Cleanup on aisle 6! A.K.A. Who spilled the bad intentions?

[Jehosephat]

One part of IM theory that I'm struggling with is how to reconcile all of the really bad things going on in the world. I'm willing to take responsibility for having intended those things. However, I can't understand why I would intend those things. I can't imagine that I ever desired to have people fight each other over religious differences. I don't want children to be abused! There are things out there that I couldn't even imagine, that go on. Did I accidentally intend these things when I was young? How can I find and stop these intentions inside my conciousness when I don't know how I intended them in the first place?

Maybe this is too much of a self-centered view of it. Perhaps I just don't know the extent of my conciousness to know how I would have intended these things. I'm an IM/LoA noob so I'd love to hear your thoughts on this topic.