This whole IM thing drives me crazy sometimes. anybody else?

[billythegoat]

I've been a long time lurker and reader of this forum, I've posted once before (and regarding that....anybody know how to delete old posts? send me a message if you do). I've been "practicing" intention manifestation for a few years now and still, I have no clue if it's true or real or not. I've seen the craziest thoughts in my head manifest before my eyes. I painted a picture of my dream house and my dream living location and a year later, I was living there, although not in the most ideal terms that I would've liked but still I was. I manifested a relationship with basically no work from me what so ever. Before that relationship started, I "saw" the end of the relationship in my mind, ending terribly, and I attempted to not go through with it but ended up staying with the person anyways, and like what I "saw" in my mind, the relationship ended horribly, almost the exact time and conditions that I thought it would. Alot of the time I question whether I am actually creating all of this based on intention manifestation or law of attraction or whatever the f--- you wanna call it, or simply just "predicting" it. I feel as though my extra senses have been hightened from experimenting with hallucinegetic drugs, I've experienced many different sensations, dimensions, out of body experiences, and telepathic communication with friends, I even still have the telepathic communication thing going on with certain people I have "tripped" with, like a strong connection, its crazy.

Through all of this, I still doubt the existence of INTENTION MANIFESTATION. I see synchronicities every single day. The days when I think "IM isn't going to work for me today" .... it doesn't. I've identified and examined and gotten rid of tons of limiting beliefs that I have had about myself, the world, existence, and everything else. I still find that the one manifestation that I've always truly wanted is the one that alludes me. For years I've been trying to manifest it and it does not seem possible to me anymore. I wonder frequently if manifesting or LOA isn't all it's cracked up to be and these "manifestations" or "attractions" ARE just coincidences, or I am just able to perceive these things in advance, think about it, and then think I created it when it manifests. I've tried the subjective reality thing and found myself just very disconnected from everyone and everything around me, trapped inside of myself and not truly able to express myself and thoughts. When I gave up the subjective reality view on life, I began to slowly find myself again and reconnect with friends and well, life.

I am at a critical moment in my life, where I'm not so sure what the future holds for me, but I still have that one intention in my mind, almost at all times. I've tried so many ways to manifest it but it just won't. I feel as though I'm either missing something, or maybe LOA and IM isn't all it's cracked up to be. This whole thing makes me feel crazy alot, especially since nobody else I know or interact with has anything to do with this type of stuff, they just live out their normal lives without giving it another thought. I feel like I'm on the brink of succeeding with LOA, or tossing it in the garbage and moving on with my life in the "normal" fashion. Even though I've had all of these "successes" with LOA (I wouldn't call them all successes, my relationship ended the exact way I feared it would..) they still all happen in such a way that I'm not so sure why or how they did, or if they had anything to do with me and me thinking thats what should happen.

How do you go about getting what you truly want? Whens the time you stop intending something that just won't manifest? Is this ♥♥♥♥♥ for real? Does this stuff make anybody else feel crazy? How do you tell the difference between prediction and intention, or maybe just coincidence? I want honest answers from honest people. Don't give me hopeful "I'm saying this because I want LOA to work for me and I'm afraid that if I give you a negative view on it my LOA won't work for me so I'll just say it works, even though it really doesn't work for me" type of answer. Honesty. Give me honesty. That's all I ask. It seems like people involved with LOA and IM are afraid to be honest about their experiences with LOA and IM for fear that it probably won't work if they say "hey, i can't manifest anything". or maybe i'm wrong. or maybe I'm just tired of dreaming and itchin to live finally.

[themaster]

Holy, shiznit that's a lot of questions.. luckily for you I like questions

Originally Posted by billythegoat

(I wouldn't call them all successes, my relationship ended the exact way I feared it would..)

Nice creation

Did you learn perhaps that fear of something doesn't help and just creates it.. good, I hope you did release your fear..

How do you go about getting what you truly want?

Ohh.. alright why don't you throw a zinger at me and see how I do

Here is the truth in simplest terms.. this is a limitation game.. everything you want exists right now.. what you request is created instantly.. the problem is this limitation's game is full of "other" people's problems projected onto the masses like "you" and you have adopted dozens of these problems and there the thing holding yah back

So to clear out what is holding you back is to clear out the limitation blocking you from that.. sounds so easy right??

lol.. beliefs/definitions and allowance are the key..

