your consciousness which is who you really are beyond your physical form. You free your consciousness from the confines of a single reality experience by realizing these "confines" are created by you and are you. Your prison cell is one made of beliefs and perceptions about reality, beliefs like "this reality is outside of me, i have no control over it, i must make money, i must be afraid, blah blah blah".

By changing your state of being/consciousness/THE COLLECTIVE FEELING of the present moment(and yourself because you are the present moment), you change your reality drastically because you experience physically the state of your consciousness, and your state of being.

Free yourself. Nobody else can do it for you.

[icutoffheads]

you must be the change you want to see in the world.

[icutoffheads]

when you listen to music, you aren't listening to the notes being played, but the nothingness, the space, the void in between the notes.

[Cloverhart]

Originally Posted by icutoffheads

you must be the change you want to see in the world.

ghandi...love it!!

[icutoffheads]

that man knew what he was talking about!

[Cloverhart]

Originally Posted by icutoffheads

that man knew what he was talking about!

but of course!! You bring a lot to the table though good sir, elaborate and share your brilliant knowledge

[Maguru]

Hi icutoffheads, I haven't been able to manifest a darned thing! I seem always to be caught up in others' intentions although I've realized that I think about others a lot. But surely there could be clashes of opposing intentions?
My life has never been so easy and peaceful and free but I worked hard for that to manifest. What goes on?

[icutoffheads]

This has been a long process and just recently I began to completely understand the process of "creating your own reality" to that point where I no longer doubted it. I understand many people are at different points in the journey and saying something like "Oh you just need to bend your perception." or "Oh it's a piece of cake, you need to just change your state of being" "You just gotta tune your consciousness to the state of being you wish to experience, it's soooo simple!" doesn't quite help some of you because you may not quite understand exactly what those involve. I'm not at the end of the road, I'm like you guys still learning. And I'm not seeking attention for being ahead or whatever I don't really see it that way. I'm completely thrilled to have a grasp on the creation process and have the strong desire to share what I've learned with people. This isn't a set of rules or a standard or anything. I had to do a lot of personal work on myself over many years. Don't turn the following questions into rules that you must live by, they are questions I asked myself while investigating, discovery, and becoming more of myself. I share them with you in hopes they help. So while manifesting and creating your own personal tailored reality is a very easy thing to do once you understand it, due to a lot of conditioning from the world outside of you, society, and events in your life time, you may have a lot of beliefs and emotional baggage that you need to deal with and let go of.

Look inside yourself and be honest. Honesty is the key to the whole thing. You need to be absolutely complete honest with yourself. Sometimes you may have a lot of beliefs or perceptions that were created by some event in your life, you may have a lot of emotional baggage that keeps creating these beliefs about yourself.

Pay attention to the way you feel. Pay attention your energy and the way that feels. Are you afraid or ashamed of expressing any emotion? If so, why? Are you ashamed of your physical body or any part of it? If so, why? Are there times when you hold yourself back from expressing yourself? If so, when do you hold yourself back, and why? Pay attention to the way your physical body feels. Is there any tension? Especially pay attention to the entire length of the spine. Is there any tension there? If there is, can you release it? Can you let it go? Are you afraid to let it go, if so why? Pay attention to the way your mind feels. Is there any tension? Can you let it go? Are you afraid to let it go and if so why?

This process requires the "freeing" of emotion because you are freeing yourself. Really figure out if you hold back emotion and why you hold it back.

Examine all the ways you hold yourself back from expressing yourself. Are you afraid to speak your mind? Why? Are you afraid or ashamed to express yourself sexually? Why? Are you afraid or ashamed of your own thoughts? Why? Are you afraid or ashamed of love? Why? Are you afraid of ashamed of expressing love? Why? Are you afraid or ashamed of being loved? Do you feel like you could not, should not or will not be loved? Why? Clear out the emotional baggage by investigating it, thinking back to the events that caused it, processing the event and releasing that long dormant emotion.

You ever see people constantly sad? Like EVERYTHING in life is a reason to be depressed? They have a lot of old emotional baggage inside them that makes them continuously feel sad that they won't let go off. They blame their outside environment for the constant feeling of sadness they carry around.

How do you view yourself? How do you believe people view you? Do you fear or worry that people view you a certain way that you do not want to be viewed, or that upsets you? Do you view yourself as inferior or superior to other people? Why?

As you investigate how you feel, how you think....ask yourself why, look within and answer honestly.

What types of way do you try to get attention from people? Do you need to be the center of attention? Do you need people to feel bad for you? Do you need people to piss you off? Do you need people to be out to get you? How do you get attention from people? Why? Is there any type of "role" you must play instead of just expressing yourself? Why?

Look at all of your fears and figure out why they are there.

Do you believe reality is a reflection of you? Why not? Are you scared that it's a lie and you will be a crazy delusional human being for believing it? Are you afraid of what other people will think?

Once you begin to truly understand you inside, you will see that it's all you outside too. You will see that the outside is a reflection of you. A reflection of ALL of those things and more. This is what you experience. Everything going on inside of you. Thoughts, emotions, and beliefs combine together in one massive FEELING. You're reality is the physical manifestation and experience of that "feeling".

The deeper you go in this, the more you realize that your thoughts, beliefs, and emotions are actually products of this one "feeling". It's how YOU feel. YOU. Not your body although you body is part of you and a reflection of this feeling as well, but this is not a physical thing. This is YOU. It's non physical and it's like everything you are experiencing in this moment right now combined into ONE feeling and IT'S YOU. When I talk about "state of being" and such I'm talking about this.

And while thoughts may create occasional manifestations for you, this is where you truly manifest from. The physical world is this "state of consciousness", "feeling", "state of being", "vibration", slowed down and broken down into separate forms for you to experience. Your consciousness/state of being/YOU exists in the sea of infinity. You can chose any state of being. There are infinite realities for you to chose from. You have the ability to experience whatever you want to experience. You just change your consciousness to the feeling of whatever state of being you wish to feel, the you physically experience that in physical reality.

Investigate your perception of reality and see if it's conflicting with your thoughts of manifestation. Pay attention to everytime you tell yourself "I can't" or something negative about something that you want to do.

I'm not even sure if "feeling" is the right word. I'm sorry, I'm trying really really hard to explain here. But once again I wrote way too much. I kinda lost my train of thought so I'm just going to stop.

I'll leave you with this>
YouTube - Bill Hicks: What is the point to Life
YouTube - Bill Hicks - Positive Drug Story
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves." - bill hicks

Gahh. I wrote too much. Sorry I was on a flow of thoughts.

[shasah]

I don't think you wrote too much. A lot of very good questions. It makes me see in what areas I need to delve deeper. Since I've been coming to this forum, I have discovered a lot of things about myself. These questions should help me discover even more. So, once again, thank you.

[MacFly]

icutoffheads

THANK YOU

[Andrew Gubb]

I second that, THANKYOU.

I feel like I can't assimilate this all at this point but I'll get back to it.

Andrew

[ChrisDP]

Originally Posted by icutoffheads

I'll leave you with this>
YouTube - Bill Hicks: What is the point to Life
YouTube - Bill Hicks - Positive Drug Story
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves." - bill hicks

Gahh. I wrote too much. Sorry I was on a flow of thoughts.

Its funny the just a ride bit has been far more replayed for a while since that Zeitgeist movie then I discovered loa and reheard this and im like omg HOW did i miss that its right there just before the just a ride bit. This is a wonderful thread loving all of your posts

[MacFly]

icutoffheads

after "cleaning" my beliefs, and changing the way I percept reality, the actual intention is only a short thougth?

[Andrew Gubb]

Originally Posted by icutoffheads

YouTube - Bill Hicks: What is the point to Life
YouTube - Bill Hicks - Positive Drug Story

Dude I almost cried just at the end of that second video (haven't seen the first one yet).

This thread has been one big synchronicity for me. (For instance, the idea, second time I heard it in a day, that I can be a spiritual teacher and a stand-up comedian at the same time... you know what, now I will )

Edit: saw another video with him speaking, and at the end it said "Imagine if there was a guy like him to take apart 9/11... WHO WILL BE THE NEXT BREED?"