Might I suggest that first thing.. any good LOA newbie needs is belief in themselves and a OPTIMIST attitude.. worked for me right?

Whens the time you stop intending something that just won't manifest?

Whatever you asked for is in escrow it will come.. every order is heard (unless you cancel it)

Is this ♥♥♥♥♥ for real?

Uhuh.. what do you think? What's your experience.. if your experience level you say is "not good enough" I say get back out there and try some more!

Does this stuff make anybody else feel crazy?

Nope, just you and your experience.. likely a case of you not believing in yourself.. technically LOA is crazy if you get the right psychiatrist on it..

How do you tell the difference between prediction and intention, or maybe just coincidence?

Every single coincidence is a synchronicity.. there is no such thing.. you just have to work your way to that level.. or you could believe me?

Originally Posted by billythegoat

I want honest answers from honest people. Don't give me hopeful "I'm saying this because I want LOA to work for me and I'm afraid that if I give you a negative view on it my LOA won't work for me so I'll just say it works, even though it really doesn't work for me" type of answer. Honesty. Give me honesty. That's all I ask. It seems like people involved with LOA and IM are afraid to be honest about their experiences with LOA and IM for fear that it probably won't work if they say "hey, i can't manifest anything". or maybe i'm wrong. or maybe I'm just tired of dreaming and itchin to live finally.

Oih, what you trying to do make me look bad?

Okay, this is a tough realistic questions.. but the answer you may not like I believe anything is possible.. so yes if you go into your imagination and imagine a fiery hell.. that exists.. (but it's probaly not as bad as you think ) if you imagine utopia.. I also say that exists.. anything you can imagine I say exists somewhere, somehow

Okay skip that.. you want realistic.. the realistic truth is: if you apply LOA, if you become a deep jumper.. you will only find truth and you at the end of the rainbow.. this includes what you want..

I'm going to go back to the 2 most important things I now believe or think is right.. to be a LOA newbie cruising towards a LOA Guru/pro..

1. Positive Attitude (all the time.. become a optimist)
2. Ability to look failure in the eye and keep trying anyway.. this means you say I will never give up.. you can't beat me you that is me

I have spent 3 years jumping.. and every time I jump.. the frigging hole gets bigger.. or the idea.. is the more knowledge I get, the more powers I get, the more integration and healing of self I have to do.. (I have been working very hard on my creation.. which is a bit more than money and if you can't tell from my happiness I seem to be getting closer and within reach)

Here's the thing, go down the path or don't.. but you will only find that there is 1 truth to reality.. LOA is a constant.. it ain't going anywhere.. and if you leave it.. you will be back.. hopefully you comeback as a optimist.. (this ends my spiel)

[Acting Like Godot]

I'm rushing off somewhere, therefore my answer is brief.

- The mind can work in two modes (active & passive).
- In active mode, it creates.
- In passive mode, it receives info (including info about the future).

- The future exists as a flux of probabilities.
- Meaning that it could turn out in different ways.
- However, some futures are more probable than others.
- In a sense, LOA is about drawing to yourself your preferred futures.

- Importantly, the future is generally not fixed
- Meaning that even if you "see" X is going to happen, it may not necessarily happen
- You generally have some power to influence the course of events

- This is the usefulness of divination (eg Tarot cards)
- It reveals the most probable future ahead, if you carry on doing what you usually do
- But having divined the most probable future ahead, you can seek to change it (if it does not appeal to you)

- Therefore prediction is closely interrelated with intention
- Like two twin sisters
- The "intention" part of IM may be viewed as the deliberate selection of a certain future, and the active process of increasing the probability that it will occur

[billythegoat]

wow, themaster, thank you very much for your very insightful post. I appreciate you not holding the punches back, and being straight forward. i think you did hit the nail on the head when you said be an optimist and more positive and also for me to believe in myself. currently, i am not an optimist or positive about much it seems. that post came from a place of deep frustration towards this subject, which is why it kind've just rambles on and fires off question after question. thanks for having the patience to read it thru and answer the many questions i had.

[themaster]

Your very much welcome

Let me add a 3rd tip..

3. Only go with the material you resonate with.. take methods and truths in LOA that you feel special about.. if mine was such a truth for.. thanks you.. but choose your truths/reality