[jota]

I aprecciate the time you take to write it, this make sense to me now, thanks

[ChrisDP]

I did the deciding how my day will happen today. I have been putting off coursework since October. So its sometimes been a real snowball of dread when I get up Wednesday mornings knowing its not done. I insisted today will be fine and my lecturer may be disappointed its not ready but I will still be able to take responsibility for it by completing it before i get throw off the course. (Its an extra subject not my degree)

I read your recent post just before leaving for class helped neutralize things out. It clicked why was I holding back when I was being experimental in LOA just go all out todays going to work out great nothings going to happen my place on the course is safe. Its a half an hour walk and class started in 20 minutes but i casually walked out of my house calm as anything made it there 5 minutes early. My head was in the clouds all the way there Iv been excited about considering going to Steves CGW#4 in July/August. Treated it like I already knew what was going to happen.

When the subject of coursework was raised I fumbled a little but then out of nowhere someone says "Did you know 11:11 is supposed to mean angels are watching over you?" That made my day xD it rang like a bell just for me to hear. Big beaming smile across my face. The rest of class ended up having an awesome 1on1 with my lecturer about what needed to be done.So now im settled. Again thank you for your posts I definitely appreciate them.

Originally Posted by Andrew Gubb

This thread has been one big synchronicity for me. (For instance, the idea, second time I heard it in a day, that I can be a spiritual teacher and a stand-up comedian at the same time... you know what, now I will )

Oh wow this is a dream I have wanted to explore to. Comedic Healing for the masses!
I look forward to hearing materiel from you at some point

[icutoffheads]

Originally Posted by Andrew Gubb

Dude I almost cried just at the end of that second video (haven't seen the first one yet).

This thread has been one big synchronicity for me. (For instance, the idea, second time I heard it in a day, that I can be a spiritual teacher and a stand-up comedian at the same time... you know what, now I will )

Edit: saw another video with him speaking, and at the end it said "Imagine if there was a guy like him to take apart 9/11... WHO WILL BE THE NEXT BREED?"

The world definitely needs another spiritual teacher/ comedian right now! And Bill Hicks was incredible, if you haven't heard of him before I highly recommend listening to or watching some of his other stuff. Half of his set was his philosophy on life and politics and spirituality and drugs and the other half was his crazy sense of humor. He went back and forth between absolutely loving the human race, to being frustrated with them and hating the ugliness he saw in them. Died from pancreatic cancer in 1994... I think 1994? Great guy, he definitely "got it". He said he was born with the deep open understanding of existence that he had. Very much interested in ufos, government conspiracies, psychedelic drugs, and spirituality. He was a very interesting man.

[icutoffheads]

Originally Posted by MacFly

icutoffheads

after "cleaning" my beliefs, and changing the way I percept reality, the actual intention is only a short thougth?

For me, there is no longer any trying to manifest. I explored my perceptions on reality and allowed myself to change them into the version of reality that I wanted to experience. Now it's like I feel great all the time, and I don't have to try to manifest things, they just happen for me. Sometimes it's a thought, like my dinner I manifested, that was a thought I had, but it was casual and brief, I didn't hold onto it or anything. I was just like "Mmmmm I'd love to get this for dinner." The phone rings literally 20 seconds later, and my friend suggests we get dinner tonight (without me saying any of this), and he suggests we get my favorite food from my favorite restaurant (which is exactly what i wanted for dinner) and says that he'll pay. For no reason, he just wanted to pay.

Allow yourself to learn about the process too, because this truly is just a learning process, and you'll be happier that you know it through and through if you allow yourself to learn and truly understand.

[icutoffheads]

The "white light" on the left is infinity. The triangle is your "chosen state of being"...."your soul". The rainbow is physical reality being projected from your chosen state of being and broken down into different "forms" for you to experience. IT'S ALL YOU THOUGH. Thoughts and emotions and such exist within the "rainbow"...physical reality and can change your state of being which result in your physical reality changing, but once you see that you can chose whatever "state of being" from infinity that you want to experience, you realize that changing your STATE OF BEING is much more effective at creating reality then thoughts because state of being encompasses it all, your thoughts, the physical reality, your physical self...alll of it. It's like changing a radio station all at once. Physical reality is a direct reflection of your chosen state of being.


maybe this one will help.

You are almost like a filter, choosing from all the endless possibilities how "infinity" will be experienced for you, from direct state of being to the broken down physical reality version.

[Wax Frog]

Have I been unjustified at being really ticked off at God/Higher Self/Whatever, over the years, for locking me into this illusion so deeply?